Hidden heart

Chapter 17

Fan Xuechen was hugged by Shen Yao and got into the car, he seemed calm all the time.But Shen Yao still said to him cautiously: "Xue Chen, can you go to my house tonight?"

"Okay." Fan Xuechen did not refuse.

The anxiety in Shen Yao's heart turned into joy, "Xuechen, you...are you not angry with me?"

Fan Xuechen looked at him, and then moved his gaze out of the car window.The lights on both sides of the road softly shone on the cold street. There were very few people on the street, and it seemed that the night was very late.His voice was as cold as the leaves falling in the air at this time: "You didn't do anything wrong, why should I be angry?"

"Xue Chen..." Shen Yao stretched out his hand to caress his pale face, there seemed to be a lot of words in his heart, but he didn't know what to say for a while.

"I've been looking for you for a long time, and I'm really afraid that you won't talk to me anymore."

"Didn't you say that there is a banquet to attend tonight?"

"How can such a thing compare to you?" Shen Yao said as he hugged him into his arms, "In the future, as long as it is something you don't want to do, I will never let you do it."

"Shen Yao," Fan Xuechen suddenly smiled, it was just a very light smile, but it contained an unspeakable sadness.

"It's because I think too much. Don't take those words today to heart. I've already thought about it..."

"What did you think about?" Shen Yao couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, he was just happy and puzzled.

Fan Xuechen didn't answer, but suddenly said: "They all laughed at me for being too serious."

"Who is it? Is it Xue Ze?" Shen Yao felt uncomfortable when he thought about Huancheng, "Don't pay attention to him, Xue Chen, and don't listen to his nonsense!"

Shen Yao watched him close his eyes as if he was very tired, so he hugged him completely into his arms.It wasn't until the car stopped that Shen Yao gently woke him up.

After entering the room, Shen Yao brought him some water and pastries, he only ate a little, then leaned back on the sofa completely, and slowly closed his eyes again.

"Xuechen, do you want to sleep?" Shen Yao caressed his face.

Fan Xuechen nodded slightly, "That girl gave me some wine..."

Shen Yao frowned, "Is that the woman in the white dress leaning against you?"

"She said you haven't seen her for a long time."

"Xuechen, I have nothing to do with her, don't listen to her nonsense!"

Fan Xuechen nodded, "I know."

Shen Yao stretched out her head and kissed his lips lightly. Seeing that he didn't refuse, she slowly deepened the kiss.His soft lips and tongue really exuded a strong aroma of wine, making Shen Yao fascinated.

"I only have you in my heart, Xuechen, everything before has nothing to do with you and me."

Fan Xuechen responded in a low voice, leaning her head on his shoulder, "I want to sleep..."

"I'll carry you up." Shen Yao picked him up, and said softly in his ear: "Xuechen, you are so light..." Fan Xuechen closed his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep.

Shen Yao put him on the bed, and untied his clothes and pants. He really wanted to do something to this man at the moment, but he stopped again, opened his eyes for a while, and went to the bathroom by himself.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yao opened his eyes, and there was already a faint light coming in from outside. "Xuechen!" At this moment, Fan Xuechen was not on the bed, so he sat up hastily.

At this moment, the bathroom door opened, and Fan Xuechen walked in. He was wearing a large bathrobe, and the water droplets on his face were flowing down his cheeks. His whole body was like a lotus in clear water, cold. There is a delicate fragrance in the cold, which makes people daydream.

Shen Yao only felt that his heartbeat missed a beat, and said, "Did you go to take a shower?"

Fan Xuechen nodded, "You don't mind if I wear your clothes?"

"Why would I mind?" He couldn't help but hug Fan Xuechen and started to kiss.

But Fan Xuechen pushed him away and said, "I got up late today, and I might be late at the art exhibition."

"Where are you going?"

"Yes, until the end of this month, the art exhibition is over, I... I don't have to go." He looked into the closet and said, "My clothes smell of alcohol, you can lend me another set of clothes Bar."

Shen Yao hugged him from behind, and said softly, "You can choose whichever outfit you want to wear."

"I'm afraid your clothes are too big."

Shen Yao smiled lightly, stretched out his hand and ordered down the rows of clothes, and finally stopped on a black suit, "This suit should be very suitable for you." Then he whispered in Fan Xuechen's ear Said: "Let me help you wear it."

"no need."

