Chapter 22
Chapter 22
Lin Lin took Shen Nuo over the wall and out of the school. Shen Nuo thought it was interesting and asked Lin Lin, "Why did you dig it out, why didn't you come out?" He rolled his eyes back. "You think everyone is the younger brother of the special education teacher." He doesn't have that kind of privilege, and if he is caught, it will be a disaster.
One sentence made Shen Nuo speechless, and he followed Lin Lin resentfully.
After walking for a long time, Shen Nuo was a little tired, "Where are you going?" Shen Nuo was not familiar with this direction at all.He didn't know, what exactly was this Lin Lin going to do?
"My family." Lin Lin's words made Shen Nuo stunned for a moment.
"You won't do something to me, right?" Shen Nuo asked fearfully and worriedly.In fact, he still believed in his heart that Lin Lin was a good boy.His world is really not what it appears on the surface.
"I'm not interested in a small body like yours. If I'm interested, I'm interested in Gu Cheng."
"It turns out that he likes Gu Cheng. It seems that he has always been self-indulgent! Of course, he has never had any affection for this Lin Lin.
Lin Lin's temperament was slowly revealed, not the politeness when they first met, but a very arrogant character, like a young master.
When Shen Nuo was standing downstairs of the high-end apartment building, Lin Lin's thoughts on being the young master deepened.
Walking into the apartment, the house is large but without a trace of human touch.
"You can sit wherever you want."
Shen Nuo sat on the sofa and waited for Lin Lin. When he reappeared, he took a beer and said, "Drink with me. I've been with you for a long time, so I can drink."
"Shen Nuo looked helplessly at the innocent Lin Lin, "Are you stupid? "
Lin Lin ignored him as he sat on the sofa and opened a can of beer, "Shen Nuo, I actually don't know why I called you here today." He picked it up and took a sip, "I'm very tired."
Shen Nuo opened the beer and took a sip, "You said you saw me in the second year of junior high school?" Shen Nuo still had some impressions of the incident in the second year of junior high school, or it can be said that the impression was very deep and unforgettable. .
"Hmm..." It was indeed at that time!
When Lin Lin knew that he was different from others, it was in the second year of junior high school. At the age when everyone else was talking about love, only Lin Lin didn't do anything.The handsome Lin Lin is also very attractive, but he has no interest in love, or in other words, he has no interest in girls.
Until one day when Lin Lin found out that he was looking at his sleeping deskmate and wanted to kiss him, Lin Lin was very scared, a kind of fear of the unknown.
Back home in a trance, locked myself in the house, opened the computer browser, and typed the three words "homosexuality"...
Lin Lin's deskmate is a ostentatious boy who doesn't know how to study, doesn't listen to the teacher, doesn't follow discipline, and the only thing he likes is having an unforgettable face.It was this face that made Lin Lin obsessed.
Lin Lin picked up the beer and took a sip, looked at Shen Nuo, "Do you know how good-looking Zhang Yang is?" Then he shook his head, "You definitely don't know..."
Ever since Lin Lin knew about his feelings, he paid special attention to Zhang Yang's every move. When he peeked at Zhang Yang for the nth time, a cynical voice came from his ear, "Always peek at me, do you like me?" Zhang Yang knew everything, but he didn't tell the truth.But he still wanted to talk about being peeked at by Lin Lin all the time.
Lin Lin turned his head away from him after being told what was on his mind, but his face blushed secretly.
Then a note was stuffed into his hand.
Secretly opened it when no one was around, it was an address.I made up my mind to check it out after school in the afternoon.The same routine, avoiding the driver's sight, went to this unknown place.
Lin Lin didn't figure out what this place was until he went in and sat down. Looking at the menu full of wine, he realized that it was a bar.But why is it so quiet?
Just when Lin Lin was puzzled, the door of the bar slammed softly, and when he turned his head, he saw an equally unforgettable face.That face, like a little angel who landed in the world, is unforgettable.
Lin Lin tried her best to open her eyes wide and looked at Shen Nuo who was also slightly drunk, "You were really good-looking at that time, but now you don't have the same feeling as that time..."
"Really?" Shen Nuo thought for a while, "It's more mundane." Time is slowly changing, and everyone is changing.
It wasn't until another boy appeared beside Shen Nuo that it realized that this was a gay bar.
Putting his hands on Lin Lin's shoulders, he looked back nervously but saw Zhang Yang's face.He breathed a sigh of relief, "Why did you ask me to come here?" Lin Lin was actually a good boy, and he was really surprised to be called to the bar.
"Well...to kiss you." He bowed his head and kissed Lin Lin's lips.Before Lin Lin could react, everything had already happened.
There was a "boom" in my head and it went blank.There is nothing left, only the "first kiss" is gone.
