[Kill Dog] Moonless Night

Chapter 9 The Outer Chapter Falls into Your Palm

three days later.

early morning.sunny.

Sesshomaru opened his eyes, and saw the red-clothed and silver-haired half-demon sitting cross-legged at his feet with his arms folded, his face in a daze.

Well, it looks kind of goofy and kind of cute.

Sesshomaru sat up lazily, took the neatly dressed half-demon into his arms, leaned close to the half-demon's neck and sniffed the breath of the half-demon.At the end of the nose is still the smell of green grass mixed with sunlight, mixed with his own smell, but the sweet and strong restless smell that drove people crazy during the estrus has gradually dissipated.

Sesshomaru clicked his tongue regretfully, why is the semi-demon's estrus period so short.I was sighing secretly in my heart, but when I raised my eyes, I happened to meet Inuyasha's eyes that had recovered their clarity, clear and bright golden.The sun is generally warm.

Inuyasha looked at Sesshomaru quietly, as if he had never seen the big monster in white clothes and silver hair. He carefully traced the face of the big monster with his eyes, from the crescent moon on the forehead to the beautiful eyebrows, from the eyes to the nose , from the gorgeous fairy lines on the cheeks to the pointy ears.Sweep carefully inch by inch.Seeing the big monster felt uncomfortable all over.

After a long while, the half-demon turned his eyes away, "Morning."

"……morning."

"Your ears were red just now." Inuyasha reminded kindly.

"...Damn it." The big monster gritted his teeth angrily.His eyes moved to the half-demon's neck, and he let out a soft snort in dissatisfaction.There used to be a large mottled hickey there, but now the honey-colored skin is smooth, and all the marks he left are gone.

Sesshomaru held up Inuyasha's chin, and was about to stamp a few more of his own seals on the half-demon, but before touching the rosy lips, the half-demon's palm suddenly stretched out to block it.

He looked at Inuyasha questioningly, but saw the half-demon staring at the round golden eyes, "Hey, haven't you passed the estrus yet?"

The big monster let out a low laugh from his chest, alas, how could my Sesshomaru's younger brother be such an incomprehensible guy.He stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked the half-demon's palm that was covering his lips.

As expected, the hand quickly retracted as if it had been scalded.The half demon stared at his brother Quan Yao like a monster, feeling that the small wet mark on his palm made him feel weird all over.

He couldn't help but think of the two days ago, when the always proud and invincible big monster was like this, licking and kissing his whole body with the tip of his tongue, leaving wet marks inch by inch.It's almost like worshiping some great god.So pious and crazy.

The half-demon felt his cheeks slowly warming up. He lowered his eyelashes and cursed in a low voice, "...shameless."

After the obstacle of covering his lips was gone, the big monster who was scolded by the half-demon for being shameless immediately leaned over to catch the half-demon's lips, pried open the tightly closed jaw, and kissed the half-demon's hair all over his body. The soft breath was unsteady, and then let him go.

The half-demon closed her eyes and leaned against the big monster's arms to pant, breathing slowly and calmly.Sesshomaru stared at Inuyasha's rosy cheeks, smiled lightly, and then rested his chin on the top of the half-demon's silver hair, "You're so good, you didn't leave my brother and slip away by yourself."

He ran his fingers through Inuyasha's silver hair, concentrating on combing the messy, knotted strands of the half-demon.His patience has always been limited, and only when facing a half-demon who often does not know what to do, he will secretly be surprised that sometimes his patience is more than he imagined.

While gasping for breath, Inuyasha replied weakly: "I can't get out after you cast a barrier."

Sesshomaru curled the corners of his mouth and chuckled silently, he glanced at the iron broken teeth hanging on Inuyasha's waist.As far as he knew, Tie Sui Ya had a red form that was designed to break barriers.

However, he didn't intend to expose his little brother's little lie.That half-demon has always been duplicity and unusually hard-talked. Once he pokes through it, he might turn into annoyance and walk away directly.

It had been a long time since he and Inuyasha had such a relaxed and warm atmosphere.He didn't want to destroy it.

