kissing sparrow

Chapter 34 What I Want

A series of questioning made Fu Xun's chest heave and his breath became heavy. With a little force on his left hand, he pinched out a faint glimmer of water from Lu Heyang's eyes, and the blood flow became difficult and sluggish.Lu Heyang could clearly feel the scalding of the opponent's fingertips and the coldness of the ring on the root of the finger.

In a moment of dizziness, he had a hazy vision. In this imagination, Fu Xun, handsome in a suit and leather shoes, kissed the beautiful bride and exchanged rings with her under the praise and blessings of everyone.

Breathing hard, a tear rolled down his reddened eye, and disappeared into his hair. Lu Heyang raised the spikes all over his body and said forcefully: "I don't know what happened in the past. Even if it is true, it is the past." What you said now, it will only make me feel sick."

Fu Xun's hand suddenly loosened, his eyes widened slightly, as if he couldn't bear such a cold judgment.

He looked at the strange eyes of the person below him, and he thought, Lu Heyang really forgot, forgot the moment when their body temperature blended, forgot that he leaned on his shoulder, forgot the road they walked to school together, forgot In the lush camphor trees along the road, and in the skating rink, he threw himself into his arms, smiling brightly.

Perhaps, he even forgot his hatred, his parents who were occupied by him, the life he replaced, and what he asked of him, and what he replaced was indifference and nausea.

"I don't remember those now, you don't have to explain to me." Lu Heyang said almost numbly, "My surname is Lu, and your surname is Fu. From then on, we will live our own lives."

After finishing speaking, he lay back on the bed and turned his back to Fu Xun.Thick sweat oozes between the two shoulder blades, Lu Heyang tightly closed his sore eyes.

Fu Xun frowned, his voice was cold, as if he had lost all patience, and he gave an ultimatum: "Lu Heyang, I have to return tomorrow, will you come with me?"

The heart was throbbing with pain, the eyes filled with water vapor again, Lu Heyang didn't move.

"Okay." Fu Xun said, "It's up to you."

The sound of footsteps leaving from the bed, the door was pulled open, and then there was the sound of it closing with a bang.

Lu Heyang was still lying on his side. Five minutes later, he turned around stiffly and looked up at the mottled ceiling.

Hidden there is a map of the world, the peeling piece is the United States, the stain in the middle is the sea, and then China.

No, still no.He closed his dry eyes.

No matter how hard he tried to divert his attention, there was still no way to ignore the soreness in his chest.

The thorns that had just been set up hurt Fu Xun, he should have thought that they would hurt himself too.

In the evening, the hospital set up a few temporary bunk beds for the family members to spend the night in the passageway sheltered from the wind. Fu Xun went to claim one. He folded his coat and pillowed it under his head, hugged his arms, lay on his back and looked at the flickering overhead lights, secretly Years of dust have accumulated in the yellow lampshade, and the light outlines the dark outlines of some bug corpses. A moth is fluttering around the edge of the lampshade, its wings making a rustling sound, determined to die.

In Lu Heyang's ward came small voices and occasional chuckles, like the tip of a needle falling to the ground, no matter how small the voice was, Fu Xun could distinguish it accurately.

After dinner, a little boy sneaked in from the ward, which surprised Lu Heyang. Fu Xun heard him call him Doudou.

It is said that the villagers who were also evacuated from Dawu Village were sent to Liangxi Township for medical treatment together with other injured victims because of high fever.As soon as his fever subsided, he couldn't bear to play in the ground, and happened to find that Lu Heyang was also in this hospital.

I don't know what his mother said to him later, but Lu Heyang found that his temperament seemed to be much more cheerful than when he first met. When talking to Doudou, he no longer kept silent, and occasionally answered a few words, and there was a smile in his eyes. smile.But he still likes the colored pens in Lu Heyang's bag the most. He holds his face and scribbles on the paper. He can draw for hours at a time. He occasionally raises his head to discuss with Lu Heyang whether the sun is better red or yellow.

When Fu Xun took away the lunch box for dinner and exited Lu Heyang's ward, he saw such a happy scene.During the short time away from him, Lu Heyang's life went on smoothly. He loved and was loved by others.

