I don't love you in my next life

Chapter 13

Is there such a person who broke into your world quietly, but you didn't care about her, and there is no difference in living with her every day, but in fact, you have become accustomed to her existence unconsciously .Is there such a person, it seems unimportant to you, it seems to be just a dispensable existence, but when she really leaves, it is like a bolt from the blue.Is there such a person who silently pays for you, likes you and loves you silently, but you feel that you only have a faint affection for her, and you feel that it is impossible for you to like her at all, but when she chooses When I gave up, I realized that I seemed to have understood my heart...

And all this is not just an afterthought...

Just when Mo Qingyu was still in a hurry, Ning Yusheng finally ran in in a hurry.

"Sorry...for the delay because of something." Ning Yusheng said apologetically, but her anxiety and anger were concealed in her eyes.

"It's okay, what happened?" Mo Qingyu naturally saw Ning Yusheng's anxiety and anger, so she asked.

Ning Yusheng shook her head, she didn't seem to intend to say anything to Mo Qingyu.

"Then what's the matter with me?" Mo Qingyu was very puzzled. When Ning Yusheng called her today, her tone was very anxious, as if it was a big deal, so Mo Qingyu agreed to go to the appointment.

"...I came to you to ask... have you ever liked me? Even a little?" Ning Yusheng asked cautiously after hesitating for a while.

Mo Qingyu was silent when asked this question, did she ever like her?If so, what is Luo Xinyan's status?She has always liked Luo Xinyan, could she like two people at the same time?

Ning Yusheng's mood at this moment was very complicated, and she looked at Mo Qingyu nervously, wishing she could answer an answer that surprised her.

Mo Qingyu frowned lightly, she was complicated towards Ning Yusheng, if she used to be very decisive to give her the answer "no", but now she can't say it out, especially when she is full of love. With expectant eyes, I just feel that if I say "no" today, I will lose something very important.

After struggling for a while, Mo Qingyu nodded slightly.

Ning Yusheng was as happy as a child who received a reward, she asked a little nervously: "Then are you willing to try dating with me?"

Mo Qingyu was stunned, is she willing?Can she be willing?What she likes is Luo Xinyan!Ning Yusheng is an awkward and stubborn person, but why isn't she, Mo Qingyu?Ning Yusheng is good, maybe he will be an impeccable lover, but so what if he is impeccable?This is not what I want.

No matter how stupid Ning Yusheng is, he can tell that Mo Qingyu likes Luo Xinyan, yes, Luo Xinyan is better than her in everything, what qualifications does she have to compare?She was just surviving by luck.Seeing Mo Qingyu's appearance now, he felt a long-lost heartache again.

"If you don't want to say it, you don't need to say it." Ning Yusheng said suddenly, her voice was a little hoarse.

Mo Qingyu looked up at Ning Yusheng. Ning Yusheng was surprisingly calm at this moment, looking at her quietly.

Both sides were silent for a long time.

"I'm sorry..." Mo Qingyu only said this sentence for a long time, but Mo Qingyu felt that just this sentence exhausted all her strength.

"I see... I'm so sorry to bother you for seven years... But don't worry, I won't bother you with this annoying guy anymore..." Ning Yusheng After listening to this sentence, he laughed at himself, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, his words seemed very tired.

I took a deep look at the person I had loved for seven years, turned around and left sadly, without a word of farewell, and without any cowardly tears.

Looking at the receding figure, Mo Qingyu wanted to open her mouth to say something, but she never made a sound, and could only let the exhausted figure disappear into her blurred vision, and at this moment, she felt as if her heart was being touched by something. It's like being heavily pressed on it, it's uncomfortable and boring!

Tears slipped from the delicate face and fell into the cold coffee, why did I cry?Why?For her?

Mo Qingyu's tears couldn't stop flowing out at this moment, she didn't understand why, why this happened.Even when she was rejected by Luo Xinyan, she never cried so sadly.At this time, she felt that it was a very important treasure that was lost, and it was like the kind of lost and then found again.It was as if a piece of my heart was missing, as if it had been taken away, ready to be taken to a far, far place.

After an unknown amount of time, Mo Qingyu raised the cup and drank the coffee inside, even though the coffee inside had been cooled for a long time.

Very bitter coffee, I can no longer tell whether it is the coffee, the tears that just fell, or the heart that is more bitter?

This, Mo Qingyu doesn't know, and doesn't want to know...

Ning Yusheng leaned decadently beside the street lamp on the side of the road, watching the continuous flow of vehicles passing by on the road, she didn't know what she was thinking.My heart doesn't seem to hurt so much anymore, maybe it's numb?

Ning Yusheng didn't understand, it's been seven years, even if it's ice, it's evaporated long ago, right?Then why Mo Qingyu's heart is still so cold?

Or are you too bad?Yes, I basically can't do anything, I don't have much talent, and I can't match the knowledge level of those high-achieving students, and I don't have the wit and management ability of each member of the student union.Did she realize that she was so useless now, that she used to live in a world of inflated self-confidence?

It's useless to laugh at yourself, it just adds to his troubles, but Ning Yusheng really can't think about anything other than Mo Qingyu.

Mo Qingyu, Mo Qingyu, you are not a gangster, because gangsters will only make me die.You are a drug, which has made me addicted too deeply, to the point where I can't extricate myself.My attitude towards you has always been love-hate. When I was sober, it was all hate. When I was a drug addict, I was all love. But I was surprised to find that I have not been sober for seven years... Now, though, I'm going off drugs...

"Beep." A black Mercedes-Benz stopped in front of Ning Yusheng, and honked twice to call Ning Yusheng's soul back.

Seeing a valuable Mercedes-Benz parked in front of him, he opened the back door expressionlessly and got in.

"Shengsheng, have you thought it through clearly? I'm afraid it will take several years before you come back." The middle-aged man who was also sitting in the back seat asked gently and kindly.

Ning Yusheng nodded slightly, but she didn't give the middle-aged man any good looks.

The middle-aged man said helplessly and disappointed: "Okay, Shengsheng, I'll contact your mother right away and ask her to pick you up at the airport. As for your luggage, I will send someone to pack it for you. Good luck."

The middle-aged man was Ning Yusheng's father, Ning Xiaohua, who also spoke to Ning Yusheng gently and patiently, but Ning Yusheng also didn't show any kindness in return.Maybe he is a good father in the eyes of others, but Ning Yusheng is too rebellious.But in Ning Yusheng's eyes, he is an irresponsible father, and also an irresponsible mother.Originally living in an enviable happy family, but it turned out to be the most unfortunate.When she was only 8 years old, her parents divorced, her mother immigrated abroad to inherit her grandfather's family property, and she awarded it to her father, who is also the boss of a large company, but even because of work, he seldom accompanied her, which made her lacking since childhood The love of the family.But Ning Yusheng has always been very obedient, until that year after her father remarried...

Sitting in the silent and depressing car, Ning Yusheng glanced at the scenery outside the window, feeling nostalgic for the last time, maybe she won't come again...