I only like you when I'm a junior

Chapter 5 Introspection

Union Office.

"There is still one month left for the Cultural Month celebration. Last Friday, Zou Kai and I already consulted with the Secretary of the Youth League Committee for instructions. Don't worry about the funding. As long as it is done well, the funding can be fixed in the future. Thank you for your hard work."

Hearing that the money matter had been resolved, several ministers breathed a sigh of relief, and even began to jump for joy. Secretary-General Sheng Lan said: "Then let each department start reporting the latest work progress. Starting from my secretariat, the daily There is no major problem with work, I have already drawn up the list of guests attending the ceremony, and I have also received the invitation letter for this year's design from the design department, and I have arranged for the secretary to intersperse various groups and departments to help match the work."

"The planning department has finalized the final celebration plan, and asked the officers to communicate with various departments to confirm the feasibility. The remaining stage game is still being designed. It is estimated that the propaganda department can start preparing props in two weeks."

"The publicity department's publicity effect for the opening ceremony is good from the feedback, but Vice President Zhang is still not satisfied, so he said that he will reconvene the meeting after he comes back from the competition, but the direction has already been set, and we will finish it as soon as possible .And after the opening ceremony, we are also arranging and publicizing the activities of various clubs, and the officers in charge reported that the leaders of interest clubs are very satisfied and willing to participate in the activities of the closing ceremony.”

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"Wailian, the sponsoring business has basically been confirmed. Zhu Yan said that there is another business that intends to sponsor recently. We will report the details to the presidents after we have communicated. Oh, one more thing, other colleges and universities in this city If I intend to bring several associations to our celebration, I personally support it, so I won’t talk about strengthening exchanges, the most direct point is that it can be lively enough.” Zou Kai said,

"Zou Kai, if you want to join clubs from other universities, you will have to redo many designs." Sheng Lan reminded tactfully.

Wang Duo, head of the design department, said bluntly: "The work of the design department has not been done too much. When the time comes, you will push back and start over. We may not be able to do it at the last minute."

Several ministers began to argue. Song Xu and the vice president Wu Qian glanced at each other and stopped their argument. Song Xu said, "Zou Kai, you should discuss this issue with the planning team in private. , you reach a consensus, then I can support you, Sheng Lan, follow up."

"The last thing, you should know what I'm going to say." Song Xu said to the ministers who had calmed down, "I don't care about other organizations, but the Social Federation has clearly stated that they are not allowed to skip classes when they recruited officers. I’m here to do club affairs, I hope you don’t forget this because you’re busy, you have to be responsible for the affairs, you know.”

The ministers all laughed, and Wang Duo said, "President, you really worry about our study more than our counselors."

After the meeting ended, Song Xu and Wu Qian sat in the office, and Wu Qian said straightforwardly: "I agreed with you to organize the celebration before because the quality of the officers is good and we can arrange them, but if you add clubs from other schools , our own people will definitely be at a loss when the time comes. I'm afraid you'll be out of control."

"Obviously it was Zou Kai who brought it up, why did it fall on me again?" Song Xu said with a smile.

"I don't know Zou Kai yet, that guy must have told you in advance that you are the second one who forced reforms at the beginning." Wu Qian said angrily, "This guy, when I was his minister in the past, he I will always follow you, and now I will learn how you are arrogant."

"Sister Qian, this is the job you taught, don't rely on me." Song Xu said with a smile, Wu Qian gave him a white look, "Speak, you must have a plan."

"No, it was Zou Kai who said he could handle it. Then I'll let him solve it by himself."

Wu Qian took a deep look at him, "It's really decided to be him?"

Song Xu stood up, looked at the photo on the bulletin board, and said, "Are you still going to take the exam for Z University?"

"Well, how about you, continue your studies?"

"That's right." Song Xu said.

"Okay, you have always had a clear goal, so go to the library to study high numbers today?"

"No, you go, I still have something to do."

Wu Qian and Song Xu walked out of the office door together and locked it.Song Xu watched her go away and breathed a sigh of relief.He began to realize that something was wrong with him recently, seeing those high numbers getting more and more irritated, he thought it was because there were too many things going on recently, but later he realized that this could not be the reason. Thoughts, but he was still a little afraid of something that would deviate from his plan.

