Green Apricot

Chapter 20 Missing

I originally thought I could go alone, but my father said that it was my first time to travel far, so he would send me to Guiyang to get on the bus. It would take five hours from home to Guiyang by car, and the car would not be able to drive halfway. stop.And when I passed Guanling, I felt like I couldn't hold my urine, and there was no toilet in the car.I could only hold back, and the car stopped at the gas station when I arrived in Qingzhen.I followed those people out of the car and went to the bathroom, feeling like my stomach was going to explode.

When I arrived in the city of Guiyang, I was in the car and saw that the streets were full of people, the buildings were close to each other, and all kinds of people were walking up and down the streets.This is the first time I have seen so many densely packed people and houses.I really don't know how many adults and children on the street are happy.Deep down in my heart I hope they are all happy.

My dad and I got off the train at the train station, and there was a middle-aged man with a work sign on his chest, saying that he was going to guide us.My father looked at his work card, which said such and such company.I just believed it, and then led us to walk for more than ten minutes to a small bus station.The man pointed to the place where the tickets were bought and asked his father to go and buy tickets.When my father bought the ticket and came back, the man stretched out his hand and said, "Ten yuan per person."

"why?"

"I will guide you, ten yuan for one person, twenty yuan for two people."My father and I were dumbfounded at the time.If you want to give money, people will indeed lead the way. If you want to give money, it's only a few steps, 20 yuan.The father said: "If I don't go, my son will go alone."

"Then where are you going?"

"I'm in Guiyang!"

"Okay, just ten yuan." The father gave the man ten yuan before he turned and left.Although I feel very sad, but people are not so unlucky every day.

The road from Guiyang to Duyun was much easier. I got in the car and my father went home.When I arrived in Duyun, my second sister came to pick me up at the station. My second sister was not as fat as when she was hospitalized at home.On the contrary, people seem to have lost at least twenty or thirty catties.

When I arrived in Duyun, I played for two or three days, and then I wanted to enter the factory. After all, I didn't want to come to play.The second sister and her company also need temporary workers.The person who took me was a distant cousin of mine.Seeing that he was an acquaintance, I felt a little more at ease.

When I entered the workshop, I only felt that people were running around with money on the machines. Most of them were middle-aged women in their 40s and [-]s, and some of them were girls in their twenties.My cousins ​​teased me to pick one out of them.

First day down.My legs felt so heavy, and by the time I got off work, the pain was unbearable.I feel in my heart that it was heaven when I was still in school.You can read a book and sleep at noon.But at that time, I just didn't know how to cherish it.Just think how wonderful the outside world is.By the next day, at work, I had a sudden nosebleed.I held my nose and ran outside the factory to see if there was a pharmacy.There is actually a pharmacy not far from the factory.

When I went back, the squad leader pointed at me and said, "Where did you go just now?"

"I had a nosebleed and went out to buy medicine"

"You think this is in your house, you can come and go as you want." I got angry all of a sudden, but I still held back.I thought I'd better work for a few days, I really can't bear the big deal, I don't want the money for these few days.

"Tell me first when you go out later," I held back my breath and walked over.The cousin came over and said, working here is different, if you have a nosebleed, just wash it under the tap, there is no need to go outside.They don't know that I have to take medicine to control my first nosebleed.I thought there was nothing more important than stopping the bleeding.

In the evening, I picked a lot of cypress leaves from the side of the road and boiled water for drinking at home. In the next few days, I didn't have a nosebleed again.Not long after, my cousin had an accident, and a large piece of skin was scraped off her hand by the machine.The female section chief cursed: "I was supposed to catch up with the goods, but you really can't do anything when you meet these fucking people."

After my cousin left, I was asked to go with a young girl who was agile and needed me to run faster to catch up with her.After a day, I will be more tired.She was always urging me to hurry up.I started to work endlessly.

The buzzing sound in the workshop made it impossible for me to hear anyone talking, and two people had to be close to their ears to hear clearly.My mind suddenly thought of the grassland in my hometown, the blue sky, and the sheep under the blue sky.And I, standing on a high mountain, looked out of the mountain.I suddenly wanted to go home.

Uncle Tianming, he left. On the day I left home, I buried all my diaries in the backyard, and planted an orange tree in the place where I buried them, so that no one would find them.I want to see the blue sky, but I can't see it when I look up. I want to hear Uncle Tianming's voice, but I can't even hear the voices of machines all around me.He's gone, he's gone far away, and he's never coming back.In the past, it would hurt to see him get married, but now, it may be difficult to even meet him.I'm afraid his impression in my heart will become more and more blurred in the future.

Thinking of these things, I suddenly feel very sad, thinking about the sudden power outage in the workshop, everyone is happy and unhappy.Tianming, Tianming, where there is sky, there will be light, do you exist wherever there is blue sky?I suddenly remembered the light blue shirt that Uncle Tianming was wearing.

There was a power outage in the workshop, so I had to take a holiday. I stood in the middle of the road and looked at the blue sky. The weather was very hot and the sun was very strong. Looking at the blue sky, I felt the presence of Uncle Tianming.Maybe all of this is my own search for spiritual comfort.Associate everything with him.I miss him so much.

Now that it’s a holiday, I won’t sit alone at home. I’ll go to those barren hills in Duyun alone. As I walk, I’m thinking, if only Uncle Tianming was here, no matter where I go, I’ll always think of him and He watched the scenery together.Think about the many opportunities at the beginning, but cherish too little.

There are more fruit trees on the mountain in Duyun than in the hometown, the trees are denser than the hometown, and the water is greener than the hometown.But it's not my hometown after all.No matter how beautiful it is, it is not my own, just like a person, no matter how good a person is, it belongs to others. I am still a person, and I do not own anyone.People from other people, scenery from other places can only be seen but cannot be seen.And I slowly realized that the fate of my life would be to watch but not to have.