[Hao Ye] I am not me

Chapter 15 15

"Those memories..." Ma Cangye murmured, as if he was determined, and looked up at him, "I saw the memory belonging to King Ma Cangye, no, to be precise, it should be a fragment of memory."

He raised his eyebrows, followed Ma Cangye's words and asked: "So...?"

"There are a lot of things I don't want to see, well, although I'm not qualified to comment, but aside from these, I still have a lot of things I want to ask you." He paused, organized his words before continuing, "That only A cat—is the stock sect, and this animal claw?"

"As you think." He was a little surprised that Ma Cangye would ask this first, probably because of something happened with the stock sect.

"Why didn't you go to see him? Besides, you were killed twice by the stock sect..." Ye Wang is a peerless ghost, how could he be killed by the same person (elf) twice!If it is said that he is taking into account the old relationship, it is probably impossible, after all, the Ye Wang he knows is a cold and indifferent person.

"What's the difference between seeing and not seeing? Instead of asking me why I didn't see you, it's better to ask the stock sect."

It was not him who avoided meeting him.

The path he adheres to is contrary to the justice upheld by the stock sect, and they conflict with each other, which is an irreconcilable contradiction. At the beginning, the swords were facing each other, but later it was hard to let go, and the entanglement has always been with the stock sect.He devoted himself to power, and these things were completely put aside by him, and when he looked back, he had already ignored them.

Ma Cangye hesitated to speak, and there were many, many things that he didn't ask: why he would rather stay in hell than practice in the world; why he could easily forget those things that he thought were very painful; Why do you still want to fight for the Shaman King's position even though you have achieved your goal...

Hao suddenly laughed, incredibly soft, and silently but forcefully stopped him from speaking.That smile was very much like Hao's usual expression on his face, without a trace of emotion, so cold as to be cruel but extremely soft, contradictory and natural.

He didn't like Hao's smile like this, but he couldn't think of how Hao could smile. He had never seen Hao smile other than this. Thinking of this, he suddenly felt sad.Like others, he thought that Hao was so powerful that he could ignore the rules and be absolutely free. In fact, Hao was indeed so, but although Hao was so powerful that it was unreasonable, he was not as free and easy as they expected.

No friends, no one to be close to, Gu Wozhi walks alone, even though he has many subordinates, he is always alone and out of tune with the surroundings.In what mood did he spend such a lonely and slow millennium?Asakura leaves can not imagine.

If he had to pay such a price if he wanted to have great power, he would rather not be so-called powerful.

However, he didn't have any reason to accuse him of making a good choice. Facing his calm, casual and indifferent attitude, he couldn't even open his mouth to comfort him.

The power of language is too weak, so there is no need for false, empty and weak comfort. He doesn't even seem to care whether someone wants to comfort him, and he doesn't care at all how indispensable he has paid.

Perhaps, in his eyes, really, no matter what, it doesn't matter.

"Go to bed, it's late."

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Ah, I really don't need to sleep, but I still ask such stupid questions...

Sure enough, there was no answer, and Ma Cangye stopped persuading, and went back to the room to lie down and sleep obediently.

Hao got up and left the hotel, the moonlight poured down, cold and pale.

There is still one and a half months before it will all be over, and everything he expects can be obtained.

No matter how similar Ye and she are, they are not the same person. They are completely different from the soul.But he still couldn't forget that period of time, the most precious memory that belonged to him alone.

The only soul he really loved was his sister Ye Wei when he was Ye Shuang, or his mother Ma Zhiye when he was King Ma Cang Ye.

It's ridiculous that he has searched for thousands of years, but he didn't know that she was always by his side.

When he broke through the constraints of space and returned, her soul power was completely dissipated, and her soul could no longer be found during this period.

This left him with no reason to live.

On such a cold and rainy night, on such a quiet and rainy night.

Everything he loved and hated was actually no different.

She died in his arms, and he shed his last tear for her.

He carried the burden and guilt of killing her and moved forward step by step to atone for his sin.

There's nothing wrong with that.

At least he actually touched it, even if it wasn't what he really wanted.

What he really wanted was nowhere to be found, and he never even had it.

"sorry."

He lost her after all.

"sorry."

He was really too tired to continue.

"sorry."

It's time for King Ma Cang Ye's life to come to an end.

He has never made such a weak move in front of others. On the one hand, it is due to his personality, and on the other hand, it is also due to his pride.However, the exhaustion of the heart is self-evident.

This so-called stubbornness is essentially an unconscious disguise, and he put himself in the position of a weak person from the very beginning, so even though he has great strength, his mind cannot bear it, and he has been entangled in the same place.

When he looks away from these things, it also means that he is gradually drawing closer to God.

He finally let go of the guilt that had been imprisoning him all this time, although it was not as easy as imagined.

If you abandon me, you can't stay on the day of yesterday; those who are chaotic with me are worried about today.

Why bother to dwell on things that have passed and refuse to let go, not to mention what's the use of thinking about them?She's dead, doesn't exist, can't be found.

For the last time, he decided to put his fate in the hands of others, and he decided to try to trust others, no matter the result is good or bad.

He arbitrarily handed over the decision-making power of his fate to Ye, because Ye didn't know at all that there would be the most realistic ending, and he also wanted to see what choice Ye would make in such a dilemma.

The author has something to say:

This chapter is a bit short, and we are about to enter the finale