Then a half-demon who was incomprehensible and used to spoiling the atmosphere said, "Stop messing with my hair. You're a sissy."

There was a pause in the fingers running through the hair, and a cold hum came from the top of the head.Even with his eyes closed, Inuyasha could guess that his elder brother must be staring at him expressionlessly at this moment, and then he would blurt out and scold him for being a damn half-demon who doesn't know what to do.

Inuyasha waited for a scolding sound from the big specter, or maybe a fist that thumped hard on the chin.

However, one second, two seconds, three seconds.nothing.

The half-demon opened her eyes in confusion, facing the heavy eyes of the big monster staring at his face.

"You're provoking me on purpose. Why?" the big monster asked with a gloomy expression on his face.

Why?Inuyasha was also at a loss for a moment.He just subconsciously didn't want Sesshomaru to treat him so carefully.Hold him in the palm of your hand, as if he is really cherished by that person.

Inuyasha was a little surprised that Sesshomaru could see through his true intentions.The reason he said that was indeed to annoy Sesshomaru and make him stop those unnecessary actions.

Maybe he could allow himself to occasionally hug and kiss with Sesshomaru, or even do other more intimate things like make love.But he couldn't bear Sesshomaru's almost affectionate gestures.

Just like what Sesshomaru said, desire is only about instinct and nature. Since he can't control his estrus, he has to accept it; but his own heart, his true emotions and wishes, he is not willing to easily Deliver it.

He would never allow himself to indulge in the meticulous intimacy and pampering that Sesshomaru brought him.no way.

Because when he got used to it, once that person decided to turn around and leave, he wasn't sure what was left of him.Once, when he was young, he almost died because of it.And this time, he won't let himself fall into that situation again.

The big monster stared into his eyes inquiringly, and continued to ask: "Why? You hate me getting close to you like this?"

Inuyasha lowered his eyelashes, thinking of a day long ago, when his elder brother who was full of admiration and attachment threw him indifferently among the miscellaneous monsters, coldly called him a dirty and despicable half-demon, and said that he was buried in the miscellaneous monsters. The stomach is his best home.

He wasn't even 50 years old then, not even Sesshomaru's waist height.

After his mother died, he has been very difficult.Being chased by humans in the village with hoes, stones, and kitchen knives, and more often than not, being chased and killed by all kinds of monsters in the mountains and forests salivating.

The world of monsters is always bullying.The law of the jungle is the only way for monsters to survive.

So at that time, Inuyasha made a lot of unimaginable hard work in order to fill his always hungry belly and prevent himself from being swallowed by even hungrier monsters.

Until one evening, when he was about to be swallowed whole by a hungry insect monster, when he was exhausted and full of despair, Sesshomaru appeared, and with just one whip, the insect monster that had been chasing him for half an hour Torn to shreds.

He fell to the ground, covered in dirt and in a mess, the cold big monster stood in the glow of the sky and said faintly, "I'm your brother."

"You can follow if you want." The big monster in white turned and left, the corners of his clothes curved in the wind like a fairy in a painting Inuyasha once saw.

He caught up and grabbed the big monster's white sleeve tightly.He was secretly happy for a long time that his fingers were not shaken off.

Sesshomaru seldom speaks and treats him coldly.But following him, Inuyasha finally didn't have to starve anymore.When sleeping at night, especially in Sakuya, seeing the big monster in white sitting cross-legged beside the fire in silence, Inuyasha felt at ease like never before.

This is his elder brother, the most powerful big monster in the world, no one has a brother as powerful as him.At that time, he admired that person so much.

He traveled around with Sesshomaru, wandering and trekking in various kingdoms of humans and monsters.

Inuyasha once asked Sesshomaru what he was looking for in various places. He thought that the big monster would not answer his question.This is the norm.

However, to his surprise, Sesshoumaru answered him.The big monster lowered his eyes to look at him, and said in a flat tone: "Power. I'm looking for more powerful power." Inuyasha didn't understand at that time, because in his opinion, Sesshomaru was already powerful enough.

