I still want to pretend after falling off the horse

Chapter 119

After that day, not long after, Sun Xiansheng also came, and brought the whole picture of the truth that Shang Yuan wanted to know most.

He threw the investigation documents on Shang Yuan's hospital bed, and said, "The clues from Wen Yang were a trap thrown by Ran Zhen to kill you. Some of these things are clues provided by you... Shang Yinxiao. Back then, Yang Yixin's Missing, in addition to the Ran family secretly taking him away, Shang Yinxiao also communicated with the police in advance to lie to you together. No wonder I have been unable to find anything, the Ran family and Shang Yinxiao handled things too cleanly back then."

Shang Yuan opened the document without saying a word, and read it word by word, feeling as if a knife was stirring in his heart, and the smell of blood came up in his throat.

Yang Hong went to country A to guard the seriously injured Yang Yixin for half a year. At the beginning, he gave first aid three times a week, and each time he was rescued from the hands of the god of death, and his condition gradually stabilized.

Four broken ribs, a severe concussion, a dislocated right knee, a broken calf, not to mention serious internal injuries.She was in a coma for eighteen months before waking up.

Shang Yuan's eyes were bloodshot, and he wished he could tear up each word and eat it into his mouth, and treat them as those who were obstructing, tearing up and chewing.

Seeing his expression, Sun Xiansheng felt uncomfortable, and said, "Don't look at it, let's heal your wounds first." He went to grab the documents.

Shang Yuan's hand was pinching the paper like steel and iron bones, the knuckles were stretched into sharp arcs, and the veins on the back of the hand were twisted, showing how strong emotions he was enduring.

"Shang Yuan, you need to take good care of your wounds now." Sun Xiansheng persuaded: "The future will last, and there will be opportunities to punish them in the future, so don't be impulsive."

After reading the last word, Shang Yuan said in a deep voice, "I know."

Sun Xiansheng persuaded him a few more words, seeing that he was in a bad mood, so he left the space for him to be clean.

Shang Yuan was seriously injured, but since the first day he woke up from the severe illness, he has never been in a coma again, and a strong willpower supports him.There is too much anger in his heart that has nowhere to vent, and it is about to burn him to ashes from the inside out.

He opened the curtain, stood beside Yang Yixin's bed and looked at his sleeping face.Because of hitting his head, Yang Yixin didn't wake up for several days.Shang Yuan touched his face, feeling sour in his heart.

The little fox he raised managed to untie his knots, healed his wounds little by little, walked from the shadows to the sun, became straightforward and clingy, had top grades in studies, and was loved by everyone. Bright future.His life was ruined by those people with their selfish purpose.

He lifted a corner of the quilt, lifted Yang Yixin's trouser legs, and touched his knee with his palm. There were no serious injuries, only faint scars.

He remembered that day when they had a quarrel, Yang Yixin pulled up his pants and hurriedly explained that he had been seriously injured in a car accident, and this was the proof.But he didn't believe it, and left his popularity with cynicism.

It seems that every time Yang Yixin explained, he didn't believe it, and then they quarreled and broke up unhappy.

Every time Yang Yixin endured the grievance, he remembered it very clearly, especially at this time.

Shang Yuan suddenly felt that Yang Yixin had scolded him well. He was a beast, and those people he did were trampling on his feelings one by one, and trampling on the initial purest love between the two of them.

Waves of regret welled up in his heart, almost suffocating him.

What the hell have I done? !

He bent down with heartache, knelt down slowly by the bed, and begged: "Yang Yixin, hit me, wake up now, wake up and hit me, I will never fight back. I'm sorry, you are right, I am a beast, I'm sorry...please, wake up."

His voice was choked up, tears fell on the back of Yang Yixin's hands, and wet the bed sheet again.

But Yang Yixin didn't wake up, he slept very peacefully, as if he had fallen into some kind of sweet dream, and he couldn't bear to wake up.

