sinovels Chapter 61 Chapter 61
Chapter 61 Chapter 61
At the moment of kissing, Zhou Ya's mind was completely blank.
After the blank, there is an uncontrollable panic.
His throat was blocked, and his palms were involuntarily sweating.
While panicking, there are also some vague expectations, and the idea of "If you want to die, die happily".
Before he could recover, he was pushed away by Gu Jianghe.
Gu Jianghe seemed to have been greatly stimulated, and suddenly leaned back. In a panic, he couldn't control the strength of his hands, and pushed too hard, pushing Zhou Ya backwards.
Seeing Zhou Ya leaning back, he subconsciously wanted to stretch out his hand, but halfway through, he stopped.
Zhou Ya's legs were already a little weak, but she fell to the ground directly after being pushed by him like this.
He propped himself on the ground with one hand, and hid the other in the shadow behind him, trembling uncontrollably.
Zhou Ya clenched her fists tightly, until her nails were inserted into the flesh, and then she regained her senses with the pain.
He suppressed his uneasiness, looked at Gu Jianghe pretending to be relaxed, and said, "Don't you want a reason? This is the reason."
He felt as if his soul had dissociated from his body, and he stood aside, watching indifferently.
Watching his own embarrassment, watching Gu Jianghe's look of astonishment and resistance.
Gu Jianghe's face was a little ugly, and his lips trembled slightly.
he is afraid?
afraid of what?
Zhou Ya wanted to laugh out of season.
After he discovered his mind, he often dreamed back at midnight, dreaming that Gu Jianghe scolded him, saying he felt disgusted.
If he wanted to get closer, Gu Jianghe would throw him away and look at him with the expression of looking at a ditch mouse.
When I woke up from the dream, I was always covered in cold sweat.
But I still hold out hope, thinking that maybe Gu Jianghe likes him too?
Be so kind to me for no reason.
Maybe?
What if?
Now Gu Jianghe's expression told him that nothing happened.
Like it or not is second.
Only then did Zhou Ya realize that Gu Jianghe might be homophobic.
It's not that I haven't thought about it, but I always think it shouldn't be possible.
He was always comforting himself.
Where can it be so miserable?The person I like happens to be homophobic or something.
It turned out to be so miserable.
Zhou Ya laughed bitterly at herself.
He sat on the ground, staring at Gu Jianghe's eyes, the sourness in his eyes couldn't be stopped, but a low laugh came out of his throat.
Also, I have never been a very lucky person.
It may be that this year has passed so smoothly, and I mistakenly thought that I was not unlucky after all.
Gu Jianghe's face was stiff and pale, and it took him a long time to speak with difficulty: "Zhou Ya..."
But there is no text.
He didn't seem to be able to organize the language at all.
After calling Zhou Ya, he fell silent again.
Zhou Ya thought that her heart had sunk to the bottom, but then she found that she hadn't.
It was the first time he heard Gu Jianghe call his full name.
In a blank space, he managed to pick up the words, twitched the corner of his mouth, and said, "Did it scare you?"
Originally, she wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but when she said this, Zhou Ya suddenly felt a resentment in her heart, and couldn't help stabbing: "Didn't you think that the person who gets along day and night is a pervert?"
As soon as the word "abnormal" came out, Gu Jianghe's pupils shrank obviously.
The sadness in Zhou Ya's heart almost drowned him, and the stiff smile on his face was almost unstoppable.
Gu Jianghe sat there silently, looking in Zhou Ya's direction absent-mindedly, his eyes were empty, completely out of focus.
I don't know what I'm looking at through Zhou Ya.
Zhou Ya didn't have the energy to notice these.
After saying something indiscriminately, he rushed out of the door in embarrassment.
After running out of the hotel and a few more streets, Zhou Ya gasped for breath and stopped with her legs propped up.
He didn't know if Gu Jianghe had chased him.
I think should not be.
In other words, he won't chase after him anymore, right?
As soon as this idea appeared, Zhou Ya felt as if the air around her was suddenly pulled away, and her breathing became heavy and difficult.
He supported the street lamp with one hand, propped himself on his knee with the other, and slid down slowly.
Crouched under a street lamp.
There are people coming and going on the street, the lights are just on, and there is a lot of traffic.
Neon lights, changing colors, flickered behind him.
Pedestrians are in a hurry and bustling.
Summer has just passed, and the air is still hot.
Zhou Ya seemed to be in the cold winter.
His hands and feet were sweating, and his back was cold.
How to do?
Zhou Ya felt terribly uncomfortable, she stared blankly at the flashing billboards in the shopping mall opposite, and asked herself.
Gu Jianghe was originally here to pick him up and go home.
What should we do now?Do you want to go back?
Can he and Gu Jianghe go back?
Can you pretend nothing just happened?
He seemed to have returned to the day when he was just sent to the country, standing in the backyard, holding an ax in his hand, looking at the pieces of stump wood in front of him.
The mountains blocked the sun, and the wind rustled the leaves.
The wooden door creaked.
He seemed to be isolated in this small world, with nothing but himself.
Gu Jianghe grabbed his arm and pulled him out of that closed world.
