Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 116

After Cheng Yi finished speaking, he was stuffing something into his mouth, but Pei Le grabbed his hand with great strength, and he shook his chopsticks directly, shaking all the things to the ground.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Yi was a little angry, "Are you crazy?"

"Cheng Yi," Pei Le asked looking straight at him, "What did you just say?"

"What did I say?" Cheng Yi said, "I said, are you crazy? Why are you grabbing my hand while I'm eating?"

Pei Le held Cheng Yi's hand tightly, without speaking, his face became more and more ugly, Cheng Yi looked at him because he didn't understand, and felt that Pei Le was really strange today.

"Pei Le? What's wrong with you?"

"You just... said..." Pei Le moved his mouth, and squeezed out a few words from his throat with difficulty, "You said...the water will not reach your calf, you will tremble all over, you will...not be able to walk Dao, right..."

"what?"

"Is that right?" Pei Le asked again.

"right……"

"Grass!" Pei Le gritted his teeth and cursed out the word with a livid face.

"What's wrong with you? Why such a big reaction?" Cheng Yi asked.

He thought about it, didn't he tell Pei Le?He always thought that Pei Le knew about it.

"Are you afraid of water?" Pei Le's voice became louder.

"No, didn't I tell you?"

"Are you afraid of the water? Is it the first time I see you in the water?" Pei Le growled tremblingly, his whole body was numb.

Cheng Yi was taken aback, and instantly understood why Pei Le had such a big reaction after he finished saying that sentence.

Afraid of water, but he was in the water when Pei Le saw him for the first time.

After so many years, Cheng Yi had long forgotten about it, and he didn't remember it. He just felt that he had told Pei Le everything, so he also started to speak up, willing to say anything in front of Pei Le .

But he only realized now, if Pei Le really knew that he was afraid of water, why would Pei Le ask him if he wanted to take a bath when they were staying in the hotel.

He thought that Pei Le didn't remember, and he also forgot whether or when he told Pei Le. Cheng Yi just thought that he should have already said it.

"It's not... Lele," Cheng Yi's voice softened immediately, "I..."

"Are you planning to commit suicide?" Pei Le took a deep breath, suppressing the tyrannical impulse in his heart, "Are you planning to commit suicide?"

"No wonder..." Before Cheng Yi could speak, Pei Le suddenly said to himself again, "It's no wonder you believe in Buddhism but sometimes you speak so unapologetically, you can open your mouth if you curse yourself to death, no wonder that time I and I After Lin Mei returned from the reservoir, you were so angry, I was happy for a long time..."

"Lele..." Cheng Yi called out again in a soft voice.

"Don't call me," Pei Le yelled, suddenly trembling all over.

Cheng Yi was terrified, and hurriedly got up to comfort him, but he didn't expect that Pei Le was still holding him tightly, Cheng Yi was pinched so painfully, he tried several times to withdraw his hand, but he couldn't help but twitch not come out.

One hand was held by Pei Le, and Cheng Yi could only use the other hand to rub Pei Le's stiff back vigorously. Originally, this matter was not a big deal in Cheng Yi's view. In the past, he There are too many times when I can't think about it, but there are only a handful of times when I can think about it. Pei Le is right. He did have that plan. As for how many times he has, he has forgotten.

"Lele, relax!"

Pei Le was trembling all over, leaning against Cheng Yi's arms, he could feel that Pei Le's breathing was extremely difficult.

Cheng Yi suspected that Pei Le had misunderstood something. He had indeed thought about committing suicide, but that was once, and it was so ancient that he couldn't remember why Pei Le still had such a big reaction when he found out today.

"Why... do you always let me suddenly... give me another fatal blow when I feel at ease?" Pei Le grabbed Cheng Yi's hand vigorously, pushed Cheng Yi out fiercely, and asked intermittently One sentence, "Why?"

"No," Cheng Yi replied subconsciously, "No, Pei Le, you misunderstood, that was before."

