sinovels Chapter 42 The Moon
Chapter 42 The Moon
Yuan Ci looked at him in a daze. He hadn't heard the name from others for a long time, and he almost couldn't remember it himself.
Liao Xia, an ordinary and kind nickname.When she was a child, Xie Lisi always called him that when she was taken away from the original home by her mother and raised alone.There are countless boys named "Liao Xia", and he is also one of those carefree boys.
It wasn't until he was brought back by Yuan Zhengye that his name was changed.At Xie Lisi's funeral, Yuan Zhengye put on a solemn and solemn father's appearance, saying that he hoped that in the future, "a gentleman will be one and all things will be accomplished."
When he got home and closed the door, he turned mad and cursed his recently buried wife for daring to give his son such a shameful name. His words were so vicious that people couldn't believe it. It was said from the mouth of a handsome and gentle businessman.
Obliterated and polluted, the name Liao Xia.
From this day on, there will be no more Liao Xia in the world.
"Why did you ask this suddenly?" Yuan Ci was unwilling to answer, and felt that this was not important to He Jingnian.
He Jingnian didn't know how to explain it to him.Do you say that every time you hear this name, you feel lost?He was restless and unable to say anything, as if he had lost something very important, but he couldn't remember where or what he lost, and he couldn't even be sure whether he had lost it.
"Forget it." He Jingnian was discouraged and got up to leave. Yuan Ci said quickly, "I am."
He Jingnian paused for a second, "Yeah." During this brief interval, he couldn't help but expect that the original voice could say something about Liao Xia, but the original voice didn't.He just held his hand and refused to let him go, and begged him to take Nightingale, saying that this gem was the meaning of heart, and once a heart was given out, it could only beat in one person's chest.
He Jingnian did not accept it after all.
Now that it has been confirmed, the name Liao Xia has nothing to do with him, it is the same as phantom pain in limbs, it is a wrong signal released by the brain after amnesia.Then, the nightingale that has a slight connection with it, like the original speech, has completely become something that has nothing to do with me.
When he left, he knew that Yuan Cisheng held Nightingale tightly and stared at him.His gaze was like a densely woven net, trying to bind his limbs and keep him inseparable.
So he quickened his pace and walked faster and faster.
Then he kicked off his clogs and ran down the corridor.
Although the ankle is still aching, there is nothing to do.
When he returned to the guest room, Shen Tangfeng was so anxious that he couldn't rest at ease. When he saw him, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Niannian, where have you been? I've been looking for you and you're not here."
"I went to experience the sauna room, and I couldn't bear to come out after getting steamed." He Jingnian fanned the wind with his hand, "I'm sorry to make you worry."
"It's fine." Shen Tangfeng pinched the back of his hand, "Why is it still so cold? I'll go and turn up the heat."
"When I came back, I went for a walk outside. After steaming for a long time, I felt like I became a prawn." He Jingnian laughed, but he was afraid in his heart that when would he become someone who would tell a lie without blinking his eyes? people?
Fortunately, Shen Tangfeng didn't notice any abnormalities, and went to bring him warm milk, telling him to drink it while it was hot.He Jingnian held the warm glass and drank it in small sips.
Not sweet, but healthier and more suitable for him.
Shen Tangfeng just sat on the side and watched him drink, and when he finished drinking, helped him wipe off the little milk stains on his lips.
Before going to bed, Shen Tangfeng took out the quilt from the closet and put it on the floor.It's not easy to sleep in separate rooms with tatami mats, so he put a certain distance between the two of them, not too close or far away, and they can still hold each other with their hands outstretched.
Pulling the light rope, looking at the glowing fluorescent lights floating in the darkness, they fumbled and held each other's hands.
In the silence, He Jingnian heard Shen Tangfeng chuckle and said, "Do we look like kindergarten children?"
So he couldn't help laughing, "Did you hold hands with others when you were in kindergarten?"
"You forgot, I went straight to middle school."
He Jingnian was slightly taken aback, only then did he realize that Shen Tangfeng was a child adopted by the Shen family.His biological parents are hopeless gamblers, raising him is better than raising a kitten and puppy, letting him be a wild child in a dirty alley.
