i don't think i will love you

Chapter 37

When I woke up the next day and saw the person sleeping next to me, I still felt that such a scene was unreal. I carefully touched Ruobing's face with my fingers, and when I was about to touch Ruobing, he raised his hand and embraced me. In my arms, I heard her whispering in my ear, she said: "Wuyou, I am here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

I didn't move or speak, just being hugged quietly by her like that, Ruobing's embrace was so warm and soft, I took a deep breath and inhaled her body fragrance into my nasal cavity, it smelled really good.

My legs were swollen badly. When Ruobing helped me to the ground, her tears hit my palms. I felt distressed, and then told her, I'm fine, I'm really fine.

We didn't go back to China directly. Ruobing took me to the United States first, where I had surgery and facial repairs. During my recuperation period, Ruobing stayed by the hospital bed and took care of my daily life.

"How do you feel today? Does it hurt?"

"fine"

"Tell me if it hurts, don't hold back."

"Um"

"Wen Wuyou"

"what"

"worry free"

"Um"

"The doctor said that a second operation is needed, saying that this is the only way to keep your leg."

"Oh"

"Worriless, nothing will happen, definitely not."

"Well..." I don't know what's wrong in front of Ruo Bing, I want to talk to her, but in the end it's just a simple response. Ruo Bing's drag.

Ruobing, how much I want to stand in front of you healthy and healthy, how much I want to show you a bright smile, how much I want to give you a complete self, I'm sorry, Ruobing, I didn't do it, In the end I fell down, I'm really sorry.At night, I hold Ruobing's hand tightly to sleep, only in this way can I feel at ease, and only when I see that face every morning when I open my eyes, can I feel that all this is not a nightmare.

I love Ruo Bing for 15 years, I love her when she is by my side, and love silently when she is not by my side.I spend most of my life thinking about her and loving her. I think I may be sick, suffering from a strange disease called obsession with Ji Ruobing, which cannot be cured.

The second surgery went very well. My legs are recovering gradually although they are not as good as before. The facial revision surgery was also very successful.Looking at the faint scars still left on my chin and forehead in the mirror, I raised my head to meet Ruobing's distressed gaze, and moved my lips slightly, and said, "I've become ugly, do you still want me?"

And my Ruobing said: "My Wuyou is the most beautiful girl ever."

Not long after leaving the hospital, I was carried on the plane and returned to my homeland. At the airport, my father saw that I was tired in a wheelchair and ran up to touch me up and down. It's not worrying at night." On the way home, I leaned on Ruobing's shoulder in extreme exhaustion and fell asleep.

Mom, I love you. In this life, I only cared about two women. Ruo Bing is the second, and I will never surpass your position in my heart.

When I got home, my father supported me when I was going downstairs and upstairs. My mother and Ruobing worked together to help me into the wheelchair and push me into the elevator. I was lying in the bedroom and never went out because I was unable to move.Later, one day, I suddenly found that my mother seemed to get along very well with Ruobing. They sat together and chatted about dance, art, and even small details of life.

Today I was eating steamed stuffed buns at home, and Ruo Bing brought in two of them for me to eat. After I took a bite, she asked me, "Wuyou, is it delicious?" I nodded, and she smiled sweetly and said: "I made the stuffing, my mother taught me."

Mom, Ruobing didn’t know when I reached an agreement with my mother. I looked at Ruobing with wide eyes, and then she took a big bite of the untouched buns on the plate, and she said, “Worriless, It smells like mom here."

In the evening, Ruobing helped me take a bath first, and then went to bed to hug me after tidying up. Her hand rested on the scar on my forehead, and then she attached her hand to the scar on my forehead and kissed it.I closed my eyes and felt her soft lips. Her lips became extremely hot, like a branding iron, deeply branded on my skin from top to bottom, and branded it in my heart.

Ruobing is very restrained every time she wants me, my legs can't move much, and my body is weak, she will stop immediately when I frown slightly and put me to sleep, Ruobing like this makes me really I want to drown in her gentle hometown.

I gave Ruobing all the first times in my life, some happy ones, some sad ones, and some desperate ones, but I want to say that I have never regretted my choice.

After recuperating at home for more than half a year, I can almost walk independently, but I can't continue dancing. When I returned to the dance troupe, I looked at the children in the troupe who were still working hard for their dreams. The eye sockets in my eyes became inexplicably hot. Everyone's pursuit may be different, but it doesn't matter what your purpose is. In this process, we have honed our will and quality, and it has also made us grow up gradually.

I always thought that Zhigang was an honest and steady kid, but when I said that I would hand over the dance troupe to Ruobing in the future, he was the first to stand up against it. The scene at that time was very embarrassing. She asked me with a straight face: "Sister, why, why is it her, why?"

As Zhigang's questioning fell to the ground, Wade and Huiwen also spoke out, but they were going to appease other students. I stood in front of Zhigang and looked up at the boy who was already many centimeters taller than me. If you have something to say, tell me to go to the office with me, Zhigang, you are already 20 years old, you are a man, don't be willful."

Behind me in the office was Zhigang who was panting and panting. I stood in front of the window and turned my back to him. After waiting for a long time, I heard a sentence squeezed out of Zhigang’s mouth. You are the first to have dance in life. I watched you get injured and fell again and again. I know there are many things that I should not think about, but I can’t control my brain. Sister, I don’t I understand, she treats you like that, why do you still love her, why."

I thought about it, but I didn’t come up with an answer. I have asked myself the same question many times, why did I fall in love with Ruo Bing? In fact, I didn’t really fall in love with her. I don’t know. Can't let go, can't leave.

After a long time, I said to Zhigang: "Zhigang, love is not love first and then love, but love first and then love. I don't know what I love about Ruobing, but I want to tell you What’s more, I will only stick to her in this life. Zhigang, I am your teacher, and I can only be your teacher in this life.” That day I saw Zhigang’s blood-red eyes, and I saw Zhigang standing at the door. Ruo Bing, whose eyes were dim with tears, walked over and put the tissue in her hand over her eyes, and sighed softly: "It's really difficult to manage children nowadays, it seems that I have to do it myself."

In the end, I was still in charge of the dance troupe and did not hand it over to Ruobing. Wade returned to the United States shortly after I returned to China to return to his wife and children. Before he left, he found me. We sat on the lawn, and he Said to me: "Worriless, I am waiting for the news of your success and fame on the other side of the ocean."

When the plane rushed into the wide blue sky, Hui Wen said to me: "All the media have been contacted and the news has been sent out. Let's go back. The press conference will start in one hour. "

I said, "Okay, let's go back."

Turning around and taking steps, I know that a new round of challenges is about to begin. Life is actually like a long journey. After each period ends, a new stage begins. I believe that I have the ability to meet the challenges that follow. coming challenges.

Ruobing also returned to her team later, and continued her dancing career in the circle she is familiar with. I often go to see her in my spare time, and then I will give my opinion. She listens to me very carefully. Suggested, later I brought the choreographer teacher from my dance company to specially choreograph the dance for Ruo Bing.

I named that dance, Unreal.

When Ruobing led her team onto the stage, I stood in the audience and applauded her. When the whole audience cheered for her, I was happy for her.

Ruobing, I am very happy that I can help you realize your dance dream, and I am also very happy that I have witnessed you bravely climbing to the top.

Ruobing, thank you for giving up everything and coming back to me, and even more thank you for coming back to love me regardless of past suspicions, Ruobing, please believe me, believe in my sincerity, and believe in my unchanging oath throughout my life.

That is, love you, forever.