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Two days later, on a certain rainy afternoon, the door of the ward was rudely knocked open. Gu Youguang rushed in suddenly, without saying a word, he punched Shang Yuan in the face!

The doctors and nurses behind were scared to death, but Shang Yuan waved his hand to let them leave alone.

Gu Youguang grabbed his collar, gritted his teeth and asked, "Where is Yang Yixin?"

Shang Yuan neither struggled nor fought back, just asked: "What are you going to do?"

"I'm going to take him away!"

"No."

Gu Youguang glared at him, "You didn't protect him at all! Since you don't care, why do you have to keep him?"

"I care." Shang Yuan looked at him coldly, "No one can take him away, not even you."

Gu Youguang gritted his teeth with hatred, and finally let go of him, but his eyes swept across the bed curtain behind, and he rushed to pull it away in two or three steps, seeing Yang Yixin who was sleeping, his nose was sore.

Shang Yuan stood up vigilantly, but Gu Youguang didn't forcefully take him away, but just stood by the hospital bed and looked at Yang Yixin.

Gu Youguang was really angry and wanted to take Yang Yixin away.But when he came over, he heard the nurses discussing that the patient in ward 631 was obviously seriously injured, but he insisted on wiping the body of another unconscious patient every day, taking care of him in every possible way.

This made Gu Youguang change his mind. He hated Shang Yuan for not protecting Yang Yixin, but he also knew that Shang Yuan cared about Yang Yixin very much.When Yang Yixin woke up, he must have wanted to see Shang Yuan the most.

He pulled up the bed curtain, and said coldly: "Shang Yuan, you are really the nemesis in his life. What kind of magical power do you have, so that he can't forget it for so many years?"

Shang Yuan didn't speak, and he didn't know what magic power he had, which made Yang Yixin desperately risk his life.But if it were him, he would do the same thing.

Gu Youguang asked again: "Do you like him?"

Shang Yuan said: "I like it, I have liked it since high school."

Gu Youguang said: "I know there is a misunderstanding between you, is this misunderstanding solved now?"

Shang Yuan hoarsely said: "It's untied."

"Okay, that's fine." After chatting for a few words, Gu Youguang calmed down, and said, "Yang Yixin is very resilient, and he is also very emotional. Treat him. He likes you, and I have nothing to do... In fact, I am not reconciled. Do you know? He used to be quite autistic. I'll go home'. If you can't give him a home, then you don't provoke him, it will only be a devastating injury to him."

Gu Youguang said so much, but Shang Yuan was attracted by the words "Take me home", a guess emerged in his mind, and he asked: "He used to talk in sleep, saying 'Take me home'?"

"Hmm. What's wrong?"

Shang Yuan was so shocked that he couldn't stand still for a moment.

After Yang Shen's death, Yang Yixin moved into Shang Yuan's apartment.He hated Yang Shen, so naturally he wouldn't regard the old house as his home, his home would only be the apartment he lived with Shang Yuan. "Take me home" will only be a request to Shangyuan.

He suddenly thought of Yang Yixin lying in his arms on the day of the car accident, with dazed eyes, and said deliriously: "You came to pick me up and go home."

There was an inexplicable sense of satisfaction in his tone.Could it be... Could it be that when the car accident happened nine years ago, Yang Yixin was waiting for him to appear, waiting for him to take him home?

Shang Yuan was overwhelmed by great panic, fear and grief.

For nine years, Yang Yixin has been searching for his way home every night in his dreams, looking for someone who can take him home, but only waited for his revenge and misunderstanding.

Shang Yuan's heart was twisted like a knife, so why wasn't he one of the people who hurt him?

It took Yang Yixin a long time to get out of the injury and live a decent life, but he rushed into his peaceful life again and disrupted everything.

Shang Yuan fell into deep self-blame and self-doubt, which even broke through his desire for control and determination to never let go.

