I only like you when I'm a junior

Chapter 21 Lost

"We both know what's going on, you know what I'm talking about."

The dishes were served one after another, Song Xu was silent for a while: "Do you also know that Zou Kai likes me?"

"He told you what he told me before, and he probably told Sheng Lan as well, right Sheng Lan." Wu Qian said.

Sheng Lan nodded, "I've actually known it for a long time. Although I don't really agree with him to confess, but he is too firm, so I hesitated, thinking that maybe senior brother will really feel it. I am really sorry for senior brother. Originally, I I should have told you first." Sheng Lan apologized, and Song Xu shook his head at her, "So you want to say that Zou Kai's condition is not good, and the sponsorship has been affected?"

"Sponsorship has already been discussed at random. You Zhenghong and Ju Ling didn't seem to have any problems. The main reason is that Zou Kai has not been doing anything in the past few days. The last time we discussed the problem in the planning team, the result was almost unreasonable. The head of the activities department got into a fight, which frightened the little officers, and the effect was very bad. It was later discovered that he went out to drink with friends before he came, and he was a little drunk." Sheng Lan frowned, " But if it keeps on going like this, not to mention anything else, the other ministers are not very satisfied with him being overwhelmed all the time, and he would still deal with it in the past, but if it’s like this now, there may be internal disputes for a while."

"I thought he could suppress his emotions and was a rational person who could distinguish between public and private." Song Xu kept poking at the salad on the plate.

Wu Qian said: "He is the same as you, he can do whatever he wants to do, and he is a very proud person, and he has not suffered any major setbacks. The grades passed the last month of study and got the best major in our school. He is smart and confident, and has been going smoothly, but his failure to confess his confession still hurt him. He told me that he thought that he might be able to impress you slowly, because of you I don't exclude boys from liking you, but he said that you don't know why you refused and he refused firmly without leaving any room. He knows that you will do what you say, so he can't stand it.

Once Song Xu classified things as work, his mind brightened.After eating with Sheng Lan and Wu Qian, he directly called Zou Kai, who seemed to have just woken up.

"Are you sleeping?" Song Xu asked.

"Yeah." Zou Kai said in a low voice.

"Okay, let's talk if we have time tonight?" Song Xu said.

"it is good."

Jiang Mingchuan put the things in the cooking room. Zheng Xiu, the president of the culinary association and former classmate, gave him a key and said, "Usually we have classes after school. You can use them as you like during the day, but you have to share with them on Saturdays and Sundays." I say it because we might teach as well."

"Thank you." Jiang Mingchuan said.

Zheng Xiu smiled, "If it wasn't for Ah Jie who kept saying that you are a good person after breaking up with you, I would definitely not talk to you. Hey, it's because she doesn't care about you, so she won't care about you after breaking up." Well, you know that her favorite is Danmei. A few days ago, she told me that she took some time to go to Thailand to play and met a pair of Thai CPs that she knocked on. It’s really hopeless.”

Xue Xiaojie is Jiang Mingchuan's rotten girlfriend. It's better to say that Jiang Mingchuan is her experimental boyfriend than a girlfriend. Jiang Mingchuan only talked to her for 20 days and didn't even receive a kiss. The reason for the breakup is very funny. Said that he was in a relationship with him and delayed her from engaging in CP, and everyone got together and separated.Overall, she is a girl who does whatever she wants.

"It seems like she's coming back soon?" Jiang Mingchuan asked.

Zheng Xiu went downstairs with him, "It will take another two weeks, and their group will be back. What, the love is gone?"

"That's not necessary. I can't compare to her CPs." Jiang Mingchuan laughed.

"Oh, isn't that Song Xu? The one next to him is Zou Kai." Zheng Xiu said.Jiang Mingchuan followed her gaze, and Song Xu and Zou Kai walked towards the laboratory building, "The Social Association is really powerful. When we told us about today's garden party, we were all shocked by their generosity, and the garden party was the last A bustling association booth can win a sum of money for no reason, by the way, Jiang Mingchuan, I heard that your sugar water is also very good, do you want to help me?"

Jiang Mingchuan remembered that wechat message he had accidentally seen before, why did they go to the laboratory building?

"Jiang Mingchuan?" Zheng Xiu asked, "Is it okay?"

"Ah?" Jiang Mingchuan recovered, "What did you say?"

Zheng Xiu sighed, "The garden party will help me, and I will give you a copy of the final review notes."

"I'm thinking about it. I have something to do. Let's go first."

Zheng Xiu watched Jiang Mingchuan walking towards the laboratory building, not knowing why.The WeChat call rang, and she answered the phone: "What's wrong? I just finished chatting with your ex-boyfriend..."

The experimental building is actually a building surrounded by four buildings. There is a small garden on the first floor, but almost no one comes here at night. On the one hand, it is far away, and on the other hand, there is a beautiful artificial lake next to it. Take a walk in this dark environment.

