Chapter 62 The Servant's Rage
Chapter 62 The Servant's Rage
The sound of tableware knocking lightly on the plate, Ji Xiao is eating, on the surface he looks calm, but I know he is still angry.
I have never liked to cause trouble for others, and I can't stand anyone being hurt because of me.
Why don't I feel resentful? Since the shooting incident, Ji Xiao no longer let me touch any matters related to the Yu family, and all his rights have been confiscated, and the dedication he made in the past is like mud. He wants to know everything about controlling me , but doesn’t let me know any information from his end, it’s just ridiculous, I can’t receive any information about Yu’s family, how can I be perfect?
Forget it, I don't care about these, anyway, this is not what I wanted from the beginning.
Up to now, I no longer intend to make any excuses for myself. I only feel negative and tired when facing Ji Xiao, even though I know that deep down in his heart, he may be good for me.
I know that Ji Xiao doesn't blame me for my incompetence. His anger probably comes from my resentment for concealing his fears after being frightened. He won't do anything to me. The Yu family's subordinates may bear all kinds of consequences for my actions, thinking of Ji Xiao... the suffering he endured because of it.
It's impossible to say no to guilt.
I have to find a way to make amends, but I know a flimsy sorry won't do any real good.
"I'll help you cook..." Standing up, my whole body was heavy, I buried my head and walked towards the kitchen, but behind me, Ji Xiao only said lightly, no.
He finished his meal. After a while, Butler Zhang will call someone to clean up the tableware. He stood up, and I followed him with my head down, not daring to get too close or too far away.
"Go and prepare the bath water." Ji Xiao gave a brief order, completely in the tone of a servant, I knew I was wrong, so I nodded and went to the bathroom.
The place where I prepared to take a bath this time is the large bathroom I used to use.
In the past, in order to make Ji Xiao feel uncomfortable, I would deliberately choose the small bathroom.
I cherish this place very much, because in my opinion, this may be the only place where Ji Xiao hasn't invaded my territory.
Watching the warm water flowing into the round bathtub, I was in a daze, and I didn't even know why I was still standing here safe and sound.
It would be great if Ji Xiao could punish me like my father, I think, so that I don't have to bear the consequences of doing something wrong, as long as I can get the punishment I deserve...
But I know Ji Xiao won't hit me.
After getting everything ready, I went to the room to greet Ji Xiao, he walked over without emotion, like a king who was served by his concubine, just stretched his body, and I did everything that a "servant" should do Do it well, even including what you shouldn't do on weekdays... He used to ask me to help him take off his pants. I would often scold and ask him if he didn't have long hands, but this time I couldn't help myself.
Ji Xiao's body can now be described as tall and fit, and his body is also plump and powerful. Visually, it is simply a kind of enjoyment.
Quickly look away, I know he is looking at me.
I poured water on him and looked at his slightly closed eyes. I didn't know what was going on in his mind, "I'm sorry for making you worry." When his face was obscured by the mist, I dared to speak in a low voice. , said this sentence.
"..." Ji Xiao didn't answer.
"I was thinking to tell you later that Ms. Lin's mental state is very bad. She has been afraid of this incident. You know, I am afraid that something will happen to her. Fifth sister is also very worried about her. After all... ...You know, they are all so afraid of you." Gently put your hands on his temples, drawing circles like a massage, I don't know if this method can relax the mind, but as long as it can make Ji Xiao feel happy A little better, I am willing to try.
As a human being, you must be able to bend and stretch.
"I was too thoughtless. I thought I did it perfectly. I didn't know your situation and caused you trouble." Squatting by the bathtub, I whispered in Ji Xiao's ear, honestly It is said that my legs are numb, but I dare not have any complaints, nor can I talk about grievances.
Ji Xiao made a move, he raised his hand, and held my wrist, "Your plan is feasible, but you are too indecisive, and the details are not in place, but you made some money backhanded, which surprised me .”
Seeing Ji Xiao's tone loosen a little, my tense body relaxed a lot, but his arm was always being pulled by him, and I didn't know how to react for a while.
"It's tiring to squat, come in together." Without looking back, he made the request again.
Last time, I rejected him without hesitation, but this time, I have no position to do that again.
"it is good."
In the process of taking off the clothes, Ji Xiao didn't make any movements, and I... It would be a lie to say that I didn't hesitate. I realized that I was about to have a so-called "shared bath" with Ji Xiao. I was anxious, and my whole body fell into a kind of I don't know where to put my hands and feet, and I am cramped.
Sitting in the bathtub, under Ji Xiao's sight, I curled up and sat face to face with him.
He just looked at me for a moment, like observing, but also looking at me.
"I washed it once the day before yesterday." Smiling, I said to him.
