Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

Chapter 111 The Life That Almost Crashed

As soon as Bai Yi said these words, Cheng Yi's first thought was where did these words come from?

The word throwing away has a very clear purpose and designation, and it can even be added with the word "intentional" after thinking about it.

Cheng Yi abandoned Bai Yi, it can be expanded to say that Cheng Yi abandoned Bai Yi because of something.

for what?Pei Le?Or is it his love that only started in middle age?

"It's serious," Cheng Yi exhaled and calmed his heartbeat, "There is no such thing as abandonment or abandonment between us, we are not familiar with each other."

"Unfamiliar?" Bai Yi laughed a few times, in a state of madness, he yelled, "I have liked you since I was a child, I knew you before Pei Le, our parents are good friends, my dad died to save you, you Unfamiliar? Cheng Yi, why! Why do you treat me like an enemy after you come out? Why can Pei Le like you and I can't? Tell me!"

Bai Yi stood up from the sofa, her face turned rosy from excitement, and her voice trembled faintly.

Cheng Yi's expression changed from calm to shocked, he felt that the noise in his ears seemed to be getting louder and louder, and Bai Yi's voice seemed especially unreal when it reached his ears.

"What did you say?" Cheng Yi frowned, and raised his hand to pat his ears. He felt a little ringing in his ears.

"Why didn't you wait for me?" Bai Yi smiled, looking a little miserable, "I didn't marry Zhong Yun sincerely, and their family didn't care at all whether I could bring them much value. I have difficulties. But why didn't you even give me a chance, why..."

Cheng Yi felt that his tinnitus was getting worse, and his intelligence was still showing signs of degeneration.

"What are you talking about?" Cheng Yi asked again,

"What did I say?" Bai Yi took a deep breath, looked down at Cheng Yi, and said seriously, "I like you, just like Pei Le likes you, do you understand?"

Cheng Yi shook his head, "No."

"Did you!" Bai Yi suddenly reached out and grabbed Cheng Yi's coat, and said viciously, "You did it on purpose, did you do it on purpose!"

In the past, this was probably the closest time between the two of them. Bai Yi could clearly see what kind of madness he was seeing in Cheng Yi's eyes. He took off his gentle coat and the mask he had been wearing all year round, and then faced Cheng Yi again. , Bai Yi suddenly discovered that he was so unbearable.

It was impossible for Cheng Yi not to understand, he just subconsciously answered in shock.

Bai Yi knew that Cheng Yi was good-looking, and the man in front of him was probably the best-looking man he had ever seen in his life.

It's just that he will never appear in Cheng Yi's dark pupils.

"Cheng Yi...I like you," Bai Yi moved closer to Cheng Yi, aiming at Cheng Yi's lips.

However, in the next moment, his whole body was overturned to the ground by a brute force, and when he fell, he hit the table. The fleeting flower, maybe as long as you touch it, the transparent white can become a bright red rose.

Under the severe pain, Bai Yi let out a muffled groan, but before he could react, Cheng Yi's fists and kicks had already landed on him.

Winter is originally silent, birds will migrate, snakes and insects will hibernate, only the cold wind and warm sun can bring people a sense of reality.

Oh, and the fist, in the warm room, what landed on his body was a clear pain. Bai Yi wanted to resist, but he was not Cheng Yi's opponent at all.

When Bai Yi stopped moving, Cheng Yimu dragged the man outside the door with a grimace, and put him in the yard, then went into the house and took all the things on the table outside and bumped into Bai Yi's side.

Then he locked the door neatly and left without looking at Bai Yi again.

"Cheng Yi, I like you."

This sentence made Cheng Yi feel confused, and then the confusion turned into nausea.

He didn't know why, when Pei Le said these words, his feelings were different from Bai Yi's, even two extremes.

Amidst the disgusting feeling, Cheng Yi still had anger mixed in his heart, so he couldn't bear to beat Bai Yi up.

Cheng Yi went to Lao Zhao's place. Zhao Ritian was slurping noodles in the yard, but Cheng Yi ignored him and went directly to Lao Zhao's house.

Lao Zhao's state today looks the same as yesterday, lying on the bed with his eyes closed, I don't know if it's an illusion, Cheng Yi always feels that Lao Zhao has lost weight in just one day.

He sighed and walked to the bedside to help Old Zhao tuck the quilt. Just as he was about to leave, Old Zhao stopped him.

