Goddess has no way

Chapter 157 Introspection

Senior Brother Fengqian dropped the fireworks in his hand, then looked at me coldly, and said harsh and ugly words: "Since you chose him, why don't you dare to face your own heart?"

"Are you afraid of becoming a monster in people's eyes?"

"Hehe, Gu Mingyi, I used to think of you as a dull coward, but now I'm afraid I have to add another title of 'hypocrite'."

I wanted to defend myself, but when I opened my mouth, I didn't know what to say. Brother was right, I was a coward, I was a hypocrite, I knew from the beginning that Gu Mingling's feelings for me were not something ordinary people could bear, I I also pretended not to know, as if as long as I played the role of brother well, all problems would not exist.

If I could guide the direction of this relationship from the beginning, how could I end up in such a lonely situation?

Pretending to be normal, pretending not to see Gu Mingling's intentions, let him fall into a vortex of emotions that could not be responded to alone, facing his remorse and self-blame, not only did I not appreciate it, but I even drove him away in the cold.

In fact, some things changed unconsciously, didn't they?

Just like the grass and trees in spring, the moon rises and the moon sets, the relationship between people will slowly change with time. Faced with Gu Mingling's painstaking confession, what did I choose?I chose to retreat!Let my brother not want it, and I can't accept the fact that I am gay.

I'm just... just a hypocritical and insensitive bastard.

Thinking of this, I feel sore in my heart.

Maybe it's because I look a bit embarrassed with red eyes, Senior Brother Fengqian hesitated slightly, and then spoke again, his tone softened a bit.

"Mingyi, I'm not angry because of your choice, I'm angry that you don't have the courage to face yourself. You clearly have that person in your heart, but you don't dare to let him know, and you don't even dare to let yourself know. Sometimes, The most unintentional reaction is the truest choice in the heart. Go find him."

I slowly raised my face and looked at Senior Brother Fengqian's deep and indifferent eyes.

"Hmm." I nodded.

The next day, I left City A by plane. At an altitude of tens of thousands of meters, I was full of thoughts. For a while, I was thinking about what I would say when I saw Gu Mingling, and for a while, I was worried that he would not recognize me as a brother. Said that there is no relationship with each other anymore.

Zhao Xiaojing and Zhao Zheng picked me up at the airport.

The two of them, the siblings, had already arrived in City S, and they had already spent two days in the city with their parents. When they heard that I was coming, Zhao Zheng was the happiest.

"Ms. Gu, you're finally here. I'm almost driven crazy by my sister. She's been thinking all day about digging a tunnel to sneak into the wre club."

I smiled and said, "No need to dig a tunnel, I have the phone number of their team manager."

Just out of the mall after grabbing a quick bite at McDonald's, I got a call.

"Hello, is this Gu Mingling's guardian?"

Me: "Yes, what's the matter?"

"I'm a police officer from the Changjing District Police Station. Gu Mingling was seriously injured in a fight and is now in xx Hospital. Please come here."

I:"……"

The phone fell to the ground, and a fine crack appeared on x's screen.

Zhao Xiaojing asked anxiously: "What's the matter, Mr. Gu?"

Thinking of Gu Mingling's injured appearance, fear surged up in my heart, and even my voice trembled a little: "Xiao Ling...is injured and is in the hospital."

Ten minutes later, Zhao Xiaojing, Zhao Zheng and I arrived at the xx hospital where Gu Mingling was. Looking at Gu Mingling who was on a ventilator, my mind went blank.