haphazard

Chapter 30 Epilogue

Xie Cheng glanced at the sky outside, the setting sun was already hanging in the sky, and the indigo sky stretched towards the sky.

The evening wind in late autumn blows through this bustling street, and the light boards that light up one after another tell me that night has quietly fallen, forming a sharp contrast with the defeat less than [-] kilometers away.

But Xie Cheng would not dislike it, because there he met his lover.

Now he can't wait to run over there, and wants to ask him personally if he wants to leave with him.

He knocked on the window sill of the car anxiously, like a silent urging.

It is easy to enter the old Qiushui area from the new Qiushui area, but it is very complicated to enter the new Qiushui area from the old Qiushui area. Xie Cheng shook his head slightly as he looked at the barriers behind him.He felt that the two regions clearly had a way to complement and cooperate to achieve a win-win situation, but in the end they ended up with such an unbalanced development. He will definitely improve the environment of the old Qiushui District in the future.In the next ten years, what Xie Cheng promised has been fulfilled, but these are things for later.

Almost as soon as the car stopped at the hospital, Xie Cheng rushed to the door of Xu Yu's ward without stopping, but hesitated when he opened the door to enter.

He thought about it, and adjusted to his appearance before he lost his memory. He always felt that Xu Yu should like it more.In fact, he was not sure about his confession, because the previous one was too hasty, and he had the determination to die. He didn't think whether he would reply, but now he was sitting in front of him in a good manner. I got nervous.

He hesitantly circled back and forth at the door, and made a "thump, thud, thump" sound in the empty corridor with that mechanical crutch.

After a while, the door of the ward opened by itself.

Jiang old man came out from inside, closed the door lightly, his face didn't look good, "I was an old man guarding all night and finally fell asleep. Why are you wandering around the door? Do you know that old people are very light sleepers! "

Xie Cheng just wanted to apologize when he heard old man Jiang continue: "The first moment Xu Yu woke up was to ask if you were okay." He added angrily, "He should really like you, Xu Yu is not a big brat. Make friends, and don't get close to others. Since I was a child, the person who stayed by his side the longest is Tong Lianwei. Now that kid is gone, you are the only one left. If you refute his ideas, you will never be in this life. I want to go to the old Qiushui District to look for him again. After all, I also watched Xu Yu grow up, his mother was my best friend during his lifetime, so I can count him as half of his relatives, anyway, I have the right to refuse this marriage."

"Tong Lianwei is fine. He is now in the hospital in Xinqiushui District." Xie Cheng returned with a smile, "Also, Xu Yu and I haven't even spoken yet. Thank you, old man, for your praise."

"It's fine, it's fine." Old man Jiang laughed, "I have to tell Aunt Wang the good news quickly." Then he remembered what Xie Cheng said, and his sparse hair exploded with anger, " Come in, you! The good boy actually took advantage of me. The good ones don’t learn, but the bad ones are exactly the same as Xu Yu’s. Brat, if you treat Xu Yu badly, I will fight my old bones to kill you, hum. "

Xie Cheng nodded, "I will."

Xie Cheng nodded when he heard the words, and was about to open the door while holding the handle in his hand, but the old man Jiang suddenly turned around and continued, "Hey, wait. The life was not very satisfactory. He has not been in a very good mood after knowing these things now. Although he never mentioned it, I also know that he is not feeling well. It's easy to be paranoid. Also, half of Xu Yu's problems are due to you, no matter what your final result is, you will be responsible."

"I will." Xie Cheng promised.

"Then you go." Old man Jiang waved his hand, "I have to go back and rest for a while, check the equipment and wait for Xu Yu to be discharged from the hospital before giving him a full body examination. I'm always worried about the technology here."

"Go slowly." Xie Cheng watched old man Jiang leave, took a deep breath and let it out again, and finally opened the door.

He saw Xu Yu facing the window, and he didn't know if he was asleep or awake, so he couldn't help slowing down and sat beside Xu Yu.

Xu Yu was seriously injured, his whole body was covered with bandages, and his face was wrapped several times.Xie Cheng saw that this was a bit like the feeling of two people switching identities when they first met.

Xu Yu sensed the person coming and turned his head to look at the person coming.

Xie Cheng sat opposite him, trying to keep his tone brisk: "You're awake."

Xu Yu nodded and pointed to the mobile phone on the bedside table. Xie Cheng immediately understood what he meant and handed the mobile phone to a convenient place for him.Fingers tapped on the keyboard, and the familiar female robot voice sounded: "You are here, thank you boss."

Xie Cheng didn't expect to be exposed by him as soon as he opened his mouth, and then he was a little embarrassed by this unfamiliar address.

"Are you okay?" Xu Yu continued typing.

"Not as serious as you." Xie Cheng thought for a while, then sighed, "I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me..."

