I am fickle

Chapter 301 I am a total failure

People in the world say that I am ruthless, sometimes I also think that I am ruthless, but there is also a sad heart under the cold face.I can't lie to myself, I'm still not cruel enough, this is my sin.

I sat alone in the hall, and all I recalled in my mind were Yunshan's words just now, which seemed to make sense.

My aunt cared for me since I was a child. I once said that I would protect her in the future and give her the best things in the world, but I saw her die in my arms.Yuan Xinyou served me loyally, but she also fell in front of me, not even a corpse.

In my whole life, it sounded like I was going to crusade against Heaven, but in fact it was a complete failure. I failed to protect a single person.Everyone around me died because of me, I'm just... trash...

I can't get rid of the appearance of Yuan Xinyou lying in a pool of blood in my mind. I will never meet such a loyal person again.

In the future, if someone comes to hurt me again, no one will stand up and yell not to touch my master.My heart is worried, are you secretly betraying me? Even you are tired of me...

My eyes were scorching hot, and I clenched my fists tightly, trying not to let the tears flow down.

Unknowingly, my steps moved towards my aunt's former residence, and I choked up and said, "Auntie, make me another bowl of delicious soup."

There is only the crisp sound of the wind blowing the green leaves in my ears, and there is no such pleasant voice to answer me anymore.

I pushed open the elegant door, Luo Sheng sat on the edge of the bed and took care of Shu Liangliang, he glanced at me and then nodded.

He has been here for a while, but he never said anything to me, not even a single look.It seemed that he wanted to talk to me today, so I left the room and sat in the flowing water pavilion in the garden quietly waiting for him to come.

"Jiang Shengxian, the horoscope is dead."

"Auntie...Auntie just fell asleep..."

"When did you learn to deceive yourself, Jiang Shengxian, did she say anything when she died?"

I shook my head, Luo Sheng smiled a little far-fetched: "Bazi, she still didn't understand my intentions, but I really like her for what she thought was a deal."

I didn't answer, Luo Sheng said to himself: "I know, I know she tried to like me, but she couldn't do it. I didn't force her, I just waited for her bit by bit, just like the slow Watching her laughing with Fudian Shangshen slowly, I have a lot of patience..."

"You...you have loved Aunt since a long time ago?"

"It's so strange. I liked her back then, but it's a pity that she has her own heart..."

"Then why didn't you express your intentions, why did you say that you made a deal with your aunt?"

Luo Sheng smiled weakly, "If I express my heart, she will not accept it with her personality. I know that she needs a marriage and please get entangled with God. She doesn't want to delay other people's feelings. Only Only in this way will she feel that she is not in debt."

I suddenly realized, Luo Sheng said again: "I don't know her mind, she doesn't know my mind, she just went there in a daze."

"If you're talking about this, let's go to Auntie's coffin and discuss it." I glanced at him lazily.

Luo Sheng said: "I just want to take good care of Liangliang now, and I don't care about you, but Bazi couldn't let you go, don't make her feel at ease even if she is in the coffin."

I stood up, flicked my sleeves, and yawned: "You don't need to worry about it, I'm very sleepy, I'm going back to rest."

Even though I have a lot of feelings in my heart, I can't show it, and I absolutely can't let people see my weakness.