sinovels Chapter 83 Likeness
Chapter 83 Likeness
The night Song Xu called Song Zhonghui, Song Zhonghui sat on the balcony until dawn.
"Do you not love me anymore? Oh, no, you never loved me."
Then he hung up.Song Zhonghui could tell that Song Xu was drunk, so he dialed back subconsciously, and after waiting for about a minute, the call got through.It was the voice of a strange boy who answered the phone.
Song Zhonghui hung up subconsciously again.
This is Song Xu's so-called boyfriend.
He looked at the phone in silence for a long time, then put it down.
During this time, he would always think of the memory of Song Xu's two quarrels with him.
"If Song Yu stood in front of you and said what I said, would you beat him too?
"Didn't you never have my son in your heart? Why are you so angry in the end?"
"When I was five years old, why didn't you pick me up when you came back?"
"I think you care about me, but since you were young, you have never hugged me, have you?"
"You never know what I like to do, do you?"
"You don't know why I was so obedient since I was a child, don't you?"
Song Xu has always been very obedient, and all relatives and friends know it.Compared with Song Yu who was mischievous since childhood, Song Xu has never caused any trouble for him and Su Yun.
Song Xu was very kind to his younger brother. Although his grades were not as good as Song Yu's, they were not bad.But Song Zhonghui had a hard time recalling the time when Song Xu was alone with Song Xu before he went to university.
Like, never before.
Every time Song Zhonghui thought about it, he stopped thinking about it.
But tonight, Song Zhonghui was sitting by the balcony, looking at the huge living room, he knew what he was running away from.
What he was escaping was the days when he failed in Shenzhen, but he escaped, but took what the fortune teller said, and unknowingly, he escaped with his son.
At that time, Song Zhonghui was afraid of the feeling when Song Xu looked at him expectantly, because he would uncontrollably wonder if it was because of Song Xu that he couldn't get out of this city, and he would think of what if It wasn't because of his elder brother's support, whether he would just fail like this in life, Song Xu actually became his life-saving straw.
At some point, Song Xu became even more silent.He hides his thoughts more than before, and he doesn't know when it will start. The conversation between Song Zhonghui and Song Xu always seems to be Song Yu and the civil servant Kao.
In the past, relatives said that Song Zhonghui and his eldest brother had two personalities, Song Zhonghui was stable and serious, and Song Zhonghui had many tricks.Since when did he look more and more like his elder brother.
It is certainly right to hope that children will have a stable job for the rest of their lives.But Song Zhonghui also realized that when he saw his eldest brother's children avoiding him one by one, and seeing Su Yun's brother-in-law would rather take sleeping pills than trap the children in Ningcheng, he felt that their actions were very problematic.But why did he almost walk the same path?
He thought about it, but he didn't realize that Su Yun was standing at the balcony door watching him for a while.
When he thought about what Su Yun had said to him that night, he subconsciously looked around the room and found Su Yun.
The husband and wife looked at each other, and Song Zhonghui suddenly remembered that he and Su Yun had been together for 30 years.Haikou, which boasted about free love in the past, said that they would love each other for a lifetime, but they have traveled more than half of the journey.
He remembered that when Su Yun didn't like wandering around in the past, he followed him to Shenzhen without hesitation in the end.
When he came back to be depressed, it was Su Yun who was busy taking care of the family's life every day, and also tried to enlighten him every day.
Under the dim light, the white silk that couldn't be hidden was actually visible.
The words came to their lips but they didn't know how to open them. The husband and wife looked at each other and remained silent.
In the end Su Yun broke the silence.
"The day after tomorrow Ah Xu is going to take graduation photos, I'm going, if you don't want to go then forget it."
"Okay." Song Zhonghui responded.
"If you can't sleep, I'll make you some porridge." Su Yun nodded, "You're going to Lao He's at ten o'clock tomorrow, right?"
"No need, I can't drink it." Song Zhonghui shook his head.
"Then go to bed early." Su Yun was about to go back to the room, but Song Zhonghui stopped her.
"That child, isn't he close to you?"
Su Yun was silent for a long time, but his mouth was already crying.
"Song Zhonghui, why did we become like this?"
"Obviously when we were pregnant with him, we agreed to let him grow up freely, but in the end it was our son who lived the most exhausting life."
Su Yun clutched his chest, tears streaming down his face. "When I think about it, it hurts so bad I can't breathe."
She took a deep breath and said word by word.
"I have loved you all my life, but no matter what you think, I will not allow you to interfere with Song Xu's affairs. Whether you accept it or not, he will always be the child I want to love with all my strength. "
Song Xu's father had been sitting silently with him for almost 10 minutes.Jiang Mingchuan wanted to speak several times, but Song Zhonghui seemed to be thinking about something.Just as he was about to break through the awkward situation, Song Zhonghui spoke suddenly.
"I heard from Song Yu that you opened a sugar shop because Song Xu likes to drink sugar water?"
