I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

Chapter 24

He Jingnian walked over with a blank expression, but Yuan Ci's voice didn't mean to move away, and still stared at him with those puppet-like glass eyes.

"Step aside."

If you don't hear the voice of Yuan Ci, if you hold his wrist, you will pull him to follow you.

"let me go……"

The original speech sounded the same, and even increased the intensity.

"I told you to let go of me, did you hear me!" He Jingnian yelled, maybe he had never seen him speak so harshly, Yuan Ci's footsteps paused a little, but he still refused to let go.

He Jingnian was extremely tired of his unreasonable attitude, raised his hand and bit down hard.At this moment, the hatred and ruthlessness were suppressed, and the blood oozed out densely and quickly, soaking his teeth, lips and tongue.He closed his eyes, and then clenched his teeth more forcefully, as if biting the throat of some sworn enemy.

Strangely, at this time, the mood gradually eased down.In the strong smell of blood, He Jingnian suddenly remembered that a long time ago, the young master said to himself seriously: "Please call me by my name directly from now on."

"name……?"

"Liao Xia."

"Liao...Xia...?"

"En!" The young master nodded vigorously, showing a big smile, "My name is Liao Xia!"

Liao Xia.

Clear timbre, wonderful pronunciation, at the moment of uttering the syllable, it seems to be reciting a magical spell, and a bright flower blooms vigorously in my heart.

He Jingnian raised his eyes, almost looking at the man in front of him with a bit of resentment.

It's all him!Completely ruined his own Liao Xia.

Such a beautiful Liao Xia, such a gentle Liao Xia, was completely destroyed by him.

"I hate you!" He Jingnian grabbed a thick stack of printing paper on the table next to him, and threw it heavily at Yuan Cisheng.

Papers flew all over the sky, and the paper cutter caught in the pile of papers fell out and slid down his face, causing a bloody gash in an instant.

"Why did you do this to me!" He smashed again.

"Why don't you believe me! Why do you bully me!" Continue smashing.

"When you are happy, you can coax it twice, and if you are not happy, you can kick it away. You don't have a heart, do you think everyone else is as heartless as you!" He smashed again and again until there was nothing to smash, he held on tight and only The remaining empty shell bag was thrown at Yuan Cisheng forcefully.

"Snapped."

Floating to the ground.

The original voice shook slightly.

Just now he remained motionless, his hands and face were covered with blood, but he didn't feel any pain.But this weightless paper shell suddenly made his heart ache.

But He Jingnian said he had no heart.

A person without a heart should have a fortress of iron and steel, invulnerable to knives and guns.

He Jingnian kept picking up objects on the ground and throwing them at him over and over again. It was as if a small hole had been pierced through his body, and his strength was continuously lost.Finally, he fell to the ground, and even crying became silent, only his shoulders were shaking up and down.

Yuan Cisheng walked over, knelt down and hugged him, and pulled him into her arms forcefully.

It's like hugging a hollow doll, without heat, losing its soul, and the numbness won't give him any response.

"Have you had enough trouble?" Yuan Ci's voice rarely showed deep exhaustion, "Come back with me when you've had enough trouble."

He Jingnian was startled, looked at him, and smiled silently.The smile slowly widened, but his face was covered with the saddest gray cloud in the whole sky.He raised his hand and gently stroked the man's cheek. Even though the blood clotted wound was terrifying, this face was still pretty.It was even more beautiful than the young master he had imagined countless times when he grew up.

"Do you know what I'm thinking right now?" He trembled his tear-stained eyelashes and closed his eyes sadly. "I was thinking how nice it would be if I never met you."

"The days when I was with you, every day, I lived in extreme pain. As long as I was by your side and saw you, it was a kind of suffering for me."

Yuan Cisheng did not speak, he was silent, like a dying beast crouching in the dark, exuding the breath of blood, repressed madness, and intense sadness.

"I see." His voice was low and hoarse, sounding like a handful of rough hot sand. "Be careful yourself, and tell Secretary Jin if you have anything to do."

Standing up, he turned his face to look back again, and there was a gleam in his eyes that made his chest hurt.He Jingnian saw that those eyes that were always sharp and bright, like a light that was suddenly turned off, dimmed instantly.

The due date is approaching, during this period, He Jingnian has not seen the original speech again.It seems that not long ago, they had just held a wedding, and not long after, the two heard the sound of the baby's heartbeat for the first time.But now, the things in these memories are so far away that they are a little blurry, like inserting a piece of frosted glass in my mind every day, isolating the memories layer by layer

He Jingnian lay on the balcony and looked towards the courtyard, where Snoopy was having fun on the grass.It has grown up a lot, from the round-bellied little flower dog who loves to be coquettish, to a qualified Beagle harrier.Aunt Yang Li couldn't even look at it because it was running around so vigorously, so she could only let it ravage the flowers and plants unscrupulously.

