sinovels Chapter 11 Chapter 11
Chapter 11 Chapter 11
Zhuang Zhou flipped through various materials and held up various books to explain theoretical knowledge to him, as well as the probability that this disease can be cured, trying to comfort him.
Qin Huan was sitting on a bench in the hospital basking in the sun, the bright and strong sunlight made him feel chills all over his body.
In particular, Zhuang Zhou read: "The human brain will selectively forget the huge mental stimulation because of the instinct of self-protection. Many unsatisfactory things will happen in everyone's life. Some of them will be forgotten soon, but some will be forgotten. Always lingering, no matter how hard you try, you can’t forget it. Every day, every moment, you repeatedly torture your fragile nerves, and you keep walking on the verge of collapse. Shame, anger, grievance, etc. are deceived Complicated emotions are entangled together. Forgetting is the best way to protect yourself.
Selective amnesia will gradually recover after the erosion of time, but if something has a great psychological impact on the person, it may be selectively forgotten forever.But most can be cured. "
"Ah Huan... You see, it can still be cured! And I'm a psychiatrist!"
Listening to the deliberate confidence and lightness in his tone, Qin Huan silently stared at the leaves on one side of the tree, only despair remained in his heart.
He became his greatest harm!
Let him hurt so much that he would rather forget him!
The pride and self-esteem that he has always kept to himself, in the end... has become a knife that stabs into the heart of the person he loves the most!
What the fuck did I do to Li Bai? !
"Ah... I'm really tired. I spent ten years... trying to warm you and melt you... In the end, maybe I realized that I failed, but I still refused to let go until I was scarred .Ah Hsu... have you ever thought that I also have a heart... I will also have a heartache?"
Thinking of his words, Qin Huan finally covered his face and broke down silently and cried bitterly.
Zhuang Zhou's eyes turned red, but he couldn't say any comforting words, so he could only hug him into his arms, hold his shoulders firmly, and show his existence.
When Li Bai was there, when he was in love with him, Qin Huan only felt that he was like fresh air, making himself happy and refreshing, and it was easy for him to ignore his existence. The sunny and handsome Erha would be like that fool. Just stay by his side loyally and tenderly forever.After he lost him, he realized that without him, he would be as if he was suffocated, and he would not be able to live at all! !
In the next three years, Yu Li Bai is a new start to heal himself after forgetting everything, and Yu Qinxu is a dying struggle of falling from the world to purgatory.
It's not that he didn't summon up the courage to motivate himself again and again, and even wanted to start anew with Zhuang Zhou. After he couldn't help following him a few times, he was scared away by the other party as a stalker of.
Ah.
It turns out that what is lost can never come back.
……
Li Bai suddenly woke up from the nightmare, his mind exploded, he suddenly jumped up from the bed, knelt down to the bottom of the bed, and dragged out a locked wooden box from under the bed with difficulty.
He discovered it three years ago, but unfortunately he forgot the combination lock combination, so he never knew what was locked inside that box.He had tried his own birthday after he forgot the password, but it was wrong.Just now, he had a flash of inspiration in his sleep, and he eagerly flicked the combination lock to the 1128 position.He just saw Qin Huan's birthday in the PDF medical record.
Only then did he suddenly realize that the day Zhuang Zhou asked him to see Qin Huan wasn't the 28th of last month?It turns out... He was given to Qin Huan by Zhuang Zhou as a birthday present.
With a "click", at the moment when the combination lock was opened, everything was confirmed, Li Bai's head was dizzy for a while, and the blood in his chest surged.
He... really loved that person!