Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 44 Look at this chapter, it's big and long

The two didn't say a few words before Cheng Yi came back.

Cheng Yi didn't react at first sight when he saw Suzhou.

"Suzhou?"

"The name has been changed." Suzhou touched the little braid on the back of his head, "Now please call me Lin Mei, Lin of the woods, charming Mei."

Suzhou, Su Zhaodi, Lin Mei, three names, Suzhou... Oh no, Lin Mei seems to have suddenly become mysterious.

Agent?Change a code name at a time?

Cheng Yi has reason to suspect that her name may be Cuihua when he sees her next time.

Pei Le poured Cheng Yi a glass of water and Cheng Yi drank it all in one gulp. His clothes were all dusty, and his head was better because he was wearing a hard hat.

When Cheng Yi went to take a shower and came out, Lin Mei was already poking the billiard room with a pole.

Pei Le was watching, probably thinking that Lin Mei's skills were too rubbish, so he frowned from time to time.

"What's the matter with you?" Cheng Yi walked over and asked.

"Come and pay back the money," Lin Mei said, "calculate the value of the things you smashed here last time, and I'll give it to you."

"If I want money, I will also go to Boss Huang," Cheng Yi said.

"It's useless for you to look for him." Lin Mei put down the pole and smiled, "He's in danger now."

Cheng Yi raised his eyebrows. Boss Huang fell down. He had heard about it, but he wasn't sure.

Boss Huang is a phoenix man. He came from a valley, and the place is farther than their place. He hooked up a rich girl with his sweet words and became a real phoenix.

In such a situation, he could still file for a divorce with Lin Mei and his original partner. Cheng Yi felt that this true love was quite unpredictable.

It's meaningless, it's like playing around, and it's off after playing.

"You don't need the money," Cheng Yi went to the chair and sat down, thinking about Dongzi.

Dongzi didn't say if there was any progress, and the matter of asking for a phone number seemed to pass suddenly.

"Why don't you use it?" Lin Mei also came over, "It's not time for Pei Le to go to school—you two...do you have your father's surname and the mother's surname?"

This kind of situation is common, and Lin Mei didn't pay attention to it before, maybe it was because something happened suddenly that reminded her of this matter, so she couldn't help asking.

"No," Pei Le took the pole on the table to the corner and put it away, then turned to look at Lin Mei, "My brother picked me up."

"Is this a metaphor or..." Lin Mei was not sure what Pei Le meant.

"Literally," Cheng Yi smiled, "He was indeed picked up by me, with different parents and different mothers."

Lin Mei was stunned for a while before she nodded in amazement and quickly understood the meaning of having different fathers and different mothers—that is, there is no blood relationship.

Miserable...

The two orphans got together to depend on each other, Cheng Yi became father and brother at the same time, Pei Le became son and younger brother at the same time.

Lin Mei realized again, according to this idea, their relationship is really messed up.

Chaos... This world is really chaotic.

Cheng Yi didn't ask for money, and Lin Mei didn't leave either. She had a meal at Cheng Yi's house and didn't plan to leave when it was getting dark.

The weather was a bit cold, Lin Mei put her hands in her pockets and stood under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree with a blank expression.

The two old people next door rested early, and the dog was tied to the door, staring at Lin Mei vigilantly.

"Pei Le," Lin Mei stopped him when she saw Pei Le going out to store things, "Are you free?"

Pei Le thought for a moment and nodded.

"Let's talk," Lin Mei said.

Cheng Yi has already rested. Recently, Cheng Yi seems to rest very early. There are always a few days in a month. Cheng Yi gives the impression that he is very tired, so tired that he seems to be able to sleep standing up.

"My father's surname is Su, and my mother's surname is not Lin." Suzhou looked at the lamp on the ceiling, and there were a few moths flying around the lamp beside him.

"Lin Mei is my grandmother's name," Lin Mei said, "She died, and I was so mad at her, it happened two months ago."

"Let me tell you, my real name is Su Zhaodi. Maybe it's a good name. I recruited two younger brothers. My parents don't like me, and neither do my grandparents. I don't have a grandpa. Grandma is the only one who treats me well." people."

Lin Meiping spoke calmly, while Pei Le listened quietly.

She has nothing to do, she wants to speak out, but she is about to explode, her reputation has been ruined with them, no one will listen to her, and no one will understand her.

Boss Huang's former partner has brought someone to the door. Su Zhaodi is a mistress, a junkie who goes out to sell and cheats men out of money.

