sinovels Chapter 25 Chapter 25
Chapter 25 Chapter 25
If he doesn't move away, he still has hope, Xia Mo thinks so.
Now that the wine is sober, Xia Mo's mind is also sober, and she really wants to punish herself for the previous recklessness, but the matter is over, Xia Mo doesn't regret it anymore, and then it's easier to reveal her true nature after drinking, and confess, It might be too late.
Everything went smoothly, but it was still very sad.
Xia Mo buried her head very low, holding the bowl and struggling to shove the rice into her mouth, keeping her eyes on Yu Ye, waiting for Yu Ye's answer.
Yu Ye sighed, "Well, we're friends, so we won't move for now."
Temporarily, that means we will still move, Xia Mo's eyes became hot, "Okay, let's eat."
Yu Ye shook his head, "You can eat, I'll go out for a while."
Xia Mo understood, her eyes were so sore, "Isn't it...you agreed to be friends, and you don't want to eat the food I cook, don't you?"
"No, I want to buy cigarettes." Yu Ye couldn't bear to see Xia Mo like this, and sighed quietly, "Then I'll go after eating."
"Okay." Xia Mo turned his head away to wipe away his tears, lowered his head to eat, thought of another matter, ate a small bite to order, and looked up at Yu Ye, "You don't have to send me to work tomorrow, I will go by myself .”
Yu Ye paused, "Why?"
"Now that you know my sexual orientation and what I think of you, are you still willing to pretend to be with me..." Mo Xia looked down at the rice in the bowl.
"..." Yu Ye was dumbfounded, frowned and thought for a while, "Give it up, otherwise I won't give it away suddenly, and you will be criticized again, besides, this is what I promised, so I have to do it."
"Well, good." Xia Mo pressed his eyes, and his eyes were swollen and painful. Yu Ye was really fine.
After eating, Yu Ye rushed to wash the dishes.
At the end of summer, I watered the plants, went to the balcony, huddled in the hanging chair and watched the dim lights outside the glass window, feeling at a loss about love.
The next day was another brand new day.
On Saturday, the company worked overtime, and Xia Mo's feet were almost healed, and because of yesterday's incident, which no one mentioned, while waiting for the elevator, Xia Mo was standing very close to Yu Ye, and his hands kept scratching. I really want to hold Yu Ye's hand, but I dare not.
Xia Mo stood in front of Yu Ye, looked up at him eagerly, "Yu Ye, can I still hold your hand?"
"..." Yu Ye looked down at Xia Mo, Xia Mo's eyelids were swollen because of crying too much last night, not ugly, but added a touch of pity.But asking him to agree to hold hands is like what Fu Kai said that if you don't accept others, you give people hope. It's quite wicked, but if you ask him to refuse, you can't bear it, so Yu Ye can only keep silent.
The meaning is self-evident, Xia Mo shrugged and pulled her head, "Okay..."
But still unwilling, used to physical contact, suddenly let him stay far away, don't want to.
Xia Mo bent his index finger, pretending to accidentally scratch Yu Ye's hand, and then accidentally scratched it again, keeping sneaking glances at Yu Ye to see his reaction.
Yu Ye was expressionless, quite calm, but his eyelids twitched from time to time.
This gave Xia Mo more courage, scratching and scratching, and simply opened the whole hand, broke away from Yu Yesong's hand, buckled it together and tried it, then pulled it apart, buckled it together again, and pulled it apart again.
After all, the end of summer is still not too daring.
At this time the elevator came, and the sound of ding-dong woke Xia Mo awake, Xia Mo hurriedly let go, and walked towards the elevator, his left hand was held when he just stepped one foot in, Xia Mo looked back.
Yu Ye sighed softly, "Let's hold it."
When they arrived at the entrance of the company, the two let go of their hands and stood together, feeling a little relatively speechless.
Xia Mo stepped forward, took a peek at Yu Ye, grabbed Yu Ye's windbreaker by the drawstring, and got closer and closer, which was self-evident.
"Oh, hug." Yu Ye couldn't help but put his arms around Xia Mo, why didn't he realize that uncle was so annoying before.
Xia Mo smiled and narrowed his eyes, rubbing his head against Yu Ye's arms, unwilling to let go for a long time.
"Okay, let's go to work, I'll pick you up after get off work." Yu Ye let go and patted Xia Mo's head.
"Okay." Xia Mo obediently responded.
After this embrace, Xia Mo felt that the awkward atmosphere between the two had disappeared. Looking at Yu Ye's back, Xia Mo suddenly remembered a sentence he had seen before, one small step for initiative, one big step for happiness.
When Yu Ye arrived home, his mind was full of thinking that he was going to be bent. He grabbed a book and went to the balcony, and sat in the hanging chair that he often sat in late summer. It's the smell of late summer, Yu Ye sighed and opened the book.
Bend or not, let nature take its course.
In this way, the two returned to their normal relationship.
A few days later, Yu Ye was picking up Xia Mo from get off work one night.
"By the way, I forgot to tell you, I'm going to America tomorrow, and I have to stay there for half a month."
"Is it going to be that long?" Xia Mo was stunned.
Yu Ye took Xia Mo's hand with one hand, and walked slowly with the other in his pocket, "Well, you know, my brother is divorced, and I heard that something happened to him, I'll go back and have a look."
"Okay." Xia Mo nodded.
"So." Yu Ye turned his head to look at Xia Mo, squeezed Xia Mo's hand, "I can't pick you up to and from get off work."
