I want to marry you and have a bun

Chapter 38

After Liang Jianshuai got off work, he packed up his things and prepared to go home.He knew that he was a bit reluctant in this way, but he really couldn't bear to stay in this house.There is an invisible pressure oppressing him, making him breathless, and he wants to escape.

Qincheng is only two hours' drive away from the town where his family is located.That bus was on a secondary road, and the road surface was undulating like waves. His ride in the car was like gliding, not to mention the ups and downs.Especially after experiencing such a life-threatening torture last night, it's so sour now.Liang Jianshuai grabbed the armrest of the seat, his face was livid, and his stomach was in a tizzy.

Suddenly a burst of bitterness came up, it was really bitter, because the stomach acid came up.Liang Jianshuai hurriedly picked up a plastic bag in the net pocket in front of him and vomited. A woman dressed in a charming dress next to him gave him a disgusted look and twisted her body unnaturally.The strong smell of perfume on the woman's body, mixed with the smell of the air conditioner in the car, terribly stimulated Liang Jianshuai's sense of smell, and he couldn't help vomiting out everything he had eaten at noon.The thing that was spit out also had milk and so on, the milk that had been digested by the stomach, not to mention the emmm taste, the more Liang Jianshuai smelled it, the more he vomited like crazy.He vomited, his throat was about to vomit.

The woman probably couldn't bear it a little bit, and finally got up and changed positions.Liang Jianshuai heaved a sigh of relief when he saw her go.He was afraid that he would smoke her, and he was also afraid that she would stimulate him again.Liang Jianshuai vomited for a while. After feeling that he had nothing to vomit, he rinsed his mouth with mineral water and felt much more comfortable.

Liang Jianshuai simply tidied himself up and leaned his head gently on the back of the chair.He was pale and sickly weak.Liang Jianshuai closed his eyes, the bumpy road made him feel as if he was floating on clouds.His mind was empty and he couldn't think of anything.

After finally arriving at the station, Liang Jianshuai was finally relieved.He staggered out of the car like an old man.out of the station.His home is in this small town, a little far from the station, and as soon as he exits the station, there are quite a few people driving three-legged cats soliciting customers.Unbelievable enthusiasm.

Liang Jianshuai didn't want to take another step, so he got into the car closest to him.His current condition is very bad, his buttocks seem to be bleeding, and there is a sticky feeling, which is very uncomfortable.Liang Jianshuai told the driver where he was going, and the driver responded and drove away.As soon as the car started, the wind rushed in, blowing away some of the gloomy clouds.

Liang Jianshuai couldn't tell what was going on in his heart at this time, maybe it was because of his closeness to his hometown.He hasn't been back for many years.I lived on campus in high school, went to work during winter and summer vacations, and rarely went home in college.After coming out to the family, his father was so angry that he told him to get out, and he had even more reason not to come back.

He doesn't miss his home, because only he knows that it is not his home, he just lives in someone else's home like a guest.

He felt that his sorrow was doomed from birth.Not only was he abandoned by his biological parents, he was also a bloody gay, and ended up falling in love with someone who shouldn't be!Oh, why does fate always like to play jokes on him?

Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar scenery along the way, Liang Jianshuai seemed to see himself walking on the street full of loneliness and pain.At that time, he couldn't help but look up at the sky, the blue sky and the white clouds. The melancholy young man wanted to ask the sky, the great creator, why he was created?Since you are not needed by others, why did you come to the world?Since it is not needed by others... Is life such a thing that can be manipulated at will?

Shuai Liang Jian couldn't help but climbed on the armrest of the seat, and closed his eyes weakly. The car was bumped and bumped, and a painful place reminded him of his current situation all the time.He is no longer the boy he used to be.And the past has already passed, even if you are unwilling, it is futile to pursue it.

Why live?Heh, who knows, just live like this.Even if it hurts, just live like this.Liang Jianshuai pulled a pale smile from the corner of his pale mouth, and he only had a pale smile for the teasing of fate.No more.

The driver said "here we are" and stopped the car. Liang Jianshuai opened his eyes and carefully got out of the car with his bag.After paying the fare, the three-legged cat drove away.Standing in front of an old residential building, Liang Jianshuai couldn't help but look up for a while. After so many years, the place still hasn't changed.However, what he can miss is probably only this "no change".

It was almost dusk at this time, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on the residential buildings, coating the residential buildings with a layer of golden brilliance.

I don't know who's cooking, and there was a burst of garlic fragrance. The smell made Liang Jianshuai hungry, and now his stomach is empty.I want to go home and eat his home's most simple porridge.

Liang Jianshuai carried his bag upstairs. There was no elevator in the old residential building, and the stairs were so narrow that only two or three people could pass side by side.At this time, no one was going up or down the stairs. Liang Jianshuai climbed the handrail and moved slowly, and finally moved to the fifth floor.

It wasn't until he stood in front of his room that Liang Jianshuai became a little nervous.Will he frighten them by coming back so suddenly?Shouldn't I make a phone call before coming back?

Liang Jianshuai thought, instead of knocking on the door, he picked up his mobile phone and called his mother.The phone rang for a while before his mother answered, "Hello, little Saner."

