Goddess has no way

Chapter 122 Out of Control

Do you know that my brother has been looking for you for a day?

I didn't say this, for fear of adding to his psychological burden.

Gu Mingling looked at me, his eyes suddenly became forbearing and flickering, he lowered his eyes again, as if he was trying to restrain himself.

I raised a hand and stroked his back, just like how I comforted him countless times when I was a child.

A little bit, a little bit, until I felt that Gu Mingling's emotions were not so sad, then I slowly stopped.

"Brother." Gu Mingling called out.

Me: "Huh?"

Gu Mingling said calmly: "Let's be lovers."

I was slightly taken aback. Although I knew what he really meant, I still couldn't accept such a straightforward confession, as if I couldn't face a piece of deformed music in my life.

Gu Mingling lowered his head, and said to himself: "If you become a lover, you won't look at other people anymore." "You won't alienate me just because of a word from others."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I saw some redness at the corners of his eyes.Suddenly, my heart was full of mixed feelings, as if the bitter melon water had been overturned.

It's all my fault for neglecting him.

I don't know what Gu Mingling was thinking these days, so that he went out to get drunk in such a cold day.

Did he think of his experience of being abandoned by his parents?

Remember being teased by the town kids as a kid?

Ever since he was born in this world, he has encountered blank stares and ridicule. To me, he is just a family member, but to him, perhaps the word "brother" is somewhat different.

"Xiao Ling." I held his hand, looked into his red eyes, and said, "Listen, no matter what happens in the future, my brother will always be my brother. I won't want you, and I won't give up easily you."

Gu Mingling looked at me seriously, and suddenly, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, his deep voice sounded particularly sexy under the influence of alcohol: "Brother?"

Gu Mingling leaned slightly, pointing his nose at mine: "Brother." He looked at me, his gaze was like a deep pool, and one couldn't help but want to see what was hidden inside. "Do you know how much I want to do this with you?"

I:"……"

There was no time to respond, Gu Mingling turned his head, and in the next second, a familiar touch came from his lips...

The clothes were ripped apart roughly, I struggled hard, but a drunk man has great strength, Gu Mingling pressed me on the sofa, buried his head in my neck and sucked...

I pushed his chest hard, but he held his hand and fixed it on the soft cushion. His eyes were calm and indifferent. When he saw me looking at him, he lowered his head and pecked hard on my lips.

"Brother, don't you want to give me a gift?"

"This is the gift I want."

He stretched out the tip of his tongue and drew circles on my chest, a tingling sensation was transmitted to the brain through the nerves, and I flinched unconsciously...

Gu Mingling was looking for a more sensitive position.

I couldn't accept this taboo attempt, so I bit him on the shoulder, and this action obviously irritated him, Gu Mingling groaned in pain, and then kissed my lips...

After one night, the room was in a mess.

The cakes on the table were all over the place, and I lay weakly on the floor, strands of hair sticking to my face, and sticky sweat all over my body.

My head is so dizzy, and my throat hurts as if someone has scratched it with a blade...

I looked at the ceiling and felt that the patterns on it were a little fuzzy. Did I dream about what happened last night, or did it really happen?

Are those pains and joys my phantoms or real torture?