sinovels Chapter 57 Butterfly (2 in 1)
Chapter 57 Butterfly (2 in 1)
◎He deserves it. ◎
Gu Yuan looked at him, his figure swayed.
"You are also tired today, go to bed early." He Liansheng lowered his eyes, "Also, please keep the matter of Shi Shi's presence a secret. His identity cannot be known by outsiders."
He actually wanted to say something else, but the look on Gu Yuan's face was too terrifying.
It was a kind of despair that was infinitely close to dead silence.
He Liansheng looked into his eyes, and suddenly couldn't say a word when he was ready.
He just explained in a hurry what he was going to explain, then tugged Zhu Shiyi who was standing aside with arms folded, motioning him to leave quickly.
The other party glanced at him, and He Liansheng read his meaning from his gaze:
"Sorry."
...Let's be soft-hearted.
Helian Sheng thought.
Today's events have exceeded his expectations, he doesn't know what's going on now, he's very flustered, he doesn't dare to look at Gu Yuan's expression, he just wants to go back.
At this moment, Zhu Shiyi grabbed his hand.
He Liansheng froze all over.
"He's still watching."
Zhu Shishi was very calm, speaking in a straightforward manner.
It probably means that it's all here, and the acting has to be a full set.
He Liansheng: "..."
He gritted his teeth and let Zhu Shiyi hold him, the temperature of the skin touching him was scorching hot.
And behind him, Gu Yuan stood in place, with a round of silvery moonlight behind him.
He just stood there.
I don't know how long it took, until He Liansheng and Zhu 11 walked away, he suddenly covered his painful heart, and spit out a mouthful of bright red blood.
Almost as soon as he walked back to the camp, He Liansheng let go of Zhu Shiyi's hand.
Zhu Shishi stared at his hand for a while, then lowered his eyes.
The two went back to the tent together, Zhu Shiyi handed the letter to He Liansheng, He Liansheng read it quickly with his head down, and then put it away.
"It's nothing." He whispered, "Uncle asked me to hold General Jing, he spoke straight, and then asked me to protect myself."
Bamboo Eleven nodded.
"Then I'm leaving," he said.
He Liansheng looked at him and paused.
"Sorry." He said softly, "...to bring you into this today."
Although it was requested by Zhu Shishi, he still used Zhu Shishi after all.
It was rare for He Liansheng to be so upset.
If it hadn't happened suddenly...
Zhu Shishi looked at him and was silent for a moment.
"Will you apologize to him?" he asked.
He Liansheng was taken aback:
"……what?"
"You and Gu Yuan." Zhu Shishi looked at him, "If you did something wrong to him, would you apologize to him like this?"
His eyes are very clean, a kind of purity cultivated under either black or white.
Every time He Liansheng looks at him like this, he always has the illusion of being penetrated by him.
But most of the time, he knew that Zhu Shiyi actually didn't understand many things.
He's just direct.
As crisp and clean as he kills.
"……Won't."
After a while, he still answered Zhu Shishi's question.
He and Gu Yuan.
At the very beginning, he stalked and approached unilaterally.after that……
They also once had an intimate life.
During that time, they seemed to be like a married couple, living their lives with firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea.
Therefore, He Liansheng would say that Gu Yuan has good acting skills.
If Gu Yuan's acting skills were not good, he wouldn't have been fooled so much.
At that time, he thought that Gu Yuan was the person he would spend his whole life with.
He brought Gu Yuan into his territory too early, he was defenseless and wholehearted, so that later, when the truth came out, they quarreled, tore and hurt each other, and this habit could never be changed.
Don't say sorry.
Over the past few days, I don't know how many times he has sneered at Gu Yuan.
He paused, and felt that the question of Zhu Shiyi seemed to be misleading.
"I have no enmity or grudge with you." He said unnaturally, "If you are implicated, naturally I have to apologize."
Zhu Shishi was silent for a moment, then smiled, and said "hmm".
"go to bed early."
he said.
After saying that, he turned and left the tent.
On the second day, He Liansheng arrived in the tent early.
It's just strange that he didn't see Gu Yuan.
"Master Gu is not feeling well." A soldier said, "I will be absent from this morning's discussion."