The sunlight seeps down from the branches of the trees, casting bright spots on the lawn, which are blown by the wind to move a small distance.

Today is a very sunny day.

He Jingnian patted his cheeks that were a little hot from the sun, turned around and walked downstairs, preparing for the last prenatal checkup alone.

"The baby's fetal position is normal, and I can meet you in a week." The doctor said with a smile.

He Jingnian put his hand on his abdomen, quietly feeling the slight fetal movement.He really wanted to know what the baby looked like, if it was the little girl who often came to his mind.Big eyes, soft hair, a face like a red apple, and a smile as sweet as honey.

But, he never had the chance to see his baby with his own eyes.He hopes Yuan Cisheng can take good care of their children.No matter how ruthless the original speech was, this child is still his child, and he should raise the baby as he promised at the beginning.

After the obstetric examination, He Jingnian met Shen Tangfeng who was walking with Zhuang Manyin in the hospital garden.Zhuang Manyin was in a state of depression, and she didn't seem to hear Shen Tangfeng talking to her.However, as soon as she saw him, she suddenly seemed to be a different person, ran towards him in three steps and two steps, and hugged him into her arms like a child.

Feeling her soft and warm embrace, He Jingnian felt extremely sad.In these years, among the people he met, only this lady seemed to be sincere to him.However, today's side is the last side.From now on, I am afraid I will never see her again.

"Madam, you must listen to the doctor's advice, and take medicine obediently when you are sick, so that you can recover soon."

Zhuang Manyin couldn't understand what he was talking about, so he just nodded, "Okay, okay..."

He Jingnian quickly turned his face away, and suppressed the tears from his eyes.

"Baby, go eat cake with mother." Zhuang Manyin held his hand and hurriedly took out a beautiful card from his handbag, pointing to the beautiful gold letters on it, "here, there is cake , the baby likes cakes."

"Mom, don't show him this!" Shen Tangfeng showed a look of panic that he had never seen before, and quickly took the card from Zhuang Manyin's hand.But He Jingnian had already seen it. It was a birthday invitation. The birthday person was named Wei Xinyue, and he didn't know her.

"She is the daughter of the famous Wei family." Shen Tangfeng gritted his teeth, "She was also Yuan Cisheng's fiancee in name."

He Jingnian raised his eyes, "What did you say?"

"Didn't Yuan Cisheng tell you?" Shen Tangfeng looked at him impatiently, "Although it was an agreement made by the elders on their own initiative, he did have a marriage contract with Wei Xinyue."

"That, that doesn't explain anything..." He Jingnian struggled to find a reason, "It's all happened in the past, right? It has nothing to do with the present, right?"

"Well, Yuan Cisheng voluntarily called off the engagement before going abroad." Shen Tangfeng hesitantly slowed down his voice, "But..."

He Jingnian asked: "But what?"

"The old man of the Wei family refused to let it go. He has always attached great importance to Yuan Cisheng, or the original family, and insisted on getting the two families married. In recent years, he has frequently brought up old things to Yuan Cisheng, even at the expense of taking out a few A mine with rich resources in exchange."

"How can this be..." He Jingnian completely lost his ability to speak, and his mind was buzzing non-stop. "He and I... He and I have already..."

Shen Tangfeng heaved a long sigh, "What happened between you and Yuan Cisheng, the Wei family has already investigated it clearly. To be honest, they don't care at all. A few days ago, Yuan Cisheng went to Wei's house again, Old Mrs. Wei even sent him out personally. The attendants said that they have never seen the old man in such a good mood."

After a pause, "What does this mean, can you understand?"

He Jingnian lowered his head deeply and saw his trembling hands.He doesn't understand, and he doesn't want to understand.But in the ear, Shen Tangfeng's voice was still like a sharp knife, stabbing each word.

"According to what they mean, they want to use Wei Xinyue's birthday party as an excuse to let Yuan Cisheng make an official appearance first."

"I don't believe it... I don't believe it..." He Jingnian shook his head desperately, as if this could change the unbearable truth. "Mr. Shen, the original speech said he wouldn't do this. Our child is about to be born, how could he..."

How is it impossible.Of course it is possible.

The inner voice laughed wildly at his stupidity.

Getting married to the Wei family is definitely a deal with huge benefits but no harm, how could the original remark be missed.

Back then, in order to succeed in his plan, he could hold a fake wedding with himself.Now, of course, in order to obtain more abundant resources, she can be with the Miss Wei family.