But Xu Yu interrupted him directly, "If I hadn't insisted on investigating that matter, it wouldn't be the current result, and I have to blame myself for everything."

The cold robotic female voice had no emotion, but Xu Yu could clearly feel that he was blaming himself and feeling sad.

All the pursuits suddenly turned into bubbles, and the truth is often more cruel and unacceptable than the reality.Xu Yu actually thought a lot while lying down, but in the end he still felt that if he hadn't been so forceful to pursue this result, hadn't stood at a fork in the road and chosen a road that everyone opposed, would everything have changed? different?Will Tong Lianwei be implicated?Xie Cheng will not be injured because of this.

"You didn't do anything wrong." Xie Cheng suddenly turned serious, "It was you who saved me and got involved in this dangerous business and met that lunatic. If you insist on saying that you did something wrong, then I can't escape the responsibility , nothing can be developed by only one factor, it is multivariate. Xu Yu, next time you encounter something, can you stop carrying it alone? You can also go to Qi Shaoxun's place before, in the stairwell It's okay at any time, as long as you are willing to discuss with me, I will help you." When he said this, he choked up inexplicably, "You know that I like you, right, do you know that I am really afraid of you when you do that? Just...suddenly..." He couldn't continue with those two words, "Two people are stronger than one no matter what, even pig teammates can do it themselves What's the matter, Xu Yu. Let me ask you, when you fell downstairs with him in your arms, did you ever think about dying together?"

Xu Yu glanced away, but didn't look at him.

Xie Cheng just looked at him like that, "We can't decide where we came from, and we can't decide what happened when we were young, but we can when we grow up, Xu Yu. When we grow up, we have the ability to choose, and we have the opportunity to change and make up for mistakes. We have no way to change the past, why not look forward together?

"In fact, I only realized these truths in the past few years. When my parents were still there, I was stupid and didn't understand anything. I'm not the eldest son and eldest daughter of the Xie family. Playing, I didn’t realize that the world is not what I thought it was until after my parents left. It must sound like some happy troubles to you, but it was a fatal blow to me at that time. I don’t know what to do at all, I When I was taken over by my grandfather for training, I was still wondering why the world suddenly became like this. I also made a lot of stupid decisions, and I ran away secretly in order not to learn those obscure economics, and finally my grandfather In a fit of anger, I was thrown to a foreign country. I stood on the streets of foreign countries, and I didn’t know the local language, so I relied on gestures. I gradually came into contact with the family’s business and was forced to learn many things. Only then did I realize that all the happiness before was caused by my parents. Protecting me, I don't know the blessing in the blessing.

"I also blamed them in my misery, and felt that it was because they spoiled me too much that I couldn't accomplish anything." Xie Cheng's eyes were light, with a hint of a smile, "Xu Yu, you know, they love you, so they miss you." To protect you constantly and to give you the best, even if their methods are extreme and incomprehensible, but that is the only way they can come up with. I am not a qualified son, how can I Forcing them to be a perfect parent? So I gritted my teeth and told myself that I could persevere. I became what they called 'Boss Xie', and they all thought I was doing a good job, even myself.

"But until I met you, I found that I was still too content with the status quo." Xie Cheng smiled, "You know, the first time I saw you, you looked so depressed, but your eyes were full of tears. Not reconciled. You have ambitions, and you are confident that you can do it. Even if you deny yourself verbally, you never shake your heart."

Xu Yu was startled, he raised his eyes to look at Xie Cheng.

He was right.That's exactly what he was back then.

"I thought to myself, why does a person living in the mud have such desires. You are different from the people I have seen in the old Qiushui District, and you even have your own principles. I started to be curious about you, the first The second time I met, I was delighted, and the third time I couldn't help liking you." When Xie Cheng said the words, he realized that he was not as nervous as he thought, but rather relieved, and felt that it didn't matter if Xu Yu answered or not. , anyway, he has a long time, so he can slowly catch up from the beginning.

"There's nothing wrong with you like this." Xie Cheng affirmed.

In Xu Yu's 26 years of life, almost everyone said "no" to his decision, but now someone told him there was nothing wrong with doing so.

"You just want an established result, don't you?" Xie Cheng looked at him, "This is what has happened, you are just looking for an answer. It is impossible for people to change what has happened, why do you blame yourself Is it because of Tong Lianwei? You are not to blame for Tong Lianwei's incident, even without you, he would have been involved in this matter with a high probability. His father runs a canteen, but some of the liquor products at home are connected to Shisu District. , is a very important source of information, and I would be implicated without you. Besides, Tong Lianwei is not dead."

Xu Yu frowned slightly, and typed a "?" on the phone.

"Almost died. My sister bled heavily when she rushed over, but she was rescued anyway. She is now in the hospital in Xinqiushui District." Xie Cheng stated.

[Thanks. ] Xu Yu hit.

