go the same way

Chapter 21

The kiss was so light it didn't even feel like a kiss.

It's just a brief touch, and the warm and short breath between breaths doesn't have time to stay.

It is convincing to say that it started by accident. The touch of the lips is very soft, but the temperature is too unclear in the impression.Taking advantage of the broken moonlight, he hastily brought in the tiny fluff and thick eyelashes on Li Pei's face.

Nie Xunqiu was like a bird flying at low altitude, when it skimmed over a pool of clear lake water, the wind fluttering its wings slightly stirred up waves, which wet the thin feathers in front of its belly.

Those water dots are like ink stains, soaking into the skin, rushing along the blood flow, gathering in the heart, leaving a thick stroke.

Nie Xunqiu's heartbeat was a little too fast, like the sound of a drum, resonating violently with his bone cavity.

It turns out that this is the feeling of stealing a kiss.

Repressed, restrained, turbulent, but unstoppable joy and joy.

He slowly got up and returned the beam of moonlight in its entirety.

See you tomorrow, Xiao Pei.

Hearing the very light footsteps gradually disappear, Li Pei dared to open his eyes.

He wasn't pretending to be asleep, it was just that hunger and nervousness invaded his nerves, making it difficult for him to fall asleep.

The door of the ward has not aged well, and it will not make a "squeak" sound when it is gently pushed open, but it can quietly let in the light from outside the door.The night folds the tranquility, and when you close your eyes, all small sounds are amplified wantonly, the friction of cloth, the soles of shoes rubbing lightly against the ground, Li Pei recognized that the footsteps did not belong to the nurse and elder brother, until the shadow blocked his in front of you.

It was a breath he was not familiar with.

Nie Xunqiu.

He looked at himself for a while, and then he seemed to be observing other things. There seemed to be warmth in his gaze, which made his heart feel a little hot.The side of the bed collapsed due to the weight, and the heat source was getting closer and closer, and it stopped at the corner of the mouth, but it was not greedy, and it fell apart at the touch of it.

is a kiss.

But it is like a stamp that has been heavily stamped with red inkpad.

Li Pei lay there limply, his brain was a mess of twine, so that he forgot to open his eyes, pushed him away, and could even scold him.

He sat up and looked at the toffee in the corner of the cabinet. After Nie Xunqiu stuffed it into his hand, he felt that the sound of the candy paper being rubbed was noisy, so he put it there, and after a while he remembered, Pick it up and count, there are five in total.

Placed on the cool cabinet, they have condensed into a hardness that will not be dented when pinched. The small hole that was pressed down before is still there. So flat sugar into the mouth.

There is a layer of rice paper on the outside, sticking lightly to the lips, Li Pei licked it, rolled it into the mouth, and tasted the rich milky fragrance and sweetness in the chewing again and again.

It was a little different from the refreshing sweetness in a small piece of rock sugar that his brother gave him after drinking the bitter concoction when he was a child. This kind of sweetness wrapped his entire tongue and gave him a lot of satisfaction.

He likes sour, but also sweet, often just a little can make him happy all day.

The large white clouds outside the window were slowly moving away, Li Pei stared at one of them, and swallowed the little toffee pieces left.When the cloud came out of his sight, there was only one candy left. He folded the four candy wrappers in his hand, thought for a while, and stuffed them under the pillow.

He didn't know why he still dared to eat what Nie Xunqiu handed over.

Probably people don't always have a long memory.

Now because of a kiss, the size is in chaos, and the damaged heart is beating with pain.

As if to prove that murderers will kill again, and lovers will fall in love again. *

The warmth of his hands made the candy a little soft again. He put it back with a complicated expression, and groped under the pillow for a while to make sure that the flattened candy paper was still there. He lay back on the bed again, put his hands on his heart, and closed his eyes tiredly.

At nine o'clock the next morning, Li Pei was pushed into the operating room.

The venous access has been established, anesthesia preparation and tripartite verification are carried out before the operation as usual, Nie Xunqiu is wearing a surgical gown, and begins to anesthetize Li Pei.