"you're not feeling OK?"

"Huh?" Cheng Yi was stunned, then smiled and said, "Yes, you are too stubborn, I don't know how to persuade you."

"Is it because of me?" Old Zhao opened his eyes and looked at Cheng Yi.

"Aren't you the biggest problem now?" Cheng Yi sat down on the small stool beside the bed, "If you keep doing this, aren't you afraid that Miss Xiaozhi will ignore you?"

"Don't mention that unfilial daughter," Old Zhao's voice suddenly became louder.

"Old Zhao," Cheng Yi said, "You are too introverted, you never say what you care about, and you are always so unreasonable to those around you. If Miss Xiaozhi is still alive, can you look at you like this?"

Old Zhao was told what was on his mind, so he remained silent.

"After Aunt Xin passed away, you seem to have changed," Cheng Yi said, "They may understand your change, but if they know that you are sick and don't even want to go to the hospital, can they die in peace?"

Old Zhao closed his eyes, still silent.

Cheng Yi didn't speak, Old Zhao asked Xiao Zhao to close the curtains, not to turn on the lights, not to let light in, the room was dark, and Old Zhao looked like he was waiting to die.

After a long time, in the silence, Lao Zhao suddenly spoke.

"Tomorrow, go to the hospital tomorrow."

"Okay," Cheng Yi said with a smile on his face, happily agreeing.

Cheng Yi asked Xiao Zhao to pack up his things, while he himself called Pei Le and told him about Lao Zhao's going to the hospital tomorrow.

While walking, he chatted with Pei Le, and when he got to the yard, Bai Yi was gone, and everything was gone.

Cheng Yi opened the door and went in, talked to Pei Le again, then hung up the phone. He walked to the sofa and looked at the marks on the ground, frowning and silent for a while, then cleaned everything up.

At noon, he simply ordered some noodles to eat, and Pei Le didn't come back until after three o'clock in the afternoon.

Cheng Yi didn't tell Pei Le about Bai Yi's visit. First, he felt disgusted, as disgusted as he ate a fly. Second, he felt that there was no need to tell the two of them.

As for Bai Yi, he said one thing and acted another. Cheng Yi still felt that Bai Yi said he liked him because he was just trying to disgust him.

You're so fucking crazy, you can even do such indecent things as drugging.

Soon, it was night, because Cheng Yi wasn't interested in Bai Yi's matter at all, he slumped on the sofa fighting the landlord all afternoon, and lost all the beans that Pei Le had won for him, this is good, I feel even more uncomfortable.

This low pressure lasted until the two of them were resting, when Pei Le pressed Cheng Yi on the bed and asked him what was wrong.

"It's nothing," Cheng Yi moved his hand, "Get down for me, is it heavy? I don't know how many catties I have?"

"Tell you what's wrong today?" Pei Le was full of doubts, "Didn't Uncle Zhao agree to go to the hospital? Brother, don't lie to me, you are very wrong today."

Cheng Yi stared quietly at Pei Le for a while, "Come down, I'll tell you when you get down."

Pei Le obediently got off Cheng Yi and lay down next to Cheng Yi.

"Say it quickly," Pei Le urged, "or you will be locked up."

"Cut," Cheng Yi said, "Little brat."

Pei Le reached out and squeezed Cheng Yi's waist,

"Don't make trouble," Cheng Yi stretched out his hand and pulled Pei Le's hand into his, "it's business."

"Yes," Pei Le replied dissatisfied.

"Today I met a person I really don't want to meet," Cheng Yi said, "He told me that you are investigating my parents' car accident."

Pei Le's body froze, "Bai Yi."

Cheng Yi hummed and asked, "Why are you investigating this? If you want to know anything, just ask me?"

It's not that Pei Le has never thought about this method, but he is always worried, worried about Cheng Yi's feelings, afraid that Cheng Yi's thinking will return to the day of the car accident with his memory, and he is afraid that Cheng Yi will feel this once again. 20+ years of pain.

He didn't want to, so he didn't ask.

"Brother..." Pei Le called softly.

"You have a lot of thoughts," Cheng Yi said with a sigh, "I have a bad relationship with my dad, since I was a child, because I didn't spend much time with him, and he was always away from home at that time, treating me and my mother , I don’t care too much about it, so I have a very indifferent understanding of the word father.”