The phone vibrated, it was Jiang Mingchuan.

"Would you like to have dinner across from the school?"

Song Xu smiled unconsciously and started typing, "Okay."

Only then did he realize that he was planning to go swimming to calm down.

When Song Xu arrived, Jiang Mingchuan had already taken his seat. After staying at Jiang Mingchuan's house for two days, the relationship seemed to be getting better. Jiang Mingchuan wrote the menu. Song Xu glanced at it and said, "That's it."

"At first I wanted to go swimming." Song Xu took a sip of tea.

Jiang Mingchuan said, "Let's go together later."

"Huh? After eating and resting for a while before exercising, it will be after 7 o'clock in the swimming pool."

"Let's drive an electric car."

"Well, good idea." Song Xu said. "Since when did you become interested in swimming?"

Jiang Mingchuan said unnaturally, "Sometimes I just want to soak in water."

"That's okay, I'm very happy to have someone as a company." Song Xu didn't think too much in his mind, planning when to finish swimming and what to do next.Until a person walked into the store.

Song Xu greeted in surprise, "Zou Kai!"

When the man named Zou Kai came over, Jiang Mingchuan subconsciously felt very uncomfortable, but he still watched the two of them talking politely.

"Are you coming to eat alone?" Song Xu asked.

Zou Kai nodded, "I will teach the students tonight."

"It's hard work. I'll treat you to a meal sometime. You seem to be really busy recently."

"That's still not as good as you."

Jiang Mingchuan could see that Song Xu wanted to invite that junior brother to eat together, and guessed it was because he was worried about himself, so he said, "Junior brother, let's eat together. Anyway, there are only two of us, so just add an extra dish."

Song Xu looked at Jiang Mingchuan happily and gratefully, and said, "Let me treat you to dinner this time, to reward Xiao Kai who has worked so hard recently, and brother Chuan who took me in for a happy weekend."

Jiang Mingchuan raised his eyebrows. The junior who hadn't planned to eat together, after hearing what Song Xu said, pulled away the chair beside Song Xu and said with a smile, "Then don't blame me for eating too much."

Jiang Mingchuan felt inexplicably that this junior seemed to be interested in Song Xu, and he was shocked that he had such an idea.Then I remembered that this junior seemed to be one of the grasses in various colleges that he had seen before, and he asked calmly: "Junior, this is what we ordered, you can add two more dishes." He handed over the menu, Zou Kai took it politely, and glanced at it, "Song Xu, I like spicy food, can I add some spicy chicken? By the way, brother, can you eat spicy food?" He looked at Jiang Mingchuan again .

"Yes, yes, we can do it." Jiang Mingchuan said with a smile, "You can order it. Brother Song of yours can eat everything except melons. He can even eat moderately spicy." Zou Kai smiled at him Laughing, "Okay, it seems that senior brother often goes out to eat with Song Xu."

Jiang Mingchuan looked at him and said, "After all, we are old friends."

"I remember you, brother, you participated in the departmental basketball game last year, and you played very well, brother."

"Really?" Song Xu said with a smile, "In the past two years, I was too busy to support you. Will you still participate this year? Maybe I can still watch your finals."

"So confident in our school?" Jiang Mingchuan was in a good mood, "Your junior is participating in the final year, so remember to watch the finals."

"Ah Xu, I will also participate." Zou Kai pretended to be dissatisfied, "Aren't you coming to cheer me up?"

"Ah, you are so busy and still able to play?" Song Xu asked in surprise, "I didn't hear that you went to the competition last year."

"Please, you forgot that I broke my left hand last year. Oh, yes, after all, you didn't take care of it yourself, so don't worry about it."

"It seems to be oh, busy people, pay attention during the competition, this year, you will be indispensable here as a pillar."

The two began to chat about the association. Although Jiang Mingchuan didn't have much time to intervene, but when he watched Song Xu teach Zou Kai to arrange things in an orderly manner, he felt that Song Xu was so handsome that he lived up to his name. At that time, the aura changed, the eyes became much sharper, and the whole person exuded that kind of self-confidence from the inside out, even ambitious?And that junior brother seemed to like Song Xu very much, and he could see in his eyes not only appreciation and admiration, but also irresistible tenderness.

