I am your fish

Chapter 13.

The days to come will be unremarkable, and there is nothing wrong with it.But if I had to say one thing, it would be...

Yuan Jing always felt that Shen You was something like that.

That's all.

× Cold!

Every time the closest contact between the two is just a hug, and even a little more intimate kiss, each time Yuanjing himself took the initiative.Yuan Jing thought about it for a while, did the math, and found that this was really the case.

It's been almost two months since then, and the number of times the two have kissed... two hands can count.

Yuan Jing's face was bloody.

He was still thinking about how he should refuse if he wanted to enter the final step, but now it seems that he was worrying too much.hehe.

Yuan Jing was unwilling to take the demon fire in his heart, so he stood up from the computer and decided to go find Shen You.

Shen You has very few activities at home, so if you don't see him in the living room when you go out, then he must have gone to the study.

When he came to the study, Shen You was indeed there.He was standing at the desk, concentrating on writing.

Yuan Jing slowed down, closed the door gently, and walked over to take a look.Shen You wrote Li Bai's Difficult Road to Shu.

Yuan Jing:? ? ?

Shen You obviously saw Yuan Jing, stopped writing and glanced at him, "What's wrong?"

Originally, Yuan Jing wanted to discuss something with Shen You, but he hadn't spoken yet. Looking at the elegant place of the study, he somehow felt that those unworthy thoughts in his heart were... quite dirty.

Yuan Jing silently swallowed a mouthful of blood, exhaled a breath, and said with a fake smile, "I'll come and see you, you continue to write, don't worry about me."

Shen You raised his eyebrows, obviously he didn't believe Yuan Jing's words, but he didn't force him, and went back to writing his own words.

The little flame of unwillingness in Yuan Jing's heart flared up again.

Here Shen You has written to the end, Yuan Jing watched him put away the pen, and couldn't wait to pull his arm, "Let's go out and play."

Shen You was forced to walk behind Yuan Jing, he laughed, the laugh was so unbearable and itchy.Let Buddha have everything under control.

Yuan Jing gritted his teeth, this guy Shen You's personality is simply amazing.

Taking Shen You back to the bedroom, looking at the casual environment at home, Yuan Jing heaved a sigh of relief. Although he couldn't help pretending to be an X when he was outside, he was still a dick in essence, talking about dirty things in an elegant place. Sure enough, he couldn't do it.

Shen You sat back on the bed, looked at Yuan Jing with a smile, "Finally, what's the matter?"

Yuan Jing sat on the computer seat, facing Shen You, ready to talk about things.

"Then what, classmate Shen You." Yuan Jing made an opening remark first.

Shen You probably had just written for a long time, and he was tired at this moment. He lay on his side on the bed, propped his head on one hand, and faced Yuan Jing.When Yuan Jing mentioned him, he lazily responded.

Yuan Jing was led away by his seemingly lazy but sexy sound, and felt really attractive in his heart.But fortunately, he still had something to worry about in his heart, and he didn't take him far, so his mind came back by himself.

Yuan Jing said: "Don't you think... we... don't look like a couple, uh... or lovers?"

Shen You was puzzled: "Not like?"

Yuan Jing pretended to be very calm and nodded, "Yes, you see other lovers can kiss."

Shen You glanced at him teasingly, and Yuan Jing began to blush. After reading it, he straightened up, and then came to Yuan Jing, raised his chin, kissed him on the lips, and asked teasingly Him, "Huh?"

Yuan Jing was taken aback by his provocative action, he couldn't help blushing, "You you you..."

Shen You smiled, "What's the matter, didn't you say you want to kiss?"

Yuan Jing pinched himself and tried to calm himself down, "No, no, that's not what I said."

Shen You raised an eyebrow.

Yuan Jing looked like a gentleman, pretending that he was discussing calmly and seriously, "What am I talking about, um...deep kiss...tongue kiss...do you understand?" Then he counted himself Heartbeat, self-deceiving hint in the bottom of my heart: Am I nervous?I'm not nervous, I'm making a request normally, yes, I'm not nervous.

