sinovels Chapter 54 Chapter 54
Chapter 54 Chapter 54
My favorite Pepe:
When you read this letter, I have already set off to travel alone.
This is an aimless walk without a plan. I am excited and looking forward to the unknown journey and the people I will meet. With this mood, I am going to set off.
Forgive me for telling you now, but it all happened so suddenly, and thinking about continuing the tedious and boring work, I was still a little scared and wanted to run away.
Although the avoidance is only temporary, but how many days can you hide for a few days?
It is a very happy thing to come and go on a trip, and do it as you want.
I used to feel like there were people I couldn't live without and that it would kill me to live on my own, but now I'm enjoying being alone, isn't it weird?
I have been unemployed for the past six months, and I have more time to think, but my mind is not calm. No matter what, I am always occupied by many distracting thoughts, which prevents me from thinking seriously.
I only hope that this journey can help me find the peace in my heart.
Finally, don’t be angry if I don’t bring you with me, I will take nice photos for you and send you postcards.
love you
Zixi
The Xixi I hate the most:
You actually left without saying a word, how surprised I was when I saw your email, do you know?
I just want to say, stay safe and stay in touch with us anytime.
Take photos carefully, don't be as perfunctory as taking pictures of me, I will look at them seriously.
All in all, safe travels.
Do not love you
Pei Yu
The plane landed in City B on time. I found a shop called JCCJ according to the address. The small shop is far away from the downtown area, but its decoration is unique. It is surrounded by commercial high-rise buildings and sells desserts, coffee and tea.Business looked good, so I went in and found a seat, looking down at the menu.
——Miss Boss, I want to eat white fungus pear.I caught a glimpse of someone coming and said without looking up.
——Sorry, the store doesn’t sell white fungus pears.
——But I just want to eat it, and it has to be made by the proprietress.I suddenly raised my head and met the eyes of the tall girl in front of me.
—Ah, when did you come?Don't tell me, so I can pick you up.The tall girl screamed excitedly.
--surprise.How are you doing, dog-headed military division?
——What’s the matter, I’ve been walking around this three-acre field all day, and I’m so busy that I’m dizzy.Cheng Jue, look who is here.As she spoke, she called out to the space behind the counter.
As he spoke, a familiar face appeared behind the counter after parting the curtain. He fixed his eyes and saw that it was me. He was pleasantly surprised at first, and then smiled happily, revealing two small dimples.
I looked at my old friends with pleasure. They really opened a small shop in a corner of the city with the person they like, as they had imagined when they graduated, and lived an ordinary but solid life, just like the prince and princess in a fairy tale, forever They all end with "living happily ever after".
We met for the first time after being separated for more than four years. After such a long period of time, everyone has changed a lot whether we want it or not, but even though we have changed, we are still as close as before.
Time is not always so relentless, tearing everyone apart.
I stayed in City B for a few days, helping them with the store, chatting with Ji Chen, and touching her belly.Her belly is bulging, and sometimes the baby would greet me with her little hands and feet through her belly. I asked Ji Chen if it hurt to kick her.
She is completely different from the vigorous and straight temper back then.
It's great, being with the person you like, living a happy life, people will naturally put away their sharpness, become soft and gentle, it can be seen that she also likes herself now.
She met the right person, and I'm so happy for her.
On the last night when I left City B, I sat in the hotel room and looked out the window. The last time I came here was when I was a sophomore in college, and I think it has been many years ago.The city has changed so much that I mistakenly thought I had never been here before, but what is interesting is that the feeling of sadness and stuffiness when thinking of Xiang Yunyang is the same.
Perhaps it was the miss of Ji Chen and the regret of Chuxue who did not see this city with Xiang Yunyang that led me to this city again, but regrets should be regrets after all.
I don't want to make it up.
It was also from here that I started my own restoration journey.
My favorite Pepe:
I am now in a vast prairie, all I can see is the endless sky and grass, the flocks of sheep are grazing in the distance, and the wind is blowing, which makes me drowsy and my consciousness becomes chaotic. I also have some confusion about whether it is white clouds or sheep in the sky.
At night, the grassland is so quiet that even the sound of the wind can be heard. The night here is as thick as ink, but the stars are twinkling in it, without interfering with each other and complementing each other.
Living in the wilderness, people will also feel that their hearts have become extremely broad, as if they can accommodate everything, everything that was unbearable before, happiness, anger, worry, love, hatred, and desire.
I was so sleepy that I had to go to sleep for a while. At night, the youngest son of the herdsman’s family where I lived would take me to see the stars. He would teach me to identify the Milky Way and the constellations Scorpio and Sagittarius in it. I had to replenish my energy.
A few photos are attached, which are the grasslands in my eyes.
love you
Zixi
The Xixi I hate the most:
When you see the grassland in your eyes, you want to go there. There must be very beautiful scenery and open-minded herdsmen there, and you want to watch the sunrise and sunset.
Imagine the rising and setting of the sun, the beginning and end of the day in the space where the sky and the earth merge with each other, counting all the memories engraved in my mind.
How beautiful.
See the Milky Way, Scorpius and Sagittarius yet?If you don't see it, the youngest son of the herdsman's family will look down on you.
Do not love you
Pei Yu
After I got out of City B, I started to walk westward, taking the train and getting away from the city gradually. When the grass houses and mountains in the fields passed by, my vision widened.
I knew I was getting close to where I was going next.
After several twists and turns of the bumpy road, it was close to sunset, and the clouds were densely gathered in one place, with only a few sparse gaps revealing the light blue sky, and only an irregular halo around the sun, the sky seemed very Low, so close to me.
I stood on an endless grassland, with mountains and rivers that looked very close but far away behind me. In front of my eyes were colorful flags fluttering in the wind, and behind the flags were yurts with patterns painted on them.
In a place so close to the sky, people will unconsciously be honest.
I confess, I pretended I was getting better.
Have you tried it?In order not to let the useless chatter bring troubles that others cannot understand and empathize with, you hesitate to speak again and again.The pain deeply felt in my heart will not be reduced in the slightest because of talking, and I can only wait for the pain to disappear with time, but this process is long and slow, and it cannot be avoided.
Well, I laid so much ground just trying to rationalize my depression.
After all, I have spent such a long time liking him, and even this time has not stopped counting, but it only takes a short period of time to sort out the relationship between him and us, I really can't do it.
The life on the grassland is very loose. After eating enough, I go for a walk nearby, and then find a place to sit. I can sit for half a day, watching the sky, the mountains, and the cattle and sheep grazing.
The herdsman's family where I live has two children. The youngest son is very cheerful and likes to play with me.It is probably because I feel lonely when I travel alone, so I always accompany me. I like him very much, because his childish words are always unexpected, and he can also identify the Big Dipper and constellations.
He taught me to see the Milky Way, Scorpius, and Sagittarius, but I still can't see anything without him.
I recalled that when I was young, what I probably would have been doing at his age were probably boring interest classes.Once I remember, I always have to bring Peipei with me. From childhood to now, most of the time, I have her in my stories, and I am also in her stories. Playing a supporting role in the other party's story.