What's more, what is his own worth in his eyes?The meat and bones were cut and cleaned, but it was not enough to exchange for a handful of waste rocks in the mine.

He Jingnian wanted to ask Shen Tangfeng to take him to have a look, as long as he had a look.But he found that he couldn't speak, his voice became very small, his self-esteem became very small, and he himself became very small, so small that even a gust of wind could blow him into powder.

Shen Tangfeng nodded reluctantly, but he could only take a look at it from a distance, so he must not be too sad about it.But when he got there, He Jingnian had already forgotten his promise. The lively, joyful and gorgeous birthday party scenes rushed into his mind wave after wave, smashing all his thoughts into pieces.

Where is the original speech... Where is the original speech?He was running around like a headless chicken, looking for this person, and praying to the gods not to let him see him.I have already reached the limit, and if I continue like this, I am afraid that I will really die.You don't need to kill anyone to die like this.

Several guests walked towards the end of the corridor under the guidance of the servants, they looked like important relatives of the Wei family.He Jingnian followed them and heard them talking and laughing happily.

"It's all right now, the old man's wish can finally come true."

"Yeah, when that fake disappears, Xinyue will be able to marry Yuan Dong with peace of mind. I hope that the fake will be able to understand the good and the bad, and don't cry, make trouble and hang himself, making things ugly."

"You really think too much. With Yuan Cisheng's means, it's not easy to get rid of a little thing?"

"Then what about the child in his belly?"

"You are stupid, the young couple will love each other in the future, and sooner or later there will be a legitimate heir. As for the seed in the belly of the fake, just do what you like, maybe the original speech will not allow this burden to stay In the original home."

"Squeak-"

The servant opened the luxurious carved door at the end of the corridor.Through the gradually widening gap, He Jingnian saw Yuan Cisheng standing in the banquet hall with his back turned to him, lowering his head and talking to a beautiful girl beside him.

There was even a slight smile on his face, the girl also smiled sweetly, and the air was filled with happiness.

Such a smile, such a soft expression, he never gave it to himself.

He Jingnian stood for a while, then turned and left.

He was going, not knowing where, but always going.Go early, go fast, don't stay for one more second.

Back at Ruishan Yuting, He Jingnian thought he had to pack his things first.Packing up...but what did he have to pack?He has nothing.There was only one old bag when I came, and it was the same when I left.

But even so, he still sorted it out for a long time, from dawn to dusk, his thoughts were twisted into a circle, and his chest was throbbing with pain.

Walking out of the room, Aunt Yang Li was already asleep.Snoopy heard his footsteps and woke up immediately.Just as he was about to bark, He Jingnian gave him a "shh", and it lay down obediently, staring at him with big black eyes, as if knowing that he was going to leave.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated.The screen was glowing in the night, and the voice of Yuan Ci sent a message, saying that he would be there soon, and the two of them had a good talk tonight.

He Jingnian blocked his number, and walked out quickly.Ruishan Yuting is very big, and there is a long distance from where they live to the main road outside.

The sky suddenly began to rain. He Jingnian didn't have an umbrella, so he could only lift his bag to cover his head and started running.Soon... soon!The road was right in front of him, as long as he stopped the car and got in, everything would be over!

"squeak--"

Screeching brakes.

Yuan Cisheng kicked the car door and chased after him.

"Where are you going!" he yelled, "Don't go, I have something to tell you!"

The sound of rain muffled his voice, and the rain curtain blurred his figure. He Jingnian was very frightened. Who is that person?A demon from hell?I have already paid the price for the mistakes I made, why should I arrest myself?Why can't you let yourself go!

"Don't come here!" He Jingnian yelled in horror, "Please...let me go, please, don't chase me anymore!"

He didn't care about anything, and ran forward desperately.If there is a cliff in front of him, he will jump without hesitation, not afraid of death, as long as he can escape from this terrible demon.

"Doo--" "Doo--"

The siren blared non-stop, and the torrential rain poured down, turning the whole road into a river of light, bursting with dazzling light in the dark night.

"It's dangerous ahead! Don't run away!" Seeing that He Jingnian was about to rush into the traffic, Yuan Ci cried out in a piercing voice, "He Jingnian, come back, I won't chase you anymore!"

That's too late.

In the trembling field of vision, a car screamed sharply and rushed towards the thin figure.

When the prince was injured, the little sparrow was always by his side.The prince asked: "Good bird, can you tell me who you are?"

The little sparrow didn't want the prince to know who he was. After all, in this country, a humble sparrow is not worthy to serve the prince, and it would be blasphemy to even take a second look.However, in order to stay with the prince in a legitimate way, the little sparrow lied for the first time.

"I... I am a pigeon."