Song Xu and Zou Kai sat silently on the stone porch. Song Xu took a deep breath and was about to speak, but Zou Kai spoke first: "These two days are my problem, and I won't make these mistakes again tomorrow. I will go to Senior Brother Zhang Jun and Senior Sister Wu Qian, you don’t have to worry about any embarrassment in communicating with me, just give me some time and I will take care of it.”

Zou Kai looked at Song Xu, "I know you might not want to come to me very much, I was prepared before, but I still didn't expect the follow-up reaction to be so big, I am already satisfied that you are willing to chat with me now After all, at least you don't think I'm disgusting."

"Zou Kai, I don't think anything about you." Song Xu said, "You're fine, it's my problem."

Zou Kai stood up, took a few steps forward, turned around again, looked straight at Song Xu, and asked the question that he had been unable to figure out: "Why, don't leave any room for it, you said you don't have time to fall in love, I can accompany you Looking at you, I don’t need to be your boyfriend, I’ll just fight with you, you say you don’t know what you like, I can let you feel it slowly, but when you start off well, it’s instant It has changed and left me with no hope, can't you tell me why? How can you make me accept the death penalty without giving a reason."

Song Xu was speechless, his feeling of repulsion towards that moment had not subsided, he looked at Zou Kai for a long time; "I can't give you a reason, it's my problem, I'm sorry I came to you when I wasn't ready, I The thing that brought him into work automatically, I forgot that it was a feeling, I couldn’t break it down at once, I ignored your feelings, I’m really sorry.”

"Why do you have to apologize?" Zou Kai was a little angry, "Is it necessary to apologize for this kind of thing? Song Xu, you really," he suddenly seemed to lose his strength, "I really don't have a different place in your heart. I'm a A good student, maybe he is a pretty good friend, and you want me to be the president of the Social Association in the future, so that's what you care about, really, not a little bit, is it different?" His eyes were a little red, "Can't you take those words back?"

Song Xu was a little at a loss, Zou Kai slowly squatted in front of him, held his hand, and said, "It's all good, I really need some time, everything else is easy to talk about, it's Song Xu, can you, Before the cultural month is over, don’t fall in love? I’m afraid I’ll be too mournful. Although it’s a bit selfish, but you said you don’t have time to like others, you can do it. At least until the cultural month is over, you don’t want to be with others. Ok?"

When Jiang Mingchuan walked over, he only saw Zou Kai holding Song Xu's hand, his expression could not be seen clearly under the dim light, so he turned and left.

"Where's Jiang Mingchuan? Haven't you come back yet?" When Song Xu came back, Lin Zehuan was the only one in the dormitory, and Lin Zehuan was hugging Le Zai. He didn't play the game, so he kept stroking his head, "I came back, went out again, said It's a drink date at night, so I may not come back to sleep."

Song Xu was a little disappointed. He actually wanted to come back and chat with Jiang Mingchuan. Although he also felt strange why he trusted Jiang Mingchuan so much, he felt that Jiang Mingchuan was very good and could talk to him about those things.

Song Xu touched Key's head, Key got up with a meow, and rubbed Song Xu's hand, Song Xu smiled, "Why are you so cute, little Key."

The dormitory door opened again, Jiang Mingchuan walked in, Lin Zehuan asked, "Why are you back again?"

Without looking at Song Xu, Jiang Mingchuan picked up the bag on the chair and said, "I forgot to take it." Just as Song Xu was about to say hello to him, Jiang Mingchuan walked out and closed the door.

"Did you two quarrel?" Lin Zehuan asked.

"Ah?" Song Xu was confused, "No, what happened to him?"

"You don't even know, how do I know." Lin Zehuan continued to hold the key, ignoring Song Xu.

Song Xu recalled that there should be nothing wrong with Jiang Mingchuan today, and he became even more irritable, so he took his clothes and went to take a shower.

"Aren't you coming back to sleep at night?" Song Xu lay on the bed, cut and deleted the conversation many times, and finally sent it out.He didn't know why he wanted to chat with Jiang Mingchuan, he knew that he probably didn't even look at his phone.

Wechat vibrated, and Song Xu picked up his phone.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Mingchuan replied.

Song Xu thought for a long time before saying, "It's all right."

"Okay." Jiang Mingchuan replied with another word.

Song Xu felt aggrieved, and felt that Jiang Mingchuan had something against him in every line, but he didn't know what it was.He put down his phone, picked it up again, put it down again, and picked it up again. He was already depressed because of Zou Kai, but now he got angry for no reason, and he sent a WeChat message, "Do you have any opinions on me?"

"No."

"There is no reason why you are so indifferent when you come back to see me, and why it is so simple to reply to my message."

"You think too much."

"Okay, then go drink. Leave me alone." Song Xu put the phone aside and closed his eyes. What's the matter? Today, it was fine in the morning, and it looked like this at night.

The phone vibrated again, Song Xu was angry and ignored it.

After a while, the phone vibrated again. Song Xu opened his eyes and took the phone.

Jiang Mingchuan replied with a few words.

At 22:10, "Then I'll be back, let's talk?"

At 22:23, "I'm almost at the gate of the school, let's chat, the playground is waiting for you."