sinovels Chapter 14 Collapse
Chapter 14 Collapse
The setting sun overflows the window lattices, flowing like water on the corners of the walls and on the ground, smearing a fluffy and thick feeling, weakening the loneliness of the sky and the earth after autumn.
He Jingnian was sitting beside the crib, playing the sleep bell hanging on the bed.
The bed bell is very beautifully designed. It is a group of little fat chirps, including little sparrows, little pigeons, little peacocks and other birds.With a light touch, it will spin slowly, and there will be a crisp and pleasant music.
Why hasn't Mr. Yuan come back yet?Why can't I help but start thinking about him not long after I left?
He Jingnian lowered his head and buried his hot face into his arms.
In fact, I thought about it before, but I didn't dare.Because every second you think about, you feel sad for every second.Sadness kept accumulating, causing heavy pain in the chest, and even the heartbeat became stagnant.
In the future, can you boldly think about him more?
He Jingnian curled the corner of his mouth and yawned slightly.When the original speech came back, they still had to continue to arrange the baby room, so he closed his eyes and decided to take a nap for a while to refresh himself.
He narrowed his eyes, and the sound of the door opening woke him up.Open your eyes, the last ray of light outside the window has completely disappeared into the other side of the horizon.
Yuan Cisheng was standing quietly in front of him in the gloomy and gray eyes, and Bicui's clear eyes were condescendingly watching him, without a trace of emotion, and seemed to be thinking about something seriously.
"You're back." He Jingnian felt that Yuanci's voice was a bit strange, and he was inexplicably flustered.
Yuan Cisheng stretched out his hand towards him, spread out his five fingers, and the small dark square box lay in his palm, "It's something you dropped."
"Thank you..." He Jingnian took his Walkman, the casing of the machine was warm to the touch, and it seemed that someone had held it for a long time.
The voice of Yuan Ci stopped talking again, and only looked at him silently.He Jingnian was forced to become more flustered by his substantial gaze, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
"Who is the person inside?"
He Jingnian trembled, "What?"
Yuan Ci laughed, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, as if wearing a cold and pale mask on his face. "Who is that person in the Walkman recording?"
He Jingnian's breathing became obviously rapid, "Have you heard it?"
"I haven't finished listening." The smile in Yuan Ci's voice became sharper, "But it's enough."
When he thought of the youthful voice that was as clear as a stream in the mountains, he felt extremely disgusted, as if he had swallowed some dirty thing alive, and even his internal organs were stirred up.
"Enough... what do you mean?"
"What does he have to do with you?" Yuan Cisheng squatted down, clamped He Jingnian's jaw and lifted it up forcefully.The white neck was like the long neck of a dying white bird, trembling under the force of suppressed anger.There are still eye-catching red marks on the delicate Adam's apple, which was bitten by him last night.
It's just that at that time, he still felt that the other party was like pure and flawless snow, but now it was already like slush that was trampled on when the snow melted, and it suddenly became dirty and black.
"He was just a friend from a long time ago..." He Jingnian felt that his mandible was about to be crushed, and every word he said was painful. "Even...even if he stands in front of me now, he won't remember me."
"A friend from a long time ago?" Yuan Ci sneered as if hearing some big joke, "I told you that I hate cheating, haven't you forgotten?"
"I didn't lie to you. I was only 11 years old at that time. It was really a long, long time ago." He Jingnian closed his eyes and said sadly, "I have forgotten what kind of person he is."
"So, you've missed him for more than ten years?" Yuan Ci's eyes fell on the Walkman, until now, He Jingnian is still holding it tightly, it's really dirty, dirty to death!
"Put it under the pillow every day when you sleep, and take it with you when you go out, even..." He felt stuck in his throat, and suddenly couldn't continue.
No wonder he had such a reaction to hearing himself read that story that night.Even, when he was hugging him, he probably only thought about that person.
The original speech forced himself not to think about it anymore, even if he thought about it again, he was so disgusted that he almost went crazy.
"It's a waste of a day, I'll go to work first, you go to bed early." He turned around and left quickly, he couldn't stand staying for a second longer.Rage and shame rampage in this invulnerable body that is quick to come to a knife and a gun, and the dignity is crushed and disintegrated, and it is completely disintegrated.