Li Pei needs to receive combined intravenous anesthesia. Before intubation, he could still talk and asked, "So you really know these things."

Nie Xunqiu wore a mask, only his eyebrows and eyes were exposed, and part of his straight nose was covered by a layer of mask, and his voice changed a little: "I don't know how to go to the operating table, and I dare not go to the operating table."

"I thought you were running all over the world to learn from you."

Nie Xunqiu did not answer him, and skillfully induced anesthesia and administered drugs.

"Xiao Pei, memory will not change. Things you don't understand will not be instilled in your mind out of thin air."

Li Pei's consciousness gradually blurred.

The memory will not change, because Li Pei in this world took away the memory that belonged to him after death, leaving no residue, so that when Li Pei arrived, he came empty-handed, leaving only the cognition of the past.It was precisely because of this that he showed many flaws and was discovered by Nie Xunqiu and Li Yan successively.

I can't even remember the purpose of a small iron box, let alone master a brand new skill.

Li Pei knows how long it takes to train a doctor.

What is Nie Xunqiu...

How long have you been in this world?

Under general anesthesia, he had no concept of time, only remembered that after the end, Nie Xunqiu asked him to open his eyes, checked his physical signs, pulled out the tube, and said softly: "It's over successfully, let's sleep for a while, Xiaopei. "

His eyelids were too heavy, and he wanted to nod, but found that he couldn't use his strength. Maybe it was because Nie Xunqiu's voice was too gentle, which made people feel extremely at ease. He couldn't help but pull down the eyelids, let his body slip into the darkness again, and fell into a deep sleep .

Jiang Weiping stood under the shadowless lamp for several hours, watching the nurse push the patient out of the operating room, she followed behind, took off the mask, took off the blood-stained surgical gown, and blood-stained gloves, and handed them to the nurse at the door. Nurses waiting outside.

Li Pei's family members were also waiting outside, almost inseparable.

"The operation was quite successful, there were no accidents, and it was done quickly." Before Li Yan could ask, Jiang Weiping took the initiative to report to him, "Xiao Pei will wake up in about an hour, and I have to trouble Dr. Nie to monitor him during this time." After waking up, there may be postoperative reactions, pain and vomiting are normal."

She seemed to be serious for a while, and walked over to touch Li Cong's furry head: "Have you eaten since childhood? Auntie asked your dad to treat us to a good meal. I want to order a pig's trotter, just to see if I don't want to eat it. Please help me." claws."

Li Cong was rubbed for a long time, and he hummed and said nothing.

"Please, please," Li Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and knew that Dr. Jiang really worked hard, "Thank you, Sister Ping."

His eyes met Nie Xunqiu's, feeling somewhat inexplicable, but still grateful: "I'll trouble you for a while, Doctor Nie."

Nie Xunqiu didn't answer, just nodded politely, took off his cap and mask, and went to the anesthesia recovery room.

Li Pei went to lie on his back with his pillow, and the equipment for monitoring his vital signs was placed beside him.It will take some time for him to regain consciousness. Nie Xunqiu measured and recorded his blood pressure, pulse and central venous pressure. Some data were recorded during the operation and filled in after the operation. He sat down and did not make too much noise , Looking at Li Pei's pale sleeping face, the taut string in his heart finally broke.

All the emergencies imagined did not happen. The essence of malignant hyperthermia is allergies. Most of them occurred after receiving general anesthesia for the second time. Li Pei had no history of anesthesia before, and Jiang Weiping’s two boxes of expensive dantrolene were probably useless. However, Nie Xunqiu didn't want to have the chance to use it either.

He survived the operation so peacefully.

Nie Xunqiu has no religious beliefs, but he remembered the three pillars of fragrance he invited in the temple a few months ago, and felt that somewhere, maybe Li Pei was really blessed by someone.

He held Li Pei's hand, as expected, that hand was cold, but fortunately, his hand was still warm, which could convey some feeling to the sleeping person.There was no clock in the recovery room, and he secretly held this man, as if he could walk forever.

