I'm dead again [quick time travel]

Chapter 130 Hospital

Qiao Jiu woke up from his sleep. During this period of time, he dreamed more and more frequently. He used to be able to say that the memories in his mind were things he had experienced before, but now he is a little uncertain.

There are many people in the dream, Qiao Jiu, Jiang Zhi, Nan Chuan...

Qiao Jiu didn't know which one was him, the one with the same name didn't match up, and the one with the same face didn't match the name, and some of them even didn't have his appearance and name, but Qiao Jiu just felt that it was him.

He felt that he might be stupid, or he was really crazy.

He raised his head and saw two people standing outside, they were two old people, wearing ordinary clothes that were washed a little white, Qiao Jiu could even clearly see the thick calluses on their hands, it was not a hospital at first glance people.

There are three kinds of people in the hospital, one is patients in blue and white stripes, the other is doctors and nurses in white clothes, and the other is security guards in army green.

Obviously, the two people outside the window did not belong to these types of people.

Their hair was already gray, they were carrying a bag of something in their hands, and their eyes were looking eagerly in one direction.

Qiao Jiu followed their line of sight and saw a nurse and a patient walking towards them not far away. Is this the person they were waiting for?

Qiao Jiu was a little curious, standing by the window and watching them motionless.

Sure enough, the patient approached, and the two old men ran towards the front with staggering steps. Perhaps the patient was afraid that they would fall, so he ran a few steps quickly and helped the old woman who almost fell .

The old woman fell into the arms of the young patient and began to cry, talking while crying, while the old man standing beside him was also secretly wiping away his tears.

Qiao Jiu felt a little strange, but also faintly envious.

His brain is now full, and he is not very sensitive to the experience of these emotions.

Footsteps sounded behind him, but Qiao Jiu didn't turn his head back. He asked the visitor, "What are they doing?"

Dr. Mu's voice came: "His family came to see him."

"Family?" Qiao Jiu heard his own voice: "What about my family?"

There was a dead silence behind him.

"Huh?" Qiao Jiu looked at the silent Dr. Mu, curious: "Why don't you speak?"

Qiao Jiu's voice was still ugly, hoarse and rough as if stuffed with a handful of dry soil.

Qiao Jiu asked again: "Do I have no family?"

Mu Zhixu looked at the young man in front of him. Although his face had lost weight long ago, he could still see some emotions clearly. For example, now, Mu Zhixu could tell that he was very calm, as if the envy in his tone before was all It's fake, it seems to be a simple question, he just wants to know if he has family members, but that's all, whether he has or not, it doesn't matter to him.

"Yes," Mu Zhixu nodded, "but they've been very busy recently."

"Is that right?"

"Yes," Mu Zhixu's tone was a little more affirmative: "They always wanted to see you, but they were too busy, and you fell asleep after coming several times..."

Qiao Jiu remembered that the round-faced little nurse seemed to have mentioned this to him.

He looked at Mu Zhixu, his red eyes full of seriousness: "Next time they come, wake me up."

The wind blew in, blowing up Qiao Jiu's empty hospital gown.

"Okay," Mu Zhixu nodded, "but you have to eat more, you are too thin."

Mu Zhixu didn't break his promise. Not long after, Qiao Jiu was woken up in the middle of the night. When he woke up, there was a circle of people around the hospital bed. At a glance, Qiao Jiu only knew the round-faced nurse and Dr. Mu. He was stunned. Looking at the person in front of him looking at him, his head throbbed in pain.

Qiao hasn't seen them for a long time, but he thinks they are very kind.

Dr. Mu introduced him one by one: "This is your teacher, Professor Chu."

"This is your elder brother..."

"This is your second senior sister..."

Dr. Mu pointed out that Qiao Jiu would only see one of them, and smiled at them.

Those people looked at themselves strangely, and some of them had tears in their eyes.Qiao Jiu's gaze scanned their faces inch by inch, various thoughts flickered in his mind, and he finally came to the conclusion that he liked these people very much.

There was a small boy who looked like he threw himself on Qiao Jiu, crying and howling: "Brother, what's wrong with you!!!"

"Did you not eat well again!!!"

"It's all my fault, why didn't I come to see you more!!!"

Heart-piercing and sincere.

Qiao Jiu was a little stunned by his sudden howling, but at least he still remembered that Dr. Mu said that they were all very busy, so he hurriedly comforted him.

Seeing this group of people tonight, Qiao Jiu finally understood what Dr. Mu meant by being very busy. The faces of this group of people were full of exhaustion. The girls were fine, but the men’s hair and clothes were messy. The clothes should be work clothes, with SK Research Institute written on them. Qiao Jiu could imagine that they should have rushed here after work, and they didn't even have time to change their clothes.