"A face full of flattery." Ji Xiaowu spoke up, commenting on me like this, "Is it only at this time that your attitude towards me will be slightly better?"
For a while, I didn't know how to answer, "Do you want me to wipe your back for you?" I suggested with the bath ball in my hand.
"No, let me help you." Ji Xiao said.
The water mist seemed to be thick enough to steam people, I was sitting between Ji Xiao's legs, feeling the heat from his chest and the force with which he wiped my back.
His fingers seemed to carry endless heat, like a branding iron, leaving scald marks on my back.
His breathing was right next to my ear, I bent my knees, and almost curled up in the water, I couldn't help but sneer in my heart, thinking how could I get such treatment.
Fortunately, Ji Xiao didn't say anything, and even asked me if it was itchy when he rubbed my neck.
I said it didn't itch, I was very scared, I knew that the state at the moment was very wrong, but I didn't dare to refute it.
"Lack of exercise." Touching the flesh on my arm, Ji Xiao commented.
I started to talk poorly, and I knew that he might be in a much better mood at this moment, but after he stopped wiping, I still didn't dare to look back at him, just stared at the water, and asked, "Are you going back to your room?"
Ji Xiao said, "Go back."
Both Ji Xiao and I were wrapped in a layer of bath towels, knowing that he usually wouldn't wear pajamas after taking a bath, but I didn't dare to sleep with him without wearing anything, so I picked up my pajamas as soon as I got back to the room Put it on my body, and Ji Xiao just looked at me without saying anything.
I was amazed at how calm he was, after blowing each other's hair we fell on the bed, under the covers, he was not wearing anything, he just looked at me, I don't know what he was thinking.
"Ji Xiao, this level of error, according to the rules of the Yu family..." I asked him like this.
After a moment of silence, "You want to ask Dong Siyuan, right?"
Seen through by him, I just nodded.
"Removed from the position, received the punishment according to the rules, and now recuperating at home." Ji Xiao's voice was calm, and at first glance, it seemed that he had no emotion.
recuperating?I didn't dare to think about the meaning behind the so-called "receipt of punishment" and "dismissal", I couldn't help but leaned on Ji Xiao's side, "I caused him, he just listened to me." See Seeing Ji Xiao's slightly frowned brows, my heart was pounding, but I could only bite the bullet and continue, "It's my fault, Ji Xiao, you know that Dong Siyuan has always taken care of you, don't mess with him." "You... punish me."
"Is the relationship between you two already so deep?" When Ji Xiao grabbed my arm, my body almost trembled, and he pressed up, "You talk about Dong Siyuan, but I didn't ask. These days I How did it go?"
His strength has reached an unreasonable level. In the narrow space, his body oppresses me like a mountain. No matter how hard I struggle, it will be useless. "I won't want to be so stupid again." My subordinate, as for you," when he grabbed the collar, I actually felt a sense of fear that he would be strangled to death, "If you want to punish other men, I don't mind punishing you."
When he ripped open the skirt of my clothes, I was in a powerless and helpless state.
It was only then that I realized what he meant when he said not to mention Dong Siyuan again. Like a provocative beast, he finally started roaring.
Realizing what he was about to face, he forgot to try to be cute for a while, and resisted desperately.
"No... Ji Xiao, are you crazy?!"
"You fucking lie on the same bed with me every day, shouldn't you have known that this would happen?" Ji Xiao sneered, "Now I'm resisting, I'm still wondering if your flattering appearance just now can be maintained how long--"
This is more like a tug-of-war, a crazy tearing of offense and defense.
The disparity in strength is too great, and I can almost say that I have no chance of winning.
Only then did I realize what a wrong choice I had made to stay in this room on the grounds of holding my ground.
When I was severely suppressed by his rage, my heart was full of humiliation. I called him a beast and curled up frantically trying to avoid his sight, but he just told me with a calm expression:
"Don't want your Dong Siyuan to be punished, so be obedient and don't reject me."
I hate the feeling of being bitten by him on the neck, and his kiss is not a kiss at all, but a merciless bite between the lips and teeth; I hate the feeling of being touched by his strength, his body temperature is too high, like layer upon layer. Branding, branded on every corner of the body, leaving patches of red marks and lingering pain; I hate the feeling of being whipped by his words, and the sound is like a ruthless force, as if to shake my body His mind and heart were crushed, although the preservation of his conscience probably prevented him from carrying out the final judgment, but his body was like a boat on which the wind and rain were loaded. The feeling of being controlled by his tide made people feel that he would drown himself in the sea.
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"Haha, are you spitting at me?" He whispered, whispering in my ear.
He also said: "Swear more, I think you can't utter good words with your mouth, what's the use of covering it so tightly? Hehe, I really don't know if I should praise you for having the perseverance to resist to the end."
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