Kenzo Mingshin

Chapter 16

Chapter No.16

During the break after tea and dinner, Nie Mingxin suddenly asked him:

"There are all kinds of love in the world, I see you, I don't see you, what kind do you want?"

'Ming Xin' was lying flat on the simple wooden table, the scabbard had disappeared for a long time, and in the dim light of the candle, the cold light shone brightly, still showing off the brilliance of his generation of magic soldiers unyieldingly.

——Even if its owner seldom lets it out of its scabbard, it is still a magical weapon in essence.

Things like this are hard to change. 'Ming Xin' will not lose its killing nature because its owner seldom draws his sword.Then how could Nie Mingxin change his style because of a few words and a few things?

The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.

Nie Mingxin has always been an extremely calm person, and his rationality is almost terrifying.

Shen Qing wants to bet that his nature will not change, but he dare not bet that his nature will not change.

After all, over the past ten years, he has always viewed Nie Mingxin from his own perspective.See it with your eyes, prove it with your heart, but you still have luck in your heart.

Ah.

Shen Qing secretly sighed in her heart, and said: "I may not get what I want. What I don't want is always with me. Mingxin, I have always lived soberly. If you know the answer to some words, you don't have to say it again." ask me."

Nie Ming listened to it.He rubbed the hilt of the 'Ming Xin' sword with his fingertips, hooked the tassel on the hilt, his knuckles were white with a little powder, like snow stained with blood, his eyes were neither sad nor happy, and the words between his lips remained calm "I know? I don't know? What does it matter?... If you are really sober, then why do you want to say these words?"

He closed his eyes, and said again: "People, when you are alive, you are always unconscious. You think you are awake, you think you are. I live here, I am in a dream, and I think I am awake. .But am I really sober? Not necessarily."

Like a monk with hair, like vulgar and free from dust, dreaming a dream within a dream, realizing the body outside the body.

He said word by word, as if something in his heart had finally come to fruition.

Nie Ming is so obsessed with the word 'Tao' that he has reached the state of madness.

And it's right to be so obsessed?

Isn't that right?Could that be wrong?

No, no, no.

Ask yourself, but always uneasy.

Nie Ming opened his eyes and said, "There are many sad people in this world, but few infatuated people. Why do you...do both?"

His words came to an end, and a little water droplets fell in the wind, falling into the dry ground, leaving no trace.

It was very quiet in this thatched cottage.

It's so broken and small, as long as Nie Ming doesn't move, it seems to be in a state of silence forever.

Nie Mingxin knew that Xueya was actually a very lonely place.Very quiet, very... no one will come.

It's very quiet here now, it seems that there are only the wild wind outside the house, the flying cold snow as companions, maybe... and my own roaring heartbeat.

Among them... is there any voice from Shen Qing?

Nie Ming couldn't help but press the hilt of his sword again.

Finally, he heard Shen Qing let out a long breath, with trembling sounds and thick water vapor.

"I……"

When this byte is out of the mouth, it seems to have fallen into a cliff and has nowhere to go.Nie Mingxin couldn't help raising his head, looking into a pair of extremely pitiful eyes that were soaked in water vapor and looked foggy.

That's right, a beauty weeping is always extraordinarily pitiful.Even Nie Mingxin, who is as hard-hearted as a stone, can't help but feel a little pain somewhere in his heart.

But in the past years, he had also seen extremely beautiful beauties shed tears for him, but what was he like at that time?

Have you ever been heartbroken, or indifferent?

Nie Mingxin couldn't help sighing like a glimmer of light after a dusty mirror was opened, and pulled Shen Qing to his side, hesitating for a while, and then wiped away the tears at the corners of Shen Qing's eyes with his fingertips.

I don't know which heartstring in Shen Qing's heart was touched by this, he trembled, tears seemed to flow endlessly, trickling down, a blush appeared in the corner of his eyes, and the pear blossoms were raining in an instant, it was so beautiful.

He fell on Nie Mingxin's shoulder, weeping until he couldn't speak, and in the end he still grabbed his clothes tightly, almost drenching his clothes from crying.

Nie Mingxin patted his back one after another, even giving him comfort in a gentle and considerate way.

— But it’s really not the way to go on like this.

Nie Mingxin sighed.

Shen Qing only felt a sharp pain in her neck, and she lost consciousness before reacting to what happened.

What will Nie Mingxin do?

After he knocked Shen Qing unconscious, he helped her to his little broken wooden bed, covered him with a quilt in a considerate manner, and then sat quietly at the side all night.

During this time, he didn't know what to think, and suddenly felt angry, Nie Ming lowered his eyelids, and went to pinch the face of this spineless crying bag.

Youyou said: "So what if I ask you a question? What is crying?"

A little afraid of choking him awake, he let go angrily.

Then he scolded himself: "Worthless."

When the night is quiet and the sky is long, it is easier to have some confused thoughts.Nie Ming thought about it for a long time, and then felt that maybe this was the so-called: a child is a piece of flesh that fell from the mother.

...almost made myself sick.

Although he is Shen Qing's personal teacher, he is not so good at raising children.He himself is not very old, and he will be in the middle of the weak crown, with a half-grown child, even if his swordsmanship has reached the peak, it is still difficult to live.During the few years spent with the young Shen Qing, she even wanted Shen Qing to miss him a little more.

