【Ice Nine】Reborn as slag

Chapter 42 Empathy

In fact, the first day Shen Qingqiu saw Luo Binghe, he felt that the heavens were full of malice towards him.

After two consecutive days of torrential rain, finally the sun rose and the sky cleared up. They stood on the mountain and picked and picked from the newcomers below.At that time, Luo Binghe hunched over his small body and tried his best to obey the training arrangements, but he didn't notice them on the mountain.

Different from other children's casual coping, facing the muddy and dirty bottom of the pit with a disgusted perfunctory face, he is ragged and humble, covered in sweat and muddy, but his face is full of expectations for the future, hard work, and seriousness.

Compared with Liu Qingge next to him, he prefers to look at bones and talent before looking at people. Shen Qingqiu has already settled his eyes on the face that uses both hands and feet, half of his body buried in the mud, digging the hole vigorously, and paving the soil. The body of the muddy Luo Binghe.The whole child, who was the color of muddy water, only had a pair of dark and bright eyes, concealing a sense of fate that seemed familiar to him as he struggled to climb out of the humble and desolate. There is not much left, resisting, struggling, asking for attention, and vainly seeking to gain a chance to change his life from himself.

Thus, from the moment Shen Qingqiu's eyes touched Luo Binghe's small body, he couldn't move away. He ran away Liu Qingge, who had a fancy to the dignitary, and didn't bother to talk to Yue Qingyuan, who had accepted him. He just looked down at the little beast. The appearance of crawling around in the pit is disgusting and dirty, funny and interesting.

And Luo Binghe, who seemed to sense his gaze, continued to speed up his progress, inserting his hands into the mud, carrying the mud, suddenly slipped his feet, and fell into the muddy water. When he got up in a hurry, he wiped his face with his hands indiscriminately. , When I raised my head, I don't know what I saw on the top of the mountain where they were standing. The small figure in the mud pit was stunned from a distance, and suddenly remained motionless.

Two people, one is standing on the mountain with hands behind their backs, the other is nestling in the mud pit with fists clenched, the sun is scorching hot, the one is bathed in the glare of the sun, and the other is hiding in the shadow of the mud pit, clearly unable to see each other clearly, and the other is looking up. , one lowered his head and looked down, but he was just so stiff, looking at each other, without moving their eyes away...until Yingying came over.

That day, Luo Binghe stood by the bed, and seemed to have carefully said that when he first met him, he thought he was his vision for future efforts.

And Shen Qingqiu's memory was also awakened, remembering the day when he first met Luo Binghe.

For him, meeting Luo Binghe at that age for the first time that day was a delusion he had lost in the past.

Yes, delusional.

As a result, the natural jealousy and hatred in his bones swept over. That day, the hypocritical coat of the peak master of Qingjing Peak was torn, and he felt that a black bamboo shoot emerged in his heart, which was as silent as a grave, and it was extremely dirty. , burrs.

As humble as he was back then, but struggling hard, young and full of talent.

As naive as he was back then, but with good luck, there are still many opportunities.

A person with the same past as he has walked into his life. It is the past that he can't go back to but delusional, and it is the years he longs to tamper with.

This child is so like him, yet so unlike him.

He was young, and he didn't need blood on his hands in exchange for the opportunity to become a teacher of the Cangqiong Mountain Sect. He was talented, but he was spotted by the arrogant Baizhan Peak at a glance. He has a lot of past that he doesn't regret, and he doesn't need to be bound by time. There are many possibilities for his future, and he may be able to create more miracles, and even change his fate.

But in just one glance, many thoughts kept popping up in Shen Qingqiu's mind in an instant, dark, jealous, hated, ridiculous, humble, mocking... Doubtful, hesitant, confused, tentative, envious Yes, even... expected.

Facing Shang Luo Binghe's expectant and hopeful face with his small head raised to meet the sun's rays, thousands of emotions are intertwined, passing through time and space, the dark bamboo shoot gradually grows taller, along with the burrs and bamboo shoots. Peeling off one by one, the turquoise bamboo branches protruded one by one, growing wantonly, sweeping away the dark and vicious thoughts around him.The branches and leaves scratched his heart, liver, spleen and lungs, impatient and excited, and couldn't help but want to touch them, which actually made him inexplicably deluded to look forward to it.

Not knowing what she said, Ning Yingying was already bouncing down to find someone.

