Chapter 92
Chapter 92
In a blink of an eye, it was late at night, and the room was in a mess, and even the quilt fell to the ground without knowing when.
Pei Le lay on Cheng Yi's chest, pinching the flesh on Cheng Yi's arm like a lazy cat.
"Is it easy?" Cheng Yi patted Pei Le's head and asked with squinted eyes.
"Well," Pei Le poked, "I want to bite."
"Fuck, you're enough," Cheng Yi froze, and couldn't help cursing when he thought of what happened just now, "Can you open your eyes and see how many teeth marks I have on my body, now on my butt Those two tooth marks still hurt, you're staring at my arm again, why don't you just stuff me in your mouth and chew, chew and eat."
Cheng Yi was embarrassed to say that Pei Le's two bites on his butt almost missed him.
He really didn't know when Pei Le had this bad problem. Except for the occasional sleepwalking, he had never heard that Pei Le had the habit of grinding his teeth. Why is it out of control now? He was really afraid that Pei Le would grind his teeth. Le's sudden reappearance will leave him with a psychological shadow.
Then the rest of my life will be a big loss.
"Brother..." Pei Le buried his face in Cheng Yi's chest. When the muffled voice came out, Cheng Yi seemed to have something wrong with it, and he could hear a softness in the voice, like a cat meowing. There is a sound, and there is a little ending sound, which is very attractive.
It's just that it's really hard for Cheng Yi to connect the words Pei Le and acting like a baby. To Cheng Yi, Pei Le's acting like a baby is really weird for the dumb to sing and the blind to lead the way.
Maybe it's because the relationship is completely different now, Cheng Yi thought, even Pei Le became cute.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Yi couldn't help asking in a soft voice.
"Let's..." Pele paused and continued, "Should we continue?"
Cheng Yi: "..."
He's so cute, ass, so cute!
Why did Cheng Yi feel that his demand, which has been suppressed for more than 30 years, is not as good as that of a person who has been suppressed for more than 20 years? Touching Pei Le's dog's head, he really wanted to knock it open to see what it contained that could make him Pei Le said such a shameless thing.
"You... are really good!" Cheng Yi praised sincerely, "You really didn't develop in vain."
"It's too unreal," Pei Le smiled sullenly, "It feels like a dream."
"Ah..." Cheng Yi sighed, something moved in his heart, dreaming?What dream?Can this kind of dream still be said to be done?
After all, Pei Lecong was in a bad situation when he appeared in front of the milk tea shop. At that time, Cheng Yi asked him, but Pei Le didn't say anything. After he came back, there was another bloody battle. Cheng Yi put it to the back of his mind, Cheng Yi knew that Pei Le had always been very well-behaved in front of him, but today he was too well-behaved, too cooperative with him, and there was that kind of biting like venting...
"Lele, what happened to you today?"
Pei Le hummed lightly.
"Is it related to Bai Yi?" Cheng Yi frowned and asked.
"Yes." Pei Le replied.
"Blame me," Cheng Yi knew that Pei Le and Bai Yi were not getting along, but at that time, he was just talking about things, and because Pei Le was at work, Cheng Yi didn't think so much for a while.
"I came out to him to talk about something," Cheng Yi thought about explaining, "It's nothing else, and it's not to catch up on the old days. I know that Bai Yi is disgusting, but don't worry, I have nothing to do with him. You Do not misunderstand."
Pei Le didn't speak, and hugged Cheng Yi without moving.
"Why? Don't you believe me?" Cheng Yi pinched Pei Le's waist, "I don't need to lie to you about this, I know you seem to have misunderstood something, but I have nothing to do with Bai Yizhen."
After a moment of silence, Pei Le spoke, and he asked, "Really?"
"Really," Cheng Yi said firmly.
"Isn't there... before?"
"Huh?" Cheng Yi was a little puzzled. Didn't he explain that there was no relationship between him and Bai Yi?Or did he not speak clearly?
Or did he miss something? Pei Le's voice was very soft. If it wasn't for the fact that it was midnight and it was very quiet, the two of them didn't even turn on the air conditioner, and Cheng Yi's attention was always on Pei Le, otherwise Pei Le would He might not be able to hear that sentence clearly.
"Brother, Bai Yi came to look for me a long time ago." Pei Le suddenly mentioned this past event.
Cheng Yi also knew about this, and it was Bai Yi who said it in front of him. At that time, Cheng Yi only felt that Bai Yi was too disgusting. It was not enough for him to go in. He even found Pei Le. He also knew that Le might have misunderstood the relationship between him and Bai Yi, but he had already denied it just now.
Then Pei Le asked, "Hasn't there been one before?"
This has to be thought-provoking.
"He came to you," Cheng Yi thought for a while and asked, "Did he say something? About money?"
If Pei Le misunderstood because of the money, then Cheng Yi could completely understand. After all, so much money is given every month, just like him raising a son.
"He said, you like him..."
Cheng Yi was stunned, and it took him several seconds to realize what Pei Le said.
