how to look at the city

Chapter 180 Xu Yinyang's Fear 2

"Yin Yang." Song Qingyang called softly.

Xu Yinyang didn't know why, but suddenly let go of him, curled up in a corner, trembling.

"Yin Yang." Song Qingyang moved towards him step by step, stretched out his hand to pull his wrist, and said softly, "What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable?"

"..." Xu Yinyang didn't make a sound, and his breathing was very short, as if he couldn't catch his breath.

"Yin Yang?" Song Qingyang looked at him worriedly, grasped his wrist with his fingers and pulled it over, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Song Qingyang pulled him slightly, but Xu Yinyang didn't move, his whole body was very stiff.

"Yin Yang?" Song Qingyang pulled him, a little puzzled.

What happened to Xu Yinyang?

Are you scared?Did he remember something, or was it because of something else?

Song Qingyang's eyes were full of worry, but Xu Yinyang didn't even look at him, and pushed him away hard.

Song Qingyang was defenseless against him, was pushed violently, and almost fell off the bed.

Before he could feel his heart palpitations, he turned back to look at Xu Yinyang, "Yinyang, what are you afraid of?"

Xu Yinyang looked straight at him, with strong hostility in his eyes.

Song Qingyang was a little scared suddenly, before he could move in time, he was thrown down by Xu Yinyang.

"Yin Yang?" Song Qingyang was taken aback and struggled uneasily.

Xu Yinyang pressed him firmly under him, staring at his face with black eyes, "Who are you?"

"I'm Qingyang, I'm Song Qingyang." Song Qingyang answered him.

"You lied to me" Xu Yinyang said ruthlessly, he pinched Song Qingyang's neck, and the anger in his eyes became more serious, "Song Qingyang is dead, he is dead..."

Song Qingyang died in a car accident, Song Qingyang is gone, gone...

"I'm Song Qingyang, I'm not dead Yin Yang, please calm down and take a good look at me." Song Qingyang struggled to break his hand, but he didn't dare to make too much movement for fear of angering him.

not dead?

Why didn't you die?

Xu Yinyang stared at him with black eyes, as if he wanted to see a flower from him, "...Qingyang...Qingyang...don't go...Qingyang..."

His eyes suddenly lost focus again, and he murmured.

Xu Yinyang said, don't go.

Song Qingyang's heart ached violently, he struggled desperately to sit up, holding Xu Yinyang's face, "I am Song Qingyang, you look at me with wide eyes, I am Song Qingyang, I did not leave."

Xu Yinyang stared at him blankly, without moving.

"Yin Yang?" Song Qingyang knelt on the bed, "Wake up, please, I beg you to wake up, I will never leave again."

"Qingyang..."

Xu Yinyang murmured again, his eyes were in a trance.

"Yes, I'm Qingyang..." Before Song Qingyang finished his sentence, Xu Yinyang kissed him fiercely, his voice was completely swallowed up in his fierce and powerful kiss.

"Yinyang..." Song Qingyang yelled vaguely, he raised his hand, wanting to hug Xu Yinyang, but he hadn't touched Xu Yinyang and pushed away fiercely.

After Xu Yinyang pushed him away, he looked up at him, his gaze froze suddenly, he turned around and jumped out of the bed, pushed the door and ran out.

"Yin Yang." Song Qingyang didn't have time to startle, he quickly got up from the bed, his shoes were too late to catch the bed, and he ran after him.

The lights in the hallway were on.

Song Qingyang stopped abruptly as soon as he ran past the door. When he turned his head, he saw Xu Yinyang curled up at the door, curled up into a small ball, his eyes looked very lonely and helpless.

Song Qingyang breathed a sigh of relief, walked towards him, knelt down beside him, and asked softly, "Are you okay?"

"Lamp..." Xu Yinyang uttered a word tremblingly.

His lips trembled, and the sound of the words he uttered changed a bit. Song Qingyang didn't understand what he heard.

"Wait? What are you waiting for?" Song Qingyang squatted in front of him, unable to figure out what it meant, so he asked patiently.

"Lamp..." Xu Yinyang emphasized again.

"Light?" Song Qingyang understood this time, "Are you afraid of the dark?"

Was it because he turned off the lights that Xu Yinyang suddenly became agitated?

Because the lights were still on in the corridor, Xu Yinyang gradually calmed down again.

But he didn't remember that Xu Yinyang was afraid of the dark?

Xu Yinyang didn't speak, but bent his knees and curled himself into a ball.

Song Qingyang looked distressed, and couldn't help reaching out to pull him, "I turned on the light, let's go back."

Xu Yinyang didn't move, he stretched out his hands to cover his head, frowning together in pain.

Song Qingyang was startled, half kneeling on the ground to grab Xu Yinyang's hand, "What's wrong? Is it a headache?"

Xu Yinyang covered her head and closed her eyes tightly, and said nothing.

Song Qingyang wanted to see his symptoms, but before he could move, Xu Yinyang suddenly fell to his side and passed out.

"Yin Yang" Song Qingyang was startled, bent over and hugged him, and put him back on the bed with great effort.

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From that day on, Song Qingyang never dared to turn off the lights.All the lights in the entire Song family house will be turned on at night, and stay bright all night long.

In order to prevent unexpected power outages, he also specially purchased a generator to ensure 24h power supply.

Xu Yinyang is afraid of people, almost everything is done by Song Qingyang himself, he pushes away all entertainment, except for simple work, he doesn't go to any medical skills exchange meetings, and he never goes on business, everything is Xu Yinyang as the first.

When he came out from home to visit Gu Yu this time, Song Qingyang also asked Xu Yinyang for his opinion. He patiently explained to Xu Yinyang for a long time, and wanted to take Xu Yinyang out to bask in the sun. But Xu Yinyang was sleepy the whole time, not answering him a word, nor looking at him.

Apart from going to the hospital for regular checkups, Xu Yinyang never had much contact with people.

He resists and hates crowded places.

Song Qingyang couldn't coax him no matter how hard he tried. On this point, Xu Yinyang didn't give him any face.

Song Qingyang's whole life is to face Xu Yinyang, take care of his clothing, food, housing, and transportation, and carefully observe his state all the time.

It's not that Song Qingyang feels tired of taking care of Xu Yinyang like this, he actually still loves Xu Yinyang very much, but he always feels a little boring repeating the same life all day long.

People always need some private space, and need a little time to sneak in.

He was very envious of Brother Xi and Gu Jin, the family of three. God knows how much he wanted to walk side by side with Xu Yinyang in the sunshine, showing affection without any scruples.

But, no, Xu Yinyang resisted fiercely in a place with a little more people.

In fact, today was the time when Xu Yinyang had regular checkups for rehabilitation. He didn't understand psychology, so he handed Xu Yinyang to the nurse as usual.

He was accompanied by Song Qingyang for the initial treatment. After a long time, Xu Yinyang seemed to be familiar with the nurse who often took care of him and the doctor who did his rehabilitation, and gradually became less resistant. Song Qingyang was able to sneak out for a while. .

But he never thought that because of his negligence at this moment, it would cause him a lot of mistakes in the future.