Jiang Mingchuan inexplicably thought of his second ex-girlfriend who dumped him in less than a week after dating him. He especially liked watching BL. He said a word before, "I don't call you brother when I'm young, I'm a little too thoughtful."

Fortunately, Song Xu looked at this person as a normal junior, and he remembered what Song Xu said when he was drunk, "I can't love myself." It sounded a little sad for no reason, and the first dish was served. Song Xu just finished talking about something and glanced at the dazed Jiang Mingchuan, "Brother Chuan? Have you eaten? Who do you miss?"

Jiang Mingchuan came to his senses, "Ah." He stood up, "I'll get you some rice." Then he saw that Zou Kai had already filled three bowls of rice, and he sat down silently again. Song Xu thoughtfully asked: "Do you want to drink Coke, or the spicy chicken and mapo tofu will be too spicy later."

"Drink." Jiang Mingchuan said.Song Xu went to take the Coke with a smile on his face, Zou Kai and Jiang Mingchuan looked at each other, Zou Kai said: "Brother, don't you need to accompany Sister Yue?"

Jiang Mingchuan remembered that Lin Yue and he belonged to the same academy, and he stated with a smile, "We have been separated for a long time."

"That's it." Zou Kai was a little apologetic, "I'm sorry, I don't know yet. It's a pity."

Jiang Mingchuan asked back, "Zou Kai, your girlfriend is pretty."

"No, I'm single hahaha." Zou Kai smiled and took the food from the waiter and put it on the table. Song Xu came back with a Coke and a disposable cup, "What are you talking about?"

Jiang Mingchuan took the Coke, opened it and poured a glass for Zou Kai, and said, "Why is Zou Kai still single when he is so handsome?"

"That's right," Song Xu took over the topic, "I see that there are girls in the social association who are thinking about you, so no one can develop."

Zou Kai pretended to think about it seriously, "I want to develop, but I don't have time to fall in love. There are so many things, let alone me, you are the same. The boyfriend who the girls in the school want to be with the most has been single for three years, so I am ashamed to say Me. In this way, if you like boys, it’s okay, I can force myself to be with you. "

Song Xu clicked his tongue, as if he was used to these things, and joked with Zou Kai: "I heard that someone in the social association knocked on both of us, but none of us joined the party. I'm very dissatisfied."

Jiang Mingchuan laughed out loud. As expected of a friend who was chased by boys, he has so much knowledge. Jiang Mingchuan knew that his ex-girlfriend gave him popular science. Zou Kai didn't take up this topic. Jiang Mingchuan knew that This junior couldn't figure out Song Xu's attitude, and somehow he felt much better. Although Song Xu didn't seem to have any thoughts about anyone, at least he didn't want any changes until Jiang Mingchuan sorted out his thoughts.

After dinner, Zou Kai was in a hurry to go to class and left. Jiang Mingchuan and Song Xu went back to the dormitory to digest for a while before going out. Su mate Lin Zehuan was playing a game. Watching them come back, he turned around and said, "You left me for dinner again No friendship at all. I'm so sad."

Jiang Mingchuan said sharply, "When I called you, you said you had to catch up on sleep, play LOL, let's start a game, and go swimming later."

"I'm driving, go for a swim, let's go, after swimming, let's go to Supper City to have porridge, the four of us haven't had dinner together for a long time. Brother Cong, can you go?" Lin Zehuan yelled.

Xu Cong came out from the balcony after drying his clothes, put his left hand on Song Xu's shoulder, "Come on, by the way, Xiao Xuxu, there is no class on Thursday afternoon, I'm going to watch a movie with Ah Meng, can you Help me with my makeup."

"Amen? You want to go to heaven." Lin Ze laughed happily, "I got my little junior sister so soon? Okay Brother Cong, you really met the right person, and someone likes you with your EQ."

"Shut your mouth, you are the most awesome, running for five years is really enviable."

Lin Ze laughed happily and didn't answer Xu Cong's words.

A few people chatted and laughed, and when Lin Zehuan finished playing a game, he packed up and went out, rented two electric cars at the school gate, and drove towards the swimming pool.