"Is there a difference?" Pei Le panted with his mouth open, and said uncomfortably, "Is there a difference? When you die, you die to me. Do you think it makes a difference to me sooner or later? Yesterday , Last year, seven years ago, or ten years ago, or now, in the future, tell me what is the difference? Cheng Yi, tell me!"

Cheng Yi was dumbfounded by the roar, and stared blankly at Pei Le. He didn't come back to his senses for a long time. Fate seemed to be a terrible thing. Although things are terrifyingly strong, they seem to be helpless to him for a long time.

What he can remember until now is that Mr. Xiao pulled him first, and Pei Le pulled him second.

When the dusty past was uncovered again, Cheng Yi's thoughts and memories gradually became clearer. A long time ago, Cheng Yi's nerves had already expanded from a small arc to a huge tight net, and any slight disturbance could make him That life became precarious in an instant. He had forgotten why he wanted to commit suicide. The reasons for his suicide were all kinds of strange but never separated from it. All the reasons were attributed to one word, nothing more than two words, pressure.

In this society, no one seems to be putting pressure on him, and everyone seems to be putting pressure on him. Sometimes he also thinks, what if he doesn't pay for Bai Yi's mother's medical treatment?So what if he didn't let Bai Yi study?

Sometimes the answer would suddenly jump into his mind like an unknown but beating unknown creature, what can it do?He can go to a place where no one knows him, or he can openly choose to be a sinner. Anyway, in the eyes of others, he is a gangster, a hooligan, a troublemaker, and a person who does everything.

Cheng Yi doesn't care about other people's opinions, and he wants to abandon his conscience countless times, what's the use of keeping it?Not only can't change money, but also come and condemn him from time to time as if he has become a genius.

It was spring when Pei Le met Cheng Yi, the cold winter had not yet faded, and the sun had not yet had time to bring warmth. Cheng Yi always thought that he was a smart person, so when he entered the water, he was very smart and took off his clothes Yes, he just wanted to let people treat this accident as an accident, because he had watched TV, people who jumped into the river would not take off their clothes without extra effort, and people who jumped off the building took off their shoes were often murdered.

Therefore, he was very smart to find a way out for his cowardice, and he didn't even keep his underwear for himself, in case something happened, he would have something to carry around.

Cheng Yi has surrendered to fate countless times. For example, this time when he was about to commit suicide and had already taken action, Pei Le suddenly appeared and stole his clothes. Cheng Yi also found it very surprising when he thought about it later. In front of a person who was ready to die at any time, his first reaction after discovering that his clothes had been stolen was not to continue to die, but to overcome his inner fear and jump to the shore.

Later, Cheng Yi also tried it by himself, except that time he was able to jump up and down in the water like a man, but in the end he was still scared, trembling, unable to walk, even Xia Tian kept stepping into the water, He felt icy cold, as if that foot had stepped into hell.

"I was wrong..." Cheng Yi frowned and looked at Pei Le. The other party's reaction made him confused and shocked him. He suddenly felt that he was too selfish, so that he suddenly felt guilty deep in his heart. .

"I'm sorry..." Cheng Yi said.

In the past, things that could be passed with an apology seemed to be impossible this time. Because of this incident, Pei Datou stood up, and he became stubborn. He launched a one-off against Cheng Yi with a very high status and attitude. aspects of the Cold War.

In the past, the elder brother was the elder brother and the elder brother was short, so the elder brother had to take care of what he wanted.

Now it's time to eat, um, ok, I get it, not angry, that's it.

It was as if saying one more word could exhaust his inner strength and die.

At first, Cheng Yi was not used to it, but when he thought about it, it was his fault, so he could reluctantly accept Pei Le's attitude.

On the first day, Pei Le said a total of five sentences to him, which did not exceed ten words in total. When he slept at night, Pei Le went to the other side of the bed, leaving Cheng Yi with a pair of big feet.

