it's not too late

Chapter 1 A New Beginning

"Lin He, let's get a divorce."

When the current husband in front of her said this sentence, there was no hindrance in his next actions, as if he was just a toy that accompanied him for decades, not the real husband on the ID card.

Lin He told him from the beginning that she was forced to do so.

Forced to marry a stranger who doesn't love, she has no way out.And this man who had cheated originally thought that time would eventually make them fall in love, but he had gone the wrong way, how could he achieve the desired effect.

And when he met someone who was really docile and loving to him, his feelings burst out like this—he couldn't bear it anymore, he couldn't bear this kind of deformed marriage anymore!A person who will never love you!

Maybe he had a glimmer of hope in his heart. This woman is really gentle. She never left when he fell into a low ebb in his career. She just silently cooked meals, raised his children, and shared the pressure for him, so he fell in love with her, but ah ——

Lin He didn't object, her gentle eyes looked so ironic now, the man thought, he loved her, but there was never any love for him in those eyes!Maybe it's not a bad thing to end this way.

"We've been together for decades, haven't you ever loved me at all?"

Impulsively, Lin He actually heard the words that often appear in TV dramas.She closed her eyes and shook her head.

"Brother Lin, I have always regarded you as my elder brother." What's more, who made the mistake first?

Is there nothing more ruthless than this, but the man with tears streaming down his face and unable to control himself didn't notice it at all, and he never found the bone-like sadness in the eyes of the gentle woman in front of him.

How could he find out?

Lin He smiled softly. She took her luggage and boarded the plane, and walked into another world - she once thought that she would be in purgatory forever.

It was never her own idea.

She thought back to the past.

That was 30 years ago. Her hometown was a small village along the coast. At that time, the spring breeze of reform and opening up had not yet blown.She was born in a turbulent age, but she was the only child of her mother, and her father worked at sea all year round.

Her childhood was simple.

The change came in that year, and it took five years for her mother, but she knew deeply—what kind of emotion was aroused in her by that girl's casual kiss.If not, will she spend her life peacefully like most women, but—some things are destined to happen, it's just a matter of time.

When she saw the girl's exposed skin, she wanted to touch it for no reason. Those lips were like the whispers of a demon, full of temptation.

She was still very young, and she refused to move forward under confusion.

Now, the place she went to was the house her ex-husband rented abroad, and his concubine lived in it before, and now this room was given to her happily after he knew that she planned to go abroad.

There will be several new friends, new stories.

And she has a son and a daughter.One joined the army and couldn't be contacted, and the other was in college. She had already expected her mother and father to divorce, so she just called her and asked for her address so that she could go and see her at any time.

Her children are very understanding, a little rebellious when they were young, and it's not a big deal until they go through puberty.

The children were mature long before she divorced.

Her daughter is also the third person who knows her sexual orientation. The first two are her mother, and the other is her childhood playmate who was present after she was caught by her mother.The daughter knew that it was not a disease, and after asking a few questions curiously, she respected her opinion. She also checked some information and was very supportive of her choice-life is only once, why not live it for yourself.

When she was sitting on the plane, she dug out the new Motorola cell phone she bought, it was turned off, and she remembered something.

Not long ago, she just replied to her sisters who played better, that's it.Some of them couldn't believe that such a choice would happen to such a traditional looking country woman.

Yes, she is 40 years old, and nearly half of her life has passed. At this time, it seems that this kind of accident should not happen to people of her age, but ah—she has been looking forward to this day for a long time Isn't it.

If she hadn't met someone, she might have taken such a bold step.

Twenty-five years ago, the young Lin He had a handsome face with a few small pimples, but his smile was unexpectedly eye-catching, with a kind of simple beauty like jasmine.

Her best friend in the class is Lin Shanshan, a very handsome girl. She said that she has worked with her parents for a long time, and her actions and demeanors have a neat and handsome beauty.

She looks a little dark, and when she smiles, her big white teeth glisten in the sun.

"Lin He! Are you going to your house to do your homework? I prepared all the pens and paper, but my father was still angry that I didn't take you to see him, so he turned around and ran away!"

Probably because of the lifting of the ban on going to the sea, people in this village are relatively wealthy, and there are not a few people who study.

Lin He has a quiet temperament, and he is also outstanding in reading.

Holding her schoolbag in her arms, she nodded with a smile, her face obviously filled with joy.

"Well! Then how about you just stay here? Just one night!"

"Do you want it? Dad knows that I'm sleeping with such a beautiful person, and my eyes still don't pop out!" Lin Shanshan, who was elated, received an unhappy stare, and quickly clarified, "Oh! My mouth! Our family has a rule at night. Ah! Next time you can rest at my house!"

"That's for sure!"

Lin He took out one hand, stretched out her little finger, and performed a small ceremony.

Lin Shanshan licked her lips mischievously, her dark skin seemed to be covered with grapefruit, and she had a strange charm.

"Of course! Then we make an agreement!"

She smiled so much that her eyes were narrowed, but she didn't see the girl in front of her avoiding her gaze, Hongxia quietly kissed her cheek.

It's like a ripe peach, when you bite into it, your mouth will be full of bitterness.

Naturally, the agreement was not fulfilled. When Lin He's mother discovered that she was quietly kissing her sleeping classmate, her life was no longer the same without any gloomyness.

Everything has long been irreversible.

A long time later, Lin He happened to see the girl she had been fighting with yelling and selling things on the street; she glanced at it, then turned around silently, and did not see the other party's extremely surprised expression and a trace of sadness.

It's like a satirical comedy, and it's also like compensation for the frustrated after the tragedy, although no one knows the pain that can't overflow in her heart.

Then she remembered the year with no trouble—the year her mother died.The mother was seriously ill, and her hands and feet were inconvenient, so she went to the hospital to serve tea and water, fulfilling her obligations as a son of man.

And her mother held her hand and said before she died.

Said: "Lo! Do you still hate your mother? You are rich now, if it wasn't for the choice I made for you, how could you be where you are today?"

"He'er! Mom is doing everything for your own good! How kind your husband is to you!"

"Mom hopes you... hope you are happy!"

Lin He smiled softly, watching her chatter away while holding his hand, as if very happy.

Mother...she closed her eyes, do you know the meaning of happiness?

That year, she was still wandering in the world called love—is it really a sin to like the same sex?

She opened her eyes. This is a free city, and people around her speak a language she doesn't understand.

"Welcome to the capital of country y!"

She was taken aback when a language she was familiar with suddenly came from the radio.

Welcome to the new beginning, Lin He.

The woman said from the bottom of her heart, and then a smile floated on her cheeks——no one saw it, and the sadness had stopped.

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In the next chapter, Lao Wen will appear, and they are very sweet when they are together!

Lin He is a very simple and unpretentious person. He dresses relatively simply, sometimes with a ponytail and sometimes with a braid.