Hanyu's dream of rebirth

Chapter 53

The two returned to An Keru's dormitory early, bought a lot of ingredients and snacks to bring back, and they were going to make a good dinner.

Speaking of which, the two of them haven't had a meal together on purpose. In the past, they either ate together, or just casually ate a little in a hurry. After the two decided to be together, they didn't celebrate well. Now that If you have time, let’s have a good celebration, so today Kim Jaejoong prepared a candlelight dinner. In order to create an atmosphere, he bought candles, red wine, desserts and gifts. Although it’s not a formal Western meal, he prepared an encore The favorite dish can be regarded as making up for the deficiency.

An Keru didn't go to help in the kitchen, because Jin Zaizhong said that today is a dinner he specially prepared for himself, and he doesn't need to help himself, he can handle it by himself.An Keru kept grinning and smirking, Jin Jaejoong was so happy for himself, he was so happy.

Everyone is not busy these few days. Although it is the end of the year, the lively atmosphere of reunion has not affected everyone. They are used to this kind of life when they should work and play.

An Keru also didn't have a vacation to go back to his hometown to pay New Year's greetings to her aunt and uncle, but she just called to comfort her, but Aunt An over there didn't buy it, she kept muttering non-stop on the phone, An Keru Depressed and helpless, he also said that after the new year, there will be a few days off before the new year, and it will be the same when he goes back at that time.After hearing what he said, Aunt An stopped poisoning his ears and heart, and An Keru breathed a sigh of relief.

After hanging up the phone, he touched the unwarranted sweat on his forehead and felt very depressed. He also wanted to go back and see them. Although they could chat and video online with each other, the atmosphere and warmth were not so felt. Really, he has some nostalgia for the time when we were together.

Not far away, Jin Zaizhong's cheerful voice sounded, calling him to go over, An Keru turned his head to look, and smiled again, fortunately he was there, otherwise he would be so lonely.

He replied crisply, and then ran over.

Time slipped through his fingers very quickly, and he couldn't grasp it. An Keruo counted the calendar and folded his fingers. Seeing that the time for the two of them to be in love for a hundred days was up, he bit his fingertips and looked forward to Kim Jaejoong's meeting. How to live, or what kind of surprise it will give him.

The new year has just passed, during this period, he has no chance to go on business trips other than returning to China. He has been staying in Seoul peacefully, appearing on shows, shooting commercials, and publishing photo albums. He is not too busy. He didn't even bother about the album, and the company took care of everything, and got along with Kim Jaejoong quietly. The days of gathering less and leaving more made him feel a bit difficult, but it was not that sad. After all, Kim Jaejoong gave him happiness and happiness. There are also many surprises, so he has time to reflect on it. In short, his life is very comfortable and there is no worry, except...

A few days after I went to the hospital for an examination, the notification came, because I filled in An Keru's number before, so the person who notified was naturally him. After the call was made, he was given time to go to the hospital A trip, said that the report came out, you can go get it.

An Keru originally wanted to go with Jin Zaizhong, but at that time Jin Zaizhong was very busy and had no time at all, so he went alone. For some reason, he subconsciously didn't tell Jin Zaizhong about it, and went quietly alone.

"There is nothing wrong with the rest of the body, it's just..."

When the doctor said hesitantly, An Keru felt his heart skip a beat. He reached for the report and read it carefully. When he closed the report, he was already sweating profusely, his scalp was a little numb, and his heart Some beating speeded up, and it felt as if the surrounding air had been sucked away, and it suddenly became difficult to breathe. His slightly trembling fingertips pinched a few thin sheets of paper, a little sweaty.

He licked his dry lips, coughed twice, and asked, "Doctor, what do you mean..."

"The report has made it very clear that it is indeed...hereditary brain tumors. Generally speaking, most patients with brain tumors are middle-aged and elderly people, but there is a type of hereditary brain tumor that often occurs among teenagers. Because these people overuse their brains and are too tired, this is the incentive. In the early stage, dizziness, headache, tinnitus or dizziness will usually appear. Strictly speaking, hemorrhage, this kind of hereditary brain tumor, if it is discovered and treated early, there is still a chance of being cured," said the doctor.

An Keru calmly listened to the doctor's words, his mind was dizzy for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses, and he asked with a dry throat, "So, doctor, I..."

"Your condition was discovered early. If you start treatment now, there is still a high chance that you can be cured. Moreover, as long as you take good care of yourself after the operation, you can still recover within a few years. Although it is not as good as before, you can do whatever you want. But it is completely able to take care of itself, but if you wait until the advanced stage for treatment, it will be more troublesome, and even if the operation is successful, it may be more troublesome in your life later, so after you go back and discuss it with your family, please reply us as soon as possible , it is your own responsibility."

An Keru's face turned pale, and after thanking the doctor, he left the hospital in a daze, the report in his hand had been squeezed like twists, his body couldn't help shivering with cold, the words of the doctor echoed in his mind, At this moment, he only felt that he was dizzy again, and his eyes were darkened under the sunlight.

The horn of a nearby car sounded, and An Keru suddenly recovered with a shudder, coughed a few times, and tore the report into pieces and threw it into the trash can.

Completely at a loss, he stood on the street with people coming and going, opened his eyes in confusion, and watched people walking by talking and laughing, with bright and beautiful smiles, but he couldn't pull the corners of his mouth, his face seemed to be stiff, Totally numb.

Why is it a brain tumor?He thought, of course he knew about this disease. In the past, he often heard colleagues mention this kind of cancer, which was very scary. There was a tumor growing in the brain. It sounded scary, didn’t it?What's more, the tumor had to be cut off, and the skull had to be surgically broken, thinking about the fact that his skull would be lifted, and then... what a terrible thing!An Keru's face became paler, imagining those terrible pictures in his mind, he was at a loss, and there were waves of nausea in his throat.

Although he thought so, his rationality told him that it was everyone's alarmist talk, and he was scaring himself. In fact, it was not so scary. Although the picture he imagined was true, he would not see it or feel it. , and without surgery, do you have to wait until the day when you are unconscious in the advanced stage before you can feel at ease?These are nothing compared to my own life.

Thinking of this, he regained some of his blood. Although his trembling body was still chilling, he didn't think about the picture in his mind any more, and he felt better in his heart.

So is he going to tell everyone?An Keru thought and thought, but still had no answer.

He wanted to tell Jin Jaejoong about his illness, and wanted him to share his pain and panic with him, but he was afraid and nervous. If Jin Jaejoong knew about it, he would definitely let him go for treatment. Thinking of surgery, he was timid again, and Didn't the doctor say that even if the operation is performed, it will not be completely successful?It's just that the chance of success is higher. What if the operation fails?Will he die?So he can't be with Kim Jaejoong for the rest of his life?An Ke shook his head in a trance, no, he didn't want to leave Kim Jaejoong...

The fingers he pinched turned white, and he stared at the ground numbly, his mind was blank.

What should he do?To say or not to say?Breathing quickly, the more anxious he was, the more he couldn't think of a way out, An Keru pulled his hair full of anxiety and panic.

The author has something to say: uh, the symptoms of brain tumors and other information mentioned above are all fabricated, and there are too many to count. Please don’t study it deliberately!

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