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Chapter 19

This time Yi Chen returned to the house he rented, and everything he experienced some time ago was like a dream.

Absurd and bizarre.

He had time to sort out what happened.

Zhou Jing had been with him for six years, and in the coming seven-year itch, he fell in love with someone else, so he proposed to break up.Huo Xilin's original identity was a "third party", but instead of being confused by Zhou Jing, he pursued himself instead.Zhou Jing believed that he had been "broken up" and was furious. He threatened him violently and verbally, and took him home and imprisoned him.

Thinking about it, Zhou Jing hadn't gone mad to that extent, and finally he thought about it and let himself go. The nine years of entanglement finally came to a not-so-satisfactory end.

Yi Chen admits that he himself has never thought about being prepared for danger in times of peace.

The nest that Zhou Jing built for him—also called a cage—was too perfect.They have survived the barriers of their parents, and they don't care about the eyes of the world, but they have lost their love in the years of getting along. After all, they did not expect that people's hearts will change.

Yi Chen told himself that Zhou Jing would stop loving him one day——

It's just that in the final analysis, I still have such a small, small fantasy in my heart.

It was Zhou Jing who strangled the seeds with his own hands.

When all the dust settled, Yi Chen also started looking for a new job.His good friend Wen Xinghan called to care about his recent situation.He said that he had just finished a long and painful business trip, and asked how Yi Chen and Zhou Jing were doing.

Yi Chen didn't mean to hide it from anyone, he just said, "It's still the same." It took a lot of energy to explain, and he didn't like to share his mental journey with another man.

"I'm going to be constantly disturbed by it." Wen Xinghan sighed, "Okay, I won't persuade you anymore, you can go as you like, but I heard that you quit your job? What do you want to do, rest at home?"

Yi Chen said, "I'm looking for it now."

"I don't think you should look for it anymore, just go to Chen Fei and forget it. His manager just resigned. Why, didn't he contact you?"

Yi Chen: "No."

Wen Xinghan said, "Then I'll call him and tell him."

"No."

Yi Chen stopped, thought for a while, and then said, "We were a little unhappy before, and it's embarrassing for you to ask."

"Where is it unpleasant?" Wen Xinghan said angrily: "Isn't it because you unilaterally want to cut off contact with him? He didn't take it seriously, he was quite generous, it was your Zhou Jing who took care of everything, whoever It's like they have an affair with you."

Rubbing his temples, Yi Chen said, "Okay, I see, I will consider it, thank you."

"Don't talk about it with me, it's useless, come out and drink quickly, are you going?"

In the past, working was exhausting, and Yi Chen was also tired of socializing. He would go home after get off work, not to mention coaxing Zhou Jing when he came home late.In the past, Zhou Jing was very easy to coax, basically stroking her head and smoothing her hair was enough. Later, the difficulty escalated.

"I will go." Yi Chenxin said, he should also return to a life of one person, only one person.

After ten o'clock in the evening, the bar played soothing music, cleared the bar, but there were quite a few people, all of whom came to see a handsome bartender who was an Internet celebrity.The bar was full of people, Yi Chen and Wen Xinghan sat in clean seats, drinking their respective wines.

"Dude, I didn't do anything in the first half of my life. It looks glamorous, but in reality, it's nothing. It's a fart." The more anxious he became in middle age, Wen Xinghan probably accepted a difficult job, and his whole face was full of sadness. Patting Yi Chen on the shoulder, "I really envy you, so I just resigned when I just said it, it's easy and unrestrained."

"I also thought about it for a long time." Yi Chen said, "It is precisely because I don't want to hang around like this that my life stops here."

The two chatted for a long time until a voice interrupted them.

"Here? Did you drink a lot?"

Yi Chen looked up at him, the person in his memory became unfamiliar, but he still remembered it.

Chen Fei stretched out his right hand to Yi Chen, and suddenly became serious, "Yi Chen, long time no see." They are roommates who can hug and share joy, and the distance now is the hand outstretched when they meet.

Chen Fei is much more mature than when he was in college, but wearing a sweater, he looks very energetic.After Yi Chen finished drinking, his movements slowed down. It took him several seconds to reach out and shake hands with Chen Fei.

"Drink too much?" Chen Fei didn't let go, and turned to ask Wen Xinghan.

"Not much." Wen Xinghan said, "Hey, isn't he just like that, he doesn't talk at all."