When Luo Binghe knelt in front of him to worship his master and serve him tea, the so-called master and apprentice met each other for the first time like looking in a mirror, listening to his narration of his years, it was clear that he had the same years as him, yet so different , he was sheltered by his mother, but where was he suffering at that time?He rubbed his teacup and laughed at himself, looking at Luo Binghe's humble, lowly, fawning eyes, his submissive and cautious expression!

So familiar, so disgusting! ! !

Therefore, he still doesn't know whether he is throwing that cup of tea at that little beast, or at himself who was just trying to survive back then!

So, on the first day when Luo Binghe was allowed to enter Qing Jing Peak, he regretted it.

The new attempt to come became a hot potato, the appearance of that little beast always reminded him of Shen Jiu back then, he didn't want to be his master, nor did he want to accept this beast as a disciple.Shen Qingqiu always scolded him as a little bastard, he didn't know whether he was scolding him or scolding himself.Intensified, in front of him, he no longer held back his thoughts of wanting to get rid of this little beast and quickly showed the reality of a villain in front of the young Luo Binghe.

Wanting him to get away, out of sight and out of mind, but I don't know why, no matter how many humble jobs Shen Qingqiu arranges for him, how much insults and beatings he gives him, even the fake intentions that can be detected by his intelligence Fa... But he didn't complain and left without any sense of humor, on the contrary, he smiled more innocently and harmlessly in front of him.

Shen Qingqiu was faintly uneasy, the Luo Binghe under this expression was already more and more like him back then.

Everyone in the world is deceived by his innocent and harmless face, but he already knew that this brat had already reached the same goal with him when he was still in Qingjing Peak and even before he entered Qingjing Peak. Hate it to the bone.

Looking at him with revenge and forbearance looking for various opportunities to turn around, it seems to be looking at himself in the past, from snatching food with vicious dogs, from beating and scolding to Qiufu torture, from Qiufu life is worse than death to Wuyanzi Take advantage, he also came here in the same way, they are of the same type.

But Shen Qingqiu didn't mind, there were many people who hated Shen Qingqiu, and the sky alone was a large area, so what was the hopeless Luo Binghe who was basically suppressed by him at that time?He just wondered why the little beast hadn't rolled yet.

The more humble and ignorant you are, the more you have to struggle desperately and strive for existence.Luo Binghe always said that he had never seen him in his eyes, but in fact, Shen Qingqiu's eyes never left him since the day they first met.

Because it was too similar, I was afraid of thinking about the past, so I avoided the kid's gaze.

But I also feel that there should be another possibility in him, hiding in the dark, peeping secretly, longing for love.

Luo Binghe still didn't roll... On the contrary, Shen Qingqiu was tired.

After being cold-eyed for too long, I feel that something new is needed. Since he refuses to leave, let's see how far this little beast can go.When the demons kicked the court, he narrowly won by throwing an arrow in the back alone. In the next round, seeing the eager expression on the kid's face, he was asked to fight against Sha Hualing's men by accident.

Although it is not good to die on the spot, but he really died, which shows that this brat has reached this point. Fate does not favor people like them who crawled out of low life. He who has missed the time can no longer look forward to it.

But I didn't want to, Luo Binghe actually won in the end, Shen Qingqiu was so different, the excitement from seeing him for the first time returned in an unbelievable way.Sure enough, that little beast was different from him, as he thought, there were indeed infinite possibilities, if he could go back to the past, would he, Shen Qingqiu, also have such a possibility?

The more Shen Qingqiu assumed this, the more he felt that he should do something to prove his delusion.

If he could get a sword back then, would he have a better future, so he allowed Luo Binghe to go to Wanjian Peak,

As expected, Zhengyang Sword recognized the master, and Luo Binghe gained the attention of the whole sky overnight.

Shen Qingqiu was secretly happy in his heart, but after he was secretly happy, he thought about the fact that he had reached a bottleneck in his cultivation, and became jealous again, why not him, why didn't he have such good luck, such a good opportunity, I don't know what this brat will do next What kind of luck will appear, and what miracle will be created next, if I were him, maybe...

——Shen Qingqiu sweetly continued to look forward to it, but also tossed and turned in hatred...

While tormenting Luo Binghe, the capricious villain couldn't help paying attention to him. The little beast in his eyes saved himself from danger time and time again, got lucky again and again, and his spiritual strength grew rapidly level by level.