"Your Highness is very concerned about Mr. Gu." Zhao Chungui on the side gave a sly smile, "Mr. Gu has an old illness. I think it was because he came to this place last night and caught cold or the wind. The old illness relapsed."
He Liansheng lowered his eyes.
After a while, he swallowed back the phrase "I'll go see him later".
"That's it." He said.
While speaking, Jing Chi, Wu Cen and He Lianxiao had entered the tent.
Sui Xi and Liang Chugang fought a few battles, and now, both sides are in a temporary state of recuperation.
The camps of the two armies were separated by Da'an Mountain, and there was only a very small canyon between them. Indeed, as Jingchi said, with a natural barrier, it was easier to guard than Zongyan Pass with a wide view.
But obviously, Liang Chu's time is more urgent than Sui Xi's.
In the past few days, Wu Cen and Jing Chi have been running in new and old soldiers and discussing tactics.
As for Gu Yuan, He Liansheng only saw him once.
Gu Yuan was still dressed in spotless white clothes, his face was so pale that it almost merged with the color of his clothes, he coughed and sat in the tent.
When he coughed for the fifth time, He Liansheng finally couldn't help but said, "Master Gu."
The tent fell silent.
"If you're not feeling well," he said, "you can rest in the tent before coming back."
He Lianxiao was taken aback for a moment, and gave him a surprised look.
Others don't know, but he knows the relationship between these two people. He Liansheng would say this, which is really beyond his expectation.
"It's okay." Gu Yuan paused.
After the words fell, he coughed again.
This time, he reacted very quickly and directly covered his lips with a handkerchief.
But He Liansheng still saw a flash of blood.
He frowned.
"Sorry." Gu Yuan stood up, "I'll go back and have a rest."
"There's nothing wrong with the left and right, you go." Seeing this, Jing Chi couldn't hold back and opened his mouth, "You're so young, why did you ruin your body?"
He is in good health, but he doesn't understand Gu Yuan's physical condition.
In his opinion, people like Gu Yuan have too many thoughts and burdens, and they make burdens for themselves for no reason.
Knowing that he was kind, Gu Yuan smiled at him and stood up.
He Liansheng pursed his lips and followed out.
His task is to coordinate the relationship between Northern Yin and Liang Chu.
When he first came here, he had a private chat with He Lianxiao and Wu Cen, and Liang Chu made a concession and gave up the position of general to Jing Chi.
It is precisely because of this that all soldiers and horses have listened to Jingchi's deployment. These days, the integration of the two armies has been effective, avoiding the situation that although they are in the same camp, they are still different.
The initial bridge of trust was built, the commanders of the two armies were not unreasonable, and because Zhao Chungui lost his previous power, the army became much calmer.
Right now, the generals are discussing tactics, and it doesn't really make much sense whether he stays here or not.
He followed behind Gu Yuan, Gu Yuan was probably too uncomfortable to hear the movement behind him.
He Liansheng watched helplessly as he bent down, and then spat out a mouthful of blood.
There was a "buzz" in his mind, and he stepped forward.
When Gu Yuan saw him, he immediately turned his face away and wiped away a trace of blood from the corner of his mouth.
"A Sheng." He said hastily.
He Liansheng laughed angrily.
"What are you hiding for?" He said, "You hid, and the incident of you vomiting blood never happened?"
Gu Yuan lowered his eyes.
After a while, he said softly, "It's okay."
"I... just rest and rest." He turned his eyes away.
"Has the doctor read it?" He Liansheng paused and said, "Why?"
Gu Yuan's eyelashes trembled.
"I've seen it." He said, "Before... I was too tired and hurt my heart and lungs."
He Liansheng: "..."
He twitched the corner of his mouth, "I don't know how much benefit he will give you in the end after working so hard for He Lianjin."
These words were sarcasm, Gu Yuan was taken aback for a moment, but he was not angry.
He just smiled, with helplessness and connivance in his eyes.
For some reason, He Liansheng was stung by such gaze, and immediately looked away.
It was at this moment that he noticed that everyone around him was looking at them.
He pursed his lips, feeling a little regretful.