When he was ten years old, his father turned on the gas and drove the whole family to commit suicide. He was rescued by luck, and then he was kindly adopted by Shen Peng and became the son of the Shen family.
He Jingnian felt that he was much luckier than Shen Tangfeng.Although my mother died young, my mother once really loved me.
"I'm sorry." He shook Shen Tangfeng's hand, "Did I remind you of something sad?"
Shen Tangfeng reached out and stroked his hair, "Stupid."
"It's great that you can meet your uncle and aunt." He Jingnian said, "I like them too, especially my aunt, just like my real mother."
Shen Tangfeng paused, tucked the quilt up for him, and said softly, "Go to sleep."
He Jingnian closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
At the end of the nose, there is still a faint smell of medicinal oil.
It should have evaporated long ago, and it should never have a cool aroma that shouldn't be there.
For the next few days, He Jingnian was always in a state of mind, always feeling that there was a pair of green eyes hidden in the shadows in some corner.As it turns out, it wasn't his neuroticism.Just yesterday, he and Shen Tangfeng went to have dinner, and as soon as the two sat down face to face, he saw Yuan Cisheng sitting down at the table behind Shen Tangfeng, casting a resentful look from time to time.
Shen Tangfeng was shocked when he saw him eating a meal, and thought that he was not feeling well, so he could only forcefully smile and put food that had no taste at all with his chopsticks.
During the period, Shen Tangfeng habitually took the napkin and wiped the corners of his mouth.At that moment, He Jingnian saw that Yuan Ci's voice was like a cat whose tail was stepped on, and the fur on its back exploded.
Two people dated, but there was a third person, He Jingnian was both helpless and extremely puzzled.Why is Yuan Cisheng so persistent in doing something almost masochistic?
Returning from a walk with Shen Tangfeng, they passed by a dessert shop that sold hot drinks.Shen Tangfeng knew that he liked to drink, so he went to buy it for him.He Jingnian waited on the side, looking at Shen Tangfeng's tall back, when his heart was warming, his arms tightened, and he was pulled into the alley around the corner, meeting a pair of cold green eyes.
He Jingnian's scalp was about to explode, he gritted his teeth and said, "What on earth do you want? Don't follow us all the time, okay?"
Yuan Ci said nothing, took a paper bag and stuffed it into his hand.The paper bag was warm, and He Jingnian looked inside. It was filled with freshly baked high-end French desserts and a cup of Tiramisu Earl Gray milk tea.He Jingnian was deeply impressed by the bronzing logo on the cup. It is an online celebrity store opened in South Korea. It is not only expensive but also requires a long queue to buy it.
"Drink." The original speech was concise and to the point, and then cast a glance at Shen Tangfeng who was standing in line, and the long and high eyelashes cast shadows at the end of the eyes.
He Jingnian was really speechless, he followed him like a spirit behind him for a long time, was it just for comparison?
"I don't want to. Don't bother me anymore." He pushed the paper bag into Yuan Cisheng's arms, and Yuan Cisheng stood there in a big way, stubbornly refusing to move.
He Jingnian became anxious, put the paper bag on the ground, turned around and left.After taking two steps, he couldn't help turning his head, Yuan Cisheng was still standing there, staring at him steadfastly.
A curly-haired puppy sniffed the scent and slid over.The little black nose sniffed the paper bag and began to pull it.
Yuan Cisheng picked up the paper bag without saying a word, and the puppy suddenly became unhappy, and surrounded his feet and barked at him.Yuan Cisheng sideways avoided, and the puppy chased after him and barked at him.
He Jingnian thought, it turned out that not only did Snoopy not like him, but other dogs also didn't like him, so he couldn't help but find it funny.
"Every year?"
He Jingnian came back to his senses, "Huh?"
"What are you thinking? You laugh so happily."
He Jingnian took the hot cocoa drink handed over by Shen Tangfeng, "Just now I saw a puppy chasing people for food, so cute."