Shen You suddenly fell silent.

Yuan Jing stepped out of his hint, and seeing Shen You's silence, he was a little uneasy, and couldn't help saying: "Shen You?"

Shen You looked at Yuan Jing for a while, then looked away.

The atmosphere gradually settled in the silence, and Yuan Jing's clamoring heartbeat also gradually quieted down. He felt that his sense of touch was a little distorted, and he clenched his fists several times before he felt the pain of being pinched by his nails.

Yuan Jing smiled awkwardly, "I just said that casually, you..." I only said a few words, and I couldn't say the rest anyway.

He lowered his head, desperately trying to think of something to make his mind not so blank.

Yuan Jing thought of the games on his computer for a while, then thought of the structure of the air conditioner, and suddenly thought of the scene when Shen You first came. Thinking like this, he thought of what Shen You said when he confessed his love.

...confession?

It's not even a confession.This definition seems to be added by himself.

What did Shen You say at that time?

What he seems to be saying is - Yuan Jing, I want to be with you and form a family with you.

Yuan Jing's heart skipped a beat.

Ah yes, that's what Shen You said at the time.

Thinking about it now, Shen You never said "I like you", nor asked Yuan Jing "Do you like me".From the beginning to the end, what Shen You pursued was not love. He seemed to just want to have a family.

One house, two people.It's just a home.

Whether the people in that family are beautiful or ugly, good or bad, whether they like Shen You or not, or whether Shen You likes it or not, it doesn't seem to matter. Shen You just wants someone to accompany him to form a family.

Yuan Jing unconsciously increased his breathing, otherwise he would always have a subtle feeling of suffocation.He warned himself not to think about it.But there are many thoughts in my mind, and many things can't be suppressed.

Just like watching a movie, places that were previously overlooked now come to mind after processed speculation.

When he doesn't go home, Shen You has been committed to getting him home, and he has been entangled in "going home" in his words; Shen You doesn't like to take the initiative to have intimate actions with him, but he likes to do things for the family together, such as Talk about cooking, cleaning, shopping; Shen You seldom goes out, even if he goes out, he goes home early before dark, and he also asks Yuan Jing to go home after work and not to run around.

And at the beginning, what he said was misunderstood by Yuan Jing as a confession.

Yuan Jing thought a lot in confusion, he raised his head to look at Shen You, he struggled a few times in his heart, and finally asked. "Shen You, you...that sentence you said to me at the beginning, you said that you want to be with me and form a family with me. The point of your sentence..." He paused, his voice Very low, very low, and said the second half of the sentence in a breathless manner, "...is it the first half of the sentence, or the second half?"

After saying these words, Yuan Jing felt as if something had dropped from the bottom of his heart, it was lost.He was thinking wildly in his heart, thinking that it was probably his own thinking, maybe it was Shen You who had some strange problem or cleanliness, or maybe he was embarrassed to have intimate contact, so he pretended that he didn't want to have intimate contact, okay? Cover up the tender and shy side, hehehe, really...low...

Shen You silently listened to Yuan Jing's words, and looked up at the young man in front of him.

The other party lowered his eyes, pursed his lips tightly, lowered his head slightly, clenched his fists together all the time, and didn't feel tired, and his eyebrows were furrowed unconsciously, maybe he didn't notice it either.

After watching for a while, Shen You blinked, and the pure white eyelashes closed and unfolded, like wings.He said softly, "I'm sorry." He had never spoken to anyone so softly, nor had he ever spoken in such a lowly manner.

No matter how arrogant he is, no matter how ignorant he is of the world, he knows it at this time, he... seems to have really hurt Yuan Jing's heart.

Hearing Shen You's words, Yuan Jing unknowingly let go of his clenched fist, his heart skipped a beat, and then slowly fell silent, as if he was about to sink forever.

He unconsciously and indifferently thought in his heart: ... Oh.

The author has something to say: If there is a disagreement, then the willful turn will start the abuse..

By the way, I feel uneasy at the bottom of my heart......【Grievance face