Heart has a thousand knots

Chapter 31

teacher's day.I took out the gift for Xiaoshi, and Xiaoshi was stunned: When did you get it?I heard him say before that you have a very good meticulous painting in your hand, but you didn't tell me when I asked you.

When Xiaoshi was at work, I took the painting to the famous framing shop on Huanhua North Road.The edges of the painting are somewhat worn.After the boss had someone repair it, he mounted it in a mahogany frame according to my request.

Xiaoshi's bright eyes are fixed on the painting.

happy holidays!I said.Xiaoshi looked at the bedroom and wandered around: Where should I hang it?I pointed to the head of the bed.The wedding photo of her and Lei Yunfei has been taken down, it is empty.

When I hung the painting up and down, Xiaoshi hugged me and said: Momo, thank you.Patted her on the back and smiled: "Stupid."

It should be me who said thank you.Because of her, she gave me a first love that made my youth more beautiful, and brought me more understanding and tolerance.

(47) There is no date for the return of Junwen

After returning to Dujiangyan, my father had already gone back to the countryside to grow vegetables.The house in my hometown escaped a catastrophe, except that the wall of the kitchen room was cracked and the roof tiles fell off.After my father went back, he repaired the house and never wanted to go back to Dujiangyan again.The elder brother and elder sister had no choice but to use the weekend to go back and see him.

Before leaving, Xiaoshi's room was thoroughly cleaned, and the refrigerator was filled with food and drink.It's getting colder, change the sheets for her.

Then he solemnly promised her that no matter where he went, he would keep in touch with her.

Back to Shanghai, went directly to Buyue.Go up to the 17th floor, get out of the elevator, turn right, the word "Buyue" is very kind.A strange girl stopped me: Excuse me, who are you looking for?

I asked her: Where is Xiaoyan?She looked at me and shook her head: Sorry, I don't know.

I walked straight in, and the little girl followed me, yelling.My appearance immediately caused a commotion.When the scholar saw me, he exclaimed in surprise: "Sichuan girl!"

Xiaoman on the opposite side raised her head, also pleasantly surprised: "Momo! I'm finally back."

"Where's Mr. Jiang? Are you there?" I asked her.Her surprise suddenly turned into surprise: "President Jiang is gone, don't you know?"

I'm dumbfounded.Jiang Qiuyue, are you leaving?

Pushing away the general manager's office, there was no Jiang Qiuyue inside.Xiaoman stood behind me: Mr. Jiang didn't tell you?I shake my head.

where did she goXiaoman didn't know, and Xiucai didn't know either.

Pushing open Dielianhua's door, Xiaobai was lying on the bar counter, staring at the fish tank in a daze.Seeing me, he punched me: "I thought I could only burn paper for you. I haven't heard from you for so long."

Where is the shopkeeper?I ask her.Xiaobai looked at me with surprise on his face.I don't know why, after nearly half a year, when I came back here, everyone greeted me with this expression.

"The big shopkeeper, who is it, first love? I'm sick, very serious, and she went back to Jilin to take care of her." Xiao Bai said, "The big shopkeeper paid for her surgery."

I want Han Shu's current phone number, and Xiaobai spread her hands together: "No, she said that she will contact me when she needs it. Let me help keep the store in check."

"By the way, your Yueyue came here some time ago." Xiaobai patted his forehead, "I almost forgot, she said, you left the house key in a hurry when you returned to Sichuan. Where is Yueyue?" ?”

After receiving the key from Xiaobai, I turned and left without answering her.Xiaobai shouted from behind: "Don't you want to drink before leaving?" I didn't look at her, but just waved: "Another day, let's get drunk with you."

Turning the key, the door opened, and the room was filled with silence.Jiang Qiuyue's room was empty.

Opening the bedroom where I lived for four years, the bed and desk were covered with a large white cloth, and when I lifted it gently, I saw two quilts, one with irises and one with daisies, neatly folded.On the desk, the HP laptop I used in the company lay there quietly.Opening the closet, the clothes I didn't take away, and her clothes were all hanging in it.

Dust off and turn on the computer. In the E drive, the file package named "A Thousand Knots in the Heart" is still there, double-click the mouse, and a password prompt box will pop up.I input her and my birthday numbers without thinking, and there are more than 200 photos presented in front of my eyes.Arranged by shooting time: Cuihu, Lugu Lake, Sanya, Dujiangyan.In front of the wishing stone in Sanya, there is a photo of me and her.I hold her waist, her arms are around my neck, the sea breeze blows her white shirt, her long hair wraps around my face...

