I don't love you in my next life

Chapter 1: Rejected

There were beer bottles scattered all over the floor. Ning Yusheng drank the last sip of beer, shook the bottle casually, and fell asleep. There were obvious tears on her handsome face, obviously she cried a lot just now.

"Buzz..." Not long after Ning Yusheng fell asleep, the phone rang, causing her beautiful eyebrows to wrinkle, and she answered the phone reluctantly.

"Hello?" Ning Yusheng's voice was a little hoarse.

"Yusheng..." A crisp voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Huh?" Ning Yusheng rubbed his temples. It seems that alcohol should not be drunk too much. He didn't drink alcohol before, but he didn't expect to drink it all at once today.

"You... confessed to Qingyu today?" The other party finished speaking after a pause.

When Ning Yusheng heard this question, she couldn't help but pause. Although there was no expression on her face, there was a hint of sadness and pain in her star-like eyes.

"Yusheng? Are you listening?" Seeing that Ning Yusheng hadn't spoken for a long time, the other party asked anxiously.

"En..." Ning Yusheng replied softly.

"..." There was silence on the other end of the phone. She didn't know which question Ning Yusheng was answering, but it didn't matter.

The other party did not speak, and Ning Yusheng also remained silent, and it lasted for a few minutes.

"Yu Sheng, it's very late today, you should have a good rest, I'll come see you tomorrow..." The other party obviously couldn't stand the oppressive atmosphere, so he broke the silence first.

"kindness……"

Ning Yusheng hung up the phone and sat on the sofa blankly. She was half sober from the wine, and whenever that person was mentioned, she always felt a heart-wrenching pain.

She has loved that man for six years.Six years, a time that is not long or short, during these six years, she has suffered so much unrequited love. She wants to see but can't see, can see but can't love, has no crush on someone, and will never be able to love again. Understand such pain, but she spent six years in such torment...

Coincidentally, she and that person have been classmates for six years. It can be said that she and that person have been classmates for six years. Yuan is also about to end here, she is very unwilling, she finally plucked up the courage and confessed to her under the influence of alcohol, if she agrees to her, she will definitely give up everything she has now and run to the city where that person is ...But this kind of deep affection only got one sentence: "Sorry, I know you are a very good person, but I have someone I like, so I can't promise you."

Her indifferent and indifferent eyes deeply hurt Ning Yusheng's heart. She was not moved by those romantic love words at all, and only used very polite and official words to reply to Ning Yusheng's love that had accumulated for six years. Not even a word of comfort, not even a lie.

It was the only time in six years that Ning Yusheng was so decisive. After listening to the man's answer, she nodded lightly, turned around and left, neatly, without the slightest pause, and without the slightest nostalgia, leaving that man with a bleak look. back...

It's just that no one knew that the moment she turned around, tears were already streaming down her face. The reason why she turned around so simply was because she didn't want that person to see her vulnerable side, and she didn't want that person to think that she was very He cared about her, more than he cared about himself...

The past was unbearable, and Ning Yusheng shed tears unconsciously. She kept wiping her tears with her sleeves, trying to dry them, but the tears seemed to flow endlessly... I don't know how long it has passed, but the tears are gone. Stop bleeding, because it has drained dry, and her heart is full of holes, she wrapped her heart with layers of rocks, wiped her face, and said to herself in a hoarse voice To: "Mo Qingyu, I have shed so many tears for you in the past six years, I promise this will be the last time..."

When Qin Xiao opened the door of Ning Yusheng's house with the spare key, she saw the beer bottles all over the floor at a glance. She couldn't help frowning, and found an open space to come to Ning Yusheng. She has already fallen asleep, but her handsome eyebrows are still tightly wrinkled, as if she is restless in her dream.

Qin Xiao squatted down with some distress, gently stroked Ning Yusheng's eyebrows with his hand, looked at her face that was more handsome than a boy, and murmured softly: "What's so good about her? Why do you always like her so much... ..."