He might just give some kindness and some money.

There wasn't much to it either.

After all, he originally...wasn't that good-natured, and he was even a bit stubborn.

Shen Qing...what do you think?

Unconsciously, Nie Mingxin's sinful hand pressed Shen Qing's face again.

Poke, poke, and poke.

He was so rude.

But the movement of his hands was very gentle, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone's sweet dream.

Nie Ming was thinking hard.

But it was just a flash, and his troubled wrist was firmly grasped.

"Master... Master?"

Shen Qing woke up.

--unwise.

Nie Ming knew that his hand knife would not hurt his flesh, so he didn't take it too seriously. The old god shook his unrestrained right hand on the ground.

"let go."

Shen Qing grabbed his hand and sat up from the bed, but her mind was still not sober. She frowned and touched the back of her neck as if she had just woken up from a dream. Hearing his words, Without saying a word, he squeezed his wrist even harder.

Nie Ming calmly said, "Qingqing, be obedient."

——But why should he be obedient?

Shen Qing was at a loss for a moment.

Staring at him, gritting his teeth, thinking about what he said earlier, he let out a slight breath, but let go of his hand as promised.Nie Mingxin was about to praise him for being well-behaved and considerate, but the next moment, he felt Shen Qing sticking to him.

Arms around his waist, head resting on his shoulder.Make an intimate gesture that is deeply affectionate and lingering to death.

Nie Mingxin: ...

"You really know how to hit a snake with a stick."

I have to say the last sentence. I don't know whether it is a mockery or a compliment.

Then he asked, "Are you really going to talk to me like this?"

After all, she didn't push Shen Qing away.Tong Xianqu and Shen Qing disagreed with each other, and the appearance of tit-for-tat confrontation was quite different, which even made people feel that this person had gone mad.

Nie Mingxin's appearance is so strange, at this moment, it seems that everything is in line with his wishes, and it is Shen Qing's wish, but at this moment, Shen Qing's heart palpitations inexplicably.

He gripped Nie Mingxin's shirt tightly, feeling the warm body temperature from this person, eyes half-closed, lips and teeth closed, but he always felt dry in his throat: "Aren't you going to push me away?"

——If you push it away, won’t you come up?

"I have no intention of pushing people right now." Nie Mingxin's eyes were clear, he tilted his head slightly, stretched out his hand and pinched the back of Shen Qing's neck, "Does it still hurt?"

Nie Mingxin's hand was very hot, even a little hot.

This may be because every movement of his was magnified to the maximum extent in Shen Qing's eyes.

This is the pitiful pathos of the admirer.

Shen Qing couldn't help but flinch, but she couldn't bear to dodge.

He murmured, "It doesn't hurt."

He couldn't help but look up at Nie Mingxin, seeing that he looked innocent, he felt relieved, opened his mouth slightly, and wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything.He continued to press it back on his shoulder.

Nie Mingxin didn't mind that such a person was hanging on him, so he just let Shen Qing hug him without saying a word.If it weren't for the regular rise and fall of the chest and body temperature, it would be like a dummy puppet.

But this is obviously Nie Mingxin himself.

A Nie Mingxin who would neither push him away nor reject him.

For a moment, Shen Qing couldn't tell whether this was a dream of her own wishful thinking, or a dream come true.

But Nie Mingxin didn't understand what was on his mind.

Nie Mingxin is like a young man who can never see a girl's mind, always likes to open whichever pot he likes and which pot to carry.

Seeing that Shen Qing's mood had stabilized, he blinked and called out, "Qingqing."

Shen Qing closed her eyes and replied, "I'm here."

The word Qingqing is too feminine and intimate. If someone calls him like that, he will either die or be hurt, but Nie Mingxin is not his generation.

... Shen Qing was afraid that he would not bark, but she never had a reason why she would not listen.

Like Nie Mingxin now, calling him gently, even without any emotion, he felt very at ease.

Shen Qing never dared to be too greedy.

He didn't even want to hear what Nie Mingxin was going to say next, he just wanted this moment forever with all his heart.

is it possible?

impossible.

The mouth grows on Nie Mingxin's body, it is impossible for him not to speak for the rest of his life.

"Qingqing, after thinking about it, I still want to tell you one thing."

He stroked Shen Qing's long hair that was as smooth as a crow's feather, as if to comfort him, and his tone was as casual as ever.

"—I really... really miss you."

Shen Qing's eyelashes trembled, and the cold air shot up from the inside to the outside, from the soles of his feet, chilling him to the bone, and his face couldn't stop turning pale: "So...you are going to kill me to prove the truth now... ?"

Nie Mingxin couldn't help but let out a little bit of surprise, "Why do you think so? I shouldn't have taught you this way. I don't take the way of killing, and I don't kill people casually."

He sighed lowly, and tapped Shen Qing's forehead lightly.

"I just don't want to waste it. Qingqing, let's make a deal. If...you can do it, then I will give you whatever you want."

"Time...anytime is fine, even if it is someday, it doesn't matter."

Shen Qing couldn't help but think that this might be the most condescending promise he's ever gotten from Sword Lord.

But he was still happy.

I was so happy that I couldn't help but shed tears.

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