Probably because the expression on his face was too stupid, just like Sesshomaru would occasionally scold him for being a stupid half-demon, when he heard the big monster sigh, a slightly cool palm with beautiful demon patterns on his wrist Pressed the top of his hair.

The big monster touched his hair in a rare way, with a serious expression on his face, "You also have to work hard to become stronger, you know, Inuyasha?"

He nodded emphatically.So the big monster withdrew his left hand, turned around and continued to walk forward silently.

Days passed like this day by day, he traveled with the big monster, year after year, from spring flowers blooming to winter snow falling.Until the last day.

The day he and Sesshomaru separated.

He still doesn't understand why his brother who took him through the mountains and forests the day before to teach him how to use the soul-dispersing iron claw suddenly turned his face.Call him a bastard born of a shameless human woman.

He could bear Sesshomaru calling him a half-demon, calling him dirty and mean, but he couldn't bear that bastard insulting his mother.He grabbed Sesshomaru's sleeve fiercely, and bit Sesshoumaru's left wrist fiercely.

His teeth weren't very sharp back then, but blood still oozed from Sesshomaru's wrist.

There were a lot of youkai who came to provoke them before, and Sesshomaru didn't bother to fight them, he could easily tear them to pieces just by waving his light whip.Those odds and ends couldn't even touch a piece of his clothes.

However, he made Sesshomaru's wrist bleed... His heart trembled.

When he looked up, the big monster looked down at him expressionlessly, his cold eyes seemed to be looking at a dead object.Then with a slight flick of his wrist, he was thrown into the lair of a bug monster.

Those ugly and disgusting bastards pounced on him with their stinky mouthparts open, and he only had time to see a piece of white sleeve fluttering lightly in the wind.Sesshomaru turned around resolutely, and walked away without looking back.

Then the worms swarmed up and overwhelmed him.

Inuyasha's memories of the rest of that day are vague.

He only vaguely remembered that the setting sun was like fire that day, and the blood red was constantly shaking in front of his eyes.The bright red liquid soaked the fur of the firerat, some of which were insects and monsters, and some of their own.

catch.torn.Throw away the bleeding stump.Then move on to the next goal.

He licked his teeth excitedly, tasting the thrill of killing for the first time.The bug monsters let out a sharp and ear-piercing roar, and pierced his disgusting mouthparts into his body, piercing his shoulder.

He ignored the wound on his body, grabbed the dripping blood dripping down his shoulder and threw it at the worm monster, watching the blood cut into the worm monster's limbs like sharp blades.

That was his first real fight, no longer blindly running away in a panic, nor standing behind Sesshomaru, watching him use his light whip to tear up those who came to provoke him contemptuously.

When the last worm was torn apart, he finally knelt down on the ground powerlessly, trembling all over, breathing slowly and with difficulty.Half of the blood in his body seemed to be drained, his whole body was cold, and his blood vessels seemed to freeze.

Later, he realized belatedly that when he shredded the odds and ends that day, he used the soul-dispersing iron claws.The arc of the waving claws, the force of tearing the prey's body, he used it so naturally and smoothly, as if he was born with it.

Obviously the day before, when Sesshomaru taught him, it seemed that he didn't even move the air when he waved his claws.And when he was fighting those damned insect monsters, he was still in the pain of being attacked, and he learned the flying blade and blood claw without a teacher.

From that day on, he and Sesshomaru parted ways.He swore from then on that he would never admit that Sesshomaru was his brother again.They hated each other, and when they met, they would fight, and they all wanted to kill each other quickly.

When Inuyasha came back from the memory, Sesshomaru was looking at him with frown.Inuyasha stretched out his hand and pressed the big monster's forehead, rubbing the frowning brows.Sesshomaru grabbed Banyao's finger, and said with a hint of anger, "I would be very happy if you were so intimate with me like this. But now, tell me first, why?"

