i can't like him

Chapter 46

Sheng Xinghe has always felt that he has self-control, at least since he realized his sexuality until now, it has been a full 15 years, and he has not messed with men and women out of desire and curiosity.

Not to fall in love without winning an Asian Games championship is the principle he has adhered to for many years, but he never thought that one day it would fall into the hands of a boy who is seven years younger than himself.

Plans can never keep up with changes.

Who would have thought?

On that hot day, holding a bunch of brochures from the Andrology Hospital, he asked him if there was any Shamat boy who needed to know more, and just now, he kissed him.

Lips are slightly numb.

He vaguely recalled a sentence he said: Who would fall in love with a poor ghost who handed out leaflets?

Immediately, goosebumps popped up all over the place.

Fuck, sure enough fg can't stand up randomly.

Sheng Xinghe pursed his lips, and continued to confess for breaking the principles.

But there is no turning back when opening the bow. Since everyone has kissed, everything can only go with the flow. People have to follow their own inner thoughts and do whatever they want.

He tried to comfort himself again.

"What are you thinking about?" He Qinian interrupted his thinking.

"No." Sheng Xinghe lowered his gaze.

Affectionate and selfless when kissing, calm and awkward.

"Why don't you dare to look at me anymore?" He Qinian reached out and raised his chin, the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little rippling, "Is my peripheral nerve malfunctioning?"

"..." Sheng Xinghe noticed that He Qinian's lower lip was slightly swollen from sucking, and the lip color was darker than the edge.

How hard was he just now?

Although the eyes were closed throughout the kiss, his brain could automatically paint many embarrassing pictures.

It was quite chaotic at the beginning, the two of them just licked blindly, and after gradually mastering the skills, it was a kind of lingering enjoyment.

Seeing He Qinian's small face approaching again, Sheng Xinghe was shocked and held his breath.

Come again?

He Qinian kissed him on the forehead, feeling that it wasn't very satisfying, then cupped his cheeks with both hands, and sucked his lips vigorously, making an ambiguous sound.

Finally, he solemnly announced: "From today, the two of us will make a contract."

"..." What the hell is this line, "It's so stupid."

"Tsk," He Qinian frowned, and grabbed his hand again, "I'm serious, you're mine from now on, you can't go back on your word."

Sheng Xinghe muttered in a low voice: "Who said that a kiss is yours? You lived in ancient times?"

He Qinian was shocked, "You still want to admit it? That was my first kiss just now!"

Who hasn't had their first kiss yet!

Sheng Xinghe bit his lower lip and suppressed a smile, "Are you an innocent little girl, and your first kiss...you wanted to kiss me yourself, so it's none of my business."

He Qinian's eyes widened, and he almost lost his mind again. A second ago, he was kissing him affectionately, and in the blink of an eye, he returned to his old self, with such an understatement in his tone.

Outrageous!

"Then you also responded enthusiastically, didn't you?" He Qinian looked at him with a tone of embarrassment, "Not only did you not reject me, but..."

"Hey hey!" Sheng Xinghe quickly interrupted, "That's enough, let's stop here, I'll wash my mouth, I'll be drool all over my face."

He Qinian immediately got up and followed, and stubbornly continued the topic just now, "What does it mean to stop here, isn't this just the beginning, you kissed me just now."

"What's wrong with kissing you?" Sheng Xinghe turned his head and said, "I even kissed a dog before."

He Qinian asked back in surprise, "Do you also tongue-kiss with a dog?"

Sheng Xinghe: "..."

The word kiss with tongue makes one's heart tremble, and those pictures, movements and touches swept over again.

Sheng Xinghe's face was hot red, and he leaned his back on the handrail of the corridor.

The light in the living room downstairs made him invisible.

"Why don't you want to admit that you like me?"

He Qinian put his hands on his side, because there was a little height difference, it looked like he was imprisoning him in his arms.

"Is it because I'm too young? I'm unreliable? Or do you think there's no guarantee of falling in love with me?"

Sheng Xinghe has always felt that He Qinian is gay anyway, and he is a gay who regards high jumping as his life, so he can always understand his own difficulties, but he never thought that these are the worries in his heart.

After all, you are still young, and there is always a generation gap in your thinking.

Sheng Xinghe raised his hand and pinched his ear: "I admit that I have a crush on you."

"But you don't want to fall in love with me, do you?" He Qinian took the initiative to answer the second half of the sentence for him.

"You can't say that," Sheng Xinghe looked into his eyes, "Didn't I tell you just now, I don't want you to delay your studies because of love, and homosexuality is not allowed in the team, and the consequences will be very serious if you get caught. I don’t need to explain why, do you?”

He Qinian hugged him, pursed his lips, and murmured: "Sneaky is okay, I promise I won't tell anyone, we are just like usual, no one will find out."

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows, "Can you really hide it?"

"Why not?" Compared to not being in love, other things became trivial in He Qinian's eyes.

Sheng Xinghe thought for a while, "For example, when you encounter an interview or something, you can't leak your words, and you can't just stick to it and do something too intimate, and you can't be jealous."