In the evening, I made two dishes for myself, put them on the table, and put two sets of bowls and chopsticks.Under the dim wall lamp, I said to Jiang Qiuyue who was sitting opposite: "It's time to eat, Yueyue." When I brought the bowl, tears fell drop by drop, falling on the white dining table, splashing one after another.

Yueyue, did you just leave like this?

Late at night, lying on the bed, hugging her quilt, breathing deeply, trying to find her breath.Pressing the familiar numbers one by one, I still can only hear the mechanical voice of "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off", an indifferent and indifferent tone.

Yueyue, will you come back?

The next day, I went to Hengyuan.Chen Zijian is my last hope.

Because there was no appointment, I was stopped by the front desk.I became a little impatient, and said angrily: "You call him directly and say that Shen Momo has something important to ask him."

Seeing that my attitude was a bit arrogant, the receptionist quickly dialed his office number.Then he said to me with a smile on his face: Mr. Chen invites you to go in.

When Chen Zijian saw me, the first thing he said was: "You are finally back." It seemed that he expected and expected that I would come back?

"Where is Yueyue, where is it?" I wasn't in the mood to greet him.

"Going back to my hometown." Chen Zijian stood up and said, "I have an important meeting in a while, so to make a long story short. Before she leaves, please ask me to take care of Buyue."

"Is there something wrong with Buyue's finances?" I asked, Jiang Qiuyue's stocks reminded me.

"Yes, but it's all settled." Chen Zijian said, "Now, Buyue is taking over all of Hengyuan's advertisements. I help her take care of them, and it's also temporary. She said, if you come back, you will take over. Now, I can leave it to you with confidence."

Bu Yue's turning point was undoubtedly helped by Hengyuan.

(48) The heart has thousands of knots

Calling the heads of various departments to the general manager's office for a meeting, I felt a lot of confusion in my heart.I never thought I had the qualifications to do business, and I don't know much about advertising management.I am afraid that the moon will go from bad to worse in my hands.Therefore, I just want to maintain its stability first, and make a smooth transition to the day when Jiang Qiuyue returns.

Simply listening to the situation of various departments, I said, I don't understand business, you are all more senior than me, and you are the backbone of Buyue.Step up to all of you here, we are all proud.The benefits that the company gave to everyone in the past, on the basis of the same, need to be improved by everyone.

For necessary entertainment, I will bring Xiucai and Xiaoman with me.The office romance finally took shape.Xiaoman's ingenuity, combined with the scholar's boldness, allowed me to advance and retreat freely in front of all kinds of clients.

I'm used to walking after get off work.Along the road of commuting to and from get off work with Jiang Qiuyue in the past, measure the length of missing step by step.On that flashy and dazzling street, the negatives of the past time are like old private wine. I sip it alone in the crowd, and I am drunk in any picture about her.

A person's late night is the craziest moment of missing.Facing the city she was in, I said to myself alone: ​​I miss you, did you hear that?

The bed on the left, where she was, remained empty.

But in a few months, this not-so-familiar city, the familiar and friendly Buyue, the leisurely and comfortable Dielianhua—everything caught the 28-year-old me suddenly caught off guard by the vicissitudes of life.In a flash, there was a feeling of another world.

On the night of New Year's Day, after having dinner with the company staff, I opened the closet, looked at her clothes, and tears crept up again.Called Xiaobai, but Han Shu still didn't come back, nor did he leave any contact information.

Unknowingly, she walked into Jiang Qiuyue's room. The silence was suffocating.

Pulling open the bedside table, inside was the "Selected Words of the Past Dynasties" that she usually reads.On paper, there are car keys.Take it out, below, there is a pink notebook.

My cold fingers brushed over the cover and opened:

On the title page, there are a few words that she transcribed: The sky is not old, love is endless.Heart like dual screen, there Chien knot.The night is over, the east window is not white and the waning moon is condensed.

On the morning of May 5th, I will take you to the airport.Along the way, there is a traffic jam.Think about the longer time, so that I can stay with you for a while... I am really selfish like this.Your relatives are unpredictable.The moment of parting finally came. "Yueyue, goodbye." You said that, and my tears flowed down uncontrollably.This "goodbye" hurts my heart.What makes my heart hurt even more is that this time, you didn't even look back at me!That kiss, just for parting?Momo, are we breaking up like this?Every time we parted, I watched you walk away step by step, and this time was no exception.When you turn around, will it be a lifetime?

May 5 Today is the second day of national mourning for the compatriots who died in the Wenchuan earthquake.You sent a message about what happened to Xiaoshi.This sudden disaster left Xiaoshi with almost nothing, except you.Momo, she needs you.And me?In the days when you left, I realized how much I miss you, every day.Especially in the dead of night like this.When there is a limit to the ends of the earth, there is only endless lovesickness.