"What do you mean? Who do I like?"
"Bai Yi, brother, Bai Yi said you like him." Pei Le raised his head and stared at Cheng Yi, who still maintained a bewildered expression on his face.
There are always many unexpected things that lead to expected results, no matter what Cheng Yi thought, he would never have imagined that Bai Yi could talk so much nonsense in front of Pei Le.
However, after Pei Le learned the cause and effect of the incident from the injured person at that time, he had doubts about the incident. He even thought that Cheng Yi liked Bai Yi because he was so kind to Bai Yi, and then Bai Yi went to Pei Le to swear an oath There was a wave of sovereignty, which convinced Pei Le, who was confused at the time, directly.
After reacting, Cheng Yi sat up abruptly from the bed, and almost threw Pei Le off his body. Fortunately, Cheng Yi quickly grabbed Pei Le with his sharp eyes to avoid the 50.00% possibility that Pei Le was lying down now. Facts on the ground.
"I like his uncle!"
"Fuck me, is he crazy? I like him?"
"Who is he? Is he? I can't even look down on him even if there is a ball on his neck, okay?"
"Is he just insulting Lao Tzu's eyes! This stupid thing, is he really doing all kinds of immoral things - what about Lao Tzu's clothes, give me my clothes, if I don't beat him today until he doesn't even recognize Lao Tzu Do not believe Cheng!"
Cheng Yi was so angry that he even scolded Bai Yi's mother. After thousands of calculations, after all his calculations, he never thought that Bai Yi would actually make such a mess.
To be honest, at first he thought that Pei Le didn't want to see Bai Yi because he gave Bai Yi all the money, which made Pei Le's heart go wrong, and misunderstood that he treated Bai Yi better than Pei Le, so he didn't feel safe.
Unexpectedly, Cheng Yi didn't even think about it, he really just made fun of him as a wronged species.
"Brother..." Pei Le hugged Cheng Yi, patted Cheng Yi's back comfortingly, and asked uncertainly, "Is it fake?"
"Aren't you talking nonsense?" Cheng Yi was furious, and his tone was not very good, "I like him? Why didn't he say that I like his whole family? Now I really want to be a shrew and tear his mouth to the national research institute." Study what this thing is made of, why is it not a thing!"
"No..." Cheng Yi suddenly realized, "You mean, do you believe what he said?"
"Well," Pei Le said softly, "I believe it."
Cheng Yi's heart skipped a beat, and then fell silent.
Believe it... He remembered that Bai Yi said that he came to look for Pei Le in the second year after he entered, and he also knew that Pei Le liked him before he entered, that is to say, Bai Yi's words deceived Pei Le for nearly six years time.
"Crap!" Cheng Yi cursed in a low voice, he understood, no wonder he had such a big reaction when he saw Bai Yi Pei Le, no wonder Pei Le didn't say anything, no wonder Pei Le cooperated with him so much today, and had to hug him every night Did he sleep, including those teeth marks, showing Pei Le's uneasiness?
Pei Le was afraid, afraid that there was really some relationship between him and Bai Yi.
Cheng Yi wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth but couldn't say anything. The things that can be expressed in words seem so insignificant in the face of six years, Cheng Yi thought, there are really words that can sum it up. How did it get here for so many years?
Perhaps, it was in Pei Le's diary, which Cheng Yi hadn't read at the time. From the fragmentary handwriting he could recognize, blood, hallucinations, and evil, every word was a struggle that could not be loved.
But what if you were suddenly told that the person you love actually likes someone else?
Cheng Yi couldn't imagine, he didn't know what kind of life Pei Le lived in the days after he entered, and those papers that had been tempered by time only appeared in front of him now, decayed and heavy, and when he reached out his hand, it was a piece of paper. A gritty feeling that can sting the skin.
That must be painful.
There is nowhere to struggle but the pain that has to be endured.
Thinking of this, Cheng Yi suddenly understood the hate word that Pei Le said.
He used to go back and forth, unable to figure out the word hate, and even softened his attitude to seek the difference between the word hate and the word love. The result he got was that Pei Le, like him, was a sensitive and insecure person .
For people like this, they should be together to keep each other warm, because they know what kind of feeling it is to better understand each other's bit by bit.
But now that he thinks about it, he overlooked too many things. The hatred that Pei Le said was probably hating his own sense of powerlessness in this matter, hating Cheng Yi for not caring about him, hating why Bai Yi suddenly appeared , hated why his parents abandoned him.
It's too complicated, as if his eyes are scattered to such an extent that he has no place to rest in this world, full of gestures that have nowhere to focus, making his life feel empty, but Pei Le doesn't know what to rely on Things, unexpectedly forcibly maintained this relationship for so many years.
"Pei Le, I'm sorry." Cheng Yi suppressed the moisture in his eyes and repeated, "I'm sorry."
In fact, the three words "sorry" can't mean anything, but Cheng Yi just feels sorry, and if the level of sorry is put in the past, Cheng Yi probably hates himself too.
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