I still want to pretend after falling off the horse

Chapter 18 Cowardice and Inferiority

"Aren't you quite capable? How could you be overwhelmed by that kind of person." Shang Yuan carried Yang Yixin behind his back, supported his leg with his hands, and felt that his calf was still tight, so he slowed down to reduce the bumps.

Yang Yixin said: "I didn't know he was so insidious. I should hold on for another 10 minutes and shovel him too."

Shang Yuan scolded: "The legs are like this, you still insist on a hammer."

Yang was unconvinced, "I will challenge this grandson one-on-one next time, and let him know what beatings from society mean."

Shang Yuan: "Okay, I will take revenge after the injury is healed."

Yang Yixin secretly thought of bad ideas, and unknowingly arrived at the door of the house. When Shang Yuan put him down to open the door, he suddenly realized that he had been carried upstairs all the time.

He sat down on the sofa, threw the medicine on the coffee table, and gave Wang Junyang the news that he had arrived home safely.Shang Yuan sat next to him and motioned him to lift up his injured leg and show him another look.

Yang Yixin raised his leg slowly, halfway through the lift, Shang Yuan suddenly reached out to support his ankle and squatted down.

Just now in the hospital, Shang Yuan squatted in front of him for the first time to check his injuries.The arrogant and defiant Shang Yuan took the initiative to squat on the ground with one knee propped on the ground, and bent down to look at his leg injury.

Yang Yixin looked down at Shangyuan, and the setting sun shone in through the large French windows, covering his body with a layer of warm gold.There were only the sound of two people breathing in the room, but Yang Yixin could still hear his strong heartbeat, which was getting faster and faster. When he almost reached a certain critical point, he retracted his legs uncontrollably.

"Ah!" The force made him tremble with pain, and then he took a deep breath.

Shang Yuan was taken aback by him, "What's wrong, did I hurt you?"

"No, I have leg cramps." Yang Yixin pinched himself, and calmed himself down with the pain diversion method, "It's nothing serious, don't look, it will be fine in three days. I smell like sweat, so I'm going upstairs to take a shower first. "

As he spoke, he stood up and limped upstairs.Shang Yuan looked at his difficult state and sighed, stepped forward to lift him up, supported his waist and lifted him up.

Yang Yixin had almost no chance of landing on the ground, and he went up to the second floor without using any strength. He couldn't believe that Shang Yuan was so much taller than him. He somehow thought that when he came here on the first day, Shang Yuan helped him carry it up. The big box, the technique seems to be not much different?

As soon as he entered the room, Yang Yixin turned around and blocked Shang Yuan from the door, said "thank you" and quickly closed the door.Hearing the sound of Shang Yuan returning to his room outside the door, Yang Yixin leaned against the door and let out a long sigh of relief.

It's really unaccustomed to see Shang Yuan being so considerate, it's evil, it's evil with such a fast heartbeat.

He took the clothes into the bathroom, leaned against the wall to shower, and struggled to move one leg around on the ground.After finally taking a shower and changing into clean clothes, my feet suddenly slipped. In desperation, I used my injured leg to support it, but it failed.

"Are you okay?" Shang Yuan's voice came from outside the door.

"It's okay." Yang Yixin gritted his teeth and said.

Shang Yuan at the door hesitated for a moment. He knew from his tone that it was impossible to be fine. After waiting for a few seconds at the door, he didn't hear any movement inside. Finally, he couldn't help but push the door open. When he saw Yang Yixin sitting on the ground, his expression turned pale. Change.

"Where did you fall, leg? Where else?" The bathroom was filled with mist, and Shang Yuan couldn't see his appearance clearly, so he simply picked him up by his back and thighs and walked out.

"Hey! I'm fine!" Yang Yixin was caught off guard, and immediately lowered his head to see if he had put on his pants. After making sure that he was wearing them, he suddenly found himself wrapping his arms around his neck reflexively, and let go.

"Don't move around." Shang Yuan carried him into his room, put him on the bed, and checked his leg injury.

"I just fell, hiss—" Yang Yi shrank his legs in pain, but Shang Yuan held his ankle and did not move.

"Where does it hurt?" Shang Yuan asked.

Yang Yixin's butt hurt from the fall, but he didn't want to talk about such an embarrassing topic, so he just said, "It's just my leg. It didn't hurt too much."

"Sit down, I'm going to get the medicine." Shang Yuan went out with a sullen face, and took a dry towel and ointment when he came back.

"I'll do it myself." Yang Yixin reached out to pick it up, but was avoided by Shang Yuan.

Without saying a word, Shang Yuan wiped off the water on his legs with a towel, kneaded the ointment in the palm of his hand and applied it to him.His movements were very gentle, but Yang Yixin inexplicably felt that he was in a bad mood.

The ointment melted on the legs and was slowly rubbed into the skin. Shang Yuan said, "You don't like to make trouble, don't you? I'll take care of that grandson of Hu Mo. Don't you have any objections?"

Asking questions in a declarative tone is not asking for opinions at all.Yang Yixin said: "I don't like to owe favors either."

Shang Yuan said, "It doesn't count that you owe me a favor."

"Why, he didn't mess with you again."

"It's messed up." Shang Yuan threw out two words coldly.

All right, if you say you provoke me, you will provoke me. Anyway, I can't afford to provoke you right now.Yang Yi was conscious of current affairs and did not argue with him.