The door was closed heavily, and He Jingnian was left alone in the darkness of the rising tide, feeling an unprecedented despair in his heart.
He was still delusional, thinking that the gods spared him the punishment of being greedy.But the fact is that I only had a short-lived dream, "snap", the dream shattered, fell from a higher place, and was smashed to pieces.
Yuan Cisheng never spoke to him again, nor did he look at him again.He is alive, but like a ghost, wandering in this place that does not belong to him at all.The ghost still has a grave to live in, but the original speech does not want him, he is a real lonely ghost.
After a few days like this, He Jingnian couldn't bear the suffering any longer, and knocked on the closed door on his own initiative.He knew that the original speech voice was inside, but the original speech voice still ignored him.He has no choice, he is always helpless, he can only wait outside.
Finally, the original speech came out, and his eyes flicked across the air indifferently.He Jingnian followed behind and called him, but his footsteps did not stop for a moment.
For a moment, He Jingnian even had a fear that he had really become a ghost, so Yuan Cisheng treated him like this.
"Mr. Yuan...!" He plucked up the courage to stop in front of him, and only then did his glass-like green eyes slide down, responding a little.
"This." He Jingnian spread his hands and raised the Walkman in front of him, "I'll give it back to you."
The original voice was emotionless, "What do you mean?"
"I don't want it anymore, you can do whatever you want with it." He Jingnian paused, "You can throw it away..."
The original speech was silent.Time passed by every minute and every second, unable to bear this embarrassing atmosphere, He Jingnian said in a dull tone: "I have no friends since I was a child, so I cherish them more, it's really just like that."
Yuan Ci looked at him, and in just a few days, he became visibly thinner, his pale cheeks were faintly blue, and his sharp jaw was so fragile that it would break if he pinched it.
"Come in."
He Jingnian was taken aback, he didn't expect him to be willing to pay attention to him so soon.
"Here." Yuan Cisheng pointed to the position beside him, and He Jingnian sat down slowly. When he was restless, his ankle was suddenly grabbed, which made him struggle hard.
However, the big hands that bound his ankles were much stronger, and he put his feet directly on his legs, and then took off his socks.
Xuejing's feet suddenly touched the cold air of late autumn, and her toes curled up tremblingly.
"What's wrong?" Yuan Ci raised his eyes, "Didn't you do this every day before?"
He Jingnian clenched his lower lip, and made deep folds on the bed sheet with both hands.
"Speaking of which, the previous story hasn't been finished yet." Yuan Cisheng took the album and looked through it carefully, "Where did it go last time?" He raised his eyes, "Do you still remember?"
"I...I don't remember..." He Jingnian's eyelashes trembled like a frightened butterfly, "Mr. Yuan, I don't want to hear this anymore."
"Why?" The original voice leisurely turned over a page, "Because the object is me?"
"no……!"
"You lied to me again." Yuan Ci's tone was flat, "After listening to something for more than ten years, how can you say that you don't want it and don't want it."
He Jingnian couldn't argue, his red eyes were misted with sadness, and he just looked at him steadily.Such a pitiful look, Yuan Ci's voice seemed to soften, he stretched out his hand, hugged him to himself like that night, and said, "I remember."
Amidst the eloquent chanting, He Jingnian's tears finally welled up in his eyes, and he cried sadly, the tears fell straight down, hitting the back of his clenched fists with big ones.
The original voice stopped, and put the book away, "I'm going out, you can rest."
The corner of the clothes was held.Lowering his eyes, he saw He Jingnian's soft and black heart, and his fingertips turned white with force.
"Don't go." He Jingnian hugged his waist, and pressed his cheek against his clothes, which were soft and damp, and he could feel the steam from tears through the fabric.
"For the rest of the time, I belong to Mr. Yuan wholeheartedly." He choked up, "So, can you hug me again? I..."
I'm leaving soon, please, be nice to me, okay?
Yuan Cisheng froze, and forcefully opened his hands, shackling those two thin wrists in his palms.Then he leaned down and mercilessly pushed the person down on the soft and thick mattress.
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