Shen Qingqiu felt that he was going to be dazed. Every day, he rejoiced that Luo Binghe was intact and worried about why he was so capable. He envied his luck and envied why he was so lucky. He regretted giving him a chance and looked forward to it. Create more impossible next time.

The anticipation and resentment that run counter to each other, the diametrically opposite emotions back and forth, after repeating this, I settled down.With the corner of his eye, Shen Qingqiu glanced at Luo Binghe, who was growing more and more like a modest and gentlemanly gentleman, and his dry heart gradually became clear.

This is not who he was back then, nor is he who he is now. He entrusted his irreparable long-term vision of himself back then. Luo Binghe should be different from him. After all, he is so lucky, so lucky, full of spirituality, and his life should be It went smoothly, completely different from his life, and it was another possibility of the delusion of a villain like Shen Jiu—maybe he would grow into the next upright model of enlightenment and righteousness, Yue Qingyuan, or the next famous swordsman Liu Qingge who helped the righteous way, Even better than them, honest gentlemen or famous cultivators who are loved and praised by the world...

Yes, as long as it is not like him, as long as there is a future that is not like him.

Shen Qingqiu, who finally decided to let each other live, continued to be alienated, secretly wishing, and secretly swearing——

Well, he will stop at nothing to guard the delusion that finally came back...

Once the villain's mind is determined, he will stick to his bones and do it absolutely.

At the Immortal Alliance Conference, Luo Binghe's team asked for help. He ignored Yue Qingyuan's obstruction and rushed into the barrier, completely disregarding his own safety. He didn't care about the life and death of other apprentices. Such a big Jedi Valley, so many demons and monsters, He went crazy looking for Luo Binghe's location one by one, blocking and killing demons, Buddhas blocking and killing Buddhas!

He didn't know whether he rushed here in a hurry to save Luo Binghe, who could create miracles, or to save another possible self, or Luo Binghe who had assumed all his expectations in the first place!Finally, after finding him, Shen Qingqiu, who was dripping with blood, suddenly wanted to thank God for his mercy, but, for some reason, Luo Binghe in front of him suddenly exploded with devilish energy——

Regardless of the ice blades and monsters that were blocked by Luo Binghe's demon energy barrier, Shen Qingqiu stared dumbfounded at the magic mark looming between the brows of the little beast protecting him, his whole body became cold instantly, and he fell into the ice cave!

Looking at the demon in front of him who has been hiding his strength for an unknown amount of time, Shen Qingqiu instantly felt that the original conception in his mind was shattered, and all the expectations that supported his delusion were shattered. It turned out that this Luo Binghe was still just like him, a liar. A villain, a sanctimonious scum in his bones, he deliberately hides and waits for an opportunity...

Moreover, he will take revenge. Just like him, Shen Qingqiu is someone who has experienced it. He has a premonition that once he and people like Luo Binghe have the ability to destroy the world, they will take revenge on the world that trampled him, including Shen Qingqiu.

——This bastard, you can't stay!

This other "Shen Jiu" with such luck must not stay!

At that time, Shen Qingqiu was really desperate. He cursed viciously, cursed with hatred, and was full of murderous intent. He deeply concluded that a Luo Binghe who had climbed to the top of the demonic path, and a Luo Binghe who had been dormant for many years, had long since He violated all his expectations, completely betrayed and deceived all his feelings! ! !

He made up his mind to convince himself, but when he met Luo Binghe's eyes full of surprise and worry, Xiuya in his hand began to tremble again.

Black Moon's wild rhino roared loudly, a giant snake jumped out of its mouth, and quickly attacked Luo Binghe's location, Xiu Ya flew out and stabbed, Luo Binghe could dodge logically, but he didn't want to know that he was doing something. What a daze, looked at his appearance but subconsciously dodged a few steps, and then hurriedly apologized, explaining something with disbelief and confusion on his face, but Shen Qingqiu was so hated that he couldn't listen to everything, and couldn't stop everything--

Until Heiyue Mangxi screamed, Luo Binghe then fell into the endless abyss——

Shen Qingqiu stood on the cliff, bowed his head expressionlessly, looking at the dark abyss, for a long time——

At the bottom of the mountain, there is no more that kid who worked hard, believed firmly, struggled, and dug a hole.

There was water in the corner of his eyes, Shen Qingqiu smiled...

died.also good.

Scum like them have never had a so-called future.

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