Cheng Yi thought that he could do whatever he wanted, it was indeed his fault.

The next day, Pei Le got worse and continued not to talk to Cheng Yi very confidently, and refused to let Cheng Yi touch him.

Cheng Yi still thought, forget it, don't care about this little kid.

On the third day, Pei Le was the same as copying and pasting, still the same style as the previous two days. Even when Cheng Yi proposed to see Lao Zhao, he deliberately diverted time from Cheng Yi, going in the morning and in the afternoon.

At this time, Cheng Yi thought that it was almost over, it had been several days, and the temper had not passed.

On the fourth day, Pei Le was still like this, and Cheng Yi couldn't hold back until night.

He took back Pei Le's pillow, and very domineeringly asked Pei Le to sleep with him.

As a result, Pei Le flatly rejected Cheng Yi's proposal.

"Do not."

"Fuck," Cheng Yi said displeased, "Are you still going to finish? It's been several days, how long are you going to snub me for?"

"It's only been a few days," Pei Le said blankly, "Didn't you still think about ignoring me for the rest of your life?"

"You vengeful thing," Cheng Yi lay down on the bed angrily, and threw Pei Le's pillow back, "Come with Bigfoot."

"I want to take a shower," Pei Le said while standing by the bed, staring at Cheng Yi.

"You take a bath and wash it off. What did you say to me? Don't you tell me more than ten words a day? You talk too much today." Cheng Yi said in a strange way.

"I can't take off my clothes," Pei Le raised his arms, "you have to help me."

"I thought how capable you are." Cheng Yi saw a step, and went down along it. He turned over and hummed, "I still need help with this little thing."

"Aren't you going to help?" Pei Le asked.

"Help, help," Cheng Yi said slowly, "who made you my boyfriend."

Pei Le hooked the corner of his mouth, and when Cheng Yi turned his eyes, he quickly returned to his original state.

Those who cannot get are always in turmoil, those who are favored are confident,

After entering the bathroom, Cheng Yi tried his best to help Pei Le take off his clothes and pants. When he touched Pei Le's skin, he could clearly feel her trembling.

"What are you shaking?" Cheng Yi asked, "Is it cold?"

Pei Le hummed.

"The headlights aren't turned on," Cheng Yi looked at it, and reached out to turn on the Yuba lights, "Wash your hand in a while, go to the hospital tomorrow for a look, it's been several days, and I don't know how it's recovering .”

"We'll talk about it tomorrow," Pei Le replied.

"Is the water hot?" Cheng Yi took the shower head and poured water on Pei Le's back.

"Not hot," Pei Le said.

"Still angry? You can't say two more words."

"Cheng Yi," Pei Le called out.

"Ok?"

"If I forgive you easily this time, will you think that wanting to commit suicide is just a trivial matter?" Pei Le asked in a deep voice.

Cheng Yi paused for a moment, then replied softly, "No."

Pei Le nodded slightly and said nothing.

There was only the sound of water in the toilet. Cheng Yi stared at Pei Le's broad back and lowered his eyes. The shower gel was evenly applied on Pei Le's back. When his fingers slid down, Pei Le's body tensed for a moment. stretch.

"I have to explain this to you," Cheng Yi said, "I did have a lot of ridiculous thoughts before, such as degeneration, suicide, and simply being a villain, but Pei Le, I can assure you, Since you appeared, I have never thought about suicide."

This is the truth, probably because there is a living thing beside him, Cheng Yi always thinks about how to feed such a big and small thing, it can be said that after Cheng Yi met Pei Le, half of his thoughts were spent on it. When it comes to money, half of his thoughts are on Pei Le.

That's why he became more and more disgusted with Bai Yi, a demanding person.

Although Cheng Yi didn't know why, the life of the two of them made him feel stable. He liked this security. When the security was broken, he would become very irritable, so that his irritability extended into Impulse, which led him to seven years.