Shen Yao hugged him, "You helped me last time, it's my turn to help you this time." Before Fan Xuechen could speak, his fingers had already untied the belt of his robe, and gently stroked the still A slightly damp body.

Fan Xuechen's slender waist trembled, she held Shen Yao's hand, and said, "Don't do this, Shen Yao."

There was a kind of persistence in his hoarse voice, Shen Yao could only stop his hand, bit his earlobe lightly, and said, "I see."

Fan Xuechen turned around and pushed Shen Yao away, the bases of his ears were slightly red, he took a look at Shen Yao, then walked to the bed and took off his bathrobe, and put on his pants first.

"Xuechen." Fan Xuechen turned half of his face, and saw Shen Yao walking towards him again.

"It's okay, I'll help you wear it." Shen Yao picked up the shirt and put it on him.This time he didn't do anything else, but neatly buttoned the buttons on his shirt one by one.

"I said that I won't force you to do things you don't want to do." After buttoning the last button, Shen Yao gently kissed him on the forehead.

Shen Yao took the suit and helped him put it on, and hugged him to the mirror.The black suit made Fan Xuechen's pale face look as glamorous as ice and snow, and the dark tie tied the slender neck to make it even more restrained. Finally, Shen Yao couldn't help but turned his face away for a while. Intense kisses.

He has never tolerated a person like this before!

"Xuechen, do you like what I picked for you?" Shen Yao gasped while holding his face.

Fan Xuechen lowered his eyes and responded with a low voice.

"Although it's still a little big, but you look good in black, I really can't help thinking about you..." He closed his eyes as he spoke, as if trying to restrain his inner impulse.

Fan Xuechen's pale face had a layer of bright red, but his voice was still calm, as if his body and soul were completely separated at this moment.

"It must be very late now."

"Don't worry, I'll send you there right away. You wait for me." Shen Yao left him, took out a suit from the closet, and quickly put it on.

While wearing a tie, he walked to Fan Xuechen's side and stood side by side with him.

"Do you think we are a good match?"

Fan Xuechen's eyes turned from his body to the mirror, but he looked away after only one glance, as if he was afraid that something in the mirror would stab him.Everything that happened last night changed his mind from indecision to firmness.

He shouldn't extravagantly expect what the man in front of him can bring him. He has always known it, but now he can see it more clearly.He couldn't help but feel an indescribable sadness in his heart.

Shen Yao only thought that he was shy, lowered his head and kissed him on the cheek again, "I feel like I'm dreaming, Xuechen, are you willing to do this with me every day?"

"Maybe it's in a dream..." Fan Xuechen murmured, and then said, "Don't you want to go?"

Shen Yao sent Fan Xuechen to the art exhibition, saw that Fan Xuechen was about to leave, so he took his hand and said, "Xuechen, I'll come to you tonight."

"it is good."

"Then I'll call you? Will you answer?"

"Yes." He paused, and then said, "I forgot my mobile phone in it yesterday."

Shen Yao put his arms around him and kissed him again, "Then we'll see you tonight."

Fan Xuechen nodded and got out of the car.Shen Yao watched his thin figure disappearing before his eyes, and then slowly closed the car door, blocking the gusts of autumn wind outside.

The recent weather has begun to be tainted with the severe cold of early winter, but his heart is warm at this time, as if he is in a sunny March day, comfortable and carefree.

No matter who it is, anyone who sees Shen Yao today will feel like a spring breeze.Even when Xue Ze came to look for him in the afternoon, his face was only a little tense.

Naturally, Xue Ze could tell whether he was in a good or bad mood, so he had no scruples in his mouth, asking all the gossip about him and Fan Xuechen, while still complaining that Shen Yao was not loyal enough to hide it from him. so long.

"Brother Yao, are you serious about him? Hehe, I think he looks like a nerd, I'm afraid he can't stand it." Xue Ze put his legs on the opposite table, full of jokes tone.

Shen Yao lowered his face, "When did I stop being serious?"

"I didn't say you weren't serious!" Xue Ze quickly said, "I mean, if you don't love him in the future, he might be sad to death!"

"Stop talking nonsense here!"

"Okay, I won't talk about it!" Xue Ze said with a smile: "Why don't I invite you to dinner tonight, as if I were with you yesterday, how about it?"

Of course Shen Yao would not agree, he sent Xue Ze away, and drove to the art exhibition by himself.