Goddess has no way

Chapter 266 Depression

I closed my eyes tiredly, and the bits and pieces of my time with my uncle slowly came to mind, but now these memories have become the deepest shackles in my heart, casting a helpless shadow on the unknown future of Gu Mingling and me, and , Throughout my life, these shadows will accompany me until the end of my life.

I patted Gu Mingling's arm and signaled him to get up, and then I also stood up from the steps, the sun dazzled people's eyes, Gu Mingling supported my shoulder, I sorted out my lost mood, and said: "I'm sorry, I feel very sad , ignored your feelings, Xiaoling, you can concentrate on playing the game. It will take me a while to accept that I have severed the relationship with my uncle. I will not be able to go to S city to take care of you next month. I need to be quiet and serious Think about our future."

Gu Mingling immediately sensed my implication, and he said anxiously: "The future? Think about it? Brother, are you not going to face it with me anymore? You want to get rid of me, huh?"

I rubbed my swollen temples, and explained wearily: "No, that's not the case, Xiao Ling, it's just that I need some time to be by myself, you know, some things, I can only go on if I figure it out myself."

Gu Mingling suddenly hugged me hard, and I even felt him trembling slightly, his voice was a little choked up: "Brother, you feel wronged and regretful just because you were suddenly abandoned by your relatives, and I have always had only brother."

"Brother...Brother! We have walked this long road together, don't give up, okay?"

The emotions that have been accumulated in my heart for a long time poured out like a flood, tears wet the thin clothes in summer, I hugged Gu Mingling back tightly, as if I wanted to embed him in my body.

"Xiao Ling..." I broke down in tears, and all my strength completely collapsed.

Gu Mingling rubbed my shoulder, and whispered in my ear: "Uncle doesn't recognize you, you still have me, I will always be with you, but if you don't recognize me, what is left of me?"

I slowly lowered my arms and leaned my forehead against Gu Mingling's. There were still wet tears on my face, but I felt support in my heart again.

In the following month, Gu Mingling and I both returned to our respective tracks, and the turmoil caused by that photo quickly subsided. There are so many things happening in this world every day, and there are so many celebrity gossips that need to be discovered, so, me and Gu Mingling's ambiguous rumors were quickly forgotten by people.

Recently, I often have heart palpitations. I wake up in the middle of the night for no reason, and then I suffer from insomnia all night long. Offenders watch.

Under my begging, Senior Brother Feng Qian promised not to tell Gu Mingling the news of my illness.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with me, just a little tired, feeling listless, and not interested in anything. Gu Mingling sensed that something was wrong with me, and took me to the No. [-] Hospital for neurology. The diagnosis turned out to be neurasthenia and mild depression. The whole person is not motivated, Gu Mingling plans to ask for leave and take me to Japan to relax.

I said: "The s game is about to start, don't waste your time with me, concentrate on training."

Gu Mingling said: "My live broadcast task for this month has been completed, brother, I want to go to Japan with you, I remember you have always liked the song "Accompany you to the end of the world", this time we go to Japan to experience it. "