When Jiang Mingchuan came out after changing his swimming trunks, Song Xu had also finished changing.He glanced at it, and only one thought flashed through his mind, absolutely.The legs are slender, and the muscles of the upper body are just right, not the kind of muscles deliberately sculpted by the gym, but the natural shape of the exercise, which is very natural and healthy, plus the slender neck and that face.Jiang Mingchuan felt that this person was really good-looking, and he watched Song Xu walking towards him, without moving. Song Xu walked up to him, as if deliberately teasing him, and said, "Why, it's hard to see me. Self-confessed?"

Jiang Mingchuan turned around, swallowed unnaturally, and said, "Let's go, both of them went out first."

It's not summer yet, and there aren't many people in the swimming pool, but it looks quite open. Song Xu said as he walked, "After a while, I have to come early in the morning if I want to swim, otherwise I won't be able to swim. The pool is full of people. people."

"I've never been here before. The environment here is pretty good." Jiang Mingchuan got into the water, and there was a large park next to the swimming pool. As far as the eye could see was a piece of grass, with a wide view, and he was in a good mood. Song Xu had already started swimming. Jiang Mingchuan swam five times with him, but couldn't take it anymore, and swam to Lin Zehuan who was beside him. After a while, Xu Cong also stopped.

The three chatted.

"This Saturday is Song Xu's birthday, so you are all free." Jiang Mingchuan said.

"Oh, sister Luo is coming." Lin Ze laughed and said, "You say that Song Xu is the same, and the relationship between the two of them is like that, why don't you admit it?"

"Who knows, anyway, if it were me, my heart would be full of joy. Sister Luo is so nice, she is beautiful and kind, but she thinks that long-distance relationships are unreliable, and she plans to get together again after graduation?"

Lin Zehuan wiped his wet hair, but did not answer Xu Cong's words, "Did Xuer say where to eat?"

Jiang Mingchuan said: "He said that Luo Ting wanted to come back to eat beef hot pot, so he reserved a private room. By the way, do you want to order a cake for him?"

Lin Zehuan and Xu Cong looked at him, making him confused, "Why are you two looking at me like that?"

"Did you not know or did you forget?" Xu Cong asked,

"Know what?" Jiang Mingchuan asked.

Lin Zehuan said: "That's right, every time you are the last one to arrive after playing, it's normal if you don't know. Every time Sister Luo and Song Xu go to the DIY shop to finish the cake and bring it here in the afternoon."

"Is this so?" Jiang Mingchuan suddenly felt a little bored, and swam to the other side by himself again, "What's the matter with him?" Xu Cong asked.

"Who knows, maybe it's because we broke up and haven't recovered yet." Lin Zehuan also dived and swam away, Xu Cong shook his head and followed.

After swimming, the four of them returned their electric cars, and then went to Didi Night City. They ordered a seafood casserole porridge, a few snacks and a dozen wines. With the evening breeze blowing, Jiang Mingchuan asked Xu Cong to talk about his pursuit journey. Xu Cong didn't hold back, so he started talking: "Speaking of which, I have to thank Song Xu, that junior sister came to return the books that Song Xu lent her, and wanted to borrow other textbooks by the way, but Xu'er is not here, so I will lend them to her." After going back and forth, I found out that I was a fellow villager, and we could chat again, and we gradually became acquainted, and we just agreed to date two days ago."

Song Xu clinked glasses with him, "If you really get married in the future, you must give me a red envelope."

"It's only the first few days, and I'm thinking about getting married. It's not Ze Huan who wants to get married first. I have to get married after graduation." Xu Cong joked.

Then I found that Lin Zehuan was drinking another glass of wine by himself, "Why drink it alone, let's have a drink together."

Lin Ze laughed happily, and after the four of them clinked glasses, he said, "I'm not married, we split up last weekend."

As soon as the words fell, the few people who were just about to drink were stunned. Xu Cong let out an "ah" and asked, "It's too noisy this time? Are you talking angry?"

Lin Zehuan drank the wine in the glass and put it down heavily, "It's not noisy, it's really divided, if you can't go on, you can divide it."