"It's okay, the people in the company have already believed it, and there are fewer strange eyes." Xia Mo shook her head, and her ears turned red as she spoke, "Everyone is saying that I am very happy."
Yu Ye smiled, "That's good."
The two were speechless for a while, but the atmosphere between them was very comfortable. The two walked unhurriedly, feeling the cool wind in late autumn and the warmth of each other's palms.
When passing a relatively hidden green belt in the community, two male voices came out of the small woods. It is almost 09:30 and the weather is cooler. Most people have already walked home during this time period, and Yu Ye walked slowly again in late summer , In this quiet night, the two male voices came into my ears.
"Don't, uh, don't be here, in case someone comes."
"It's okay, this area is blocked by trees, it's quite hidden."
"Well, uh, that's not good, just don't... wait until the patrolling security guards arrive."
"Isn't it that I didn't come? Don't worry about what to do, let's talk about it first. Don't you think it's exciting to be in the woods?"
"Stimulus...you bastard, um, um."
……
"..." Xia Mo and Yu Ye looked at each other, and pulled Yu Ye to the front with red ears.
Yu Ye coughed in embarrassment, "This is awesome."
Xia Mo didn't speak, but nodded indiscriminately.
Stopped when passing by a big hibiscus tree, Xia Mo pointed to the wooden chair, "Shall we sit here for a while?"
"Okay." Yu Ye sat down, his mouth was hairless, he habitually fumbled for a cigarette, and then paused, thinking of the way to get along in love that he saw by chance, one of which was to ask first when smoking, "Is it okay for me to smoke?"
"It's okay, I'm not a girl, you don't have to do this." Xia Mo complained softly, "Even drinking..."
Yu Ye smiled, "I'm not taking care of you."
Xia Mo tugged at the falling leaves beside her, "You can be more casual when you're with me."
"Okay, let's be casual." Yu Ye took a long puff of cigarette and leaned over to blow on Xia Mo's face.
Xia Mo was choked and coughed a few times, physiological tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, Xia Mo leaned over, rubbed against Yu Ye's chest, and wiped them away.
"Okay you." Yu Ye smiled and picked up Xia Mo's back collar, "You still dare to wipe eye poo on me."
"It's not eye poop!" Xia Mo was ashamed, "It's tears!"
Yu Ye smiled, and blew on Xia Mo's face again, "Little fool."
Xia Mo's ears turned red, and he stepped back, "Yu Ye, can I lie on your lap for a while?"
"Lie down." Yu Ye stretched his hands out on the armchair, like an old man, "Anyway, it's not the first time you're lying down, so why are you asking?"
The night before yesterday, Yu Ye was sitting on the sofa reading a book, while Xia Mo curled up his legs and worked on his notebook. Tired, Xia Mo wanted to wash a plate of cherry tomatoes to eat, but his leg became numb and fell on Yu Ye's leg. Going up, I couldn't bear to get up for a long time.
Later, when Xia Mo went to wash the cherry tomatoes and came back, seeing him lying on Yu Ye's lap just now, Yu Ye didn't say anything, and lay down on it timidly, feeding Yu Ye one and eating one by himself, until the whole plate was finished .
At the end of summer, the little deer bumped around, lay down slowly, and looked up at the sky through the leaves, "There is not a single star."
Yu Ye also looked up at the sky, "What kind of stars can there be in this big city? One day I will take you to climb mountains in other provinces. There are so many mountains, it feels like you can pick stars with bare hands."
"Okay." Xia Mo really felt happy at this time, and the two of them got along, making people feel like they were together, so Xia Mo couldn't help but said, "Yu Ye, can you bend over for a while?"
"For a while?" Yu Ye didn't understand.
"That's right." Xia Mo buried his head and face in Yu Ye's hip, "I really like you and want to be with you, but you are a straight man, there is no way, I know it is difficult for a straight man to bend, I also know that it's immoral for me to break the bend deliberately..."
"There's nothing immoral about it, what are you doing with this word?" Yu Ye interrupted suddenly, "You didn't do anything other than liking me and telling me that you did, and if you treat me so well, I really want to If you are straight, you will only regard these things as concerns between good friends, and most of these things will depend on the other party, a real straight man will not bend."
"Gays are not born gay, just like the protagonists in fantasy novels, they all wake up after meeting something at a certain point. According to reality, they just meet that person. Of course, it is impossible for all men to be gay. That's it." Yu Ye rubbed Xia Mo's ear with his free hand, "Maybe I didn't understand what I said, but my general point is, don't say that you are immoral, you just like a man who doesn't have a date ,correct."
Xia Mo was stunned for a moment when he heard it, his heart was full, Xia Mo looked up at Yu Ye blankly, "Yu Ye, so you want to say... have you actually bent over?"
"Beautiful thinking." Yu Ye hooked his lips into a smile, and flicked Xia Mo's forehead lightly with his fingers, "Not bent."
"Oh." Mo Xia lost her head and continued to bury her face.
Yu Ye smiled, glanced at it, threw the cigarette butt into the trash can a few meters away, and rubbed Xia Mo's hair, "Go on, tell me what you mean by bending for a while."
"It's just..." Xia Mo said in a muffled voice, "You may be the iron that you said yourself, I can't break it, but I still want to say something that has been thinking in my heart recently. You can bend it a bit if you feel wronged Is it time to fall in love with me? I really like you, and I want to give you the first time. "