Shen Tangfeng's narrow black eyes filled with a smile, "Cute."
He Jingnian curled his fingers, "You...you saw it too?"
Shen Tangfeng smiled, "I mean, Niannian who likes small animals is very cute."
He Jingnian relaxed and rubbed the tip of his nose embarrassingly.
Shen Tangfeng came over and kissed his cheek, "Sweet."
He Jingnian's ears became more red, but his back was numb with tension.The moment Shen Tangfeng got close to him, over his shoulder, he saw the voice of the original speech standing stubbornly at the corner.
Cheli's eyes were dizzy and red, with a moist light in her eyes, quietly, far away, she just focused her gaze on it.
He Jingnian held the cocoa in both hands, it was very warm, so hot that it was so hot that it stings slightly.The sense of guilt is like a group of little ants, crawling up the heart along the blood vessels.
Not appropriate.He didn't apologize to the original speech, and he didn't want to hurt anyone. He just wanted to get back on the right track of life and live surrounded by his warm family.
Shen Tangfeng is his most important family member, occupying most of his relatives in his limited memory.
He Jingnian fumbled for Shen Tangfeng's hand with the other hand, and held it tightly, walking together so intimately.
When passing that corner, He Jingnian's nerves tensed for a moment, and he knew that Yuan Cisheng must have seen it.The footsteps rise and fall, as if pulling on an unknown nerve, bringing out a secret tingling sensation.
The night before he left, Shen Tangfeng received a call from Shen Peng asking him to go back and deal with something.He Jingnian wanted to go back with him, but Shen Tangfeng meant that he was already here, and asked him to simply rest here for a few more days, and then call himself, and he would ask the driver to pick him up.
He Jingnian was worried, but he didn't dare to make a strong request to leave, for fear that Shen Tangfeng would notice something strange, so he had to bite the bullet and stay.
He didn't want to encounter Yuan Ci's voice again, so he stayed in the room and didn't go out.At night, he was so bored that he quietly pushed the door and went outside. Fortunately, it was very quiet.
Lying on a secluded terrace, he slowly breathed a sigh of relief.The night was quiet, save for the rustling of the trees being blown by the wind.After a while, there was a sound of splashing water.He Jingnian lowered his eyes and saw a person standing up from the water in the swimming pool below. The well-defined body was covered with wet drops of water. Under the reflection of the floor-standing landscape lamp, it looked like a statue carved in cold silver. .
It is the original speech.He sat by the pool, water dripping from his curly hair down the sides of his cheeks.He was born so beautiful that the water drops borrowed his brilliance and turned into translucent and shining pearls.He just sat there with his head half down, motionless.If it weren't for the swaying of the sparkling water, it almost feels like time is standing still at this moment.
After a while, he stood up and jumped into the water.
He Jingnian shrank back, as if he was afraid that the silvery water would splash on him too.
Yuan Cisheng swam two more laps, and finally landed on the shore wet, dripping, and took a bath towel and draped it over his body, revealing only a head with messy curly hair.
For no reason, He Jingnian thought of the cute pet video posted on Weibo.After many owners bathe their dogs, they wrap them in a towel, leaving only a fluffy dog's head sticking out.
The dogs are cute, but the original speech is not cute at all.He Jingnian thought so, but still couldn't help laughing out loud.
The silent night magnified all the subtle sounds, Yuan Cisheng raised his head and looked over by the moonlight.A snow-white face is immersed in the melting moonlight, brighter than the moon, but also as far away as the moon.Seeing him walking quickly in his direction, He Jingnian's heart thumped wildly. The moment he turned around, his hand trembled, and the teacup in his hand slipped down.
Then, he heard the crisp sound of the cup being smashed to the ground, turned his head and looked back, and the voice of Yuan Ci seemed to be raising his hand to touch his head.
After hiding in the guest room, He Jingnian was extremely disturbed.The original speech won't hurt, right?Even if you're not very tall, it's not a joke to be hit, so don't worry about it.
After a while, he heard footsteps coming from the corridor outside, getting closer and closer, and finally stopped at the door of his room.