"I also want to thank my sister. I didn't help much. I will introduce you to you later. My sister is very beautiful, and thanks to her, this matter will be resolved." Xie Cheng sighed, "If it wasn't for When I met you, I really thought I could do it. Now that I think about it, I don’t have enough ability to protect you.” He smiled, “Although I’m not even as good as Tong Lianwei, but Xu Yu, I like you. Although I think I am not qualified now, but I really like you."

[Um. ] Xu Yu typed and deleted, his fingers swung back and forth on the keyboard, but he couldn't squeeze out the next word.

In fact, he didn't know how to reply Xie Cheng.

He doesn't know either.

How should I put it, when he received Tong Lianwei's love letter before, not only did he not respond, but he also felt a little embarrassed.He probably doesn't like Tong Lianwei. Even if the two of them spend a long time together, Tong Lianwei takes good care of him, but he can't be tempted.He never knew how to deal with this matter, so he chose to escape. In fact, he also wanted to escape this time, but Xie Cheng's various postures always echoed in his mind.He clearly said not to worry about it, but in the end he made exceptions again and again.

Xu Yu couldn't say it well.

Now being asked with his face close to his face, he couldn't answer anything for a while.

Because it is indeed special.

But he really doesn't know if he has reached the height in his heart.He was in a mess, and it was the first time he had encountered such a thing.He thought he was well-informed in the old Qiushui District, but if it really happened to him, he would be a mess.

Seeing him like this, Xie Cheng thought he was rejected.A heart sank fiercely, but nothing showed on his face.Now he remembered the benefits of his years of training, like a real adult, he learned to stick the mask firmly to his face, "It's okay, I don't force you to respond, it doesn't matter if you don't like it."

Xu Yu's eyes darkened, and he tapped the keyboard, but still deleted it.

He didn't say it, he didn't know how to say it.

"Xu Yu, it's okay if you don't like me, but don't blame yourself." Xie Cheng tried his best to put the mask on his face firmly, "This matter involved so many things, it wasn't your fault in the first place."

Xu Yu looked sideways at him and sighed inwardly.

[Well, I'll think about it. ]

"I'm going to country M." Xie Cheng suddenly stood up and walked to the window.

The afterglow of the setting sun shone on him, and his shadow fell on his bed, long and long, just covering Xu Yu's body.

It's as if two people are entangled.

Xu Yu was startled and didn't reply.

"My sister and I have reached an agreement that I will go to country M to experience some experience." Xie Cheng looked down at him, "Although you don't like me, can you wait for me for two years? I’m here to chase you, and sincerely take you to the new Qiushui area, if you don’t want to go, I can stay with you in the old Qiushui area.”

[? ] Xu Yu knocked out a question mark.

But Xie Cheng didn't watch it at all, he continued: "Two years seems too long, I can't wait, otherwise, I will call you every day to say I love you."?Xu Yu wondered how old this person was.

"Anyway, if you don't agree, I'll pester you until you agree." Xie Cheng licked his lips and bowed slightly, "The candy you gave was really sweet, I haven't finished it yet, you Do you want to try it?"

Just as Xu Yu was about to type to say no, he found his face suddenly approaching, and there was a soft touch from his lips, warm, with the fragrance of fructose.

You can feel it even when you breathe, and spray it lightly on your face.

He was careful, and he touched it again.

It was under the backlight at this time, and Xie Cheng's expression could not be seen clearly, but Xu Yu guessed that it should be a little shy red.

"In fact, that's what I wanted to do when I was squeezed into your bed that day." Xie Cheng said slowly, "But I think that's not good, this time I took advantage of others' danger, I'm afraid you will be able to move in the future I have no chance." He bit his lip, "Can I do it again, I didn't feel it because it was too fast."

Xu Yu was actually a little dazed, he didn't expect it to be so sudden, and he didn't make any movements for a while.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Xie Cheng leaned down and kissed him again.This time he was very restless, his lips were pasted, and the tip of his tongue was exposed and he licked it slightly.

The fruity aroma becomes more intense, lingering at the tip of the nose, making people lick their lips involuntarily, it is sweet.

After Xie Cheng kissed, he strode away, hurriedly walking, and went out with a gust of wind, leaving Xu Yu alone in a daze.

It was only later that Xu Yu realized that he seemed to have been kissed?

The shock and hesitation of this matter were too exciting, and Xu Yu's mind went blank for more than ten minutes before he slowly came back to his senses.

At that time, the sunset had completely set, leaving only fiery red clouds in the sky, which was the color of Xu Yu's beating heart.

He didn't even know that there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and with the beep of the phone, he received a message that read: "Today's copy of I love you hasn't arrived yet. I love you, Xu Yu."

They are all in their twenties, but they are doing things like teenagers.

Love moves like the evening wind, and you know your heart in just a moment.

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Finish spreading flowers!