After an unknown amount of time, the fingers in his hand moved, Li Pei's eyes opened a small gap, and the slender eyelashes blocked the eyelids.Nie Xunqiu gently touched the back of Li Pei's hand to comfort him, checked Li Pei's signs again, called a nurse, transferred him to the ward, and observed for another 24 hours. If there is no abnormality, he can be completely relieved down.

At this point, the duties of the anesthesiologist are all completed.

In fact, in the hospital where he works, the staff of anesthesiologists is tight. Although he has not been working for many years, but because he has been in the battlefield, the number of operations he participated in is not of the same order as that of normal hospitals. He often does not just follow up with one operation. He will anesthetize the patient, then hand it over to the front-line anesthetist for supervision, and then transfer to another operating room, repeating this, like a spinning top.

Following Li Pei's operation throughout the process was both easy and tormenting.

Afraid that something went wrong, that the dosage could be mishandled, and that this person would suffer more.

Fortunately, he is fairly good at learning, and he protected Li Pei through the difficulties.

Waking up intermittently, when Li Pei really regained consciousness completely, the twilight had already merged, the elder brother stood by the bed, carefully resting his chin on his hands, leaning against the cabinet, as if he was afraid of lying on the bed and oppressing him, Because of the uncomfortable posture, there was a little snoring sound from his mouth.

He didn't say anything, but there seemed to be a telepathy between the brothers. Li Yan woke up from a nap and found that Li Pei had regained his sanity. The intestine | tract function has not recovered, so I can't give it to you for the time being."

Li Pei shook his head. After the anesthesia passed, the incision and suture wound began to hurt sharply, covering up his hunger|thirst. His lips were cracked due to lack of sufficient moisture for a long time, and a layer of dry skin formed between the lips .

"Where are sister-in-law and Xiao Cong?"

"I've been guarding you for a day, let them all go back first," Li Yan said, "Xiao Cong has to go to school tomorrow, Chang Qing took that little kid back to catch up on homework."

Li Pei couldn't help laughing.

"Does the wound hurt?"

Li Pei nodded, his vocal cords seemed to be sawed by a saw, and he made a difficult voice: "I hope someone will cast a magic spell and make it grow right away."

Li Yan really wanted to become that great magician.

He seemed to have always played this role when he was a child, coaxing his crying and naughty younger brother, giving him medicine, cheering him up, and making him strong, but he couldn't even share some of his younger brother's pain with such a serious illness.

Knowing that he couldn't do it, he got up and said, "I'll find a doctor and see if I can give you painkillers."

Nie Xunqiu came in with Li Yan, and there was a nurse behind him, asking her to inject pethidine into Li Pei.

He also briefly touched Li Pei's forehead with his hand, and as expected, he felt a little hot, but it was a normal phenomenon.

After receiving the injection, Li Pei didn't beat around the bush, and said directly to Li Yan: "Brother, please go out first, I have something to say to Dr. Nie."

Li Yan understood, he looked at Li Pei with some anxiety, but found firmness in those tired eyes, sighed, exited the ward, left a crack for the door, and let it be concealed , and then leaned against the corridor, staring at the toe of the shoe boredly.

"Thank you for taking up your time outside of work."

Nie Xunqiu nodded, he didn't stay here just for this thank you: "It's within my ability, what should be done."

After thanking you, Li Pei got to the point: "Before the anesthesia, I remember what you said. Have you been in this world for a long time?"

Memories don't change.

Things that you don't understand will not be instilled in your mind out of thin air.

He felt that the time between death and rebirth seemed to be just a jump in time, but he never thought that his moment would be many, many years to others.

Nie Xunqiu was startled, as if he didn't expect Li Pei to remember the words he whispered with such a vague consciousness.

"Well, Xiao Pei. When I woke up, I was in a hut on a mountain far away from Medellin. If I remember correctly, it was eight or five years ago."

The author says:

*"Murderer... Love Network", quoted from "Four in the Afternoon" by Amelie Nuodong. Reminder: The current timeline of the novel is 2003.