"Niannian," Yuan Ci knocked on the door, "I'm dizzy now, can you take a look for me?"
"Go to the hospital if you are injured, and I don't know how to treat injuries." He Jingnian said nervously, "How about I call 120 for you?"
"No need, it takes up public resources at night." As expected of a big boss, the former chairman's structure is bigger than the average person. "Just help me see if it's swollen."
He Jingnian really wanted to say that it would be nice to donate a few more ambulances to take up public resources, but he still held back.In the end it was me who hurt someone, besides, all this would never have happened, it was me who was delusional.
"Niannian." The original voice knocked on the door again, "Niannian? Niannian, why do I feel dizzy even more, can you open the door and let me in first?"
He Jingnian sighed heavily, just as he opened the door, the shadow in front of his eyes suddenly fell, and the voice of the original speech fell softly as if he had pinpointed the timing.He hastily dodged to the side, and Yuan Cisheng straightened his waist and stood up straight back, presumably his head was not dizzy again.
"Are you really... not feeling well?" He Jingnian looked him up and down suspiciously.He was wearing a dark gray pinstriped bathrobe, not the kind provided by a hot spring hotel, it looked like an expensive high-end product.Her hair, too, was blow-dried and held back by a long headband of the same color, exuding a luxurious luster.
He was so dizzy that he was about to pass out, and he was able to dress up so carefully, he really deserves to be a big entrepreneur who is strict with himself.
Yuan Cisheng stretched out his hand to support the wall, "Well, I'm really uncomfortable. Niannian, I want to stay with you for a while, you won't drive me away, will you?"
"No, please get out." He Jingnian said indifferently, "I think you're lying to me, you weren't hit at all, you were just acting."
The original speech said "oh", pulled a cushion, pushed him on it, and then lay down on the tatami, with the whole head resting on He Jingnian's lap logically.
"I didn't lie to you." He took He Jingnian's hand and pressed it on the top of his head, "I am really dizzy and in pain."
He Jingnian was dubious, and tentatively touched his head.But Yuan Cisheng's hair was too much and too thick, and his thin white fingers stretched into the hair clumps, like being trapped in fine golden sand, slipping through his fingers without being able to grasp it.
So, when I touched it, it changed a little bit.The hair band was torn loose, and the magnificent thick curly hair was poured on He Jingnian's legs like waves, lined with cobalt blue cotton and linen material, flowing brilliantly.He must be crazy. He Jingnian knew that he was possessed, but he still couldn't help stroking the soft hair with his white and soft fingertips.
How could there be such a moving color in the world, just like the sumac tree burning wantonly in the warm autumn sun, He Jingnian sincerely praised it.It’s incredible, every time the field of vision is filled with this color, some kind of wonderful emotion seems to surge in the chest, as if... yes, it’s like hearing the name "Liao Xia", and even the soul is touched .
For a moment, he felt that what was lying on his lap was not his ex-husband who was annoying and pestering and couldn't understand human words, but someone who was so beautiful and whom he missed deeply.
"Niannian." The voice of the original speech held his wrist, He Jingnian leaned forward, and saw him slowly opening his eyelashes, like a slow motion of a butterfly fluttering its long wings, light and ready to fly.Those green eyes were shining brightly, like the fire of gemstones, burning his irises and burning his heart.
"Every year, every year." Yuan Ci stared up at him, said nothing, just called his nickname over and over again.He Jingnian clenched his lips, using the pain to regain his sober mind.
"Get up, no matter where you are, you can go."
Yuan Ci's voice could no longer understand human words, and even adjusted his posture and leaned on his lap, saying to himself, "Dizzy."
"..."
"Every year."
"what happened again?"
"Are you looking at me in front of you?"
"When?" He Jingnian coughed, "... didn't even look at you."
The original voice was stubborn, "You are just looking at me. You should sneak out to look at me while that guy is away."
"What are you talking about... nonsense." He Jingnian held back, "I just want to come out and breathe, that's all."
"If you don't want to see me, you can just turn around and walk away. Why do you keep standing there?"