"That's not possible. From high school to the present, there is nothing to be dissatisfied with." Xu Cong asked again,

After Jiang Mingchuan finished drinking, he poured more wine for a few people and asked, "Is she going to study abroad too?"

Lin Zehuan raised his head and glanced at Jiang Mingchuan, and laughed, "I forgot, there is also someone who broke up sitting here, come on, let's go." The two clinked glasses and drank them all. Lin Zehuan said: "It's not just About studying abroad, she said she was too tired."

"She said that she was fed up with not being here when she was in a bad mood, not being here when she was wronged, not being here when she was sick, and even quarreling with a life where she could only quarrel on the phone. She said that her love seemed to be a little less after experiencing it once. Now I finally feel that I don’t love her anymore. She said that she will go to study abroad again at that time, and she has no confidence to survive for a few more years, let’s let each other go.”

"Do you know what the funniest thing is?" Lin Zehuan blushed and drank another glass of wine, "I actually said, why don't we get married now?"

"Hehe, she just looked at me for a long time, and then told me," Lin Zehuan lowered his head, took a deep breath, and said in a nasal voice, "She said, A Huan, this sentence is very important to me now. In other words, it’s not a dream come true but a nightmare, you understand.”

Several people fell into silence, Lin Zehuan raised his head and smiled, "Drink, Xuer, you don't have to drink, just let the two of them get me drunk, I've been suppressed for a few days, really, if I don't vent my anger, I'm really going crazy .”

Song Xu drank a bottle with him, fearing that the three of them would be really drunk and no one would take care of them, so they didn't drink any more, but Lin Zehuan drank in a hurry, and actually didn't drink too much. collapsed.Xu Cong was a person who didn't know much about drinking. He went to the toilet and vomited twice and walked back staggeringly. Jiang Mingchuan was not drunk, so he drank another bowl of porridge to pad his stomach, and still wanted to joke with Song Xu, "Look at me Breaking up isn't such a death thing." Song Xu rolled his eyes at him, waited for Xu Cong to relax for a while, and then called a Didi back to school, and after getting Lin Zehuan to bed, Song Xu went to take a shower, and when he came out, he watched When Jiang Mingchuan lit a cigarette in the corridor, he frowned and walked over.

"Didn't you say you won't smoke before?" Song Xu stood beside him.

"Something on my mind. This is the last one. I just dug it out. I won't touch it again after I smoke it." Jiang Mingchuan said.

"Missing Miss Yue?" Song Xu asked. "Emotionally aroused by A Huan?"

Jiang Mingchuan dusted off the dust, "No, we broke up peacefully."

"After all, I have loved, and it is normal to be reluctant and sad." Song Xu said.

Jiang Mingchuan looked at Song Xu, and after a long time, he suddenly smiled and said, "You know I have four ex-girlfriends in college, right?"

"I know, what's the matter?" Song Xu didn't like the smell of smoke very much, so he changed the direction, and Jiang Mingchuan said, "But I saw Ze Huan's sad look, and I was thinking just now that they and I really can't be called friends." Let’s love, the most is to like, otherwise I have never been very sad.”

He seemed to have opened up the conversation box, and continued on his own: "The first one is because the brothers quarreled together while playing, the second one was because she chased me, saying that she wanted to experience love, and the third one was because of playing basketball." We met in the game, and Lin Yue was able to chat at the party, so we got together. It’s easy to talk about being together, and they broke up. I don't feel guilty about breaking up." He pressed the cigarette butt into the water in the plastic cup, "but it doesn't look like that now."

He looked at the stars in the sky, "At the end of the day, I seem to be fine as long as I have someone to accompany me, so breaking up is not as heartbreaking as A Huan's. I seem to be really a scumbag."

Song Xu said: "You didn't cheat, and your ex-girlfriends didn't blame you for breaking up. Why do you think so much? Don't worry, you will always fall in love with someone who makes you sad and jealous." .Go take a shower, I will go to bed when my hair is dry. We have morning classes tomorrow."

Jiang Mingchuan smiled. He watched Song Xu quickly help Xu Cong to bed after taking a shower, and said to himself in words he could hear,

"The main reason is that I fantasized about you dating someone else, and I'm actually very upset."