Green Luan Banquet

Chapter 17

"So you beat him?" Yan Xiu couldn't believe it.After receiving the news, Yan Xiu rushed to Zuixianju as soon as possible. Fortunately, the two of them had already been pulled over by their respective attendants. Although they both suffered some flesh injuries, they were not serious.Yan Xiu first made an apology to Netijin, then arranged a place for him to live, and then came back to bring Shen Qingyan back to Shen's house.

Shen Qingyan's face was bruised, and his clothes were torn, but the anger in his eyes and the cold expression made him look full of hostility, exuding a forceful aura, "I really regret not killing him. "Shen Qingyan said coldly.

"It's just nonsense. Now how many eyes are on the Shen family. No matter what he says, you can't fight him." Yan Xiu only thought that he was losing his temper again. There are many ways to deal with such things, and there is no need to get into trouble at all. this point.

"Yan Xiu, do you want to go with him?" Shen Qingyan suddenly looked up at him.At that moment, an inexplicable emotion flashed in the man's eyes, and his voice was a little hoarse. Although he tried his best to ask this question calmly, the words rolling in his throat still carried a bit of bitterness. .

"I." Yan Xiu seems to have never thought about this question. It is rare to see a momentary blankness on his face, but this expression quickly disappeared. He lowered his head and said in a low voice, " If you need me to do this." The next moment, he was pulled by Shen Qingyan and fell on the soft floor. Shen Qingyan stared at him, his eyes were red because of anger, and he grabbed his collar and gritted his teeth and said, "I don't need it." , don’t you understand? You are more important than these things, more important than everyone!” The words rushed out, and suddenly realized that this was what he really thought in his heart. He remembered what Netijin said, and he seemed to have never Never said this to Yan Xiu, only capricious, arrogant, and endless troubles to him, Shen Qingyan sighed, and said in a low voice, "Yan Xiu, I like you, don't you know?"

Yan Xiu was silent for a while, and when Shen Qingyan thought he would not respond, he heard him say, "Qingyan, if it's because of Netikin, it's not necessary, you know, I can do anything for the Shen family. "

In Yan Xiu's view, Netikin's words stimulated Shen Qingyan and made him feel threatened. He was afraid that Yan Xiu would agree to Netikin's request, just like a child fearing that his toys would be taken away, so he announced in advance Sovereignty, wanting to hold firmly in one's hands what belongs to oneself.

"I'm serious!" Shen Qingyan was extremely angry, but in Yan Xiu's calm eyes, his temper seemed to be dumbfounded, so he could only continue, "I have never liked anyone except you, and I have never loved anyone for anything. My heart has been moved, I don't want to hand you over to anyone, so I held you in my hand early, you are mine, you can't go anywhere." As the young master of the Shen family, what he wanted to do , People who want it never need to explain, but when facing Yan Xiu, he realizes how important these neglected words are, "Is there anyone else besides you in these years?"

"I. But you never get close to me, and you don't want to recognize me as your brother."

"Why don't I get close to you?" Shen Qingyan lowered her head and kissed him on the lips, "Isn't that close enough? I don't want to be your younger brother. Can my younger brother do this?" His knee pushed Yan Xiu's double Legs, eyes looking at him for a moment.Such eyes. Full of affection and desire, then Shen Qingyan narrowed his eyes and said bitterly, "So I will never let you go with him, even...even if he said that you are not happy here. I Yes, I will try my best to make you happy in the future! Anyway, you are not allowed to go with that person!"

What he said was domineering and rascal, but Yan Xiu understood what he meant, Yan Xiu stretched out his hand to caress the back of his head, this kind of intimate and conniving gesture was Yan Xiu's usual attitude towards him, "If you need me, Of course I won't go."

Yan Xiu has always been good at disguising, and sometimes people think that he may really have no feelings, no ideas, and will not be hurt, but in fact, this is not the case, Shen Qingyan looked at him, "I will not allow You leave, but. Although I don't want to admit it, what the flower peacock said is partly true. I can feel that you are not very happy here. Daddy said, you should be the young master of the Shen residence, but It's not like that. You always hide yourself." He would only clumsily force Yan Xiu, or hurt him.I never knew what Yan Xiu wanted, whether Yan Xiu would be happy, relying on Yan Xiu's infinite laissez-faire and indulgence, unscrupulous indulgence.