"I stood there looking at the moon and the scenery, not you."
"When I looked up, you immediately backed away. If you weren't looking at me all the time, how did you know I saw you looking at me?"
He Jingnian felt that his head was going to be dizzy. "Get up." He pushed Yuan Cisheng's big broad shoulders without moving a muscle, and then went to break Yuan Cisheng's curly-haired round head, which was as heavy as a stone.Sure enough, this person's temper stinks like a stone in a latrine, and his head is as heavy!
"You're just looking at me." The voice of Yuan Ci presumptuously came to a conclusion, and then He Jingnian heard him mutter sadly: "You seldom raised your eyes to look at me before."
He Jingnian thought for a while, "Because you were with me for the sake of cake, you must have been very reluctant and fierce to me, so I was very afraid of you and didn't even dare to look at you, right?"
"..." Yuan Ci denied it with a guilty conscience, "No."
"I won't be like this now." He Jingnian said, reminding himself and reiterating to the other party, "We have nothing to do with each other. I have my life, and you have yours. Even if there is an intersection, it is only possible. It's because of Cake."
Yuan Cisheng's body gradually stiffened, his face turned cold, and he retorted stubbornly: "Contradictory! Then what are you looking at me for?"
He Jingnian was at a loss for words.There is clearly a moon in the sky, but I just want to look at him on the ground.But I can't blame myself for this, and no one can do anything about it.
"Everyone has a love of beauty, you look pretty when you are normal..." He Jingnian touched his ears, "So I accidentally took a second look."
Hearing the original speech, his face seemed to be less gloomy.He nodded, "I know."
He Jingnian smiled slightly.That's right, how can there be so much beauty without knowing it, let alone the beauty to his level.
Yuan Cisheng looked up at him, "But what's the use of being pretty." After a pause, "Have you ever liked me?" Before He Jingnian could reply, he lowered his eyelashes again, "Forget it, You even forgot about me."
He Jingnian said in a low voice, "When you like someone, appearance is not the most important thing."
"Then what is the most important?"
"Heart...well." He Jingnian said firmly, "Heart is more important than anything else."
Yuan Ci grabbed his hand and pressed it to his heart, "Then have you ever thought about understanding my heart?"
He Jingnian flinched, and through the light cotton and linen material, he could clearly feel the smooth skin underneath, the firm chest, and the beating heartbeat.That's all, he can't and won't, try to read more messages behind the heartbeat.
"Don't get into this again." He Jingnian met his eyes and said, "It's the same reason, no matter how precious gemstones are, for those who don't like this variety, they will always just look at them. It is impossible to give birth to the desire to collect, and naturally there will be no desire to understand."
The original voice held his long fingers tightly on his palm, "Will it not change? Is there no possibility?"
"No." He Jingnian saw the sad light overflowing from those beautiful eyes, like broken glass, spilling into his chest.Although it hurts, I still bear it. "If you don't like it, you don't like it."
Yuan Ci's eyelashes flicked, cutting the sad eyes even more fragments.He sat up slowly, his broad back cast a shadow like a dark and silent mountain, covering He Jingnian firmly.
He Jingnian thought he was going to leave, and finally he was going to leave, but he turned around on his knees, leaned over, stretched out his long and strong arms, embraced him, and pulled him into his arms.
He Jingnian curled up his fingers, and his arms fell down feebly.The white fingertips scratched the texture of the tatami rush rush, and there was a little rustling, really, only a little.
"But, I love you." Yuan Ci's voice lightly pressed the back of his head, his chin resting on his shoulder, the warm and hoarse voice blowing down the pinnae, it was a thin fiery meteor.Transparent and invisible, he insisted on igniting a prairie fire in his heart.
"He Jingnian, I love you." He murmured, "Even if there are thousands of people who love you, adding all their loves together, they can't match the love I have for you alone. Can you Understand?"
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The author has something to say:
In fact, Niannian has always been a face control hahahaha
Yuangou: After all, he is just a servant of Israel
感谢在2022-05-1100:00:00~2022-05-1200:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xuandong Pickup;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!