Seeing some eyebrows, He Qinian nodded obediently, "These are minor problems, I promise I can do it."

"What about your family? Have you thought about this problem?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"My mother has already given birth to my brother, and the focus of her life is on the new family. I have long been less important to her." He Qinian said.

"If it really didn't matter, then she wouldn't have stopped you from entering the provincial team, and she wouldn't have worried about your future." Sheng Xinghe said.

"But what if she stops it? If I lose the freedom to fall in love, what's the point of my life?"

He Qinian said firmly: "Don't worry, as long as I realize economic freedom, even if she wants to control me, she won't be able to control me! As long as you don't back down, I will definitely be able to stand here."

He Qinian always has the aura of a young man, sincere and enthusiastic, whether it is youthful and frivolous and ignorant or an innate trait, it is very dazzling.

Like the warm sun in winter, it can always melt the ice and snow.

Yes.

As long as he doesn't let go, what can He Zixin do to them?

Sheng Xinghe pinched his cheeks and rubbed them twice like kneading dough: "You're at a disadvantage in falling in love with me."

He Qinian's eyebrows twitched, and he said vaguely: "Why do you say that?"

"Most of my thoughts are on the high jump," Sheng Xinghe said seriously, meeting his gaze, "I'm not like you. I just stepped into this circle. I'm 28 this year. Every day I open my eyes, I can see my career. The end point is approaching me little by little... I am afraid that I will regret that I did not try my best at this stage in the future, and I do not want to leave any regrets."

He Qinian has not yet reached that age group, so he can't truly understand the unreasonable fear in Sheng Xinghe's heart, but his desire to succeed in his career is completely understandable.

Everyone wants to give their career a happy ending.

He Qinian looked down at him: "I understand, but your love and persistence are shining advantages in my eyes, and there is no such thing as a disadvantage. Don't think about it."

Sheng Xinghe was laughed at by him, "Does your major have an emotional intelligence class? Why are you so good at talking?"

"Then do you like me?" He Qinian asked.

It's time to come.

Sheng Xinghe was not very good at saying such nasty love words, and after brewing for a while, he finally showed his old face and nodded, "I like it."

In the next second, there was another passionate kiss.

"Hmm!" Sheng Xinghe held the hand that kept moving down, "I'm going to take a shower, will I sleep in this bedroom for a while?"

He Qinian's eyes lit up: "Aren't you going back?"

"I want to go back, but the question is, will you let me go?" Sheng Xinghe asked back.

He Qinian chuckled: "You can sleep wherever you want, I will accompany you."

There are two bathrooms in the house. The downstairs is used for showering and washing clothes, and there is also a dryer. In comparison, the upstairs one is more spacious and can be used for showering and bathing.

Sheng Xinghe found a set of clothes and towels out of the suitcase, and walked upstairs unhurriedly.

He Qinian smiled like a mascot, and he waited meticulously on the saddle: "Brother, I have already put the water for you, the shower gel and shampoo are all in the small cabinet on the wall, the bathtub can be massaged, and the buttons on the right You can try whatever you want, but I think the one in the middle works best. Oh, by the way, don’t just press the little red dot on the toilet, it will ooze water, and it’s for cleaning your ass.”

"...Oh." Sheng Xinghe memorized it all, and after going to the bathroom, he familiarized himself with the things inside.

He Qinian turned on the heating and ventilation switches at the same time, and took out a small aluminum box from the cabinet, which was full of skin care products such as masks and creams, most of which had not yet been opened.

He checked the date, and after confirming that there was no problem, he put the things by the pool: "These are all from the brand that my mother has worked with. I usually use them less, and I will give you everything you need."

The skin care products that Sheng Xinghe used since he was a child are Dabao, and there are dozens of them, but he can't even recognize what they are for.

Finally, pinching a bottle of fairy water and asking: "Is this stereotype water?"

He Qinian's concept of how to use these things is also very vague, and finally summed up four words: "Slap on the face."

Sheng Xinghe thought about it for a long time, but He Qinian didn't speak, just stared helplessly from the sidelines.

"Why don't you leave?" Sheng Xinghe reminded.

"That bathtub you..."

Before he finished speaking, he was forcibly interrupted: "Hurry up!——"

He Qinian snorted.

As soon as Sheng Xinghe finished taking off his clothes, the bathroom door was pushed open.

A head sneaked in, "Brother, do you need a technician to rub your back for free? The one with massage, it's guaranteed to be comfortable."

He was greeted by Sheng Xinghe's slippers and roar.

He Qinian rubbed his head and returned to the bedroom, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Sheng Xinghe may not be used to such a fast pace, he is a straight man after all, it is understandable.

He took a duvet from the closet and spread it on the bed, but when he thought that Sheng Xinghe might use this to share two quilts with him, he found a place to lock it up.

He sat in the room and laughed for a while, and suddenly thought that he would be thirsty after taking a bath, so he jumped downstairs to cut fruit.

The mood is unprecedented carefree and joyful.

He was so happy that he couldn't help but want to post a series of Weibo hahahaha. He just picked up his phone and saw more than 40 unread messages on WeChat, which made him stunned.