"Hmm..." Ning Yusheng felt a bit of coolness between her brows, and she opened her eyes slowly as she was not sleeping deeply, and what she saw at random was Qin Xiao's panicked face.

"Xiaoxiao, why did you come so early?" Ning Yusheng sat up, rubbed her sleepy eyes, and asked looking at the tired face on the other side's face.

Qin Xiao was a little angry when she heard it. She had already gone home, but she heard that Ning Yusheng failed to confess and drank a lot of wine. They grew up together and rented an apartment together in high school. Naturally, they knew Ning Yusheng Sheng likes Mo Qingyu very much, so after she heard the news, she kept worrying about it, and she couldn't sleep well, so she hurried over early in the morning, but this guy still looks like this!

"This is also my home. I can come whenever I want, do you care?" Qin Xiao glared at Ning Yusheng who was a little confused, and looked at her innocent face, feeling angry. Hit one, wanting to teach her a lesson, but noticed the sadness in her eyes again, the original anger was replaced by heartache.

"Well, Xiaoxiao, you haven't eaten yet, have you? I'll make it for you." Ning Yusheng hurriedly stood up and smiled at Qin Xiaowei.

"Forget it, I'll do it. You wash your face quickly. You look like a cat." Qin Xiao stopped Ning Yusheng and said jokingly.

Ning Yusheng was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and then walked to her bathroom.

Ning Yusheng looked in the mirror, no matter how many times he washed with water, the red and swollen eyes on his face still did not change at all, thinking of crying all night yesterday, just for her.

Ning Yusheng felt dizzy for a while, and she thought of Mo Qingyu again. Mo Qingyu was like a curse, a curse that could never be solved, entangled Ning Yusheng, making Ning Yusheng never peaceful.Her noble and elegant figure, her frown and smile, and her frown seem to be right in front of her eyes...

"Bang!" Ning Yusheng punched the mirror, and there were cracks on the mirror instantly, and blood flowed out from the cracks in Ning Yusheng's fist, she wanted to cry again, how could she be so cowardly?So useless?

"What's the matter? What happened?" Qin Xiao, who was busy in the kitchen, heard a loud noise and hurried over.

Seeing Ning Yusheng's injured hand, Qin Xiao felt a pain in his heart unconsciously, and hurried up to check the injury, "Yusheng, don't do this, does it hurt? Come with me to the living room, and I'll bandage your wound. "

After speaking, Qin Xiao pulled Ning Yusheng to the living room.

Qin Xiao gently bandaged Ning Yusheng's wound, while Ning Yusheng kept her head down after she came out of the bathroom, her eyes were covered by her long hair, no one knew what she was thinking now.

"It's done, Yusheng, remember not to treat yourself like this again, our friends will feel sorry for you." Qin Xiao patiently bandaged Ning Yusheng and said softly.

Ning Yusheng lowered her head, did not answer Qin Xiao, and did not know whether she was listening or not.

Keeping silent like this, Qin Xiao looked at the silent Ning Yusheng with distress, she knew she was uncomfortable, so she didn't blame her, she just wanted to be with her, even though she was also sad.

Just when Qin Xiao was immersed in the sadness surrounding Ning Yusheng, Ning Yusheng suddenly raised his head, showed a warm smile to Qin Xiao, teased Liu Hai a little embarrassedly, and said: "Xiaoxiao, I'm fine , just now it may be because I haven't sobered up, so I accidentally bumped into it."

Qin Xiao smiled slightly when she heard her words. Of course she knew that Ning Yusheng was making up lies to deceive her, but she didn't want to expose it, and she liked Ning Yusheng's smile just now. Sadness, it is impossible to show such a smile, maybe the punch just now opened her mind?

"Hey, Xiaoxiao, why do I smell a burnt smell? What did you cook?" Ning Yusheng sniffed and asked.

"Oh, it's not good! My noodles!" Qin Xiao was pulled out of her thoughts by Ning Yusheng's words, and she hurried to the kitchen.

Ning Yusheng looked at her back, keeping the corner of her mouth at an angle, still smiling warmly, but no one noticed her fleeting sadness...