Zhang Yang raised his head and looked at Lin Lin's flustered eyes, "Do you want to be with me?" Zhang Yang's words made Lin Lin sink even more.
"Well..." From the very beginning, he liked this boy.When Zhang Yang said he wanted to be together, he readily agreed.
The beginning is such a haste, so many people are saying that the beginning of fate is unprepared, just like the end of the story is also unprepared.
Shen Nuo looked at Lin Lin with a slight smile on his face, "Did you like him that much at that time?" Some couldn't figure it out, and since he had no contact with him, he probably didn't like him so deeply!
"Me?" Lin Lin walked around and found that the beer was gone, so he opened it again. At this time, wouldn't it be too boring if there was no beer to add to the fun. "I don't know, I just know that I like him more and more." I never thought about regretting it, I just think that love is love, so I have to keep going.
Lin Lin and Zhang Yang were together in this way, and the meaning of this togetherness was very clear.Go to school together, leave school together, eat snacks together... Anyway, Zhang Yang can be said to be caring for Lin Lin, at least he is doing his best.
Until now, Lin Lin still feels that no matter what the ending is, at least Zhang Yang was really caring for him at that time.When I think about it now, I feel that I was happy at that time.
Lin Lin also found that the time his gaze was on him was getting longer and longer. Similarly, Zhang Yang was spending more and more time in his brain.But Lin Lin didn't think it was bad, because the two were the closest people to each other, so there was nothing wrong with thinking about it.
"Shen Nuo, is Gu Cheng always on your mind?" It was obvious that Shen Nuo really liked Gu Cheng.In his world, it seems that Gu Cheng has become the only one.
Shen Nuo thought for a while, "He's always on my mind except when I'm sleeping. Even when I'm sleeping, he will come here a few times." The dream is full of happy scenes with Gu Cheng, Shen Nuo How much he likes Gu Cheng, even he himself doesn't know.
When Lin Lin faced this problem squarely, he had already fallen in love with Zhang Yang deeply.In the beginning, there were indeed a lot of fun elements in it.
When I was young, it was always easy to fall in love with someone. At that time, the love was very simple, without any material or desires. If I fell in love, I simply liked this person, just this person.
Although the relationship between the two people in life was very smooth, but due to the gap in grades, the two of them were not admitted to a high school in the end.Zhang Yang randomly found a high school to attend, and Lin Lin came to this city center.
Because of the difference in life schedule and management education, Lin Lin gradually found that the two of them had less and less common topics, and sometimes Lin Lin even deliberately jumped out of the wall to accompany him for the sake of Zhang Yang.Slowly, Lin Lin discovered that there was a little boy beside Zhang Yang.
Lin Lin didn't care at first, who doesn't have a friend?But that boy has more and more intimate behaviors with Zhang Yang.Whenever Lin Lin asked Zhang Yang about their relationship, Zhang Yang always brushed it off.No matter how sad Lin Lin was, Zhang Yang couldn't see it anymore.
He already had other people by his side, and Lin Lin was no longer needed.
"Actually, he didn't love me at that time." It's just that he never admitted it, and kept deceiving himself.It wasn't until the end that he realized that he had been so stupid all along.
Shen Nuo looked at Lin Lin, who was full of loneliness, and raised his hand to rub his soft hair, "A person like him is not worthy of your liking." If the relationship requires another person to make compromises, then such a relationship is unnecessary .
Until Zhang Yang's birthday, in order to surprise him, Lin Lin secretly jumped out of the wall to celebrate his birthday.Unexpectedly, this birthday surprise became Lin Lin's eternal pain.
Two people entangled on the bed, the room is messy.
No matter how stupid people are, they can see it.
Lin Lin stood at the door waiting for Zhang Yang's explanation. He had already thought about it. If Zhang Yang gave him a reasonable reason, he would forgive him.But there was no explanation, not even an excuse.
"Did you see? Close the door and go out, we'll be fine." Zhang Yang said so indifferently, he was no longer willing to cheat, which meant that he no longer had the slightest feeling for Lin Lin.
"Shen Nuo, what is love?" Every time Lin Lin thinks of those things, his heart aches uncomfortably.
"Love, I don't know, but love can make both of you work hard for each other, make yourself more perfect, and become people worthy of each other." This is just a casual sentence from Shen Nuo!Although he doesn't know the true meaning of love, he knows that he has been madly in love with Gu Cheng.He is willing to give everything for this man.
"Then I've been the only one who has loved him all this time..." Suddenly, he felt as if he had been in unrequited love.If this is the case, isn't it too ridiculous?
Walking out of the apartment, Lin Lin retched for a while while holding onto the tree by the side of the road, and whenever he thought of the scene just now, his stomach felt cramped.A kind person handed Lin Lin a pack of tissues, but Lin Lin, who insisted not to cry, cried like a child because of this small pack of tissues.
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