Lazy rabbits only eat grass

Chapter 15 Impulse is the devil

Su Zhan stared at me, then reached out to pinch my face: "What's the matter? Haven't woken up yet? Do you want to go to sleep for a while?"

"I..." The words reached my throat and I swallowed them again. I gave a satisfied smile, with a bit of coquettishness in my tone, and said, "I'm hungry."

He smiled dotingly, lowered his head and kissed me, carried the ingredients, got up and went into the kitchen.

I sat on the sofa in the living room, listening to the sounds in the kitchen, my heart was empty.

Finally made up his mind, got up and went into the bedroom to organize his things.I don't have many things myself, most of them were bought by Su Zhan, and I don't intend to take the things he bought for me, so I only packed what I brought.

I packed it up, the food was cooked, and we sat together and happily finished our last lunch.

"How's the ribs today? Is the taste better than yesterday? The three fresh soup doesn't taste fishy, ​​does it?"

"Well, it's delicious."

"What will we eat tomorrow? How about hairy crabs? Or lobster?" Su Zhan likes to study dishes recently, and he keeps discussing many dishes and tastes with me.

He looked excited, I didn't want to spoil his interest, I tried my best to smile at him, making myself look happy: "Well, everything is fine."

Su Zhan talked for a while, probably seeing that I had been silent, so he didn't say anything more.

After eating, he got up to clean up. I pressed his hand and asked him to sit back. I said, "Let me do the dishes."

Because he usually washes the dishes, when I suddenly asked for it, he was obviously stunned, then laughed, and joked: "Xiaogan, you finally have the consciousness to be a good wife, I am so touched by your husband."

I smiled at him and started to clean up.

If he dared to say this before, I would definitely refute it, and then scold each other, scolding and cursing, we must start a war, and hit the bed.

But at this moment, I can't do anything except laugh.

I went into the kitchen, turned on the faucet, and mechanically started washing the dishes.

"Xiaogan, are you done brushing?" I didn't realize that the bowls had been washed long ago until Su Zhan was urging me.I took the last porcelain bowl and kept washing it, as if to wash off a layer of ceramic.

Su Zhan didn't know when he came to me. He stretched out his hand and hugged me from behind, with a soft and sweet voice: "Go take a bath, I want to be with you."

I pulled his hand away, turned around, and looked at him seriously and sadly.

The water from the faucet was still flowing, my hands were still wet, and I heard my own voice accompanied by the sound of the water.

"let's break up."

Su Zhan didn't seem to react, his expression was dumbfounded.Then he walked over as if nothing had happened, turned off the faucet, took my hand, took a towel to dry the water on my hand little by little, and complained: "Look at you, how old are you, you still play with water, be careful of catching a cold, If you have a cold, I don't want you to sleep in the same bed with me."

I took my hand out of his hand and said, "I've packed my luggage, I'm going home, goodbye."

He grabbed my hand so hard that I frowned in pain, his eyes were full of disbelief: "What are you talking about?"

"Break up!" I increased the volume: "Su Zhan, I said break up, let's break up!"

"Why?" His voice was colder than the water in the faucet.

I said: "I'm tired." I tried to make myself look relaxed, and I continued: "Actually, I am straight, and I can't be straighter. I was just playing with you when I was with you. Now, The novelty is over, I have played enough, I don’t want to play anymore, so let’s break up.”

"I don't agree." He refused coldly.

My heart was bleeding, and my voice was very calm: "Whatever you want, I'm leaving. In the future, if you can't meet, don't meet again."

I walked into the bedroom to pick up my luggage, and he stood at the door with a gloomy face, and when we rubbed shoulders with him, he grabbed my hand violently.

The suitcase fell to the ground with a "boom", and I was dragged back to the bedroom by his hand, and my whole body was thrown onto the bed as easily as a pillow. "Tearing" I heard the sound of clothes being torn apart, I didn't know if it was his or mine.

My hands were restrained by him, and I kicked him with my feet: "You let me go, we broke up, I want to leave!"

"Who agreed to break up?" He was condescending, staring at me coldly, then pressed his lips down hard, and I turned my head away.

He freed up one hand, pinched my chin irresistibly, forced me to look at him, and then kissed me hard.There were bursts of tingling pain on his lips, mixed with the smell of blood, he refused to let go, lingering to death.