"Even though the adoptive father said so, I can't. You are the son of the adoptive father. I am very satisfied if I can stay in the Shen residence." Yan Xiu looked away, and his eyes fell on a certain point in the void. , and said slowly for a while, "I tried my best to do these things to please you. But it still doesn't seem to work."

"You don't need to please me!" Shen Qingyan squeezed his chin to make Yan Xiu look at him, "I don't allow you to think like that! You may not know that my father once left me a letter. He said, if One day you want to leave the Shen residence, you can take half of the Shen family property away. There is no difference between you and me, because I don't want you to leave, so I haven't told you about it," Shen Qingyan took out the letter and put it in Yan Xiu In his hand, "I'll give you this letter, you can publish it at any time, and you can even take away the other half, I don't care about that." Shen Qingyan looked at him and said firmly, "I care, only you .”

First he was not allowed to leave, but now he even has to control his thoughts. This man is so domineering and unreasonable.But it doesn't make people feel disgusted. On the contrary, it feels strange and warm. Over the years, although he has been loved by Shen Shuyan and treated Shen Qingyan with all his heart, he has never dared to regard this place as his home. He has been afraid. If one day Shen Qingyan lets go, he will lose this place where he can stand, but it turns out that his adoptive father has already given him a place to stay, and Shen Qingyan has always regarded him as the closest person, he thought that he was no longer I remember where the home is, but it turns out that he has already had it. Those fears that have been bothering him all the time, those tiredness of tossing and turning in the middle of the night, seem to disappear in an instant. The lost traveler can find his way. He swims thousands of miles and finally Back on the bank of the river, that kind of relaxation even made him slightly twitch the corners of his mouth, "So, what the adoptive father said is true. I can really be his child, and it's not like I don't have a home. I can, believe you Yan Xiu asked, as if he was asking his former self, he once had expectations, had false delusions, longed for something that didn't belong to him, he knew the feeling of broken hope, so he didn't dare to ask extravagantly again.

"Why can't you trust me? You can only trust me!" His smile was rare, Shen Qingyan stared at him non-stop, this expression was deeply reflected in his heart, he thought Yan Xiu didn't care about these things , but it was not, at this moment he suddenly understood that this person's pretended silence, calmness, or ruthlessness all stemmed from his fear, and he only noticed now that Shen Qingyan was holding his hand, almost reluctant to let go open.

"Then why have you let me stay in the mansion recently? Everything."

"As I said, I want to lock you by my side. I don't want you to be in danger." It seems that Yan Xiu didn't take his words to heart, so Shen Qingyan emphasized again, "If you can only use this way to keep you safe, I will literally lock you up."

He never wants to experience that kind of thing again, and he doesn't want others to have the opportunity to point a knife at Yan Xiu again.

This is also the first time that Yan Xiu realized how much Shen Qingyan cared about him. Maybe he shouldn't use such extreme methods. Yan Xiu reached out and patted him on the shoulder, "I'm sorry. I didn't consider your feelings. .”

"Then. Do you like me? You haven't responded to me yet." Shen Qingyan frowned, quite dissatisfied.

".I..." Shen Qingyan looked at him for a moment. This may be the first time Yan Xiu expressed his preference, or the confession to his sweetheart. He didn't disperse, he was always afraid that Shen Qingyan would abandon him, because he knew that if Shen Qingyan didn't want him, he would never be able to stay in this place, and on the other hand, he was afraid that this feeling would make Shen Qingyan look down on him, so he could only pretend Cheng Wuqing catered silently. He didn't know how to express, while Shen Qingyan didn't bother to express. They put each other in their hearts, but never said it out loud.But sometimes, all you need is the truth.

Therefore, under Shen Qingyan's gaze, Yan Xiu nodded slowly.