He radiates light and heat automatically. He is no longer the silent and cowardly boy ten years ago. He no longer walks alone. He does not need him to stand in front of him, protect his waist, and be his only support on the huge ice rink. people.

Fu Xun thought painfully, if he let go this time, Lu Heyang might be gone forever, and he would withdraw from his life completely.

But if that's what he wants.

At eight o'clock in the morning the next day, Fu Xun had to return.

The group has a backlog of too many things, even though he had already held two video conferences with the tablet last night, it was still a drop in the bucket compared to the level of difficulty.

Secretary Cheng Xi has already made two urging phone calls. The first call was tactful, insinuating, alluding to the subject, but in the second call, he couldn't wait to ask the new emperor to return the court quickly.She really didn't understand why the newly promoted president left the company at such a critical moment and went to the disaster area to be the savior, obviously needing to be saved himself.

A bus will depart back to Qinggang City at [-]:[-] on time. Cheng Dongxu is already waiting by the door with his bag on his back. Fu Xun gritted his teeth and walked to the door of Lu Heyang's ward.Because of the tension in the ward, Lu Heyang was discharged from the hospital today. In fact, because of his injury, he was notified to end the follow-up support operations. However, he planned to return to Lu County to do something within his capacity, and he was not on the same path as Fu Xun.

Wen Jiyu came back at some point, and brought back the glasses that Lu Heyang had repaired by the way.At this time, he was helping Lu Heyang pack his things in the ward. He squeezed out half of the toothpaste and wiped the used soap box one by one, and cleverly used the space in the luggage bag to store them.Doudou was lying on the edge of the bed, looking at them with two purple grape-like eyes.

"This pair of watercolor pens is for you." Lu Heyang took out the pens from his bag, knelt down and handed them to Doudou, and rubbed his soft hair.

Doudou's eyes widened in surprise, and her thin white fingers slid from the red pen holder on the left to the blue pen holder on the far right, showing an expression of love.

"Uncle, can I see you again?" He slowly approached Lu Heyang's knee and hugged his arm.

Lu Heyang laughed, tore off a piece of paper from the notebook he carried with him, first wrote down a line of numbers, paused and crossed out with the tip of the pen, and wrote a new one.In the end, the previous number was left instead of the current temporary phone number, which showed that he wanted to bring Doudou to his future life, not just a short and unexpected intersection.

"This is my phone number. You can chat with me anytime. When you grow up, you will be admitted to Jiada, okay?"

Doudou nodded heavily.

"I'm not happy anymore." With a towel on his wrist, Wen Jiyu came over and gently shoved the boy's head, "You want to see him, but don't you want to see me?"

Doudou rolled her eyes: "Uncle, you are very annoying."

Wen Jiyu pretended to be displeased: "Why do I hate it?"

"You say I'm dumb, and I always use my hands and feet." Doudou pouted, counting Uncle Wen's "atrocities".

"It's impolite to push someone's head, and I saw you wanting to see Uncle Lu's calf this morning, but he won't let you see it."

"Tell me, are you annoying?"

Wen Jiyu laughed dumbfounded.

Lu Heyang also laughed helplessly: "That's your Uncle Wen checking my wounds..."

But the words were only half spoken, the door was pushed open with a slam, and even bounced off the wall, knocking off a small piece of wall.Fu Xun strode in, with terrifying coercion, grabbed Lu Heyang's handbag from Wen Jiyu's hand with one hand, and grabbed Lu Heyang's wrist with the other.

The action can be considered rough, Fu Xun really can't keep rational after seeing such a scene. They have common topics, common secrets, and people they know in common. What will happen next? Their life circles overlap. Will smile at Wen Jiyu, Wen Jiyu will fall in love with him, in fact, he has fallen in love with him.

"Fu Xun, you're crazy!" Lu Heyang's throat was astringent, and his vocal cords trembled with fear.

Fu Xun couldn't help but pull him out of the door, Lu Heyang struggled so hard that his nails dug into Fu Xun's skin.In fact, he had never resisted so hard.This aroused Fu Xun's anger even more.

Could it be that he tried his best to trick Lu Heyang back to the country, just to let him live the life he wanted?

Fu Xun thought.

Go to his "what he wants", I only want "what I want".