Heartbreaker

Chapter 106 Betrayal and Love

The undead stood by the window, unable to see, his thin body like a dark silhouette.There was no one in the room, he fumbled for a candle and lit it, his slightly arched back was reflected on the wall.

He was silent for a while at the candles on the table, placed a small wooden idol in the center of the table, took a few steps away, and knelt down on one knee towards it.He took out the pendant under his collar, and took out the smooth gold ring tied on the black string.

Luo pressed the gold ring to his lips, feeling the cool metallic texture, and took a deep breath facing the bright firelight.

"God, today I saw the past of my beloved." He said calmly, "His childhood was spent in fear and loneliness, and his youth was passed away in violence and hatred. Now he is a youth. Look, he is physically and mentally exhausted, and there is only the last trace of unwillingness to move forward and fight."

"You are great, noble, and admirable. I have obeyed your commandments from various priests since I was a child. The life you created is precious, and no one can destroy or kill them. Only you have this right, Otherwise, it is a violation of your godhead."

"Therefore, I have endured pain and humiliation, looking for the holy relics created by you in this world, hoping that one day, I will redeem my sins and ascend to heaven..."

The fire light flickered for a moment, and the undead raised its two dark eye holes, faced the peaceful face of the wooden god, and said one word at a time:

"However, I found out that the world you created makes people feel guilty."

The flames were extinguished suddenly, and a mysterious gray smoke curled up.In the quiet darkness, the undead continued, "You have indeed saved many people, but at the same time, you have abandoned many people. I thought that those who know how to repent and endure will go far together, but in fact, they are the ones with high positions and illustrious reputations." I thought that only those who knew love and freedom could see the light, but in fact it was the evil and sinners who turned the clouds upside down. How many sincere and kind people died, and how many miserable and hard-working people fell forever..."

"You have always been on the sidelines." He said, "Those people who are willing to degenerate, before going to hell, actually longed for you and the salvation of this world."

"including me."

Luo stood up, put the gold ring on his ring finger, and walked to the window with the wooden idol.

"What I saw before I died was my own suffering, and what I saw after I died was the suffering of the world. Don't talk about how compassionate and merciful you are." He said calmly, "You can't lie to me."

Click!

In the next moment, he exerted strength in his palms, and his face was calm and stern.The wood carving cracked fine lines, fell apart, and became a pool of ash that was annihilated by the wind.

Luo spread out his hands, letting the cold evening wind blow away the dust on his palms.

"The biggest mistake I've ever made was to take patience as strength and obedience to you as my own salvation." His empty eyes stared at the silent mountains and ravines in the distance, "You didn't save me, You didn't save my love for this world. You didn't wake me up, but the person you abandoned gave me the remaining love and hope."

"He is not a god, not an angel, nor a believer. I know that he is full of blood, violent and arrogant, stubborn and fragile, and the sins he committed are enough to go to the seven hells. I know more clearly that his 'salvation' to me may be just to let I satisfy his selfish desires and fulfill his desire for revenge..."

"But I still love him, and I want to give him everything I have." Undead said, "I love his tenacity, his unyielding, his rebellion, his occasional fragility, and his love for life and will." He loves any side of him that is not tolerated by God and the world. He will never confess and pray for you, and you probably don’t even have the slightest desire to save him.”

The wood carvings were wiped out.

"In my opinion, he is absolutely not filthy." Luo gathered his fists, as if he had gathered an eternal oath, "Since you won't save him, then I will."

"I only confess to myself, I only have no regrets in my heart."

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knock knock knock.

After several knocks on the door, Luo turned around and listened secretly to the movement behind the oak door.

"Come in," he said.

"Excuse me, dear Messiah."

Three doctors in white robes walked into the room, and one of them lit a candle on the table, filling the mysterious room with a ray of light.

There seems to be something unusual about the undead in front of them - this is the current situation that the three of them noticed at the same time.

Luo still stood by the balcony and said flatly, "What's the matter?"

A doctor stepped forward and said solemnly, "Messiah, we need your help. In the past few days we have encountered several patients with difficult conditions. God has mercy on them. One is a little girl like a flower, and the other is a very knowledgeable patient." One is a talented violinist, the other is a noble marquis. No matter which one of them dies, it is a pity..."

"So that's how it is." Luo said, "Then please let those people come to see me in person some other day. I will decide whether to treat them or not depending on the severity of their illness."

The doctors were taken aback for a moment, looked at each other in blank dismay, at a loss.In the past, this undead would just nod meekly and let them take the blood, but now his attitude is calm and ambiguous.

"Why did you do this, Messiah?" A doctor smiled softly, "You are kind, noble and selfless, and you will never ignore those in need. We know this too, so think you are worthy of our respect and love, worthy of the reputation and status we give you..."

Luo Dao, "Sorry, I never saved people for your respect and love."

The doctor quickly changed his words, "We know! It's because of your selfless heart..."

"No, I have my own selfishness, but you don't know it." Luo said, "Forgive me for not being able to bear the reputation you gave me."

The other doctor couldn't hold back, stepped forward, and said loudly, "But you only have thirty days to live, Messiah! You were the one who said that you were willing to contribute your few lives, Let others be healed..."

The undead smiled faintly, "I don't believe it."

[I still have many, many 30 days to live with Lemon.We're going to live together for a long, long time.I want to take him to bathe in the sun, smell the fragrance of flowers, listen to the sound of the recovery of all things, watch the transition of sea and sky, day and night, and regain all the beauty lost in his life. 】

[For him, I want to cherish myself. 】

"Stop putting on airs there!"

A doctor suddenly yelled loudly, and said strangely, "You think we don't know what you've been doing these days?"

"You hung out with the experimental subject named 'Lemon Bone Spur' in that rat cage, and you did all kinds of dirty things."

Luo Dan smiled and said, "Anything in the name of love is not dirty, but it's hypocrisy for money and profit, I think it's shameful enough."

The doctors stared straight at the undead in front of them, "You are not worthy of the name 'Messiah', and you are not worthy of being our highest believer in preaching."

Luo Dao, "You also don't deserve to wear this white robe that can save lives and heal the wounded."

The three doctors looked at each other angrily, and one of them stepped forward and said sharply, "We don't want to talk to you, a despicable and lowly undead!"

Luo said, "Is this the truth, sir?"

The doctor took out a pair of tweezers from his pocket, waved it towards the undead, and looked fiercely, "We are not afraid of the undead, I advise you to be honest and listen to us obediently—"

With a flash of silver light, the sharp tips of the tweezers were about to pierce the neck of the undead.The ribs didn't move at all, and the faint blue flames shot up on his shoulders, immediately shaking off a layer of turbulent air waves, and directly knocked the doctor out!

"Alas!" the doctor yelled in pain, dizzy and dizzy from knocking against the thick oak door.Seeing that the transformed body was still vulnerable to the undead, the other two hesitated, not knowing what to do.

"Let those patients come to see me in person, and I will not go with any of you again, let alone a tool you use casually."

The undead calmly said a word, and under the strange stares of the three doctors, he sat back on the bedside calmly.

"If you don't want me to drive you away, please go back."