Qiao Jiu only chatted with them for a while, and then drove them away on the pretext that he wanted to rest.

He could tell that their mental state was already very bad, and they couldn't survive without rest.

After they left, Qiao Jiu was in a daze.

Mu Zhixu saw that he asked a question as usual, but got a surprising result.

"What did you say you were thinking?"

"Is that the bully you mentioned last time really me?"

Mu Zhixu originally planned to go out, but after hearing this, he continued to do so in front of Qiao Jiu: "Why do you think so?"

"I guess." Qiao Jiu said calmly, "But I don't think I should be doing research."

"Then what do you think?" Mu Zhixu looked carefully at the expression on Qiao Jiu's face, "what do you think you should be doing?"

"I..."

Qiao Jiu fell silent for a while.

Yes, I am not doing research, so what should he do?

"I actually didn't want to tell you so early," Mu Zhixu sighed, "That person is you."

Qiao Jiu paused: "Did you not finish the story last time?"

He looked at Mu Zhixu: "Let's finish talking to him today."

Mu Zhixu looked at Qiao Jiu and found that he was really calm, so he agreed.

In fact, it is a very simple story. Qiao Jiu got up from the mud and touched the stars step by step. Maybe God didn’t like how smooth the road after him was, so he fell into the mud again.

At first, I was just a little depressed, and then I started to forget things slowly, and then I started to think of myself as another person...

Based on the results of his research, even if he does not work for the rest of his life, someone will support him, but the key is that the research institute is not monolithic. Both sides fought wits and courage, and finally made a compromise and sent Qiao Jiu to a mental hospital.

This hospital was relatively highly rated in all aspects, but Professor Chu was worried, and spent a lot of effort to get Mu Zhixu in from the outside.

Qiao Jiu knew what happened afterwards.

Qiao Jiu listened quietly to Mu Zhixu's words, and it seemed that someone was overturning the river again in his mind. He heard nothing else, he only heard the phrase "treat yourself as another person".

It seems that something is slowly losing and falling in my heart. It is a dark abyss that cannot see the bottom.

Qiao Jiu remembered everything in an instant, those entanglements, those joys and pains.

Mu Zhixu looked up and saw that Qiao Jiu's face was covered with tears.

Qiao Jiu dreamed of those raging winds between heaven and earth, they made the branches creak.

Qiao Jiu dreamed of the bright moon in the sky, the moonlight was like water, sprinkled in the shadows of mountains and trees.

Qiao Jiu dreamed of the rushing Milky Way, falling inch by inch.

Then Qiao Jiu woke up.

He knew that this was all his dream.

But he didn't want to wake up.

The people around him watched him sinking, feeling extremely distressed, but there was nothing they could do about it.

In the end, Mu Zhixu made the final decision and took Qiao Jiu out for a stroll.

Qiao Jiu is different from other patients, not to mention that he is not aggressive, and even looking at his previous contributions, he cannot be regarded as an ordinary patient.

Almost as soon as Mu Zhixu's report was typed up, a reply was given.

The round-faced little nurse even bought new clothes for Qiao Jiu.

A sweater, jeans, sneakers, a hat and a mask.It's really the season when catkins are rampant, and Qiao Jiu won't attract too much attention if he goes out like this.

Qiao Jiu didn't feel anything about going out. After waking up, he looked for the window's footprints, but he couldn't find it. It was this incident that made Qiao Jiu believe what Mu Zhixu and the others said.

But he still hasn't realized it yet, such strong love and hatred suddenly lost its fulcrum, and he often even woke up in the middle of the night, thinking that he could see Li Chenzhou.

But how is it possible?Those are all fake, all are my own dreams.

Qiao Jiu asked the nurse to change his clothes dumbly, and then followed Mu Zhixu out of the hospital.

Mu Zhixu walked very slowly, keeping an eye on Qiao Jiu's speed. This was the first time Qiao Jiu came out after waking up. The sun was still the same as in the hospital, but it seemed warmer after the noise of the crowd.

Qiao Jiu's eyes were out of focus, he glanced here and there, not knowing what he was looking at.

Mu Zhixu asked him, "Would you like to visit the research institute?"

Qiao Jiu shook his head.

"Do you want to eat something?"

Qiao Jiu still shook his head.

Mu Zhixu was still as gentle: "Is there anything you want to do?"

Mu Zhixu knew that Qiao Jiu had recovered his memory and distinguished between hallucinations and reality, but his emotions were still unstable, and he could no longer treat him like a child.

