Huai Yu holding Jing

Chapter 11 - Shen Huaiyu Chapter-11

I hesitated all the way until I met him.

The situation has just settled down, and two more big jobs have been accepted, and there are still many official tasks...

I was running around in my head with all this, and then I got on a plane to Venice.

He is like a star with absolute gravitational attraction to me. In front of him, all the natural calculations of my businessmen seem to be evaporated by the scorching sun. Even though I knew early on that I should not approach him, my body never stopped running towards him—— — This is not normal, I have always been a very rational person, since I was 20 years old, I seldom act emotionally.But once I face him, I will lose control, childish, stubborn, jealous, and look like a fool.

But when I found him, I didn't dare to go there. He was like a sweet dream that couldn't be disturbed. I knew that once he saw me, the smile on his face would turn into that subtle expression mixed with contempt again. He always looks like this Looking at me, it both makes my heart beat and makes me sad.

I watched him wandering around in a gondola all day long, and soon he became one with the neighbors, laughing and laughing all day, and having a good time alone, I wish he was someone who would feel lonely like me people.

Venice suits him well, Europe is indifferent, but in the whole color of steel, Italy is sunny gold.

And I could only stand in the shadows and watch him.Amidst the sound of the waves, I suddenly remembered the verses he once told me while shaking his head*:

With weak whispers I call my love,

But gloomy fantasies gathered in my consciousness.

I seek you in the dark with my weak hand.

suddenly,

on my burning brow,

I feel your tears, your kisses and your breath.

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*From Pushkin's "Rehabilitation"

That's right, Shen Huaiyu is a hypocritical boy2333