In rural areas, where the place is small, the transmission of gossip takes a short time, and the speed of transmission is top-notch.

The people who watched the fun outside Su Zhaodi's house that day quickly spread the news, like sowing seeds, quickly and densely.

The word Su Zhaodi has already been said badly.

The old Su's family produced a remarkable person, and she completely humiliated everyone from her parents to the [-]th generation of her ancestors.

"I'm 23 years old this year. I came out before finishing elementary school. I've done all the dirty work. I'm so exhausted that I didn't support my family." Lin Mei exhaled, her eyes a little confused.

"Pei Le, men's money is really easy to earn," Lin Mei said, "If they touch it, it will be several hundred, and if they sleep for a night, they will give me several thousand—don't blame me for telling you this, you... are more precocious , I think you should be able to understand."

Pei Le nodded and said nothing.

"Boss Huang is the only one," Lin Mei continued, "I haven't actually thought about that. I want to make money in an upright manner, but the pressure from my family is too tight. My two younger brothers have to study, my grandparents have to see a doctor, and my father If you want to go out to gamble, my mother... my mother, let me send more money home, I don’t know how much I gave them, I haven’t remembered it, and I can’t remember it anyway.”

"At that time, I thought I was great. The whole family depended on me. I thought that if I gave them the money, they might be happy and ask me if I was tired..."

In one's life, one has to walk a lot and endure a lot of hardships. Lin Mei knows that there is a word called "suffering and sweetness", which means that after suffering, it will be sweet.

Will it be so?

Lin Mei has been confused countless times, but she can only be confused for a while. She has no time to think about her future, nor does she have the time to reflect on her present.

She couldn't hide...she couldn't go anywhere, or Lin Mei didn't even think about resisting at all, she didn't remember.

"You don't know, my previous dream was to be a good wife and mother," Lin Mei smiled, "Just like my grandma, she has gray hair and can fight those people for three hundred rounds for me... Then she disappeared. When I went back, she was covered with a white cloth. I knelt for three days and she didn’t wake up. I didn’t dare to lift the white cloth to look at her. I was afraid of losing her face. I was afraid that she wouldn’t want to see me. .”

Lin Mei's good wife and mother refers to someone who can stand on the side of her children.

No one wants to speak for her except her grandmother.

She didn't know until she went back that the suffering and suffering outside could only make her feel tired, extremely tired, but it was still the most primitive knife that could really pierce her heart.

No one would use bloody words to describe family affection, but family affection is the bloodiest fact after the incident.

Her father kicked her out because she went out to sell, because she went out to hook up with men.

Lin Mei went back to the rented house numbly and slept for three days and three nights without eating or drinking until she had a dream.

"She told me, let me live a good life, don't go back," Lin Mei blinked and raised her head, "She has passed away, and she is still holding me, I am sorry for her, the person I am most sorry for in my life is Her, so I used her name."

Pei Le is a good listener, there are no unnecessary words or actions, let alone comfort.

Many people passed in Lin Mei's mind, colleagues, friends, Cheng Yi, and even Dongzi, but she finally chose Pei Le.

Talking to Pei Le is not a chat, Lin Mei can think of Pei Le's reaction before talking about it, the fourteen-year-old boy, his height has risen, and his figure looks even thinner. Nothing can overwhelm him.

"I'm comfortable," Lin Mei took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it several times but failed to light it, she gave up and threw the lighter aside, "I'm suffocating, these days are suffocating me .”

"I didn't realize until now that I was actually a cold-blooded animal. My parents kicked me out and my first reaction was to be relieved," Lin Mei exhaled very slowly, feeling relieved.

In a daze, there seemed to be a layer of black mist in front of her. The knife came without warning. When it pierced through the black mist, Lin Mei found that she had been reduced to the black mist itself.

They shouted from all directions, but there was no answer.

After a moment of silence, Lin Mei's eyes, which had been calm all along, suddenly turned red.

Money has run through her life, but she still feels powerless, powerless to change, and even more powerless to refute. What she pursues in her life has never been what money can't give her. No one actually remembers what was done.

In the face of experience, even the word grievance seems to be unable to express anything useful.

The moths were still flying around the lamp tube, and there was a "crack" sound in the room, and the smoke was slowly exhaled, more like a puff of stale air.

"Sleep," said Pei Le,

Lin Mei hummed, her thoughts were a little slack, she was always a little dazed in her relaxation, she was comfortable, but deep down she was always not at peace.

