sinovels Chapter 68
Chapter 68
We didn't wake up until noon the next day. The curtains in the room didn't completely block out the light, and the light in the room was already very bright by this time.
I turned my head sideways, startled, and Director Nan lying beside me was staring at me with open eyes.
There were marks left by me on his shoulders that were exposed outside the quilt. I looked at him, and my Adam's apple rolled.
"Is there nothing to say? Yan Minqi." Director Nan pulled down the quilt calmly, exposing the snow-white neck and chest, and asked me while looking into my eyes.
"..." Seeing those conspicuous hickey marks and bite marks on Guidance Nan's fair skin, I felt guilty, and I confessed, "Yes..."
"Aren't you going to be responsible for me?" Director Nan interrupted the apology I was about to say, and asked preemptively.
"Huh?" I opened my eyes wide.
Director Nan frowned slightly, but soon smiled again, although in my opinion, this smile could not conceal his full killing intent.
"Are you surprised?" Director Nan smiled, "Are you planning to wake up and pretend nothing happened?"
"No! I didn't!" I denied in a panic, for fear that Director Nan would misunderstand that I wanted to escape reality and turn my face and deny people.
"Then what are you doing? You seem very reluctant." Director Nan asked aggressively.
"I'm just," I blinked nervously, looked at Director Xiang Nan, feeling both surprised and happy in my heart, I pursed my lips and summoned up the courage to say, "I thought you didn't want to..."
"What don't you want?" Director Nan looked at me with disgust.
"Guide Nan!" I sat up from the bed, knelt down on the bed, and faced Guidance Nan.
Director Nan looked at me inexplicably.
"Director Nan, I'm sorry!" I sincerely apologized to him for my outrageous behavior last night.
"..." Director Nan stared at me for a long time, and then suddenly laughed, "Forget it, just pretend nothing happened. It's my own problem."
I don't know why, when I heard Director Nan say this, my chest was so stuffy that I could hardly breathe.
"Okay," Director Nan breathed a sigh of relief, and gave me a fake smile, "I was just teasing you, don't worry..."
"Director Nan," I took a deep breath and interrupted his calm words, "I like you."
The smile on Director Nan's face froze suddenly, and he looked at me incredulously.
"Director Nan, can I be your boyfriend?" I looked straight into his eyes and made up my mind.
Director Nan didn't seem to understand what I meant. Since I knew him, it was the first time I saw such a bewildered expression on his face.
"Maybe my sudden request made you think it was a bit of a dead end, but I really don't think so! I should have liked you since I was a new trainee! But I was afraid, at first, I was afraid of what you would do to me. Well, it was just out of concern for the new trainees, and later I was afraid that you were just too embarrassed to refuse my sloppy tricks, so I wanted to get acquainted with you a little bit more, and get to know you a little bit better. You can accept me, and I will confess to you when the time comes, but the longer I delay, the more I discover your excellence, the more I feel that I am still too immature for you, the less I can say it... Although it sounds like It’s an excuse to escape,” I felt like I was making an excuse while talking, I laughed at myself, and then looked at Guidance Nan again, “But I always want to be an excellent person like you. As a goal of hard work, I hope that one day I can become someone you can rely on! At that time, I can boldly confess to you and have the confidence to become an existence that you can rely on."
Director Nan listened quietly to my finished words, and there was a moment of silence in the air.
"What about now?" Director Nan smiled slightly, "Why did you say it now?"
"That's because I'm more afraid. Even if there is a one-in-a-thousand chance, will you have the same mood as me? Even if it's a one-thousandth chance, I'm afraid you won't wait for my response. Disappointed and sad. So I think even if there is a nine hundred and ninety-nine percent chance that you will be rejected, I don't think there is a one-thousandth chance that you will be sad." I looked into Director Nan's eyes sincerely.The words you whispered in my ear last night can be regarded as the words that you were deluded by pheromones, but the disappointed look in your eyes when you didn’t wait for my answer just now made me feel that Very distressed.
Director Nan's eyes were a little red, he smiled and raised his arms to hook me.
I hurriedly leaned over and bowed my head.
Director Nan held my face in both hands, and suddenly squeezed it in hard.
"Hmm..." I pouted when he squeezed me out, but I didn't dare to resist.
"What do you want to say?" Director Nan looked at me with a smirk, his hand was not weak at all, "Boyfriend."
"!!!" I opened my eyes wide in disbelief, I stared at the person in front of me stupidly, he actually called me boyfriend.
Director Nan let go of my face with his hands, and he hooked my neck to let me lie back beside him.
My eyes stared at his face, and I didn't dare to blink, for fear that if I closed it and opened it again, I would wake up from a dream.
"Stupid?" Director Nan patted my face.
I felt like I wasn't dreaming. I covered my face and looked at him happily, "It's true! I'm not dreaming!"
Director Nan smiled with disgust, "See how promising you are."
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo? Nan friend, he is a real boyfriend..."
"Are you sick..." Director Nan smiled and raised a hand to beat me, allowing me to strangle him tightly.
"Nanheyi...I like you so much..." I sniffed his hair and murmured, my arms slightly loosened the restraint on him, "I really like you so much..."
Director Nan smiled softly. He put his arms around my back tightly and buried his head in my arms. His warm breath touched my chest.
"I miss you so much, Yan Minqi." His voice was muffled, but I felt it very clearly.
He seemed to be missing this hug, missing our connection at this moment.
I just started to miss it... I rubbed my cheek against his hair, hoping it would reassure him.