"I know this." Chen Fei smiled softly, "It was like this in college, and I thought it had changed now."

Chen Fei sat down to drink with them, chatted while drinking, and inevitably said back to the main purpose of this place.

"Actually, I just came to see you." Chen Fei said, "I know you can't go to my place, it's okay, don't feel pressured, don't feel guilty, absolutely don't."

"No pressure." Yi Chen said, "Your company is developing pretty well now, right?"

"It's okay, that's all." Chen Fei said, took a big sip of wine, and put the glass on the table, "It's just that grandson tricked me, so he left as soon as he said it."

Yi Chen was drunk, a little sleepy, and his mind was not clear. After listening, he asked after a while, "Who?"

"The grandson." Chen Fei said, "My previous operations manager..."

"Ah."

Yi Chen didn't answer for a long time.

After a while, he said, "I can, go and try, and then leave after helping you."

Chen Fei was happy at first, but then he thought of something and frowned, "Then your house..."

"You don't need to consider this factor." Yi Chen thought that they had nothing to do with each other, and believed that after what happened last time, Zhou Jing would not repeat the same mistakes and repeat meaningless actions.

Chen Fei naturally welcomed Yi Chen happily.

After it was over, Yi Chen wanted to take a taxi home, but Chen Fei said, "I'll ask a driver to take you off." Yi Chen shook his head, "No need."

He was hungry when the wind blew, he looked at Wen Xinghan again, and asked word by word, "Do you want to eat?"

Opposite the bar happened to be a seafood porridge that was also open at night, and the three of them went there to order some porridge and small skewers.

The curry and crab porridge is for 3 people. A casserole is served. After the lid is lifted, the aroma of curry and crab floats out. It is warm yellow in color. Put a bowl into a porcelain bowl. The curry aroma becomes stronger and tastes authentic. Just a good taste of curry, the aroma of seafood blends into it, and the body becomes warm.This is a new store, Yi Chen took a photo and posted it on Moments without accompanying text.

At that moment, he suddenly had an idea to share this place with Zhou Jing.For a long time after the idea appeared, he wanted to wake himself up.It turns out that getting used to it is terrible, nine years is too long, so long that he is really not used to sudden separation.

But Zhou Jing used those extremely excessive actions to make him remember, let him recognize, no, more clearly what kind of person the other party is.

At home, after Yi Chen left, nothing seemed to change at all, except that the person with the electronic handcuffs was not there, and the handcuffs were thrown into the basement.Zhou Jing was lying on the bed, his stomach was on fire, he hadn't eaten, and now the sour water began to boil, and he drank two glasses of ice water but it didn't relieve it.

If he looked in the mirror, he would find that his face was flushed, but he was just lying on the bed, trying to smell Yi Chen's breath.

He stared at Yi Chen's head, feeling pain again, the more painful he was, the more he wanted to look at it, as if masochistic.Click into his circle of friends and find a new status.

The picture shows yellow porridge, which looks very attractive, but there are two men sitting opposite Yi Chen. Although the men are not above the neck, but judging by their clothes, one should be Wen Xinghan, and the other is unknown.

He looks good and young, not that dog Hu Xilin, who is much shorter than him.

"Who's on the other side?" He clicked on the comment and already put a question mark on it. After thinking about it, he thought it was useless to ask, so don't get blocked again...

Zhou Jing clenched his phone tightly, feeling the inexplicable sense of grievance brought about by his illness. He rolled around on the bed, feeling that Yi Chen had become kind and cruel.

He had no doubt that if one day he was going to die, Yi Chen would be able to answer the phone calmly, and said slowly, "Oh is that so?"

He didn't believe what Yi Chen said, because he knew that Yi Chen often said what he meant.If you don't want it, you want it, if you don't like it, you like it.But at this moment, he finally gradually realized a fact.

Yi Chen doesn't love him anymore.

This kind of "not loving" is much more terrifying than hating. There is no emotion, no sadness and joy, no more coaxing him, no caring about him, no eyes glued to him, and only him in the whole body. .

Zhou Jing wanted to call Yi Chen, he wanted to say sorry to Yi Chen, but he knew it was useless.

He lay on the bed thinking that he was ready to spend his whole life with Yi Chen, but he still lost this person with his own hands.

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In fact, I was crying on the bed, I didn't write, man, save some face.