Suddenly, I smelled the scent of lubricating oil, and my nerves tensed up.He didn't know when the pants were torn by him. He stopped at that dangerous place and asked me: "Are you still breaking up?"

The lip bitten by him screamed in pain. I hated him forcing me to submit in such a tough way. I glared at him fiercely and said, "Su Zhan, let's break up! I want to break up with you..."

The moment he rushed in, my teeth chattered from the pain, and I couldn't speak clearly, I just kept screaming for pain.

The place that he couldn't get in even after putting in enough effort, was forcibly entered by him like this at this moment.Before he moved, I almost fainted from the pain, what will happen after I finish it?I can't even think about it.

After waiting for a long time, there was no movement, and I realized that he just stopped inside and didn't start.

I closed my eyes and didn't look at him, and felt that he was kissing my eyes and cheeks, bit by bit to wipe away the tears on my face, and finally stayed on my lips for a long time, tender and tender.

I heard his voice in more pain than mine: "Xiaogan...don't break up with me...don't abandon me...don't break up...Xiaogan...I can't leave you...don't break up..."

He repeated these few words hoarsely, and all I could do was cry.

After all, he still didn't do it. After he quit, I saw blood on the bed sheet.I knew I was hurt, but at this moment, the pain in my heart was ten times greater than the pain in my body.

He carried me to the bathroom, cleaned me up, applied ointment, carried me to the bed, and covered me with the quilt.After everything was done, he walked out without saying a word during the whole process.

I lay on the bed without falling asleep, there was no movement outside the door, I don't know if Su Zhan is still there.

Suddenly, the lock made a sound, and I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.

I heard his footsteps getting closer, and he seemed to know that I was pretending to be asleep, so he asked me bluntly, "Did my mother come here this morning?"

I opened my eyes suddenly and looked at him.

He said blankly: "She asked you to leave me, didn't she?"

I didn't speak, and my hands clenched into fists under the quilt.He stared at me for a while, then suddenly climbed onto the bed, hugged me, his voice was hoarse, his eyes were red, I heard him say: "I'm sorry."

I opened my eyes wide and looked at him in disbelief, and tears welled up all at once.

He hugged me tightly: "I'm sorry, Xiaogan, I didn't handle this matter well."

He said: "You believe me, believe me, give me a few days, I will definitely handle it."

I couldn't help it, and reached out and hugged his waist.

"But, Su Zhan, can we really be together forever?" I heard my own small voice.

"Yes, I promise!"

His voice was so firm, like a poisonous oath, I buried myself in his arms and wept uncontrollably.

Later, Su Zhan threatened me: "Because I like you, I will satisfy any request you have, except for breaking up. Next time you dare to tell me that you are straight, I will make you completely unable to straighten up. If you don't believe me, try it." try?"

"Cut! Do you want to fight with me? Come on, come on, one-on-one or gang fight?"

Su Zhan just laughed, fished me over with a smile, pressed me on the bed, and stripped off my clothes one by one...

The summer nights were very hot, so we sneaked up to the roof most of the night and lay side by side on the mats to watch the starry sky.

In the dark blue sky, there are many stars, twinkling.The dark clouds were a bit heavy and quickly blocked the starlight, like our unknown future.

"Xiao Gan, what is your dream?" Su Zhan asked me suddenly.

"Well... After graduation, find a good job, find a suitable girl, get married and start a family." I said this deliberately, and then carefully tilted my head to see Su Zhan's expression. Speaking again, I can feel that he is a little frustrated.

I said again: "That was a dream before! Now, I just want to be with you." As I said that, I shrank into his arms, stretched out my arms and hugged his waist, and I heard his laughter.

"Xiaogan, this is what you said. No matter what happens in the future, you are not allowed to leave me. You want to accompany me from youth and frivolity to gray hair. It is agreed, whoever breaks his promise is a puppy."

"En." I nodded heavily, the sky above my head was full of stars, I snuggled into his arms, and fell asleep deeply, my heart was full of sweetness and happiness.

Years later, I look back on that day with nothing but a sigh.

Sweetness, happiness, these seem to me to be the things of the previous life.

If I had known that it would become like that between us later, I only wish that I would not wake up from the dream at that time.