Since he left the school for training, he had less contact with Da Qi and the others, and the double-digit red dots rarely appeared.

There was a heated discussion in the WeChat group.

[Daqi: Brother, you are on the trending search again. 】

[Liu Yuhan: @N Did you buy the hot search annual package]

[Gu Xiaoxiao: Those little eyes are too unreserved. 】

He Qinian's drunkenness was frightened away, and he immediately pulled to the top.

It was a screenshot of a trending search, and the topic titled #欧冠被进亚军向营# was circled.

The corner of He Qinian's eyes twitched, and he immediately knew what was going on.

The hot search topic has dropped to more than 30, click on it, and the top one is an awards video and interview sent by the sports media. The copy looks very normal. It just announced the results of the competition. After a blogger forwarded it, there were over [-] comments.

When the blogger forwarded it, he included a close-up of He Qinian's hands when he hugged his waist, and attached a comment: Seeing his smile like that, you know that the hands must feel good.

-Hahahahahahahaha I took the runner-up just to get closer to you!

- The podium is so big!He really puts people in his arms, XSWL.

- Both are good A, one is still and the other is moving.

- These two looks are very good!

-Ahhhhhhhhhhhh it's He He and senior brother!They often live broadcast and eat together at night, super sweet!My brother's Weibo id: How many bowls of rice did Xiao He eat today.

-QWQ is so envious of them, they have the same hobbies, the same goals, the same dreams, they are rivals and even friends, such feelings are very precious.

-The relationship between the two of them is really good. Every year, every live broadcast, they will never leave my senior brother.

- He Zai's eyes are really amazing, isn't this considered love?

He Qi Nianxin said that the eyes of fans are so sharp now, and he controlled the urge to like him just around the corner.

Of course, where there is a lot of discussion, there is absolutely no shortage of some yin and yang netizens.

-It's only 2 meters. Is this the level of our national team?

- sensationalism.

- Am I the only one who thinks that Sheng Xinghe's words are fake?I don't believe that some people really hope that others can surpass themselves.

Fortunately, netizens responded sensibly: Yes!only you!

He Qinian also replied: You don't practice sports, so you won't understand.

No athlete wants to win, but more important than personal honor is the honor of the country.

The second Weibo post was posted by a certain fan. The camera was taken from the auditorium, and it just happened to record the whole process of He Qinian's profiteering, and it was cut into a nine-square grid at a slow speed.

He Qinian's palm first wrapped around Sheng Xinghe's waist, then slowly slid down, resting on Sheng Xinghe's hip, was moved to his shoulder, and then sneakily moved back to his waist.

Gently pinched it.

Sheng Xinghe turned to look at him.

-Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! WSL!

-I'm ready!

- i don't believe they are just good friends [doge]

-I have already made up a 30-word plot in my brain. My elder brother is all-powerful in the arena, and his ranking has been overwhelming his younger brother. In the end, he was crushed by his younger brother when he returned to bed.

-I can!Has anyone written it!

In the comment area, someone released a photo taken from behind the podium. Judging from the clarity, it must have been taken by an audience member with a camera, and it has been refined.

The camera focuses on the expression of the portrait.

At that time, He Qinian pinched Sheng Xinghe's side, and the two looked at each other, one threateningly gritted his teeth, and the other slightly raised his eyebrows.

With a glance of ten thousand years, it is full of pampering.

Due to the watermark in the center of the picture, the replies in this hot comment are surprisingly consistent.

- Ask for the original picture!

-Big brother, ask for the original picture!

- Ask for an original picture!

- A good person is safe in life, please ask for an original picture!

-Hahahahahahahahahaha haha, find the original picture wallpaper!

- Woohoo, is there still time?Please private message the original picture!Thanks!

He Qinian held his mobile phone in his hands, chatted with the blogger in private, and got to the original picture.

This pixel can be used as a wedding photo!

With a flash of inspiration, he did what he said, and searched the Internet for photo printing and photo frame shops.

"What are you laughing at? It's like a two hundred and five." Sheng Xinghe pushed the door open and came in.

He washed his hair while taking a shower, but he couldn't find a hair dryer, so he wiped his hair casually, and it was messy on his forehead, with tiny drops of water sliding from his brow bone to his chin.

He Qinian's expression was a little sluggish, and his eyes slowly moved down along a small drop of water. The neckline of Sheng Xinghe's pajamas was very deep, revealing just the right amount of pectoral muscles and collarbone.

"Look at it, I can't hold my eyeballs anymore." Sheng Xinghe lifted a corner of the quilt and got into the bed.

After turning on the floor heating in the room, it was even hotter than the bathroom when he entered the room. He felt that there was no need to dry his hair, as it would dry after a while.

He Qinian's gaze fell on his chest without hesitation. The pajamas were loose, and he could see everything at a glance. He could be sure that the underwear Sheng Xinghe was wearing was black-edged.

Sheng Xinghe twisted his head back: "If I were a woman, I would have already thrown you out."

He Qinian retorted: "If you were a woman, I wouldn't look at it like this."

Sheng Xinghe glanced at him: "You're a Scorpio, you're so perverted.