"In the beginning, I made sugar water because Song Xu liked to drink it," Jiang Mingchuan sat upright, "but later I found that I really enjoyed the process, and everyone's comments were good, so I opened the shop."
Song Zhonghui was silent for a while, then asked again: "Then, which one does he like to drink?"
"Ah?" Jiang Mingchuan was a little nervous, but he answered fluently: "His favorite is mung bean paste, but in summer he likes to have a portion of tortoise jelly with nothing added for lunch, and when it's colder, he likes to drink hot sesame paste."
Song Zhonghui wrote it down silently in his heart. He looked at Jiang Mingchuan's face, "I heard that the four relationships you had in the past were all girls. Why did you come to provoke Song Xu again?"
"Uncle," Jiang Mingchuan looked at him seriously, "I know that my answer will hardly satisfy you, but I don't want to hide anything from you."
"I used to be a mediocre person. My family is very good. My parents are lawyers, and my brother is a famous designer. They don't have any requirements for me. I just need to arrange a job, get married and have children. , I did the same thing before." He could see Song Zhonghui frowning, but he continued, "I used to think that my ex-girlfriends left me because I didn't seek to make progress, but with Song Xu I just found,"
"It's because they care about me, but I have always treated love as if I were making friends."
"I also know it's hard for you to believe it," Jiang Mingchuan paused, "but uncle should understand, the feeling of liking someone so much that you worry about him every day."
"Yes, I know I'm sorry for those girls, and I'm glad they left me." Jiang Mingchuan lowered his head, "I'm really not a very good boyfriend, and I can't tell what my sexual orientation is, but Song Xu was the first person to make me feel this way."
"That means, you may meet a girl in the future and dump Song Xu, right?" Song Zhonghui said coldly.
Jiang Mingchuan raised his head, "It's absolutely impossible."
"You are only in your 20s, and you will have a long time to come, who knows what will happen." Song Zhonghui looked at him, "Life cannot be as smooth as you imagined."
"As long as you don't object, Uncle, you can see that we will go on forever." Jiang Mingchuan didn't back down, "I know it's hard for me to convince you, you have your own judgment, but I can't do without Song Xu, Song Xu You can’t do without me, that’s the truth.”
Song Zhonghui snorted coldly, "You're quite proud."
"Uncle, I told you that I am a person who gets by," Jiang Mingchuan said, "but it was Song Xu who gave me the direction to persevere and struggle. I think every day that I can make sugar water that makes him happy. It’s very satisfying. He gives me a steady stream of motivation, so no matter what others think, I will guard him, he is my belief.”
Song Zhonghui looked directly at him and saw Jiang Mingchuan's open and clear eyes, "What if Song Xu chose to leave you in the future?"
"Impossible." Jiang Mingchuan said these four words firmly again.
"why?"
"Because of you." Jiang Mingchuan did not shy away from the fact that Song Xu's father was sitting opposite him.
"Because of you, Song Xu has become a very closed person. He is always good to others, but he never expects others to treat him equally."
"As long as someone treats him well, he will always return it like calculating an equivalent formula."
"He always feels that I need him to pay back my love for him. He always feels that I have given too much and he can't afford it. That's why he will go to you to come out first regardless."
"I will try my best to let him enjoy the feeling of being loved in my life. To be honest, it is difficult for me to understand your harm to Song Xu when I was growing up. But since you are his father, I respect you, but I will not allow Song Xu I was treated like this by you again. It's your family business, but it's also my family business."
The two just looked at each other indifferently until Song Zhonghui sighed as if resigned to his fate.
"I hope you remember what you said to me today."
"Don't be nervous." Su Yun took Song Xu's hand, "Your dad has already figured it out, just talk to Xiao Chuan."
Song Xu forced a smile at her.
When the family walked to the neighborhood where they lived, Song Zhonghui suddenly told them to take a stroll downstairs because he had something to talk to Jiang Mingchuan.Song Xu refused on the spot, and said what he wanted to say directly.
Even if Jiang Mingchuan shook his head with him, he didn't give in at all, "We agreed to face it together."
Song Zhonghui looked at Song Xu for a while, and then said: "Father and son will talk after talking with him." He emphasized the pronunciation of the father and son, Song Xu was in a daze for a while, and the two got on the elevator.
After more than half an hour, Song Xu couldn't hold back anymore. When he was about to go up, Song Zhonghui and Jiang Mingchuan came down.
Song Xu walked over quickly to check if there was anything unusual about Jiang Mingchuan. Jiang Mingchuan patted his head, "It's okay, really."
It wasn't until Song Xu was really relieved that Jiang Mingchuan smiled at Su Yun and said, "Auntie is tired from walking, why don't you come up with me and have a glass of water. Uncle wants to stay alone with Ah Xu for a while."
Su Yun was stunned for a moment, then laughed too, "Alright, let's go Song Yuzijin, let's go have a rest and let your father and your brother have a good chat."