"Oh, Mom," Liang Jianshuai called out.

"What's wrong?" Mom asked.

"I, I'm at the door, are you at home?" Liang Jianshuai asked cautiously.

"What, what, you are at the door?!" His mother became excited when she said that, Liang Jianshuai heard a bang bang bang, and after a while, his mother came to open the door, still holding a spoon in her hand.The moment he saw Liang Jianshuai, he almost swung a spoon at him. "Son! You're back!" Liang Jianshuai smiled awkwardly, "Well, you're back."

"Quick, come in quickly, you said you didn't call in advance when you came back, I'm not prepared for anything..." His mother nagged and let him in.

At this time, his father came out of the room and shouted as he walked, "Old woman, what are you doing so loudly, you have to go to the house to expose the roof tiles..." Seeing that Liang Jianshuai froze suddenly, he couldn't speak anymore. He stared dryly.When Liang Jianshuai saw him, he could only call "Dad".

"Well, cough," the old man couldn't help coughing, looked away, and said falteringly, "You, you're back."

"You're back!" His mother said, "What are you supposed to do, don't talk nonsense!"

"Mom," Liang Jianshuai called her.

"What's wrong?" His mother looked back at him tenderly.

"Are you cooking? It seems to be mushy." Liang Jianshuai said.

"Ouch! Really, you, you wait!" His mother ran back to the kitchen like the wind.

There were only father and son left in the living room, and it was a little awkward for a while.Liang Jianshuai came in silently changing his shoes, and went to his room with his bag.Open the door, there is a musty smell that has been unoccupied for a long time.Liang Jianshuai put down his bag, went to the window and opened it for some air.

The room hadn't changed much. It was what it was when he left, and it was what it was now.There is not much dust on the table, it seems that someone still cleans it from time to time.

At this time the phone rang again, Liang Jianshuai picked it up and saw that it was Li Naijun calling, he hesitated for a moment, but still answered.As soon as the phone was connected, Li Naijun's excited voice came from the other end, "Brother Jian, what do you want to eat tonight? I'm going to call it a day, and I'll stop by to buy vegetables and cook for you!"

"No need," Liang Jianshuai said, "I'm going home."

"Go home?" Li Naijun was a little surprised, "Go back, go back to your house?"

"Yes." Liang Jianshuai responded.

"What happened in your family...?" Li Naijun was a little depressed, "Can't you tell me? I can also help you share the burden. Why do you always hold back by yourself?"

"Okay, let's talk about it when we get back." After Liang Jianshuai finished speaking, he hung up the phone. He was really tired of dealing with this kid.Besides, what could be said, he would never understand, how could he make him understand?It's better for him not to know these things.

His mother came over and knocked on the door, "Xiao San'er, it's time to eat."

"Okay." Liang Jianshuai put the phone on the table and walked out slowly.

At the dinner table, the atmosphere was a little dull.Maybe it's the strange feeling that he hasn't returned for a long time, maybe it's the unresolved knot in everyone's heart, maybe it's because his elder brother's job has not been settled yet, in short, the meal is extremely boring.His mother kept picking up vegetables for him and talking non-stop, trying to make him feel the warmth of home.His father ate in silence without saying a word, as if he didn't see him sitting there.

"Little San'er," his mother looked at him and asked cautiously, "How long do you plan to stay when you come back this time?"

"One night." Liang Jianshuai said while eating, "I'll go back tomorrow morning and have to go to work."

"It's so urgent." His mother looked a little disappointed, "Why don't you come back on your rest day?"

"It's not that the big brother happened temporarily..."

"Hmph, it's good for his elder brother," his father said displeasedly, "I haven't come back for a few years, if it wasn't for his elder brother's incident, maybe we won't be able to expect him to come back after we die."

Liang Jianshuai: ...

"You eat yours, what are you talking about, did you let you talk?" Hearing this, his mother immediately put on a straight face, "Oh, you didn't force the child not to come back, did you? Still have the guts to say it."

"Okay, don't say anything." His father closed his mouth, lowered his head and ate in a muffled voice.

For a while, everyone didn't know what to say.After Liang Jianshuai ate something, he felt much more comfortable in his stomach and his spirits improved.

When Liang Jianshuai came back this time, he also wanted to reassure the elders. He believed that the lady would keep her word, and as long as he made up his mind, his eldest brother would be rescued.

"Dad, Mom, don't worry, the elder brother's matter will definitely be settled." Liang Jianshuai looked at them and said.

"You said it's settled, but how exactly?" His mother was a little puzzled, "Will anyone be willing to pay the usury for him?"

"Well, that person owes me a favor," Liang Jianshuai said, "She promised to do me this favor."

"But you, when did you meet such a big shot? Why don't we know?" His mother still didn't believe it.

"It belongs to a classmate's family. Anyway, it should be fine soon. Please don't worry." Liang Jianshuai said.

"Oh," his mother was skeptical, but at this time she had no choice but to pin her hopes on that big man, "It would be great if this is the case. Your brother has suffered a lot outside this time. I hope he can sincerely repent after this time. Otherwise, no one can save him."