Inuyasha looked at the stubborn monster and sighed, then sighed again.He slumped his shoulders tiredly, lowered his eyes and asked softly, "Sesshomaru, do you still remember the day you and I separated?"

no answer.Inuyasha didn't look up at Sesshomaru, but he knew that the whole body of the big monster must be tense, and he just knew it.

Inuyasha continued: "After that day, I will not allow myself to fall into any tender trap. I will be afraid. After I get used to someone's tenderness, what if he leaves me like you and walks away resolutely? What to do? I was the only one who was left in the same place, in the lair of the bug monster... only me..."

"Stop it!" The big monster said stiffly and coldly, with a barely audible pain in his voice, "Stop it, Inuyasha."

The half-demon shook her head, with a bitter smile in her eyes, "You don't know how badly my injuries were that time. My shoulders, back and stomach were all pierced by those goddamn bastards. I hid in a cave Healing his wounds, he dared not close his eyes during the day and night, for fear that other monsters would pass by that cave. It would be better to be in fear day and night until more than half a month later."

There was a long, long silence.The air that lingered between them seemed to freeze.

"I know." The big monster finally spoke slowly, breaking the suffocating air, "I stayed near your cave for seventeen days. Until your injury is completely healed."

Sesshomaru's voice was muffled when he met the surprised wide-eyed eyes of the upper half demon, "Idiot, otherwise, why do you think there wasn't any monster without eyes approaching that cave during those seventeen days? You really thought it was just yours?" Is it just luck?"

The half-demon was dumbfounded, and it took a long time before she said in a low voice, "...I thought the gods were protecting me, this half-demon, in the dark. At that time, I was in so much pain that I was unconscious, and when I cleaned those poisonous wounds with my claws, I imagined you The way my chest was pierced by my claws."

The big monster snorted coldly, turned his head and ignored the half-monster.

Another long silence.

Then Inuyasha looked at the big monster's face and asked in a low voice, "...at that time, why did you abandon me like that, and throw me in the group of monsters who wanted to tear me apart?"

"You were too dependent on me at that time." Sesshomaru's tone was indifferent, "If a half-demon is always by the side of the full-demon, he will not grow. When you encounter a dangerous guy, you always think that I will save you. In this case, when will you really learn to fight?" The big monster didn't look back after saying these words, and didn't speak again.

He was still angry, angry with Inuyasha, and even more angry with himself at that time.If he hadn't left Inuyasha to face the pile of trash alone at that time, if he had kept Inuyasha by his side to protect him from any harm, wouldn't it be... Inuyasha wouldn't have hated him for so many years?Isn't it... When he confessed to Inuyasha, Inuyasha would nod and accept him without hesitation?

Sesshomaru thought about the past in a dull way, and wondered whether some of his actions were really wrong.

Unprepared, the big monster was forcefully thrown to the ground by a scorching flaming mass.

The warm fiery red embraced him, such a warm embrace that Sesshomaru could hardly breathe.

The half-demon's arms were tightly wrapped around his neck, and his cheek was buried in his thick silver hair.Just as Sesshomaru was about to speak, he felt warm liquid dripping onto his skin.One drop after another, hitting Sesshomaru's body, gave him the illusion that his skin was being burned.

He moved his body, feeling a little uneasy, "...Inuyasha?"

"You are not allowed to speak, and you are not allowed to look up at me. I am not crying." The half-demon's fierce sniffing voice came from beside my ear, and Sesshomaru really calmed down, letting the half-demon hug him like that.

Inuyasha said in a low voice, "At that time, I thought that you hated me so much that you wanted me to die in the belly of a bug. You called me a lowly and dirty half-demon, and you called my mother shameless..."

The half-demon's voice trembled slightly, so he stopped, and when he adjusted to feel that his voice had returned to normal, he spoke again: "I'm sorry, if I had known..."

The big monster sighed softly, and stretched out his hands to hug Inuyasha back, like hugging the most precious treasure in the world.It was his lost and found treasure.

"Do you know, you threw yourself into my arms so enthusiastically and recklessly, I will never let go." Sesshomaru murmured in a low voice, spraying warm breath on the half-demon's snow-white velvet ears.