"If you are not in good health, take a good rest. Without you in the army, you can still function normally." He said firmly, "...I don't need you to sacrifice your life to exchange for some things I have or don't have."
After that, he turned around and left.
Behind him, Gu Yuan was startled, and then his eyes dimmed.
……Yes.
He thought a little self-deprecatingly.
Since He Liansheng planned to be with Zhu Shishi, he would definitely stay in Beiyin in the future.
He has a new identity in Northern Yin, relatives, and...
the person I like.
There is really no need for him to be in the way.
Thinking of this, he closed his eyes, and the familiar pain surged up, but he didn't want to go back to the tent to get the medicine.
He just let the pain overflow, disturbing all his internal organs.
In a daze, he thought of He Liansheng from Leng Yueju.
that time……
Is his Ah Sheng in pain too?
He was waiting for him, but he didn't come back.
So, now, He Liansheng doesn't wait for him.
He deserves it.
he thinks.
Thinking of this, he laughed softly, and then closed his eyes.
He had never been so desperate.
In the next few days, He Liansheng did not come to look for Gu Yuan again.
Gu Yuanming knew that this was nothing more than normal, and that He Liansheng cared about him was already showing his kindness and benevolence.
Anyway, they used to have that kind of relationship, even if Zhu Shiyi didn't want to misunderstand, he would always avoid danger with him.
But he still can't control his gaze.
He Liansheng was speaking seriously in the tent, with a beautiful arc exposed under the mask.
He Liansheng was talking and laughing with the patrolling soldiers outside.
He can always make everyone like him, regardless of gender.
and also……
When he was with Zhu Shishi.
Gu Yuan didn't intend to pay attention to these things deliberately, but because he paid special attention to He Liansheng, he unconsciously saw Zhu Shiyi enter He Liansheng's tent.
The moon and stars are sparse at night.
He looked at the brightly lit curtain and stood there frozen, holding only one thing in his hand.
It was a pair of old bells.
In the beginning, the pair of bells were hung on He Liansheng's ankles.
On that day, the sound of the bell rang clearly in his ears, and his heart trembled when he heard it, so he took it off.
At that time, He Liansheng's eyes had lost focus, and a pair of different pupils looked at him mistyly, with tears still remaining in the corners of his eyes.
After that, he was very refreshing.
"Sent you off." He said.
"Just send me off like this?" Gu Yuan was taken aback for a moment, "Didn't you say that it was your concubine who called you?"
"...you take it off and it's yours." He Liansheng blushed a little, "I don't want to wear it anymore."
He is always so generous, when he likes someone, he can even give to that person generously.
However, he doesn't like him anymore.
The wind at night was very cold, and Gu Yuan's throat felt itchy. He wanted to leave, but he couldn't move.
After a long time, Zhu Shiyi entered the night from the tent, raised his eyes and saw him, and was startled for a while.
Gu Yuan turned his eyes hastily.
"Master Gu." Zhu Shishi said calmly.
"I'll return the things." He said softly.
"His Highness is in the tent." Zhu Shixi paused, "Give me the things."
He stretched out his hand to Gu Yuan.
Gu Yuan's throat tightened, and he clenched the bell tightly in his palm.
The two were deadlocked there.
After a while, Zhu Shiyi withdrew his hand.
"I don't want to give it if I don't want to." He said calmly, "He doesn't lack anything."
Gu Yuan's eyelashes trembled.
Zhu Shiyi paused, feeling that he had nothing to say, turned around and prepared to leave.
At this moment, Gu Yuan suddenly opened his mouth in a low voice.
"He likes sweet food. He can eat spicy food, but he can't stand it if it's too spicy. He has a bad stomach, but he doesn't like to take medicine. You have to watch him and see him eat it with your own eyes."
Bamboo Eleven stopped in his tracks.
Gu Yuan closed his eyes, and continued: "He has a bit of a willful temper, but it's not unreasonable. When he gets angry with you, he's not really angry. He just... wants you to coax him. Don't bother with him. "
"Also..." he whispered, "The concubine is living very well in the Temple of Mercy, but she misses him a little bit. If he doesn't say anything, he probably misses her too. If you have time, take him back and have a look." .”
