I don't want you

Chapter 12

Back home, Xiao Qingmu quietly watched TV in the living room, he didn't seem to be surprised that he disappeared for a day, and he didn't ask where Shi Xiang went.

Shi Xiang's eyes were swollen from crying, and when he looked at Xiao Qingmu, he was very secretive, the dimmest lights were turned on in the living room, he couldn't see Xiao Qingmu's expression clearly, and he didn't dare to look at it.

"came back?"

Shi Xiang hadn't unbuttoned his clothes for a long time. Hearing Xiao Qingmu's words, it took him a while to realize what he was saying to himself.

"Um……"

The buttons of the coat got tangled up somewhere and got tangled up, and couldn't be undone or pulled off.

When Xiao Qingmu came over with long legs, he was still immersed in the sadness that the button also caused him trouble.

In the past, he always felt that Xiao Qingmu's body smelled good, but he had never carefully smelled what kind of fragrance it was.

It's the light men's perfume that he can't tell, and the scent of shower gel that lingers on his body after taking a bath.

It's fatal temptation.

Shi Xiang stood still, waiting for Xiao Qingmu to undo something with ease, finally unbuttoned it, took a step back, put down the button and looked at him.

If you look up now, it will be ugly, right?

What to do, he really wants to cry.

"thanks……"

Xiao Qingmu took off his clothes and hung them up, then reached out and pinched his face, turned around and left without saying a word.

what happened?

Shi Xiang's tears flowed out.

He has countless words that he wants to act like a baby, and he can hardly hide them anymore.

That heart was beating violently, just because now he wanted to kiss him, hug him, sleep with him, and ask him if he wanted to hold his hand, because his hand was too cold.

But he was so cold, yet with such a warm heart, he came back to look for him.

How can you only let him see the back...

He's really worthless.

Now he really has no way to ask him if he has such a mentally retarded problem after eating, and can't tell him some mentally retarded words, Xiao Qingmu doesn't want to listen, he is also very tired, he needs to rest for a day, there will be a new battle tomorrow.

Yes, he called it a fight, because there was no other way, he couldn't even scold him like a child to make himself unhappy, and sad people. He found that he liked Xiao Qingmu, very invincible, and if he liked it so much, who wouldn't let him like it? Who is he in a hurry with?

That's why he has to wait, wait for an opportunity, to fully own his opportunity.

Shi Xiang wiped away his tears with his sleeve, his face was sore, he went back to the room and saw the puppet that Xiao Qingmu asked someone to make for him before, and saw the text message his mother sent him.

He is not a sensational person, but this text message, his eyes were wet once, and his eyes blurred before he pressed the words, so he simply didn't reply.

That night, Xiao Qingmu stood at the door of Shi Xiang's room, hesitated again and again, did not go in, could only go back to his room, wrapped in a cold quilt and fell asleep.

After a night of sleep, Shi Xiang saved his energy to replenish himself, woke up and tidied himself up, went into the living room and saw a hot breakfast, opened Xiao Qingmu's room, and found that the person had disappeared.

The way they get along becomes more and more strange.

Once Xiao Qingmu put his mobile phone next to the table while eating, and a text message was sent, Shi Xiang glanced at it when he was putting the bowl, as if he caught a glimpse of the word "Brother Xiao", Shi Xiang threw the bowl heavily on the table, Angrily asking what Brother Xiao is about, who are you texting?

Xiao Qingmu took it over to have a look, handed it to Shi Xiang, and said helplessly, Shi Xiang, take a closer look.

Only then did Shi Xiang see that the letter was written by Zhou Ren, and it started with "Brother Xiao"

Shi Xiang felt bored and didn't eat, so he went to watch TV, Xiao Qingmu asked him to eat, but he didn't eat, Xiao Qingmu said that if you don't eat, your stomach will break down, it hurts a lot.

When Shi Xiang was unwilling to go there, Xiao Qingmu asked him to sit next to him, picked vegetables for him, and said that he should eat less meat at night.

Shi Xiang was depressed and wanted to cry.

This seemingly harmonious life lasted for more than a month, Shi Xiang looked at the flowers and plants in the temperature-controlled room, and couldn't feel the passage of time. After careful calculation, he and Xiao Qingmu had been together for half a year.

In the middle of winter, the days became shorter and the nights longer, and the time he spent with Xiao Qingmu became less and less.

No matter what Xiao Qingmu thinks, Shi Xiang is true and can't help it.

He wanted to be hugged by Xiao Qingmu when he was on the sofa, he wanted to be hugged by Xiao Qingmu when he was eating, and he wanted to be hugged by Xiao Qingmu when he got up.

I feel aggrieved just thinking about it.

These days Xiao Qingmu was not treating him badly, he was even more caring and careful than before, but Shi Xiang just didn't know why, he felt that Xiao Qingmu was far away from him, and he was only being nice to him because of politeness.

Another day was very late, Xiao Qingmu did not come back.

Shi Xiang called Xiao Qingmu, Xiao Qingmu picked up after a while, and Shi Xiang raced against time, asking: "Where are you, why didn't you come back?"

Xiao Qingmu said: "I work overtime in the company."

Shi Xiang asked again, have you eaten yet?

Xiao Qingmu said he ate it.

The two of you asked and answered like this, Shi Xiang felt that Xiao Qingmu might have to hang up the phone next time, he thought for three seconds, before he broke the boat, "Do you not want me anymore?"

Xiao Qingmu answered quickly, he said: "It's not a question of wanting it or not, aren't we in a nurturing relationship?"

Shi Xiang had never heard him say such a thing before, as if he was humiliating him, he was stunned for a while, and the sourness that followed made him forget everything, he cried and yelled at the phone, "Yes, it's the nurturing relationship, If you don’t want it, don’t you want it? I don’t want to play with you anymore, do you think that only you have money, I don’t care about your money, come back! I’ll return the money to you when you come back!”

"Shi Xiang, why are you crying?"

"I didn't cry."

"Shi Xiang, let me ask you one last time—"

Shi Xiang turned off the phone, he didn't want to hear Xiao Qingmu ask him, not so much that he didn't want to hear Xiao Qingmu ask this question, it's better to say that he didn't want to admit his feelings for Xiao Qingmu under the current situation.

That's right, he has liked Xiao Qingmu for a long time, not because he is fresh, not because he is a president, but because he likes him.

But, he has been with him for so long, and let him go, no matter what, he should tell himself that he likes it first.

Shi Xiang locked himself in the room——since Xiao Qingmu often worked overtime and didn't go home, he moved into his bedroom on his own initiative. When Xiao Qingmu came back, he saw that he had filled the entire closet with his clothes, what? Didn't say anything, it's a tacit consent.

I don't know how long I waited, the door was opened, Xiao Qingmu walked in, knelt down and hugged him.

Xiao Qingmu said, don't cry, your eyes will hurt if you cry again.

Shi Xiang couldn't listen to what he was saying at all, he only had his own thoughts in his mind, he sobbed and said, you can't do without me.

Xiao Qingmu seemed to have been hammered in the heart, and he had no ability to resist counterattack at all.

What did he do...

Turned the time like this.

Touching Shi Xiang's back, he kept giving him comfort and nodded yes.

Shi Xiang cried and twitched, and could no longer tell what Xiao Qingmu's actions represented at this time.

"Then you have to say it yourself, admit it yourself, say you, you like me..."

Xiao Qingmu took a deep breath and spoke slowly.

"Shi Xiang, I like you, I can't live without you, I want to see you all the time, please don't leave me, please stay with me all the time."

Shi Xiang was stunned, tears hit the back of Xiao Qingmu's hand.

"That, that's good."