The overwhelming pressure suddenly dissipated, and Lin Mei could feel her heart beating rapidly with a very strange rhythm, very chaotic and very excited.

"I don't have a quilt," Lin Mei said, "Do you have any extra quilts?"

"No," Pei Le said, "Go find Li Zidong and ask him to deliver it to you."

"What am I looking for?" Lin Mei asked.

"Because only he will give you a quilt." Pei Le replied.

"Why did he give me a quilt?" Lin Meiqin asked hard, and she was bound to have ten words with Pei Le today.

"He likes you." After speaking, Pei Le stood up and walked into the bedroom.

Pei Le took two steps and then stopped. After standing for a while, he asked again, "Do you like my brother?"

"what?"

"Don't think about him," Pei Le said before leaving.

"Oh." Lin Mei blinked for a while before replying, she stared at the direction Pei Le left thoughtfully.

Pei Le didn't know if Lin Mei called Dongzi, and he didn't ask, because on the second day, Pei Le became strange.

The whole person is either in a daze or on the road in a daze, and he is a little absent-minded even when collecting money.

Cheng Yi went to work, and Dongzi came to play with Lin Mei.

The billiards skills of the two are almost the same. Lin Mei is really impressed by the fact that Dongzi and Cheng Yi have known each other for so long and haven't learned any skills from Cheng Yi.

Even if the hand is stupid, the mouth is also stupid.

He could still say a few words of concern in sending text messages, but when he saw a real person, it was as if he had disillusioned the world and became a monk, and he didn't dare to look at Lin Mei.

Pei Le went out and wandered aimlessly on the path.

He was in a mess, like a centipede crawling.

Unknowingly, he came to a forest. This forest is very remote, and few people usually come to it. It is surrounded by a large piece of bare farmland.

Pei Le stood on the side of the road and stared at the forest. The trees were thick creatures that had taken root here for a long time. The branches and leaves were huge and lush, covering the sky and the sun, and the inside was shady.

Staring at it for a while, there was a sudden sound in the woods, which brought back Pei Le's thoughts. Before he frowned, he had no time to think about it. There were several weak and tactful sounds in the wind, similar to the sound of human beings in a certain situation. There was a fine shenyin sound from below.

Pei Le froze, and the dream he had last night resurfaced in his mind very clearly.

It was an unspeakable dream, and the voice in the dream overlapped strangely with the voice from the woods at this moment.

Pei Le stood there stiffly, about to turn around and leave, but a voice in his mind urged him to go deep into the woods.

The dead branches and leaves were limply lying on the ground after winter, and by the time he realized it, he was already standing behind a very thick tree.

On the other side of the tree were two people, two men to be precise.

In early spring, they wore cool clothes and hugged each other very ambiguously in the wilderness. Pei Le stared at them with dumbfounded eyes, even deliberately suppressing the sound of breathing.

The voice came into Pei Le's mind one by one, humming and chirping, which sounded very painful and very happy.

Something was constantly hitting Pei Le's nerves. He stood there quietly, while the other party seemed to have entered the state, without squinting. The two of them were in a very self-spirited state.

When the humming disappeared and the two began to talk, Pei Le suddenly woke up. Pei Le slightly moved his eyes back and landed on the tree. The two people behind the tree talked for a while, and then they heard the sound of footsteps, getting farther and farther away. , seems to be leaving,

Pei Le looked around quietly, and seeing that there was no one there, his tense nerves suddenly relaxed. He collapsed on the ground, breathing heavily, and everything around him seemed to disappear, and the entire forest turned into a wasteland. In such a big place, only he quietly counted his thunderous heartbeats.

It took a long time... Pei Le came back to his senses from the chaotic to blank thoughts. He stood up and stumbled out of the woods as if he had lost his mind.

The sky was already dark, Pei Le held his breath and stared at the sun in the sky, he had a dream last night...

Perhaps it was because Lin Mei's topic was so heavy that it made him think of his mother. His mind would always have the state of his mother's death, and then there would be a pair of slender and strong hands gently and softly. Bring him out of that blood.

And then... I don't know why, he and the owner of those hands got closer and closer, and there were countless ambiguities hidden in his breathing. The thick calluses on the belly of his fingers fell on the smooth and delicate skin, and they lifted up in Pei Le's heart There was a fire, which made his whole body tremble.

The owner of those hands... was a man.

And it was a man he knew very well.

Smell, feeling, thinking, or the facts that Pei Le has always thought but has not discovered are all telling him that that person is Cheng Yi.