He clings to Gu Jianghe, absorbing the nourishment for survival from him.
Like a vine attached to a tree.
Are you going to lose Gu Jianghe?
Is it the price of being too greedy?
Zhou Ya stood up in a daze, and walked forward with the crowd.
Desperate.
I don't know how long he walked, but when the raindrops hit him, he gradually came back to his senses.
Pedestrians on the side of the road hurriedly searched for a place to shelter from the rain. He stood in the rain, feeling empty in his heart.
The rain wetted his forehead hair, which stuck to his forehead wetly, dripped and fell into his eyes.
Only then did Zhou Ya blink reflexively, and the drop that blinked didn't know if it was rain or something.
When "Reality" was accompanied by the honking of vehicles on the road, Zhou Ya thought she had an auditory hallucination.
When the song came to Stop claiming what you own, don't think about the show, Zhou Yacai suddenly woke up from her daze and hurriedly took out her mobile phone.
You heard me right, it was really Gu Jianghe who called.
Zhou Ya couldn't believe it, she was apprehensive, uneasy, and her eardrums were deafeningly nervous.
He picked up the phone carefully, and said softly, "Hello?"
Timid, trembling.
The words from the other end of the phone seemed to have hit him with a stick from Ling Kong, which knocked him into a daze.
Holding the phone, Zhou Ya felt like she was floating in the void.
I don't understand what the words over there mean.
What is "disappeared"?
The old man called him two days ago and said that he felt that his body had recovered a lot.
He also smiled and asked Zhou Yaxi if he didn't like to eat garlic sprouts, and he planned to grow hatchback garlic sprouts.
How can you say it's gone?
Zhou Ya couldn't even hold the phone.
He stumbled and ran back to the hotel, startling the waiter when he entered the door.
Zhou Ya didn't care about it anymore.
He ran back to the room and stood at the door, panting and looking at Gu Jianghe, speechless.
Gu Jianghe was taken aback by his wet image of a drowning ghost.
It took Zhou Ya a long time before she recovered her voice and asked, "My old man..."
He seemed to be choked by something, and before he finished speaking, he lost his voice again.
Gu Jianghe was silent for a while, and only said his condolences.
Zhou Ya stood at the door, tears and water droplets from her hair slid down her face and got into the clothes that hadn't been dry for a long time.
In just a short while, the place where he was standing was covered with water dripping from his body.
Gu Jianghe knew that what he said was actually useless, but he couldn't find any suitable words at this time.
Seeing Zhou Ya in a state of distress, he was silent for a moment before saying, "Take a shower first, and then tell your counselors that I have changed the high-speed rail ticket to six o'clock tomorrow morning, and we will go to the high-speed rail station at five o'clock." .”
As he spoke, he turned around, as if preparing to take clothes for Zhou Ya.
He stretched out his hands to Zhou Ya's clothes, and was about to pick them up, when he quickly retracted them like an electric shock.
After hesitating for a moment, he turned around, looked at Zhou Ya, and said with some embarrassment, "Take your clothes and take a shower."
Zhou Ya watched, her nose was sore.
The first reaction is: Has it reached the point where I dare not even touch my clothes?Am I contagious or what?
He knew that Gu Jianghe would definitely alienate him after this.
Seeing it with my own eyes is still very uncomfortable.
Then, I felt ridiculous because I still had the mood to care about these things.
With his head down, he walked around Gu Jianghe, went to the bed to get his clothes, pulled a bath towel from the hanger, and walked quickly into the bathroom with his head sullen.
After closing the bathroom door, he turned on the shower and stood under the shower. Under the cover of the sound of water, he finally couldn't help it, and tears rolled down his eyes.
Overnight, two of his most important people left him.
Is it because he has had too much fun this year?
Was he punished for overdrawing his happiness limit?
Is he really unworthy of happiness?
Not worthy to feel happy?
But even so, it was him who was at fault, why did he take the old man away?
He also promised the old man that he would work hard to make money, and then take him out to play.
The coat bought for the old man is still in the bag and has not been sent out yet.
Why is the old man gone?
He squatted on the ground, holding his head, howling in a low voice.
It's fine if it's a dream, it's fine if it's a dream.
The author has something to say:
I wrote this chapter for... six hours
This is the first time I have been so short and so slow
Slow work is thinking of meticulous work
The result is still unsatisfactory
And the worst part is, I know you guys want to beat me right now
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Don't hit me, hit Gu Jianghe!It's all him!If he doesn't reject Zhou Ya!Now he is the one holding Zhou Ya, coaxing him, and supporting Zhou Ya to go home!It's all his fault!
In order to prevent you from expecting the next chapter to be sweet and then disappointed, I still... well, let me say it
Why didn't I reply to a single comment in the last chapter?
Why do I just give out red envelopes?
I'm guilty, I dare not say anything, I'm sorry everyone
You see, it's chapter [-], and I haven't thrown a knife yet.
why
because the knife is behind
Probably torture Yage first, then Gu Jianghe.
Brother Ya, I won't be too cruel, try to take it with me
But Gu Jianghe... You also know that I have laid a lot of foreshadowing, so...
Don't hit me don't hit me!
I really want to hit you lightly!
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