Gu Youguang sneered, "It's too late to reflect on it now. You have already intervened in his life, and now everything in his life is related to you. With all due respect, you are not tired of playing and want to break up, right? You can directly Said, I will take him away immediately, and I will never see you again."

Shang Yuan looked at him sullenly, his gloomy gaze said everything.

Gu Youguang still said bluntly: "It's fine, you can think about it for a few more days, before he wakes up, so that I can take him away."

He said "Take him away" from the left and "Take him away" from the right. Hearing this, Shang Yuan felt cold all over his body, and also responded coldly: "Don't worry about it, I won't change my mind."

"It's best like this." After finishing speaking, Gu Youguang looked at Yang Yixin again, and told him for a while about the worries of his friends in the troupe, as well as what his sister-in-law and little niece had said. Let's go, Shang Yuan is no longer in the ward.

When he went downstairs, he saw Shang Yuan smoking a cigarette by the flower bed, with one arm hanging in a bandage, looking very decadent.He didn't say hello, just walked away.

Shang Yuan suffered from serious internal injuries, and he avoided smoking and drinking, but he didn't care about those, nor his own body.If he didn't light this cigarette today, the negative emotions in his head would suffocate him to death.

When Zhuang Yuxie came over, he couldn't find anyone in the ward, so he ran down to look for him, and found him by the flower bed, and said, "I asked Yang Yixin to quit, but you smoked here yourself. If you feel sorry for his body, he won't stop smoking." Do you feel sorry for you?"

Hearing this, Shang Yuan pressed the cigarette silently and threw it into the trash can.As a result, the wound became inflamed that night and had a fever all night.

That night, he had a dream. In the dream, it was pouring rain and the night was cold and windy. He walked in the dark and heard a faint call: "Shang Yuan, take me home...it hurts...it hurts. "

"Where are you?" He looked around anxiously and blankly, and shouted, "Yang Yixin! Where are you?!"

He ran towards the sound, stepped deep and shallow in the mud pit, and vaguely saw a figure in the distant light spot.

But the more he chased, the farther away the figure became, as if he would never be able to catch up, as if he would disappear in the next second.

"Don't go!" He yelled in panic, suddenly his feet were empty, and he woke up from the dream, covered in cold sweat.

As soon as he woke up, he hurriedly opened the bed curtain to make sure that Yang Yixin was still by his side.Even so, his heart was beating wildly and his fingers were shaking.

In the second half of the night, he couldn't sleep anymore, and he had a severe fever again. In the morning, he became dazed again, and in his daze, he suddenly saw someone standing beside his hospital bed.

Seeing this man's face, he woke up instantly and sat up from the bed.

Yang Yixin actually woke up!

Yang Yixin just stood by the bed, as if he had just woken up and didn't understand the situation, he looked at Shang Yuan's face in confusion, showing a puzzled look, hesitated for a few moments, turned around and walked out of the ward.

"Where are you going?" Great panic surged in Shang Yuan's heart, he quickly pulled out the needle, rushed over to hold him in his arms, and said, "Don't go."

Yang Yixin froze, turned his head to look at him again, and said after a while, "You... are you really Shang Yuan?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Shang Yuan was stunned for a moment, thinking that his face was injured, which made him not recognize it for a while, so he said, "It's me."

Yang Yixin looked at his face carefully, and finally raised his hand to touch his chin, and said, "How long has it been since you shaved? Prick your hands. Also, why are we in the hospital?"

Shang Yuan also touched his stubble. It was true that he hadn't shaved for a long time. He could only move one hand, and he just wiped Yang Yixin's face every day, completely forgetting what kind of ghost he looked like.

He pinched the back of Yang Yixin's neck and said, "There was a car accident, remember?"

Yang Yixin thought for a while, nodded, and suddenly asked, "Isn't it just me that got into a car accident? Why did you get into a car accident too?"

Shang Yuan frowned, and his face slowly changed.