He took a deep breath and said the last sentence.
"he's good."
"Don't break his heart again, he will be... sad."
Zhu Shishi looked at him and was silent for a moment.
"It will break his heart." He said calmly, "Only you."
Gu Yuan's eyelashes trembled suddenly.
"Yes." After a while, he let out a breath and smiled, "You're right."
He is the only one who will make He Liansheng sad.
He should have known.
"Give him this thing for me." He stretched out his hand and handed the bell to Zhu Shishi.
"tell him……"
"Forget it." He smiled, "you don't need to say anything."
Bamboo Eleven returned to the tent.
He made a few gestures with Zhu Shiyi just now on a whim, and now He Liansheng, who was paralyzed on the bed from exhaustion, gave him a surprised look.
Zhu Shishi put the things in his hands on the table.
"Gu Yuan asked me to give it to you." He said.
He Liansheng was startled, and his eyes fell on the bell beside him.
Then, he was silent for a moment.
"Did he say anything?" he asked.
"No." Zhu Shixi paused and opened his mouth.
He Liansheng raised his eyes.
"No." Zhu Shiyi repeated calmly, "If you don't believe it, you can ask yourself."
These words brought some vague grievances.
He Han#哥#儿#全#理#Lian Sheng laughed.
"I don't mean not to believe you." He stared at the bell for a while, thought for a while, "Forget it, I guess he remembered it and returned it to me."
Bamboo Eleven paused.
"Do you think he likes you?" he said.
He Liansheng trembled with his fingers playing with the bell on the table.
"Like it." After a while, he said, "Maybe."
He also doubted this at first.
But later, Gu Yuan became crazy like that, if it wasn't because he liked it, then Gu Yuan was mentally abnormal.Gu Yuan's spirit is obviously normal.
Helian Sheng thought.
"However." He paused, "I don't know why. I don't know when."
"It may be very early." Zhu Shiyi said.
He Liansheng looked at him in surprise, but he didn't expect that these words would come out of his mouth.
"You guys just now..." he said tentatively, "Did you talk about something?"
Zhu Shishi looked away and refused to answer his question.
He Liansheng saw his attitude and didn't ask further.
"Really." After a while, he smiled and said casually, "Then he can hide it quite well."
He paused, "However, since he liked me very early, why did he treat me like this?"
"Maybe he didn't realize it." Zhu Shiyi looked at the pair of bells on the table.
He Liansheng stopped playing with the bell again.
He finally noticed something was wrong.
After a moment, he laughed.
"Zhu Shishi, are you speaking for him?" he said.
He wanted to say, don't you like me, but at the end of the day, he thought about it, and he swallowed the words back.
Zhu Shishi really likes him, such words are a bit of an opportunity to make fun of him, which is inappropriate.
Eventually, he changed to a more cryptic wording.
"I thought," he said, "that you hated him."
"I hate him." Zhu Shiyi affirmed his words.
He hates him.
When I first saw He Liansheng, He Liansheng was just a kitten who couldn't walk steadily.
His eyes are clear and clean, but there is a very calm sadness hidden.
He shouldn't have looked like that.
he thinks.
Since then, he began to hate Gu Yuan.
He thought Gu Yuan was a sanctimonious hypocrite, even if he was affectionate, it was just a disguise.
But what he saw in his eyes told him that this was not entirely true.
At least just now, he saw the despair in Gu Yuan's eyes.
In fact, with the current relationship between Bei Yin and Liang Chu, it would be much easier for Gu Yuan to use his power to keep He Liansheng than it was four years ago, but he did not do so.
Because he promised He Liansheng that he would not force him again.
He guarded outside the tent all night in an almost masochistic way, but he didn't even have the courage to come in and say a word to He Liansheng.
Because He Liansheng told him not to come to him again.
He thought...
He Liansheng hated Gu Yuan.
This is true.
But now, he suddenly realized that if he really let go——
There is no hatred at all.
The author says:
There will be a connecting flight tomorrow, probably (?
感谢在2022-05-2622:24:58~2022-05-2722:04:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: it is Yaoyao acridine 1 bottle;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!