"On the day of the accident, they quarreled. Because I was studying here, I knew my uncle very well and had a good relationship, including my mother and my uncle. My father became very suspicious because he was away all year round. After he came back that time, he suddenly began to suspect that there was something wrong between my mother and my uncle."

"If you don't come with me, do you want to live with Cheng Ping?" Cheng Yi said, "I remember what my dad said at the time."

Pei Le held Cheng Yi's hand tightly without interrupting.

"At that time, I was not sensible, and I was very unconvinced by the word father," Cheng Yi continued, "I liked my uncle more, so I lost my temper at my dad and said that I would live with my uncle if I said that I would live with my uncle." , I will call my uncle Dad from now on."

Cheng Yi was silent for a while before continuing, "It was because of this sentence that my father was completely angered. He asked my mother whose seed I was, and wanted to beat my mother. I won't allow it. Let's fight with my father." There was a conflict, and he said that he would not recognize him as my father in the future, so he would be dead."

"Afterwards, my uncle heard the noise and came to try to persuade him to fight. He and my uncle got into a fight. I did a very stupid thing at that time. I helped my uncle, so my dad snatched the car keys and put them in the car. My mother and I got into the car."

"Pei Le, if I had been more sensible, mature and calm then, my dad might not have been so impulsive, including Uncle Bai, they might still be living well now."

Cheng Yi has always felt guilty and blamed himself, because his words expanded his father's emotions, and made his doubts grow from a seed to a towering tree at a very fast speed. It was because of this that four things were involved. human life.

The strong dark color has always survived in his heart. He lives in a daze, miserably. For Bai Yi, he has guilt because of Bai Jianjun, and more importantly, his guilt has no place to put it, so he tolerates Bai Yi time and time again. The extortion and exploitation of the sole survivor.

"Brother..." Pei Le hugged Cheng Yi tightly, feeling extremely guilty.

No one is willing to reveal the pain to others over and over again, and no one is willing to present these mistakes of their own in the sun again for others to cast aside.

Cheng Yi's long silence was because he had spurned himself to such a degree that he had paid for his sins by believing in Buddha.

Pei Le hugged Cheng Yi, trembling with distress, as if a stone had been stuffed into his nasal cavity, no matter how he breathed, there was a strong tingling sensation.

"Brother...Brother...Brother..." Pei Le said in a choked voice, "I'm sorry, I'm really... sorry."

He shouldn't ask too much, and shouldn't let Cheng Yi bring up these things again, the wound exposed to the sun was red and festered, and while the pain was on Cheng Yi's body, Pei Le already felt that his head was about to explode.

Pei Le's two arms are like two heavy chains, locking Cheng Yi firmly in his arms. The originally hard muscles are now tense to a certain extent, as if stretching out his hand, those tight muscles The muscles can explode in the next instant.

Cheng Yi spoke very calmly, except that sometimes he would be silent for a while, and sometimes he would turn his head slightly and dare not look directly into Pei Le's eyes, but his attitude was unexpectedly calm. On the contrary, I was very excited.

Maybe Cheng Yi still couldn't face this long-buried matter calmly, but he tried his best to control his emotions. Maybe he just didn't want to lose his composure in front of Pei Le, or maybe he wanted to tell Pei Le that he had let go. But when he heard Pei Le's choked up voice, Cheng Yi's heart still trembled violently, and a thought suddenly crossed his mind - in this world, it seemed that only Pei Le could completely accept Cheng Yi.

Even in countless times, Cheng Yi himself felt that he should be swaying in that lake, and finally fell asleep very heavily at the bottom of the lake, just like the hand that his father was struggling to pull him down when he was struggling. A large black mark was left on his ankle, which hurt Cheng Yi's heart when he was in his teens. At that moment, he realized that the relationship between him and his father was more than just Indifference, but contains life and death.

Up to now, Cheng Yi's father has been dead for more than 20 years, his voice, appearance and appearance have long been blurred in the eyes of many people, and Cheng Yi has not left anything about his father, but when he dreams back at midnight, Cheng Yi will still It feels like the ankle has been soaked in the lake water, and the icy cold feeling reaches the bottom of my heart.

Could father really hate him to this extent?

Cheng Yi didn't know, and he didn't want to think about it. It's all here. If you think about it, it's like this. If there is Pei Le, Cheng Yi thought.

[The author has something to say]:

I'm not good at this kind of thing, let's kill it directly