That ear trembled slightly involuntarily, and Inuyasha buried his head in his brother's silver hair and muttered in a low voice, "Cut, it's so long-winded. Who's afraid of anyone?"

Sesshomaru smiled lowly, sat up and embraced the rare half-demon who took the initiative to throw himself into his arms.The person in his arms is his younger brother, the one he loves deeply, and the only partner he believes in this life.Inuyasha asked him when he had strange feelings for him, but Sesshomaru couldn't answer it himself.

In those years when he was separated from that impulsive, rude and willful half-demon, and in those years when he and he still hated each other, he watched that little half-demon in fiery red clothes running barefoot through the mountains and fields many times from a distance, Seeing him tearing enemies big and small with his claws and then laughing arrogantly, watching him sitting on a high tree trunk with arms folded under the cold moonlight, staring into the distance in a daze, watching him grow taller day by day , the claws and teeth became sharper, and the naked body that took off the fire rat fur and jumped into the creek to take a bath without any scruples began to be covered with thin and uniform muscles.

His younger brother grew up gradually.

It seems that Inuyasha can live well enough without being by his side.

Sesshomaru's heart was suddenly empty, as if a gust of wind was blowing past.So he stopped following Inuyasha as closely as before.

One day later, he learned that Inuyasha was sealed because he fell in love with a human priestess.At that moment, his anger burned like wildfire, and he vented all of them on the leopard cat clan who came to invade the West Country without knowing their life or death.At that time, he didn't realize that his emotions of anger, resentment, anger and hatred were actually jealousy.

Standing in front of the god tree, he once wanted to strangle the sleeping Inuyasha to death, and erase the stain of this family.But in the end, he just sighed deeply, put his hand on the top of Inuyasha's hair, and stroked his down ears and hair.

"If you wake up, I won't let you go." He whispered to the half-demon who was sleeping peacefully with his eyes closed, and turned to leave.

Later, he heard that Inuyasha had lifted the seal, and he saw that half-demon mixed with a human woman again. He knew that Inuyasha was chasing a disgusting monster named Naraku with his human partner, and occasionally met two human women. Feelings vacillate between.

He knows a lot about Inuyasha.Jealousy, hatred, anger, and other complex emotions fermented in his heart, making him always have an extremely bad attitude when facing that half-demon.

Sometimes he thought, why not just kill Inuyasha like this.Let his eyes no longer look at other women, let his lips no longer speak other people's names.

However, in the end, he didn't really kill him, even though his arm was cut off by Inuyasha to protect the human woman.

He was reluctant.

He thought he was really screwed.

Sesshomaru didn't know when he fell in love with Inuyasha.He silently paid attention to the half-demon like a ball of flame for too long, and only when he came back to his senses by chance did he realize that he had fallen into such a deep place.

Inextricable.There is no cure.Only that half-demon is the only salvation for him who is struggling and enduring suffering in the taboo hell.

"Hey, Sesshomaru." Inuyasha moved his body in the arms of the big monster.

"What's the matter?" Sesshomaru looked down at the half-demon whose cheeks turned red for some reason.

"Do you really like me? How much do you like me?" Inuyasha's eyes drifted, and his voice was weak.

"It's not liking, it's love." The big monster felt the need to declare his feelings clearly.

"Oh..." The half-demon replied vaguely, then lowered her head again.

"Will you let me down, Inuyasha?" The big monster held up the half-demon's cheek, looked straight into the half-demon's eyes and asked the question that was buried in his heart.

"I...I don't have the kind of feelings you want for you." Inuyasha's voice contained a little guilt.

"Then do you still hate me?" He didn't get the answer he wanted, even though he knew it was the result, the big monster was still a little bit unwilling.

"Not now..." Inuyasha shook his head slowly, with a hesitant tone.

"Then, I will wait until the day you fall in love with me willingly." In the warm spring, the big monster hugged the half-demon in his arms and kissed the half-demon's ears and hair.

Snow white and fiery red nestled together like ice and snow surrounded by flames.

They will always be together.until the very end.

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