Sure enough, Qiao Jiu stretched out his finger in one direction.

Mu Zhixu looked in the direction of his finger and saw a circle of people looking at something: "Do you really want to go?"

Qiao Jiu nodded.

Mu Zhixu thought for a while: "Then you have to follow me and don't wander around."

"Yeah." Qiao Jiu looked at the crowd not far away, and he didn't know what he saw, with anxiety in his eyes.

He seemed to see Li Chenzhou there.

Almost as soon as he got into the crowd, Qiao Jiu ran away. Before Mu Zhixu could react, Qiao Jiu caught him off guard.

He walked towards Qiao Jiu's direction, but the crowd suddenly dispersed and rushed in all directions, blocking him in place.

Mu Zhixu took a deep breath and took out his cell phone to make a call.

Qiao Jiu ran forward, actually he didn't know where to run, he had clearly seen Li Chenzhou before, but in the blink of an eye, he disappeared.

There were people coming and going around, but Qiao Jiu only felt flustered.

He hasn't been in contact with so many people for a long time. The strong sense of presence of the people around him made him feel a little dizzy. In addition, he is not in good health now. He feels that he may faint on the street in the next second. .

Qiao Jiu ran amok on the street and received a lot of scolding along the way.

There were big spots of sweat on his forehead, Qiao Jiu was dizzy, he didn't look at the road, he staggered and was about to fall to the ground, he closed his eyes subconsciously, waiting for the pain to come.

Unexpectedly, he didn't fall to the ground, but fell into a warm embrace, which made people feel very at ease. Qiao Jiu's heart moved, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Li Chenzhou's familiar face.

He opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something.

In front of Li Chenzhou, his gaze didn't fluctuate at all, just like looking at a stranger. Seeing that Qiao hadn't woken up for a long time, he frowned.

He was so good-looking, even frowning.

Qiao Jiu felt that his nose was sore, his eyes hurt badly, and his body was still a little weak. Li Chenzhou might have noticed it, and helped him to stand up slowly.He stood unsteadily opposite Li Chenzhou, moved his fingers, trying to lift it up, but he didn't have any strength at all.

Li Chenzhou was expressionless, but his tone was very gentle: "You came out alone?"

Qiao Jiu nodded, then shook his head again.

"you--"

"Shen Zhou!" Li Chenzhou's words were interrupted, Qiao Jiu looked along the source of the sound, and saw a boy coming out of a supermarket not far away, yes, the boy did not look very old, and he smiled Curved, very beautiful.

Before Qiao Jiu could react, the boy came across the road and held Li Chenzhou's hand.In Qiao Jiu's eyes, these actions were completed almost instantly. When Qiao Jiu realized it, he saw the boy in front of him smiling and looking at him with a bit of hostility in his eyes.

He hid it well, but to Qiao Jiu, it was like a naked person standing behind a piece of glass, which didn't play any role.

He looked at the boy, then at Li Chenzhou, and the image that flashed in his mind was their intertwined hands.

Qiao Jiu choked, as if a stone flew from afar, and hit Qiao Jiu's heart straight, causing blood to drip.

"Shen Zhou," he heard the boy's voice: "Who is this? Are you friends?"

"No," Li Chenzhou replied, with a gentle voice that seemed to be dripping water: "The person I just met by accident."

Clear the relationship.

Qiao Jiu looked up to the sky, the sun was very big, the sun shone unscrupulously on the earth, and also shot into Qiao Jiu's eyes.

Maybe it's because the sun is too big, Qiao Jiu thought, his eyes really hurt.

The boy looked at Qiao Jiu again, then raised the bag in his hand, and happily said to Li Chenzhou, "Look, I bought new clothes. I'll try them on for you when I get home."

Li Chenzhou smiled and nodded.

Qiao Jiu looked at them, forgot what he was going to say, and was in a daze, as if something was screaming in his mind and wanted to rush out.They seemed to have said something later, but Qiao didn't hear it for a long time. He looked straight at the mirror by the wall, and he saw himself in it.

He was too thin, and the clothes that should have fitted him looked empty, and when the wind blew, it seemed as if they were about to be blown away.

When Mu Zhixu saw Qiao Jiu, Qiao Jiu was standing on the side of the road in a daze. The people around him came and went, bumping into him from time to time. side, but he didn't seem to feel it, he lowered his head and isolated himself from the people around him.

Mu Zhixu was stunned for a moment, then walked to his side.

He walked over and gently took off Qiao Jiu's hat. Qiao Jiu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he raised his head with emptiness in his eyes.