Shang Yuan wiped the medicine on him, put the medicine in his hand and said, "Be careful yourself, just move a stool in the bathroom if the floor is slippery, I think your leg will be useless if you fall again."

Yang Yixin said "Oh", stood up silently holding the medicine box and walked out. This time, Shang Yuan supported him again, and patiently walked him back to the room slowly.

"Shangyuan."

"Ok?"

"……never mind."

"Don't hesitate, speak straight."

"Forget it, some nonsense, I don't want to talk about it. But thank you anyway."

"Don't cripple yourself is the best way to thank me."

"..."

In the evening, Yang Yixin sat by the window to recite a book, and the night wind blew in. He put the book on the window sill and looked out the window.Just now he actually wanted to ask Shang Yuan why he was so kind to him, this is not like Shang Yuan's behavior style.

If it was in the past, he would think that Shang Yuan had some scheme or other purpose for his own good, and he would ask directly, but now he is not so sure.

How to put it, probably because I don’t dare to ask now.

Yang Yixin leaned against the window, staring at his own reflection on the glass, as if seeing another self—a cowardly self.

In case this embarrassing question was asked, Shang Yuan said mockingly again: "Ha, how are you? Don't be too sentimental." This would make Yang Yixin himself very stupid.Besides, if Shang Yuan's rebellious heart is aroused again, maybe he will deliberately alienate him again in the future.It's rare for the relationship to ease, and Yang Yixin doesn't want things to turn out like this.

Forget it, let's take it as Shang Yuan's overflowing sympathy for the disabled.Yang Yixin looked at his legs and thought, he should cherish such considerate service now.

The next morning when he was washing up, Yang Yixin saw a stool in the bathroom as soon as he entered the bathroom. He was stunned for a moment, and Shang Yuan's tone naturally appeared in his mind: I know you are too lazy to move it, so be grateful.

Yang Yixin was amused by his fantasy, it was indeed what Shang Yuan might have said.He sat on the stool and brushed his teeth, crossing one leg and thinking, this kind of treatment is really rare in a thousand years.

Knowing that Yang Yixin's leg was injured, the nanny auntie felt very distressed. She made soup to make up for him for several days. The autumn was dry, and Shang Yuan was going to get angry from drinking soup every day, so she watched Yang Yixin drink the soup in the morning. He cracked open an egg and gloated beside him.

"Auntie, my leg injury is already healed, so don't make soup, it will take time and effort." Yang Yixin said.

"Good boy, don't feel sorry for me. I'll be happy if you heal your injury well." The nanny is also stubborn. She is very confident in her health soup, and she didn't hear Yang Yixin's implication.

Shang Yuan saw his various devious hints, and the acting was strenuous enough, so he simply said for him: "Auntie, you get angry with this soup, don't boil it. His legs are not good, and he is not good at squatting due to constipation."

"It's time to eat." Yang Yixin said in a low voice.

Shang Yuan put the eggs into his soup bowl and said unmoved: "Then eat more."

The nanny understood, she looked at Yang Yixin's face with piercing eyes, and immediately blamed herself: "Yeah, I have a pimple on my chin, I'm really angry, I don't want to make soup anymore, can I fry bitter gourd in the afternoon? fire."

"Bitter melon? Bitter melon is actually..." Yang Yixin turned green when he heard the bitter melon.

Shang Yuan said, "I don't eat bitter melon."

"What about the loofah?" Aunt then asked.

Shang Yuan didn't answer immediately, but first glanced at Yang Yixin's face, seeing that his expression was hard to describe, so he said, "I don't like loofah either."

The auntie nanny is weird. Shangyuan used to eat loofahs. Why has the taste changed?

After eating, Yang Yixin took a mirror and looked for the pimple on his chin. After searching for a long time, he saw a small pimple the size of a sesame seed. Thanks to his aunt, he could find it at a glance.While looking in the mirror, he said to Shang Yuan next to him, "You also hate loofah and bitter gourd. I hate all the vegetables with the word melon on them. They smell strange."

"Then why don't you tell Auntie directly?" Shang Yuan asked.

Yang Yixin: "It's not my auntie, it's not my turn to order. And she also has good intentions, so there's no need to spoil the fun."

Shang Yuan: "You are not dependent on others, you can refuse her kindness."

Yang Yixin looked up at the ceiling, "I'm sure my house doesn't have such a luxurious overhead light." Then he said to Shang Yuan: "Don't worry, I'm not sensitive to the identity of others. I will return Mr. Shang's favor sooner or later."

Shang Yuan looked at him: "Do you treat others' kindness to you as a favor you owe?"

Yang Yixin: "The debt of favor is the most difficult to repay, and there is no charity in the world without asking for anything in return. If I can, I don't want to owe favors."

"How do you repay the debt of favor?"

"Generally, what can be measured by money is of course giving money. What can't be measured by money is to do things for the other party."

"Do you do that to everyone? It's all too clear."

Yang Yixin raised his eyebrows, "Don't you think this is simpler? People and people are nothing more than money exchanges and human relations. It is better for everyone to understand."

"Don't you have any friends? What about friends?"

"Most of the friends are friends, and of course there are occasional money exchanges."

Shang Yuan held his head, was very interested in his black and white theory, and asked again: "What about me? What kind of relationship do you have with me?"

Yang Yixin looked at him, not knowing how to answer for a moment.