White and pure, the dove symbolizes peace and happiness and is the most beloved and noble bird of the country.The prince didn't hear the guilty conscience in his words, and said with a smile: "Thank you, little pigeon."

So, at the cost of lies, the little sparrow finally got the qualification to be with the prince.Even though this happy time was stolen by lies, one day it will all burst like soap bubbles in the sky, but the little sparrow has no regrets at all.

If possible, God, please make this illusory dream a little longer, a little longer——

Although the little sparrow tried his best to take care of the injured prince, the prince's injury continued to deteriorate day by day.The little sparrow wants to save the prince, and also prays to the wizard.The wizard said that if he wanted to save the prince, he could only exchange his most beautiful things.

"I am the most ordinary bird in this country." The little sparrow said sadly, "I don't have any beautiful feathers for you."

The wizard shook his head, "But, you have love for the prince in your heart, which makes your heart very beautiful."

"Then take my heart," said the little sparrow.

The wizard sighed helplessly, "Okay, but you have to know that once you lose your heart, you will die."

The little sparrow nodded firmly.

Soon, the little sparrow's heart beat in the prince's chest again, and the prince returned to his former appearance.

The prince wanted to look for a pigeon to help him, but found that there was no pigeon anywhere.Beside him, there was only a small gray sparrow curled up.

The little sparrow lay quietly in the haystack, his body was cold and stiff, and he had been dead for a long time.The prince sighed, full of pity in his heart, but he didn't know who the little sparrow was, let alone that he was willing to dedicate his precious heart to him.

Long, long ago, there was an ancient kingdom, and the prince was a proud peacock.He would often cry because of the inexplicable sadness in his heart.Of course, it didn't matter, because this little tear didn't hinder his beauty.

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[Sick and beautiful little blind man × innocent loyal dog devil] [Age & poor body shape] [Two generations of double cleanliness]

Chu Yaoxun was born with a pair of glazed eyes, but unfortunately she is a sick beauty who is blind, like a jade bud snow branch, which will shatter when touched.

In the Chu family, he lived like a beautiful breathing puppet, well-behaved and quiet, at the mercy of others.

Even, when he was about to die, he had to squeeze out the last bit of value——

In order for the Chu family to obtain a huge injection of hundreds of billions of dollars, he was forced to marry Bai Liming, who was feared by people as a devil, and became the concubine of this man who was ten years older than himself.

After her death, Chu Yao searched for her soul and saw that the Chu family was still singing and dancing.

His family members sneered: "Death is death, and small things can be used to the best of their ability."

Unexpectedly, not long after, the prosperous Chu family went bankrupt overnight, and the Chu family died like crazy, and no one was spared.

In the cemetery, the gloomy and handsome man watched his coffin being sunk into the deep pit, and said softly: "It's over, I can finally come to accompany you."

After finishing speaking, he jumped down.

This man was the husband who didn't even want to touch him, the cold and taciturn devil Bai Liming in my impression.

After rebirth, Chu Yaoxun decided to truly live for herself.

He grasped everything he deserved, got rid of the Chu family to live independently, and even became the closed disciple of the master perfumer, astonishing the industry at international conferences.

It's just that in this life, Bai Liming never entered his life again, and never held his trembling little hand like in the previous life, and said in a cold voice without emotion: "Marry me."

Everyone knows that Bai Liming is a vicious and terrifying demon, and he should be avoided if he can.

But at a high-end fragrance appreciation meeting, the little blind man from the Chu family who was expelled from the house successfully stepped on a thunderbolt, and the fruit juice splashed all over his body.

Just when people were terrified, Bai Liming knelt down on one knee and carefully wiped off the water droplets on the toe of the boy's shoes.

Everyone was even more afraid, and since then it has been rumored that Chu Yaoxun will not survive for half a month.

But later, what the paparazzi secretly captured was this picture: the man bent over and bowed his head, took off his coat and wrapped the boy tightly, wrapping him in his arms with infinite affection.

People curiously speculated that Chu Yaoxun had some ability to tame demons into human beings.

Only Bai Liming himself knew that he once had a dream in which he possessed and dirty the pure white snow, causing the man to be afraid of him and avoid him, and eventually died prematurely.

The nightmare was too real. After waking up, Bai Liming tried his best to restrain his greed and decided to hide in the shadows to protect his treasure.

Unexpectedly, not only was that person not afraid of him anymore, but he often moved to his side.

The boy on crutches held the corner of his clothes with his snow-white and red fingertips, and stared straight at him with his lustrous glazed pupils, "You... When will you come to marry me?"

感谢在2022-04-2600:00:00~2022-04-2700:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Fly Wow; ah...that's not because of this 1 bottle; 1 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!